Human lives are complicated. We experience despair, confusion, and isolation, and throughout our lives, we will suffer losses and face dilemmas that are too great to shoulder alone. In these seasons of our lives, we might decide we need help from a professional: it’s time to see a therapist. But, who and what kind?
Therapy is best described as a journey. Choosing a therapist is a bit like selecting a travelling companion for a difficult stretch of road. Like any important relationship, it’s reasonable to take a little time to choose someone who feels like a good fit.
However, if you’ve ever searched for a therapist online, you’ve probably been confronted with dozens of pages of smiling faces, impressive credentials, and no clear idea of how to choose.
Admitting we need help is a huge step and requires immense courage. When we’re struggling and overwhelmed, deciding who to ask for help can feel impossible. Many people praise their therapists. Others share horror stories about poor fits, unethical behaviour, or money spent on sessions that went nowhere, or left them feeling just as lost. How do we choose a stranger to trust with our vulnerable selves?
It’s completely okay, even expected, that you interview a therapist before starting therapy. As a newish psychotherapist (with a longer history of working with people’s mental, emotional and physical health as a naturopathic doctor), I have come to appreciate the role of the meet-and-greet. When I offer a free 20-minute consultation, it gives us a chance to discuss therapy and sets the stage for our work together.
I notice that most potential clients aren’t sure what to ask or how to evaluate fit. Some clients seek therapists who specialize in their main concern, such as anxiety or burnout, or who have a specific set of credentials or more years of experience. Others choose therapists similar to them in terms of gender, ethnicity, or age. Others choose therapists who are different, possibly to gain broader wisdom from varied perspectives.
Most clients probably go with a certain vibe, and there may be more wisdom in that than we tend to give credit for.
The success of therapy doesn’t exactly come down to choosing the “right” therapist, but rather to several factors that researcher Michael Lambert calls the “Common Factors” (Lambert, 1989). 30% of the outcomes in therapy are attributable to the strength of the therapeutic relationship, and 40% to client factors.
The remaining 30% of therapeutic outcomes appear to come from two sources: our belief that change is possible and the specific tools and techniques used to support it. According to Lambert’s model, expectancy accounts for roughly 15% of the outcome, while therapeutic modalities such as Cognitive Behaviour Therapy or EMDR account for another 15%.
The qualities that draw you toward a particular therapist, whether credentials, age, life experience, or a simple gut feeling of resonance, may not be the most powerful predictors of success on their own, but they can strengthen hope, deepen your commitment to the work, and help create the conditions for a meaningful therapeutic relationship to emerge.
In other words, picking a therapist based on a gut feeling, or vibe, may actually be grounded in scientific fact, according to Lambert’s findings.
Rather than leaving those vibes as a wordless mystery, let’s explore some of the ingredients that make therapy work and how they can help you find a therapist who feels like a good fit.
First, what is psychotherapy?
In Ontario, psychotherapy is a regulated practice that can be provided only by a select group of registered health professionals, including registered psychotherapists, registered social workers, clinical psychologists, medical doctors, and nurse practitioners.
It is the act of “treating, by means of psychotherapy technique, delivered through a therapeutic relationship, an individual’s serious disorder of thought, cognition, mood, emotional regulation, perception or memory that may seriously impair the individual’s judgment, insight, behaviour, communication or social functioning.”
While this definition tells us who can provide psychotherapy and what it is intended to treat, it doesn’t explain how it works and what makes it effective. For that, we can turn to the research on therapeutic outcomes.
According to psychologist Michael Lambert, one of the strongest contributors to successful therapy has little to do with the therapist at all: client factors, or the qualities and circumstances that bring you into therapy.
Client Factors
Client factors make up a whopping 40% of therapy’s success. This doesn’t mean that your therapist doesn’t matter. It also doesn’t mean that it’s your responsibility to do therapy “well.” This finding simply means that you arrive with important information that can help shape the work.
Before deciding which therapist to work with, it may be helpful to spend some time reflecting on yourself and what has brought you to therapy.
What are your goals for therapy?
What are your main concerns?
What are your hopes and fears regarding starting therapy?
What are your previous therapy experiences? What worked and what didn’t? What did you like? What didn’t you like about past therapy experiences or past therapists?
How do you typically relate to people?
Do you prefer structure or more go-with-the-flow pacing?
Would you like lots of space to talk and explore your problems without interruption, or do you prefer a problem-solving approach that gives you tools? Maybe you would like a little of both.
Do you have a preference for gentleness, or do you like straight-shooters who give direct feedback?
How much time and energy do you have for therapy right now? How motivated are you to change? Are there any financial barriers to getting therapy?
When you imagine being helped, what does that look and feel like?
Client factors don’t just involve motivation and readiness to change, but also what identities, stories and relational expectations you bring with you.
You don’t need to have clear, definitive answers to the above questions. In fact, part of the aims of therapy is to develop self-awareness, improve motivation, try different approaches and practice goal-setting—this is the work.
However, I’m sure that some of these questions yield ready answers that, if made explicit to a potential therapist, might make it easier for you to determine whether they are a good fit.
The Therapeutic Relationship
While client factors account for the largest share of therapeutic outcomes, the therapeutic relationship is the heart of the therapeutic process itself, the medium through which insight, healing, and change occur.
Research consistently finds that clients who feel understood, respected, and supported by their therapist tend to experience better outcomes, regardless of the therapist’s specific modality or theoretical orientation (Lambert, 1989).
The therapeutic relationship is more than simply liking your therapist. It is a real relationship characterized by trust, safety, collaboration, and mutual respect. You feel seen rather than judged, supported rather than directed, and safe enough to be honest about difficult thoughts, feelings, and experiences.
Importantly, a strong therapeutic relationship does not mean therapy always feels comfortable. Growth often requires exploring painful emotions, difficult memories, and longstanding patterns. The goal is not necessarily comfort, but safety: enough trust to approach uncomfortable experiences rather than avoid them.
A strong therapeutic relationship does not require perfection. Therapists are human and will occasionally misunderstand, misattune, or miss the mark. In fact, moments of misunderstanding can become opportunities for growth when they are acknowledged and repaired. Many therapeutic approaches recognize that transference and countertransference, or the ways clients and therapists inevitably bring aspects of their past relationships into the therapy room, can provide valuable opportunities for insight and change.
The importance of the therapeutic relationship has been explored by thinkers across psychotherapy traditions. Philosopher Martin Buber described the distinction between I-Thou and I-It relationships (Slay-Westbrook, 2020). In an I-It relationship, the other person becomes an object to be acted upon, analyzed, or managed. In an I-Thou relationship, we encounter another person as a whole and irreducible human being—someone whose depth can never be fully known. Many people describe meaningful therapy as feeling closer to this I-Thou encounter.
Carl Rogers expressed a similar idea through his concept of unconditional positive regard, while psychologist Charles Gelso referred to it as the “real relationship”: a connection characterized by genuineness, realism, and mutual humanity (Gelso, 2011; Gelso et al., 2018). While therapy differs from friendship in important ways—it is confidential, boundaried, and structured around the client’s wellbeing—it is nonetheless a deeply human relationship.
When meeting a potential therapist, pay attention not only to their credentials and expertise, but also to how you feel in their presence. Do you feel listened to? Respected? Curious rather than judged? You might even ask questions such as, “How do you handle misunderstandings in therapy?“ What does repair look like when something doesn’t land well? How do you approach the therapeutic relationship itself?
Greater than the sum of its tools and techniques, psychotherapy is ultimately a relationship: one capable of holding trust, vulnerability, and the unfolding story of a human life.
Modalities
While the therapeutic relationship provides the foundation for change, modalities offer different pathways through it. These approaches account for a relatively small proportion of therapeutic outcomes (15%) compared to client factors (40%) and the therapeutic relationship (30%), yet they can still shape how therapy feels and unfolds.
Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT), Emotion-Focused Therapy (EFT), Narrative Therapy, Internal Family Systems (IFS), Psychodynamic Therapy, Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT), and other modalities each offer different ways of understanding human suffering and facilitating change. Rather than asking which modality is “best,” it may be more useful to ask which approach resonates with your goals, values, and way of making sense of the world.
Cognitive therapies focus on thoughts, behaviours, and patterns of thinking, and how they shape our emotions, beliefs, and actions in the world.
Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT) is one of the most extensively researched psychotherapy modalities. Trauma-focused CBT is considered a first-line treatment for many trauma-related conditions, while CBT for Insomnia (CBT-I) remains the gold-standard psychological treatment for sleep difficulties, often outperforming medication over the long term (American Psychological Association, 2017; Cunningham & Shapiro, 2018).
Cognitive therapies, including Solution-Focused Therapy, tend to be practical, actionable, and goal-oriented. I once saw someone jokingly describe CBT as “self-gaslighting” because it asks us to question our automatic assumptions and habitual ways of interpreting the world, rather than believing them wholesale.
While I understand the criticism, I find cognitive therapies offer invaluable insight and tools. They can sometimes feel systematic or impersonal, and some people find them lacking in depth, but for many, learning to observe and challenge their thinking is an essential first step in therapy. Personally, I like to blend cognitive approaches with other modalities.
Psychodynamic psychotherapy focuses on unconscious patterns, beliefs, and relationships. Its goal is deep self-understanding and insight.
Internal Family Systems (IFS), one of the most popular psychodynamic approaches today, explores the different parts within us. Many people resonate with the idea that we contain multiple parts, often with conflicting motivations, goals, and strategies. These internal conflicts can show up as ambivalence, procrastination, difficulty with change, or emotions that seem bigger than the situation at hand.
In psychodynamic work, we gently explore what parts may be active and where our beliefs, coping strategies, and relational patterns originated. Often, these patterns were adaptive at one point in our lives, but continue to influence us long after they have ceased to serve us.
Carl Jung famously wrote, “Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life, and you will call it fate.” Psychodynamic therapy aims to bring these hidden patterns into awareness so that we can relate to them more consciously and freely.
Somatic and body-based therapies take a different approach. While they often involve talking, they focus on the nervous system, felt sensation, and the lived experience of being in a body. My training in mindfulness, yoga, and naturopathic medicine helps me bring the body into the room. What are you noticing in your body right now? What sensations, impulses, tensions, or emotions are present?
The body holds an immense amount of information. It is often where our emotions, intuition, and reactions emerge before they become conscious thoughts. Awareness of the body and the five senses is also our connection to the present moment. For many people, reconnecting with the body can create a sense of safety and stability, particularly when processing trauma.
Humanistic therapies focus on meaning, identity, growth, and story. They grapple with some of life’s most fundamental questions: Who am I? What matters to me? What gives my life meaning? What does it mean to be human?
These approaches emphasize present-moment experience and often use the therapeutic relationship itself as a source of healing and insight. The therapy room becomes a place where relational patterns can be explored, understood, and sometimes repaired.
Narrative Therapy, one of my favourite approaches, recognizes that our lives are shaped by the stories we tell about ourselves. When people arrive in therapy, the dominant story is often organized around problems, failures, losses, or trauma. Yet there are always other stories present as well: stories of values, hopes, relationships, strengths, courage, and resilience. Therapy helps bring those stories into view.
I remember a psychology professor asking us, as naturopathic medical students, to draw ourselves divided into three parts: head, heart, and gut/body. “Draw them in proportion to one another,” she instructed.
My brainy friend sitting beside me drew a giant head perched atop a tiny heart and body. My own drawing was more evenly divided, although my heart was a little larger. In reality, I probably spend more time in my head than I’d like to admit.
When considering what type of therapy might work best for you, I often think back to that exercise. Where do you live most of the time: your head, your heart, or your body? Is it easier for you to track your thoughts, your emotions, or your physical sensations?
You might choose a therapeutic approach that leans into your strengths. If you’re a practical, analytical person who likes structure and clear strategies, a cognitive approach may feel like a natural fit. If you’re not especially interested in metaphor, meaning, dreams, or exploring the deeper layers of your psyche, I might not be the perfect therapist for you, and that’s perfectly okay.
On the other hand, you might choose therapy as an opportunity to explore territory that has been less familiar. If you’ve spent years analyzing your thoughts and understanding your patterns intellectually, a somatic therapist might help you access information that lives beyond words and ideas.
For many people, shifting out of the left-brain world of analysis and into the right-brain world of sensation, emotion, imagery, metaphor, and creativity opens up entirely new ways of understanding themselves. Sometimes insight comes not from thinking harder, but from feeling more deeply.
This is one reason I like to bring creativity, humour, and play into the therapeutic relationship. Playfulness can help move us out of despair, rigidity, and overwhelm, and into what psychologist Dan Siegel calls the Window of Tolerance: the place where emotions can be felt without flooding us, and where growth, learning, and change become possible.
All in all, therapy involves developing self-awareness. In therapy, we are given a supportive container to gain new insights into our bodies, thoughts, relational and family dynamics, history, and unconscious processes and patterns.
James Hillman described the starting material of therapy as the massa confusa, the confused mass. I think of it as the tangled collection of experiences, emotions, memories, questions, contradictions, and unfinished stories that people bring into the therapy room. Together, therapist and client begin to sort through it: separating strands, noticing patterns, making connections, and gradually finding shape where there once seemed to be only confusion.
Perhaps this is what draws me most to narrative and psychodynamic approaches. Over time, the massa confusa begins to organize itself into stories that make sense of our experience, weaving together the past, the realities of the present, and possibilities for a preferred future.
My own approach to therapy is eclectic and collaborative. Grounded in a biopsychosocial understanding of health, I am interested in the ways our thoughts, emotions, bodies, relationships, histories, and environments interact to shape our lives. My training includes Mindfulness-Based Cognitive Therapy, Narrative Therapy, Motivational Interviewing, and Cognitive Behaviour Therapy, while my work is also informed by psychodynamic, humanistic, existential, and somatic perspectives.
Ultimately, I find it more useful to begin with the person than with the modality. Each individual arrives with a unique story, set of challenges, strengths, preferences, and goals. Together, we explore what is happening, what has shaped it, and what possibilities for healing, growth, and change might emerge.
Interviewing a Potential Therapist
Remember that therapists have a fiduciary duty to their clients, meaning that therapy exists for your benefit. Therapists should be accustomed to being interviewed, open to your questions, and interested in helping you find a good fit. A good therapist won’t take it personally if you book a meet-and-greet and ultimately decide to work with someone else.
The meet-and-greet is an opportunity for both of you to gather information. You might begin by sharing what brings you to therapy, what you’re hoping will change, and any previous experiences you’ve had with therapy, what worked, what didn’t, and what you’re looking for now.
I encourage potential clients to ask whatever questions they have. Common questions include:
What is your approach to therapy?
What kinds of clients do you usually work with?
What does a typical session look like?
How do you know if therapy is working?
What happens if we disagree about something?
Do you feel competent to work with my particular concerns, goals, diagnoses, cultural background, or preferred therapeutic approach?
Of course, a meet-and-greet is about more than information gathering. It is also about getting a feel for one another. How does it feel to talk together? Do you feel comfortable asking questions? Does the therapist seem open, transparent, and willing to explain their thinking? Do you feel listened to?
Signs that you may have found a good fit often show up as a sense of relief, ease, curiosity, or recognition. You may feel understood, respected, and taken seriously. You may feel that the therapist is genuinely interested in you and willing to be challenged, corrected, or told when something doesn’t land. Often, a good fit includes a sense that you can be both supported and productively nudged beyond familiar patterns.
Humility is one quality I particularly value in therapists. We cannot truly engage in an I-Thou relationship—an appreciation of another person’s full humanity—without recognizing how much about them we do not know and can never fully know. A good therapist is often willing to say, “I might be wrong. Tell me more.”
Signs that a therapist may not be a good fit can also come from the body. You might feel judged, dismissed, pressured, lectured, dominated, or persistently misunderstood. While difficult emotions can arise even in healthy therapeutic relationships, it is worth paying attention if something feels off from the outset.
If you do experience discomfort, consider whether it feels speakable. Can you tell the therapist? How do they respond? Do they become defensive, or do they welcome the conversation? The answer may tell you as much as the feeling itself.
It’s also perfectly acceptable to try more than one therapist. Some people know within a meet-and-greet that the fit is right. Others need a few sessions to find out. Therapy is a significant investment of time, energy, money, and trust. It is worth taking the time to find someone who feels like a good match.
At its core, therapy is a collaborative process of understanding. It involves getting to know someone’s story, exploring the patterns that shape their life, and creating space for new possibilities to emerge.
If you’re considering therapy, one question you might begin with is this: Is there someone I feel safe enough with to explore my life honestly?
Good therapy is less about someone “fixing” you and more about creating a space where you can understand yourself more deeply in the presence of someone who is paying attention.
Who do you trust your story to?
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I’ve been reading a lot of memoirs lately, so this is a slightly different-toned piece. It’s the type of writing I used to do: reflective, narrative, a little personal. It feels a little vulnerable to share. I’m worried it might be awkward for patients and clients, like seeing your teacher in the mall on a Saturday. But, reading others’ stories helps me connect in a way that information can’t. Narrative winds and flows more like water than carefully placed interlocking bricks of facts. Through shared humanity, we see ourselves.
I will continue to do informational pieces, too. I’m still making podcasts (my free Bloodwork Series is available, with a hormone testing chapter coming next). If you haven’t noticed, I’m a bit eclectic and like to cover lots of topics.
But, anyway, I’m trying to write more regularly again, and this style is part of that. It’s part of my yearly Spring Cleaning.
I’ve never been one for New Year’s Resolutions. December bleeding into January, I suppose, is officially a new calendar year, but with the same dreary, dark days and cold weather, it doesn’t feel like the beginning of anything. Instead, I have Spring Cleaning, a season for new beginnings: sorting, inventory, renewal, organizing, and goal-setting.
When I was a naturopathic medical student, I lived with my Nonna on the top floor of her three-story Victorian house near Christie Station in Toronto. On Saturdays, she would wake me, looming over my bed, duster in hand, announcing, “Todayyy: We clean.” Exhausted from the long week of commuting, classes, and studying, I obliged. We rubbed damp microfibre towels over blinds, vacuumed the carpets, and scrubbed the shower, clearing the previous week’s residue from our psyches.
Cleaning was a Nonna thing. It was her pride, purpose and identity. Nonna famously told a Green Party canvasser, when they came to the door to ask for her vote, “You wanna clean-a the environ-nament? Why don’ you start-a by clean-na the street?” She had a point.
Todayyy: we clean has become a private mantra I whisper to myself whenever I want to reset my space. Those weekend mornings, after coffee, reading and scrolling, when I feel like sweeping dirt and restoring order, I think of Nonna. I grab my vacuum and my cloth, and I get to work. I am certain that my efforts would not be up to her standards, but as someone whose relationship with cleanliness and mess has oscillated between extremes throughout my life, my time with Nonna has definitely instilled in me an appreciation for clean, orderly spaces.
When things are wiped down and put in their places, things feel right somehow. Peace and order are restored.
So, every year, around the Spring Equinox, sometime between the last snowfall and the world turning green, birds singing, and fruit trees blossoming, I feel a surge of serotonin seep into my synapses. The glow of the sun melts into my skin like butter on warm toast. Vitamin D levels lift. The world is new again, and so am I.
The light, the warmth, the energy uplift me, and I find myself with a renewed sense of resolve. I want to shake off the heavy, lethargic blanket of winter and dive into health and well-being. I make resolutions. I think about nutrition, I commit to moving more and getting outside. This year, I got back into yoga.
This year, I got honest with myself. I stopped committing to doing things every day, as in, “I’m going to do yoga every day”. Instead, my inner resolve sounded more like “I’m going to start doing yoga regularly, like 4-5 times a week, letting myself miss a day or two, but maybe not too many in a row, in the evenings for about half an hour, or more if I feel like it.” Consistency over perfection.
I started booking appointments: bloodwork, osteopathy, and finally dental (I’d been straight-up avoiding this one). I straightened up my supplements, finishing bottles of stuff, paring down. Now I’m on a few things, like iron, fish oil, magnesium (and some herbs, and a quercetin and vitamin C supplement to get me through this allergy season). Actually, thanks to this regimen, I think my pollen allergies have been pretty mild this year.
I started journaling every day. Or, like with the yoga, most days. I try to write about three pages in a stream-of-consciousness style without stopping (Julia Cameron’s “Morning Pages,” except done at any time of day). And sometimes I do stop, leave it, and come back to it—actually, I started writing this piece in the middle of 1/6th of today’s journaling session. It’s helping me think clearly and breaking down the dam of writer’s block.
The words are flowing again, and with them the debris of doubt. I’m confident the clean water will wash that away in time.
I started dancing and singing more (my poor neighbours).
And then, it was time to clean. Spring Cleaning often calls for a deep clean. Every few years or so, I like to do big purges, a seasonal detox of sorts. I can be ruthless in my aims to eliminate as much as possible, donating garbage bags filled with things that no longer bring me joy. My discrimination against items that have never borne me any ill will, except maybe threatening clutter, can be quite brutal.
I’ve lived in my place for almost seven years, which is the longest I’ve lived anywhere since university, I think. Moving is a forced exercise in getting rid of stuff. One year, with emotionless abandon, I donated all my childhood books and toys, even my Princess Diana Beanie Baby (I know, I know… I traded it for a bottle of homemade wine from a guy who was expecting his first baby).
So, there has been regret, but mostly I often feel peaceful afterwards. I’m lighter, less overwhelmed, and less buried by Stuff (in my head, I say the word like George Carlin did in his famous bit).
This year was different, however. I didn’t embark on an elimination frenzy. I found myself moving more slowly. I went through my apartment, one room at a time: sometimes just an area or a basket. I opened things up and took objects out. I held them, looked at them, and I touched them.
Some things I donated. Some I threw away (not a whole lot, though). Mostly, I cleaned things. I put them back, or somewhere else, or found a new place for them.
I helped my things find their homes.
Some of the places I decided to keep things were weird (my batteries are in a bathroom cupboard). I worry my future self might not remember where I put stuff. But I think I’ll eventually find what I need when I need it. I trust the good sense of my sorting self.
I’m not a hoarder, really (thanks to the purges), but I do have a lot of lip balms scattered all over. Some were just empty jars or tubes. Many were new. I collected them up and put them together, like a squirrel piling up his nuts. Practically, this reduces waste. I no longer have to keep buying lip balm, thinking I need more.
I found spices, truffle oil, vanilla, and other fancy foodstuffs that were not yet past expiry that I’d forgotten about. Finding these treasures created little surges of dopamine. I found a little basket for them.
Instead of removing items, this was very much an exercise in keeping things. In nesting. In loving my things. Marie Kondo (whose book I skimmed) suggests ridding oneself of cards and letters. “Your writing always inspires me,” wrote a colleague on a postcard as part of a workshop we attended in 2019. Another year, I might have read it, held gratitude in my heart, thanked the writer, and then tossed it.
But I thought of my friends, sitting with the blank cards before them, holding them in their hands, thinking of me, and our friendship, deciding what to write before finally putting pen to paper. This year, I touched and read each one. I put them all in a purple folder.
My home is by no means clutter-free; in fact, to the casual visitor, the place doesn’t even look that different. There’s an area in my home that looks like a surf shop: bags of swim toys, swimsuits and wetsuits, pool noodles, surfboards, and sauna hats. It’s still kind of a mess, even after I went through everything.
I love that corner.
I recently unearthed the bin of the few very special childhood toys that survived the Great Donation of 2014. Talkin’ Bubba was in there. I won him in a contest when I was 8 or 9 years old. Do you remember that toy—a bear with sunglasses and wild hair who talks when you press his hands and nose? My niece wants to hear him talk. He needs batteries. I’m not sure what kind, but I know they’re in the bathroom cupboard.
Oh, my dad and I washed my car! We vacuumed, polished, and washed the mats and exterior. We gave her a tire and oil change. I felt so much joy and gratitude for my car, seeing her all fresh and polished.
I moved on to my mental space: finances, budgeting, investing, and savings. Filing taxes in April already brings finances to mind and forces me to review my spending for the year. Not just the money, but the things, services, and experiences that money bought me. Even though taxes suck and no one wants to do them, how much of the year might be forgotten if not for taxes? I have to touch every expense, remember it, catalogue it, and file it.
Confronting anxiety and uncertainty about finances is helpful. I know a lot of us are carrying stress in our bodies and minds about the economy and the affordability of life, and I’m no different. Finances are a common concern in individual therapy sessions with clients, as well as in discussions among colleagues during supervision. We’re all feeling stretched and stressed over the state of the world and our futures.
Facing the stress head-on has been helpful. With a little organization, planning, and intention, I feel more in control and at peace with things. It’s like practicing breath holds for the next time a big wave hits.
I turned to the business and creative space. Thinking about frameworks, streamlining systems, reading books, taking courses and attending supervision. What is next for me in the world of naturopathic medicine and psychotherapy? What would be helpful to add to my practices to better support clients and patients? Maybe you have some ideas on this, reader.
I’m de-emphasizing social media. I set a 30-minute limit for the main social media apps on my phone.
I’ve been reading more. I’m thinking about learning to sew and embroider.
I went through my arts and crafts supplies. I have so many tools: what do I want to make? Maybe my niece and I can make something. I’m playing in the space of creative movement: dancing and singing, finding rhythm, tone and pitch. I’m not good, but I don’t care (again, my neighbours might have a different opinion about this).
As far as spiritual and relational spaces, I tend to keep these parts of my life private. Ultimately, they involve spending quality time with the people who are important to me. Focusing on connection, presence, embodied awareness, and time in nature. Yoga and journaling are helpful.
I have friends who are diving into astrology or attending religious services again. Personally, I’ve been focusing on nervous system regulation, informal meditation, and connecting with a sense of awe and reverence for beauty through walks in nature.
This may all sound intense, and at times it has been. I’ve spent some moments running around like a caffeinated bee, sweeping and scrubbing all the flowers of my belongings. But there are also moments when I sit on the floor, windows open, gentle breeze and warm sunlight coming in, surrounded by things, reading them, turning them over, putting them into piles. My niece and I sorted my shell and beach glass collection in this way.
I can hear those of you with full-time work, families, and all the rest of it (if you’re still here) groaning at the time-consuming work of it all. “Ugh, not another reminder about cleaning the garage,” You might be thinking. I hear you, because I talk every week, if not with you, then with someone in your situation. We’re all stretched thin, overstimulated, and overwhelmed.
But, I know that most of you know I’m not talking about cleaning, so much as touching things with curiosity, taking them out one at a time, like the poem of the Holy Wounds.
And I lift them / one by one / close to my heart / and I say / holy holy.
Maybe Spring Cleaning involves turning towards something that’s been nagging at you for months (Okay, for me, it was the dentist, and it was years), reaching into the depths of the clutter, taking out a box and unpacking it.
In therapy, we use the metaphor “to unpack” all the time. Through non-judgmental conversation, we take things out, touch them, hold them, and decide what to purge and what to keep. We examine these thoughts, feelings, parts, beliefs, distortions, assumptions, memories, and schemas, and we find them new homes. We grieve what we’ve lost or what never came to be.
We love our clutter because our stuff carries people and parts of ourselves. Most of all, we take out only what we can manage. And then we put it back, sometimes changed in some way.
I think it’s important to note that even during sorting and cleaning, dirt and clutter continue to accumulate. The work is never done. But I’m touching everything I own with awe, appreciation, gratitude, and curiosity. My dog and I still track dirt onto the floor every day. Nonna would not be pleased. But, I vacuum it, Nonna, I swear. Tomorrow: we clean.
And, after all this, it’s worth noting that my closet doesn’t look like an IKEA catalogue: beige items sorted into aesthetically calming grid-like shelves and bins. Closets like those don’t usually have boxes filled with their dead dog’s ashes.
I didn’t plan to specialize in hormones. I trained as a naturopathic doctor with a focus on mental health, drawn to questions of mood, anxiety, resilience, and meaning. And hormonal health found me anyway, as a language that explained everything I was already seeing.
It feels fitting that a naturopathic doctor would focus on hormones because hormones don’t belong to one organ or one diagnosis. They belong to systems that connect everything in us to everything else, like a tree with many branches and extensive root networks. They connect us to nature. They are shaped by food, sleep, stress, safety, relationships, and time. They respond to the world we live in, cycle with the sun, moon, and seasons, and undulate through the decades of our lives, affecting how we feel, think, crave, and cope.
Naturopathic medicine views the body as an interconnected ecosystem, and hormones serve as its communicators, keeping our parts in conversation. They respond to and influence our emotions, habits, cravings, fertility, and energy levels.
Hormones ebb and flow across the day, the month, the year, and the lifespan in predictable rhythmic waves. When those waves shift out of tempo, symptoms emerge: disrupted sleep or nighttime waking; anxiety, low mood, or increased emotional reactivity; fatigue or reduced stress tolerance; changes in body weight or composition, especially around the abdomen; and menstrual changes, such as heavier, more painful, or irregular cycles. This is when most of us seek help from the medical system.
The medical model is built on a reductionistic framework that assumes one symptom means one problem, and that the solution is to remove, replace, or suppress the malfunctioning part. Diabetics need insulin, depressed individuals need serotonin, and pain needs to be suppressed through analgesics or anti-inflammatories: one problem, one malfunction, and a neat one-drug solution.
Sometimes these interventions are coherent, necessary, or life-saving. And sometimes they oversimplify, making a more dynamic, rhythmic, and circular conversation linear. In the worst case, they override physiology and obfuscate the body’s attempts to find balance, sometimes worsening the underlying condition and causing unwanted side effects.
Hormonal conditions spill out of the clean lanes of the reductionist medical model. I often have patients come in or write to me with various concerns: anxiety, fatigue, weight gain, sleep issues, heavy periods, changes to skin, hair and nails. “I have so many things wrong with me,” many will exclaim, or “I know this sounds crazy, but I sometimes notice—” They often have a long history of being dismissed or medically gaslit by a system that can’t hold or make sense of their experiences. But these rather mysterious and chaotic symptoms often fit into a coherent, predictable pattern of imbalance once we understand how hormones work.
Hormones don’t behave like broken parts in a machine that can be tightened, tweaked, plucked, and patched up. Hormones are nodes in a network. The word hormone comes from the Greek hormao, meaning “to excite” or “to set in motion.” They are signalling molecules released from endocrine glands such as the ovaries, thyroid, adrenals, and pancreas that travel through the bloodstream to convey information to every body cell about metabolism, ovulation, energy, mood, cravings, and sleep.
These messages respond to and adjust to the body’s internal and external environments. They respond to physiology, stress, safety, meaning, nutrient levels, sunlight, time of day, and food. Oftentimes, they are trying to find balance in a system where communication is interrupted or distorted.
When one thread in this communication web is yanked, such as chronic stress, disrupted sleep, under-fueling, or inflammation, other parts shift to compensate in an effort to find balance. Symptoms often indicate that the system is not broken, but adapting.
Throughout my years of clinical practice, I have spent a lot of time teaching my patients about their hormones. I believe when we know better, we can help ourselves feel better. After all, the word doctor comes from the Latin word docere, which means “to teach.” One of the naturopathic principles is the tenet “doctor as teacher.” I firmly believe that healthcare providers have a duty to care for our patients through education, support, and empowerment. Informed consent is essential in medicine, and you cannot give it without the right information.
I wish we knew more about our hormones.
I’ve had several patients on oral contraceptives (“The Pill”) claim that their periods are regular, coming every twenty-eight days like clockwork. They were offered the pill to “regulate” their cycles, and none of them were taught that the pill doesn’t produce a menstrual period, regular or not, but a well-timed withdrawal bleed.
Regular cycles, more than being convenient, are important medically because they more often than not indicate regular ovulation. Ovulation is necessary for producing progesterone, a hormone that gets little attention compared to estrogen but that is essential for sleep, bone health, metabolism, skin health, and mood. Women with PCOS, or endometriosis, or perimenopause, or hypothalamic amenorrhea are not menstruating regularly because they are not ovulating regularly. Sometimes they are put on the pill to “regulate their cycles,” but the pill does not support ovulation; it suppresses it in order to prevent conception.
Oral contraceptives aren’t wrong; they are a miraculous technology that has revolutionized society, women’s rights, and women’s health. Many of my patients, upon learning that the pill isn’t actually regulating their cycles, choose it anyway. And that’s absolutely fine. However, we have a right to understand what interventions are doing in our bodies: what they suppress, what they add, and what effects to expect. We have the right to informed choice, not to be told that a medicine is doing one thing, like regulating cycles, when it is actually doing something entirely different: suppressing ovulation and creating a bleed at regular intervals once the hormonal pills in the pill pack are paused.
Many of my patients in their 40s are unaware that perimenopause can start in their late 30s, and that early symptoms include changes to mood, menstrual cycles, and sleep well before the first hot flash. In our youth, we were given books about our periods and taught how to use condoms. I wish, in our late 30s, someone would interrupt our work and caregiving responsibilities to hand us a manual on perimenopause and what to expect in our upcoming decade of hormonal change.
If we understood our hormones, we might be able to anticipate, recognize, and respond to these changes, rather than seeing them as concerning personality change, meeting them with fear, or consulting endless practitioners who might also be clueless about perimenopause. There are only 7,000 PubMed studies on perimenopause. In contrast, there are over 1.2 million studies related to pregnancy. Half of humanity is women, and every woman who lives long enough will go through perimenopause, yet this remains a niche area of research.
I wish my patients in their 40s could discern what information is useful and what is not when it comes to Google searches, long lists of supplements, or advice from influencers.
Not everyone may or should choose hormone replacement therapy, but I wish more of my patients were informed of its risks and benefits, how it works, and what each hormone does in the body, choosing based on values, symptoms, and health goals rather than fear.
Much of the hormone replacement conversation around perimenopause and menopause focused on estrogen replacement. Progesterone, however, is anti-inflammatory, acts on nearly every cell in the body, and declines once ovulation becomes irregular or absent, sometimes as early as age forty. Perimenopause has recognizable phases, and many of them begin with low or unstable progesterone.
I was once on a bus reading a book about hormones, and the woman beside me, glancing at the title, remarked, “Hormones, I’ve heard about those. They say they’re important.”
Hormones aren’t just important; they’re the web that keeps everything together, creating the very experience we were sharing, being on the bus, thinking about hormones, conversing with one another. This woman was somewhere in her 50s, and I supposed that she had no idea that vasomotor symptoms like hot flashes, and future bone, cardiovascular, and metabolic health are all deeply tied to hormonal levels and can all be affected by the hormonal change of menopause.
I’m not sure what her perimenopausal journey looked like, but an in-depth conversation about hormone therapy with her doctor might have improved her quality of life and health trajectory as she ages.
I’ve seen a myriad of patients told that their thyroid labs are normal, without context. Patients have come into my practice on dozens of supplements, spending hundreds on specialized hormone testing without understanding what they offer (or don’t) or how to interpret the results.
Many symptoms are dismissed by the medical establishment as “stress” or “aging.” Stress is an important hormonal input, as the stress response itself is hormonally driven, but stress is not one thing. It has phases, shapes, durations, and distinct manifestations. Stress hormones interact with and are impacted by nervous system capacity and resilience. These hormones shift ovarian, thyroid, and metabolic hormones in various ways.
Many of us (an estimated 88%) sit somewhere on the insulin-resistance spectrum, often without our awareness. This can result in abdominal weight gain despite no meaningful change in diet or exercise. It can also contribute to symptoms like anxiety, low mood, pain, fatigue, and low energy. Insulin resistance, or even diabetes, is not simply “a bad diet,” but a distinct hormonal pattern that is influenced by menstrual hormones like estrogen and progesterone, stress hormones, and circadian rhythms.
Many people with insulin resistance aren’t even aware they have it, instead reassured that their glucose levels are normal because we aren’t taught how insulin works or how to advocate for insulin testing.
This gap in hormonal research and healthcare leaves us open to influencers and social media marketers swooping in. We are inundated with conflicting health advice from online professionals and various health “experts” who all swear they have special knowledge and a unique solution. We’re sold complicated plans and protocols, and oversold supplements, in the hope that they will relieve our suffering. But these solutions are imposed without an understanding of what is causing symptoms. Understanding is everything because it helps you discern and choose wisely.
The most expensive, fancy supplements are often not the most indicated or effective for your particular pattern or condition. The most effective plans are often those chosen with context, and the right ingredients, forms, doses, and timing in mind, where the intervention is matched to the specific presenting pattern.
To understand hormones, our bodies, health, and nature, we must become systems thinkers of the Biopsychosocial Model. Systems thinking asks not what is broken, but how our parts interact. Instead of isolating a single symptom or lab value and treating it as a standalone problem, it examines how different systems in the body influence one another.
In hormones, this means understanding the ongoing conversation between the adrenal, ovarian, thyroid, and metabolic systems. These systems are connected and constantly communicating with our biochemistry, organ health, and external environment. A change in place, such as constipation or a lack of light exposure, ripples throughout the human body.
Systems thinking also requires a sense of time. Hormones don’t just fluctuate day to day; they shift across weeks, months, years, and lifetimes. Puberty, contraceptive use and disuse, peak fertile years, perimenopause, and menopause are transitions that reorganize the system, alter physiology and how we experience energy, mood, motivation, appetite, and even self-trust.
When hormones are viewed through a systems lens, symptoms stop feeling random and become information. We can start tracing the threads back to identify where the system might be under strain, what it is adapting to, and what support it is asking for.
This way of understanding hormones also requires interoception: the ability to sense and interpret what is happening inside the body. Interoception is how we perceive internal signals, such as hunger, fatigue, tension, warmth, restlessness, and calm, before they become symptoms or diagnoses.
Interoception is more than a “gut sense.” It is embodied awareness paired with understanding. Without context, bodily signals can feel confusing or alarming, but with context, they become useful data that we can learn to decipher and respond to. We can observe a gradual shift in menstruation or mood, including pain, sensations, energy levels, and swelling. We can learn to interpret shifts in stress exposure, blood sugar, inflammatory load, recovery, and felt sense of safety.
For most of human history, this kind of awareness was reflected in how we lived. Bodies were understood in relation to light and dark, hunger and satiety, and the seasons of activity and rest. Menstrual cycles were observed alongside lunar cycles. Energy rose and fell with daylight. Fertility, recovery, grief, and productivity were shaped by seasons, weather, and community demands. This wasn’t mystical knowledge so much as practical attunement, an understanding that bodies change in response to time, environment, and meaning.
Much of that literacy has been lost as modern life flattened time and disconnected us from natural cues. Regaining it requires paying closer attention. Through tracking, reflection, and education, we can rebuild a relationship with our bodies that was once cultural and natural knowledge.
Tracking can help build this awareness. When we track sleep, energy, mood, appetite, and cycles, and learn the signs of ovulation, we can shift our relationship with our bodies, riding the waves of hormonal rhythms with ease rather than being thrashed around by them. This is how we build agency.
Health is not the absence of disease or even the feeling of being well all the time. I believe health is an empowered state of connection with our bodies, where we become fully engaged in their care, as we are with a child or a pet. What am I feeling right now? What does my body need?
I also believe that naturopathic medicine is not just about the interventions: whether it be supplements, nutrition, acupuncture, or even medication like hormone therapy. There are many responses that might be appropriate for an individual depending on their context, values and health goals. The difference is collaboration and choice. No matter how gentle or effective the intervention, the best one is that chosen with information and consent.
Too often, we are handed a prescription without being told what it does, what it changes, what information it obscures, or what alternatives exist. That lack of context erodes trust not only in the medical system but also in one’s own body. The implied message is that the body is something to fear, manage, control, and override.
In other instances, we are actively taught to ignore our bodies, told the message is “all in our heads,” that labs are normal, and we are fine. This attitude can delay a diagnosis of endometriosis by as much as 10 years. During that time, people are often told their pain is normal, their symptoms are stress-related, or that they should simply manage. Interventions may be offered, but without curiosity about the underlying pattern that can be associated with infertility, anxiety, and bowel changes, along with painful periods.
Hormone therapy is another important topic of nuance. Women in midlife are prescribed antidepressants more often than hormone therapy, when the “root cause” is a shift in hormones, not brain chemistry. We need to have more conversations about hormone replacement grounded in evidence rather than fear.
Much of the public conversation about hormone therapy is shaped by outdated interpretations of research, incomplete explanations of risk, or oversimplified narratives that swing between panic and promises of anti-aging.
Bioidentical hormones, for example, are often discussed as if they are either a miracle or a marketing gimmick. In reality, the term simply refers to hormones that are structurally identical to those produced by the human body, such as estradiol or micronized progesterone. These hormones have been studied extensively. Their effects, benefits, and risks depend on dose, timing, route of administration, and the individual context of the person taking them. None of this can be reduced to a single headline or blanket recommendation.
Dose matters. Timing matters. Whether hormones are taken orally, transdermally, or vaginally matters. Age, symptom profile, metabolic health, inflammatory status, and cardiovascular risk all matter. Research reflects this complexity, but that nuance is rarely translated into patient-facing conversations. As a result, many people are either frightened away from therapies that could help them or pushed toward them without sufficient understanding.
Agency in hormonal healthcare does not require rejecting medical care, but we should be informed enough to participate in decisions. We should understand what therapies are intended to do, what trade-offs they involve, how success will be evaluated over time, and what testing can show. It means knowing when a symptom is expected, when it signals the need for adjustment, and when further investigation is warranted.
The patients who tend to have the best outcomes with hormonal health interventions are supported in understanding their bodies as dynamic systems. They are given time, information, and follow-up. They are allowed to ask questions. They are not rushed into decisions, nor are they left to navigate complex choices alone.
Understanding our hormones is not about memorizing biochemical pathways, hunting for a single root cause, taking on extensive lifestyle changes or expensive, heavily marketed supplement regimes, nor is it about approaching the body as something that needs to be fixed.
Instead, learning about hormones is about orientation and learning where you are in a larger pattern and how the system is shifting over time. You learn how to participate in decisions rather than feel subjected to them. You know what questions to ask, what information matters, and what changes are expected versus concerning.
Most importantly, it allows you to interpret change without panic. Hormonal systems adapt and fluctuate. When those fluctuations are understood within context, they can be met with curiosity, adjustment, and care rather than fear, urgency or self-blame.
I wanted to respond to this information gap by creating a course on hormone health. I didn’t want to offer a quick fix, another set of rules, protocols, or promises, but to share the framework I use clinically when people come in confused by their symptoms and unsure how to make sense of what their bodies are doing. I wanted to create a resource that walks you through your hormonal systems so you can feel empowered in your health.
This course replaces late-night Googling. In 10 modules, I teach you how to recognize patterns as they shift; understand hormonal changes across cycles, seasons, and life stages; ask better questions; interpret information without panic; and participate more fully in decisions about care.
I gathered everything I’ve learned from the hundreds of books, research papers, and courses I’ve taken, as well as the thousands of patients I’ve worked with to create a course for women who want to understand hormones without reducing themselves to a diagnosis, a lab value, or a label, and who want a way of relating to their bodies that is informed, grounded, and humane.
Because I wish women knew more about their hormones.
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“If you try this and hate it, we’ll learn something.”
Sometimes a great plan brings no relief. Many patients come into my practice having read, researched, consulted, and asked thoughtful questions for years. They have tried different diets, bought various supplements, gone to therapy, and seen multiple practitioners. Some things may have helped briefly, then outcomes faded. Other protocols or so-called solutions felt overwhelming and expensive, preventing them from even starting.
We are surrounded by conflicting advice, and each new option carries the burden of dashed hopes, “What if this doesn’t work either?” Over time, choosing starts to feel more challenging than staying uncertain. We want to feel better, but the act of committing to a plan, a practitioner, or a direction feels utterly exhausting.
This is a common experience for patients entering the holistic and natural health space, where treatment plans often involve lifestyle changes. Sometimes, even well-meaning practitioners dismiss it as “noncompliance” or “lack of readiness.” But the issue is rarely a lack of will, motivation or intelligence. Patients in this state are often highly active and engaged in healing. Over time, enough disappointment, overwhelm, or contradictory guidance leads their bodies to expect that effort won’t lead to results. Their system isn’t refusing to heal; it’s protecting them from the emotional cost of choosing and the heavy shame of bearing the responsibility.
When people are actively seeking solutions but repeatedly struggle to initiate or sustain action, the system responsible for authorship is already overburdened. Low agency arises when we feel that authorship of our lives is unsafe, exhausting or futile. Many who struggle with follow-through have lived for years, often since childhood, in environments where choice wasn’t safe.
If you struggle with decision-making and commitment, you may have grown up learning that trying often came at a cost, such as overwhelm, criticism, or collapse.
Over time, your body may have learned to conserve energy by waiting rather than acting. This was never a conscious decision you made, but an intelligent adaptation. In nervous system terms, chronic stress, trauma, illness, or prolonged uncertainty can pull the system into shutdown or freeze states, where initiating action feels heavy, confusing, or risky. You want to change, but struggle to implement change over time.
I’ve seen this pattern many times, often in people with complex histories. A patient might come in carrying a heavy file of childhood trauma. Perhaps they come to me with a history of disordered eating, chronic pain and fatigue, emotional volatility, panic, and depression. They’ve been waiting, sometimes for months, for the “right” referral, the specialist who will finally have the answer. When that appointment arrives, the encounter is brief and decisive. The recommendation may be a strict diet, testing and supplement protocol, or medication. Collaboration is non-existent, follow-ups are sporadic, and the style of care is directive: do this to feel better.
And sometimes, remarkably, it works, at least at first. Symptoms ease within days. Pain lessens and mood lifts; the relief is real. Through my years of practice, sometimes watching this from the outside, I’ve found it disorienting. After many sessions of careful pacing with clients facing many struggles, they seemed miraculously cured by authoritative, sometimes heavy-handed interventions, and I’ve often wondered whether my slower, gentler, collaborative approach was wrong.
But, over time, I came to understand what often unfolds next. Without ongoing support, context, or integration, these intensive plans become unsustainable. For patients with a history of restriction, control, or collapse, the intervention slots perfectly into an old binge-shame-control-restrict-rebel-shame cycle. After a period of deprivation, without nervous system scaffolding and the structure in place to hold these significant changes, patients inevitably slip through the cracks, falling off the plan and spiralling into shame and self-defeat.
Not only does relief disappear, but so does the sense of being held by an authority that had the answer. Disappointment deepens, leading to further collapse, and what remains is paralysis: no clear way to continue, no internal compass for deciding what changes mattered, what helped, or how to adapt.
Healing doesn’t fail because the intervention was wrong, misguided, or useless, but because something essential, something required for healing, was never named or built.
In these moments, agency, or rather the lack of it, becomes visible. Intense, immersive fixes can feel irresistible precisely because they temporarily relieve the burden of authorship. We don’t trust our capacity to steer, decide, or stay with change because our system has never been taught to do so. And so an external structure feels like salvation. We are exhausted, miserable, and in pain and in these states, containers like retreats, protocols, charismatic practitioners, and tightly defined rules offer certainty. And certainty temporarily regulates a system that feels uncertain and chaotic.
When these structures disappear or fail to fit our realities of daily life, we’re left holding the responsibility for our health and lives, and without support, it becomes too heavy to carry. The resulting collapse under this weight is a predictable nervous-system response, not failure.
Early in my practice, I felt this tension acutely. I understood, intuitively and philosophically, that patients heal themselves, and that my role was to guide, explain, and support. This is explicit in psychodynamic psychotherapy, where healing comes not from answers, but from understanding oneself in the presence of a steady, attuned other.
I noticed, however, that in medical settings, many patients are understandably impatient with nuance. Patients are dealing with troubling symptoms that demand an answer. In our healthcare system, we are trained to defer our bodies, agency and choice to an authoritarian expert. In this context, I could feel the pull to become that leader: more directive, more convincing, even more “magical.” But, I knew that while this stance might improve short-term compliance, it would undermine the very thing required to heal: agency.
Patients struggling with low agency want to heal but don’t yet trust themselves to carry the process. When patients appear indecisive, demand authority, or continue gathering information, they’re often asking not for more answers but for help tolerating the vulnerability of change. As clinicians, we can misread this (I often have) and respond by adding more plans, complex explanations, and intense structure, thereby unintentionally increasing the load on a system already at capacity.
Many so-called miracle cures follow this arc. They rely on pressure, urgency, restriction, or intensity to push a nervous system into action. For a time, this can feel like a transformation. But without integration, these highs often collapse into more profound shame, fatigue, pain, or shutdown. The lesson isn’t that these experiences are meaningless; in fact, they can teach us a great deal if they’re reflected on and metabolized. The problem is that without support, the learning often never consolidates. We usually view these experiences as something out there that works, but that we failed somehow.
The problem was never the plan, or practitioner; it was the mismatch between the agency the intervention required and the agency the patient had access to at that moment.
In psychology and medicine, several concepts overlap with what I’m describing here, including self-efficacy, locus of control, autonomy, and learned helplessness.
Self-efficacy refers to a person’s belief that they can carry out a specific action. Self-efficacy predicts why confidence is needed for follow-through and why low confidence can trigger avoidance and early abandonment of plans, but agency is not just about beliefs. Low agency is not about a lack of doubt in one’s ability to act, but a system that can not tolerate the act of authorship itself. The problem isn’t confidence or belief, it’s capacity.
Locus of control describes whether someone experiences outcomes as internally or externally determined. In other words, do we believe our actions matter or that outside forces dictate them? An oscillating locus of control can overlap with the pattern of deference to authority, followed by rebellion and collapse when one struggles with agency. Still, it doesn’t account for the emotional or physiological costs of choosing.
In Self-Determination Theory, autonomy is a felt sense that one’s actions are self-endorsed. Research consistently shows that behaviour change is more durable when autonomy is supported rather than coerced. However, Self-Determination Theory assumes a baseline capacity for autonomy. This article points to something that lives upstream of that assumption: with patients whose systems are not yet able to tolerate autonomy without threat.
Learned helplessness comes closer to describing how repeated, uncontrollable stress can reduce action, even in the face of options. Learned helplessness maps well onto chronic illness, long diagnostic odysseys, healthcare trauma, and repeated disappointments over attempts to heal. However, it is often framed as passivity rather than high-effort, high-seeking, low-integration patterns that many chronically ill patients are trapped in.
In the late 1960s, psychologist Martin Seligman and his colleagues ran a series of experiments that came to be known as the Learned Helplessness Studies. In one version, dogs were placed in a situation where they received mild, unavoidable electric shocks. No matter what the dogs did, move, whine, or try to escape, the shocks continued. Later, those same dogs were placed in a new environment where escape was easy: a low barrier they could step over to stop the shock. But the dogs learned that their actions didn’t matter, and so many of them didn’t try. Their agency was extinguished.
In contrast, dogs who had never experienced uncontrollable shocks quickly learned to escape. This experiment has since been ethically criticized and is no longer conducted, but its implications have echoed through psychology, medicine, and trauma theory.
When we repeatedly encounter situations in which effort doesn’t change outcomes, we stop initiating action altogether. Seen through this lens, what we often call “lack of motivation,” “self-sabotage,” or “giving up,” can instead be understood as a learned nervous-system adaptation: why try, if trying hasn’t helped before?
Similar to learned helplessness, low agency is a state of the nervous system, not a personality trait. It often shows up alongside chronic fatigue, metabolic dysfunction that doesn’t respond to lifestyle change, health anxiety, autoimmune illness, and depression. Patients arrive depleted and foggy, frustrated by their inability to initiate or sustain change. They desperately want to feel better, so they ask for testing, supplements, diagnoses, and explanations. On the surface, they’re asking for energy. Underneath, they’re often asking for amelioration from the burden of choosing and carrying their lives. Their systems have been in collapse long enough that surrender feels like the only imaginable intervention.
Suggestions that require sustained action, like regular meals, movement, and supplement consistency, can feel intolerable because they demand a level of authorship the system doesn’t yet have access to.
As a clinician, I felt this as pressure to find the one thing: the right supplement, the proper test, the correct explanation that would finally ease all symptoms. Sometimes that treatment exists. More often, cases are complex and rooted in long-standing patterns that shift only with steady, consistent inputs: changes that require feeling the body change and tolerating what that change brings.
For years, I focused on insulin resistance and metabolic dysfunction as key root causes of hormonal, cognitive, and mood symptoms. Often, this framing was correct. When the labs finally provided a coherent explanation, it felt like a solace for both of us: now we know what to do. I’d suggest a small set of actions, such as movement, nutritional guidance, a supplement, and sending patients off with hope.
Sometimes they improved, then abandoned the plan for something more extreme or restrictive that actually worsened the problem. Frequently, the issue wasn’t the plan. It was that the body was changing faster than the nervous system could metabolize the responsibility of maintaining that change.
Anxiety often reflects this same struggle with authorship. Many patients are highly vigilant: researching, anticipating side effects, seeking reassurance, listening to podcasts, tracking opinions. On the surface, they look engaged. But the engagement is often in the service of control rather than action. The moment a concrete choice is made, like starting a supplement, stopping a food, or setting a boundary, anxiety spikes, and the system retreats into analysis.
Depression, particularly with states of shutdown, involves a profound loss of agency, a loss of the felt sense that actions matter.
In chronic illness, where one feels betrayed by their body, low agency can appear as endless consultation without integration. Patients might move from practitioner to practitioner, accumulating opinions, tests, and plans that never consolidate. Each new expert destabilizes the last, but choosing one path means letting others go, and that loss can feel threatening. Authoritarian care can worsen this by overriding agency through pressure or shame.
Low agency can also show up as over-identification with external authority. Some defer completely to doctors, diets, and ideologies, only to rebel or collapse when asked to sustain the change. Rather than defiance, this reflects confusion about where the self ends and the other begins, often rooted in early experiences in which separation and autonomy were shamed, forbidden, or unsafe.
In practice, this can look like repeated requests for plans that are never used. Meal plans sit untouched. Supplement lists are partially followed, altered, and questioned. The plan becomes a symbolic container for hope rather than a tool for change.
Trauma is often at the center of this pattern. Trauma isn’t only about what happened to us, but what happened to our agency. When initiative was punished, ignored, or exploited, the body learned to stay still. In adulthood, this can look like indecision or endless seeking without consistent action. Beneath it is an intelligent truth: staying small once kept me safe.
Agency can be grown, however, in small, meaningful and survivable steps. It doesn’t come from overhauling your life, but from choosing one thing and staying with it long enough to feel the consequences and survive them emotionally. Agency isn’t a trait that you have or don’t have; it’s a capacity that can be rebuilt.
Consider the smallest action you could take that could be repeated without resentment or collapse. Maybe it’s laughably simple. Eating protein at breakfast, taking your iron supplement consistently, walking for 10 minutes after dinner, or not responding immediately to a triggering email. These are not trivial actions; they are repetitions of agency. Like each rep of a bicep curl, each one is an opportunity for the nervous system to learn: I chose this; something happened, and I survived it. That learning is what builds capacity.
Agency is the nervous system’s bandwidth to make a choice, feel what happens next, and remain intact, emotionally and relationally, through the consequences. Often this means doing less, not more. Complexity can destabilize collapsed systems.
If a plan immediately triggers anxiety, obsession, or the urge to rebel or abandon it, that’s not a moral failure; it’s information. The system is saying, This is too much right now. Plans that are too detailed, too perfect, or too ambitious can actually erode agency by reinforcing the sense that healing is too big to hold.
Time-limited experiments can help. Rather than framing changes as permanent commitments, saying things like, “This is my new diet,” or “This is who I am now,” frame them as experiments with a clear beginning, middle and end. This reduces the existential weight of choice. The nervous system relaxes when it knows there’s an exit: at two, four, or eight weeks. And this makes follow-through more likely.
When agency is fragile, the real task is not optimization. It is learning how to stay with one small choice long enough to experience yourself as the author of it.
A helpful practitioner for rebuilding agency is not the most impressive, directive, or confident one. It’s someone who can tolerate uncertainty without rushing to fill it, who doesn’t escalate complexity when things stall, who respects pacing. Someone who can say, “Let’s try this and see what happens. If you hate it, we can try something else,” and mean it. Someone who doesn’t confuse care with control.
If a practitioner feels all-knowing, rescuing, or possessing secret knowledge, this can feel comforting at first, but often undermines agency over time. It invites outsourcing rather than authorship. On the other hand, you might feel abandoned by a practitioner who offers too many choices and no structure at all.
The sweet spot is containment without domination, and guidance that leaves room for choice. The work of the clinician is not to find the perfect solution but to scaffold agency gently, through simplicity, repetition, containment, and tolerable choice.
Tolerating authorship is often the most challenging part of building agency. Authorship means accepting that outcomes are not fully controllable and that success or failure will belong, at least in part (but never in whole), to you. For many people, this is where shame, grief or fear surface. We might think, if I choose this and it doesn’t work, what does that say about me? About my body? About my capacity to heal? If I feel better, can I sustain it? If I take responsibility, will I be blamed?
Learning to tolerate authorship means staying present with those feelings rather than fleeing into analysis, seeking reassurance, or endlessly choosing. It means practicing saying, internally, I don’t know, but I’m willing to find out by trying something. That is a profound nervous-system shift.
The most challenging part of healing is often not doing something new. It’s staying with it. It’s tolerating the uncertainty, the effort, and the sense that now the outcome depends partly on us. In this realization, there is often grief. On the other side of the grieving process, however, is healing.
Reflection is also part of agency, but it needs to be simple and embodied, asking questions like, Did this feel stabilizing or destabilizing? Did this give me more energy, or did it drain me? Do I feel more resentful or vigilant? Is what I’m feeling a high of healing, a sense of relief, or actual change? These are questions that build interoception, the ability to read internal signals, which is foundational to agency.
Agency is relational; most of us don’t lose it alone, and we don’t rebuild it alone. Safe relationships with a practitioner, therapist, friend, or group provide external regulation that supports internal and self-regulation. The goal is not dependence, but supported autonomy from someone steady enough nearby that you don’t have to outsource your decisions, but don’t feel alone with them either.
It helps to let go of the idea that agency means doing everything yourself. Agency does not mean isolation. It means choosing consciously where you accept support and where you take responsibility. It’s the difference between saying, “Just tell me what I should do,” and asking, “Can you help me think through my options?
When we develop agency, choices become easier, less dramatic, and less charged. Healing stops feeling like a series of make-or-break decisions and becomes a rhythm of choosing, feeling, adjusting, repeating, and creating sustainable change over time.
Healing is not about finding the perfect plan. It’s about building the capacity to stay with yourself while living one.
References:
Apigian, A. (2025). The biology of trauma. Simon & Schuster.
Dana, D. (2020). Polyvagal exercises for safety and connection: 50 client-centred practices (Norton series on interpersonal neurobiology) (1st ed.). W. W. Norton & Company.
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“The patient is not a problem to be solved, but a mystery to be met.” — Rachel Naomi Remen
M was a mother of two, in her mid-50s. She booked an appointment because profound exhaustion had descended on her like a fog. She ate intentionally: fibre, fruits, and vegetables. She usually slept well. Recently, she started experiencing abdominal distension and a feeling of fullness. She read about intermittent fasting and decided to try it: skipping breakfast.
Her family doctor had ordered blood tests and called to tell her everything looked fine. I requested a copy and found that she had high triglycerides and liver enzymes. She said her doctor had mentioned something like that, but said nothing could be done. They advised her to keep eating well and exercising, and to repeat the tests in three months.
Within three months, the liver enzymes returned to the normal range. Her doctor offered her a statin drug for her elevated “cholesterol.” M declined, still feeling tired and bloated, but preferring to focus on lifestyle factors before trying medication.
L was in her 30s. She lived alone and worked from home—a repetitive and unfulfilling admin job. As a teenager, she was diagnosed with major depressive disorder and prescribed medication to correct the “chemical imbalance” in her brain. The medication might have helped a little; she wasn’t sure. Her depressive episodes would often last for weeks, during which she was unable to get out of bed.
When she booked her first appointment, she had tried more medications than she could remember and was currently taking three, her psychiatrist trying to get the cocktail right. She was still experiencing a chronically low mood, cloudy thinking, and troubling memory loss. Her doctor had recommended electroconvulsive therapy for her “treatment-resistant depression,” and suggested that her symptoms were worsening because of peri-menopause.
She wished she could pursue a more meaningful career, but with her depression, she didn’t think she could handle something challenging. She also needed the job security and health benefits to cover the medications for her chronic autoimmune disorder.
H was in his 40s and suffered from gastrointestinal bloating and erratic bowel movements most of his life. As a child, he was diagnosed with ADHD and generalized anxiety disorder. He remembers horrible stomach pain that would keep him home from elementary school. In many ways, this was a saving grace because he remembers the chronic bullying and devastating boredom he dealt with there.
His doctor ordered colonoscopies and gastroenterologist referrals, but when nothing showed up on testing, he was diagnosed with Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS), linked to stress.
To find relief, H researched alternative therapies like meditation, red light therapy, cold plunges, and ketogenic diets. Could his mental health issues be connected to his gut health? His doctor said that diet was unlikely to shift his symptoms and that his anxiety, ADHD and IBS were separate and unrelated.
These examples are from various patients I’ve seen over the years—their names and identifying details have been changed and combined with other patients to represent overarching patterns in everyday healthcare experiences. There are differences in the details, but they, I, and hundreds of other patients, have all found ourselves in a similar space: leaving an unproductive and invalidating healthcare encounter in tears, feeling utterly alone, unseen and unheard.
M, L, and H all presented with a constellation of symptoms affecting various body systems, including their digestive organs, brain and nervous system, hormones, immune system, muscles, and metabolism. Their doctors were supportive and well-meaning, ordering blood tests and imaging, making referrals, and providing solutions within their scope of knowledge.
However, when their tests were normal, medications failed to provide relief, or symptoms escaped defined diagnostic categories, they and their practitioners hit a wall.
Like many others, these patients are victims of a medical model that overlooks the broader context in which people seeking healthcare solutions often find themselves. Symptoms may be dismissed, data is prioritized over experience, mental health is either minimized or overmedicalized, and care is separated into systems: brain, body, digestive system, hormones, or heart.
What was the significance of M’s elevated liver enzymes on her bloating and fatigue? Did her history of caloric restriction and people-pleasing predispose her to the burnout and exhaustion she was experiencing? How might intermittent fasting and overfunctioning have perpetuated her condition? How did the absence of a clear and defined disease negate her experience of being unwell and prevent her from finding the tools and strategies that might have helped?
What is the connection between L’s longstanding untreatable depression, autoimmune disease, and inflammation? How did carrying her diagnostic labels since adolescence impact her identity, hope for the future, and career aspirations?
Is it true that H’s anxiety, ADHD, and IBS were unrelated? How might bullying have impacted his physical and mental health? How might biohacking give him a sense of agency, or even creativity (May, 1983)? When does striving to understand slip too far into micromanagement, health anxiety, orthorexia, and self-punishment?
One of the reasons I became a naturopathic doctor is to work within the space and framework to ask these questions: Who is the person in front of me? What is their story? How can I serve?
For all three case examples, their family doctor’s office was the first place they sought help. Patients in the current healthcare system are fragmented into signs, symptoms, diagnoses, and labels. They are offered reductionistic linear solutions: one drug, test, or treatment per problem. When solutions are exhausted, practitioners throw up their arms: “It’s peri-menopause/aging/stress.” The system leaves little room for curiosity, meaning-making, transformation, growth, or uncertainty.
The result is a breakdown in the doctor-patient relationship and a lack of faith in the healthcare system. For patients, this can lead to a sense of powerlessness and mistrust of their bodies. Practitioners can feel frustrated, compassion-fatigued, and burned out.
In 1977, the journal Science published a seminal paper by George Engel entitled “The Need for a New Medical Model: A Challenge for Biomedicine.” In it, Engel outlines the limitations of the biomedical model and introduces a new approach to healing: the Biopsychosocial model, a holistic framework that acknowledges the interplay of biology, psychological, and social factors on health and illness.
Even nearly 50 years after Engel’s paper, modern medicine still largely adheres to the biomedical model. The model is based on the tenets of reductionism and dualism, which offer relative simplicity and a sense of certainty. These dogmas are difficult to release in favour of a more complex, flexible, multifaceted, and interconnected holistic framework.
Reductionism is a philosophical approach that seeks to understand the whole by breaking it down into its constituent parts. Health and illness can, therefore, be understood at the molecular and chemical levels: type I diabetes is a disease characterized by insulin deficiency, and coronary artery disease results from high cholesterol levels. However, a Lego sculpture cannot be recreated by turning over and examining the little coloured plastic pieces; the human organism is more than the sum of its parts. Our bodies are layered, interwoven, and interdependent dynamic systems that depend on and interact with the social world and environment.
We are wild, magical, and endlessly puzzling, with pieces and parts that weave, knot, and untangle in molecular dances that connect, disappear, and remanifest from the unseen depths of the mysterious beyond. The truth is as horrifying as it is accurate: despite the degrees, papers and expert-level bravado, we understand very little about ourselves.
Emerson M. Pugh puts it famously and beautifully: “If the human brain were so simple that we could understand it, we would be so simple that we couldn’t.”
The Human Genome Project is a prime example of the limitations of reductionism. Launched in the late 1990s and early 2000s, it aimed to decipher the body’s genetic code to understand the language of disease. While the project helped advance science in many ways, it failed to provide significant breakthroughs in disease research. It turns out that there is more to understanding Shakespeare’s works than reciting the alphabet.
Some diseases are caused by specific mutations in individual genes. Still, the reality is far more complex, with the relationship between genes and health involving combinations of mutations and epigenetics —interactions with the environment, life experiences, and behaviours that impact our DNA.
The second feature of the biomedical model is mind-body dualism, developed and promoted by Descartes in the 17th century. He postulated that the body is a material entity that could be dissected, examined, and altered without impacting the mind, which was considered ethereal and non-physical. The body might have been considered a temporary vessel for the mind, but the two were governed by different principles and troubles of the mind were not thought to impact the body, and vice versa.
The healthcare system still presumes mind-body dualism. We have psychiatrists for the mind and neurologists for the brain. Dead-end symptoms that evade disease categories are hand-waved as “stress” or “psychosomatic” (which paradoxically assumes a connection between mind and body).
Centuries of adopting this ill-fitting assumption have led to the obvious and pervasive mind-body problem: if the mind and body are distinct, then how can anxious thoughts quicken our heartbeat, trauma impact our immune system, stress lead to indigestion, and a placebo produce a healing effect?
The biomedical model views the body as a machine, with diseases representing deviations from normal functioning, and healing involving the restoration or replacement of broken parts. But, despite the comforts of certainty and control, biomedicine is no more scientific than leeches, bloodletting, and celery juice. It provides us with rituals in the form of tests, diagnoses, and prescriptions. The amulets we hold onto to ward off the demons of disease are chemical fixes for depression and ADHD, antibiotics for viral infections, and medications to lower lab values.
The biomedical model is the folk medicine of our time. It promises answers to the more complex questions of what is wrong and what can be done about it, while failing to address the why, how, what for, and, importantly, what this means (for me, my life, my family, my future).
On the other hand, the biopsychosocial model invites us to see the person as a constellation of living systems: interwoven body, mind, relationship, and spirit. It considers the rhythms of our biology, such as blood sugar, hormones, nerves, and neurotransmitters, inseparable from our inner world of thoughts, emotions, defences, and longings. It honours how we move through the world: in families, communities, and systems that shape our choices and burdens. It also asks how we make meaning through purpose, ancestry, connection, and the implicit possibility that links others to our suffering: we belong to something larger than ourselves.
The biopsychosocial model rests on a web of interconnected pillars, each supporting and shaping the others in a living system of feedback loops and resonance. No part can be isolated and touched without creating ripples that contact the whole.
Even a single intervention, such as a medication, sends ripples through the entire system because a pill, even a placebo, is not inert. It holds our beliefs about healing and medicine, our relationship with the prescriber, the meanings we attach to illness, and the social stories we carry about being unwell.
In “Why Make People Patients,” Marshall Marinker (1975) distinguishes between illness, sickness, and disease. The medical establishment diagnoses and treats diseases based on symptoms, signs, and lab tests that fit into neat categories, with defined biological treatments.
Illness is the experience of dysphoria and dysfunction that brings people to the doctor. It is the interpersonal and subjective experience of how unwellness is experienced or lived. Therefore, it is possible to feel ill (or unwell) without meeting the criteria for having a disease.
Sickness is a social role that an individual adopts when they are seen or see themselves as unwell. Those with chronic illness may experience being sick (and ill) without having a disease.
Within the biomedical model, disease receives the most attention. Its cause and course are known, and its treatments are rational and specific (Engel, 1977). Biomedicine can offer patients disease labels and treatments. The biological, psychological, and social dimensions of suffering are medicalized and collapsed into the narrow definition of disease. Care is often dehumanized, and people are treated as problems to be fixed (Marinker, 1975). People with chronic, invisible, or unexplainable symptoms or conditions that have yet to be classified and recognized as diseases are often dismissed, a phenomenon identified as “medical gaslighting.”
The Latin root of the word “patient” means “one who suffers” or “one who endures.” Life is suffering, and in this way, we are all patients. However, patient is a half-word, like confidant or lover (Marinker, 1975). A patient exists as one half of a dyadic whole, the doctor, physician, or healer forming the other half. This therapeutic relationship is the unit from which healing occurs.
The patient enters the therapeutic relationship because either they are unaware of what is wrong or, if they are, they don’t know how to help themselves (Engel, 1977). In this therapeutic dyad, the physician is not just a mechanic, identifying and fixing the broken parts, but also a teacher, mentor, and psychotherapist, requiring knowledge of body systems and medicine, as well as psychological and interpersonal skills. Their task is not only to diagnose, but to soothe uncertainty, offer meaning, and strengthen the patient’s trust in their body.
The physician is an agent of hope.
Research has shown that the biopsychosocial model can be used to treat pain and improve mood and life satisfaction in patients; it enhances clinician skills and improves disability outcomes ( Dossett et al., 2020; Fricchione, 2023; Kusnanto et al., 2018; Mankelow et al., 2022; Nakao et al., 2020).
Though decades of research and clinical evidence support the biopsychosocial model, conventional medicine, shaped by hierarchy and tradition, has been slow to integrate it, preferring power and old dominance structures over change.
Furthermore, the limitations of time and attention in holding space for the biopsychosocial model, the nuance of taking a thorough history, and systems thinking make it difficult to standardize into a rigid and overly complex system.
We need practice to bring the biopsychosocial model to healthcare. Below are real-world, grounded examples of how practitioners and patients can embody the model.
For practitioners:
Listen to Serve. Rachel Naomi Remen says that the doctor’s role should not be to fix or even help, but to serve.
She says, “If helping is an experience of strength, fixing is an experience of mastery and expertise. Service, on the other hand, is an experience of mystery, surrender and awe.”
In her book Narrative Medicine, Rita Charon (2006) recommends that doctors invite patients to speak without interrupting, asking them, “What do you think I should know about your case?” She listens for symptom onset, location, duration, and so on, but she also listens for nuance. How do the patients describe their symptoms? How are their lives impacted? What is important to them? Sometimes, she asks a patient, “Tell me about your scars.” Then, she listens.
In the biomedical model, where the doctor is on a hunt to uncover the broken or missing piece, patients are interrupted an average of 18 seconds after they begin speaking.
In many naturopathic consultations I’ve conducted, patients speak for thirty minutes or more, while I quietly listen, reflect nonverbally, and take notes before asking a single question.
In medical school, we were taught how to take a case, including mnemonics to help remember the key questions to ask. Now, 10 years in, I find that simply listening to patients provides me with the information I need to know, and more.
Perhaps this is why naturopathic doctors are often referred to as “Physicians Who Listen.”
According to Engel, doctors must learn to be high-level interviewers, versed in the cultural determinants of how patients communicate disease symptoms. How we talk about our bodies reveals our relationships with them, our experiences with symptoms, and the early life experiences that shape our bodies.
In the doctor-patient interview, the doctor must listen to understand and validate the unfolding story that led someone to feel unwell and seek help. This means identifying biological symptoms and holding space for the psychological and social elements shaping how the person suffers, and healing might begin.
Charon posits that a medical interview must allow for a layered, nonlinear, and metaphor-rich narrative. How does the patient tell their story, and what are their experiences with symptoms? What details do they choose to include? Or omit? Narrative thinkers like Rita Charon and Gabor Mate argue that our stories, or biography, shape our biology. They are just as important, if not more so, than the classic signs and symptoms that typically characterize a particular diagnostic category.
The doctor’s task is to help patients name their feelings and bear witness to the patient’s experience of dysphoria or dysfunction. They must listen for and begin to untangle the threads that shape the suffering and the individuals’ desire to wear the mantle of “patient” and entrust their body to care.
Begin with humility. The patient is the expert on their own body. While you may have spent hours studying this particular organ or condition, the patient has spent years, even a lifetime, living with it.
Science, while the best methodology we have for encountering the truth, is still just an approximation that we use until something better comes along. Knowledge is always incomplete. According to Babette Rothschild (2021), even the most evidence-based treatment for post-traumatic stress disorder will not help more than 50% of clients.
Even the most thoroughly researched cure will not benefit everyone. Nothing in medicine, psychology, or sociology is a hard fact. Science is a big, unanswered question.
In the words of Rachel Naomi Remen, “The patient is not a problem to be solved, but a mystery to be met.”
Remember why you wanted to be a doctor. If you’re like me, you were captivated by the awe and mystery of not knowing. You’ve studied and practiced medicine for years, and the not-knowing still hangs before you, lighting the way on.
My question to practitioners is this: Can you meet your patient, head down in reverence and awe, with curiosity and compassion, without the need to fix? Can you sit in the discomfort of uncertainty?
Practice systems thinking. From a systems perspective, rather than a reductionist one, each part is integrated and interacts with its layers and within the whole. What layer must be addressed first?
Consider how social forces like poverty, racism, and social categories may affect patients’ symptoms and their ability to heal. Ask how organs, cells, molecules, diagnoses, lab results, and the social and psychological interact. What threads are present, and how might they weave and knot together?
See the person, not the problem. Michael White (2016), the developer of Narrative Therapy, is famous for saying, “The person is not the problem, the problem is the problem.” When we separate people from their problems, we leave room for stories of suffering and strength. We can hold and better listen to their stories, while tackling the problem without erasing the person.
Centre patients as the experts on their own lives and their bodies. Flatten hierarchies and de-centre practitioner power. Educate with curiosity, not to fix or dictate. Leave room for questions and doubt. Learn to roll with resistance rather than fighting against it.
Instead, get curious. Why might these recommendations not be landing for the patient? Ask if the diagnoses and treatment plans make sense to them. And then ask: What matters most? What do you notice? What are you ready for?
Ask patients what threads they would like to tug first. Addressing patient issues and developing plans involves a patient-centred, collaborative approach in which courses of action are suggested, tried, and evaluated for feedback. This way, an intricate dance happens between the patient and the practitioner (Graham et al., 2023).
Self-care. Finally, practitioner burnout is real. Ensure you regulate your nervous system, make space for reflection, and seek support as needed.
For patients:
Trust yourself. Health is not just the absence of symptoms or the relief of pain; it is the sense of wholeness, coherence, and aliveness in your body and your being. Normal lab results don’t cancel out your suffering; a diagnosis cannot fully contain your story. Your instincts and insights are also essential data.
You are not a broken part needing repair, but a whole person, complex, relational, and worthy of care. If something feels wrong, trust that. If you feel unseen, trust it. Your frustration is valid. Your symptoms are messengers.
You deserve understanding, presence, comfort, care, and a path forward.
Empower yourself within the system. Our healthcare system is stretched thin, and sometimes, your suffering may be overlooked. This is not because you don’t matter; it isn’t always because your doctor doesn’t care. Sometimes, even the most well-meaning practitioners work within an overwhelmed structure.
Before your appointment, take a moment to ground yourself. Breathe into your belly. Feel your feet beneath you. Gather your thoughts and write them down. Bring someone who can hold space, ask thoughtful questions, and accurately remember what is said.
Write down your questions before you go. Appointments move quickly, and it’s easy to forget. Describe your top two or three concerns and how they shape your days, energy, and life. Be honest about what you’ve tried, what’s helped, and what hasn’t.
If something feels off, you can gently point it out. “Could we look at this another way?” “This doesn’t quite fit.” “Would you be open to checking this?” If it’s difficult to speak, consider having someone speak on your behalf. You deserve to be witnessed.
Afterward, write down what was said, how it landed, and what you wish you’d asked. Over time, this will build a personal health narrative you can revisit and share with future providers.
Participate in your healing. Responsibility is not about blame. You are not expected to carry everything alone, but you are invited to become a curious, compassionate student of your own body. We can reclaim our agency.
Start by paying attention. Track your symptoms, not obsessively, but as an act of self-witnessing. Look for patterns: what soothes, what aggravates, what precedes the flare or the crash. Learn the basics of your biology and mind: how stress ripples through your system, blood sugar, trauma, hormones, sleep, and your nervous system speak. What are their symptoms, signs, and sensations? You don’t need to diagnose yourself, but knowing your inner landscape helps you recognize when something feels true and when it doesn’t.
Your voice matters, too. Healing is a dialogue. Informed consent is about being an active participant in the conversation. This means learning to describe what you feel, notice, and need.
Pain, for instance, can be more than just “it hurts.” What kind of pain is it? Where does it live? Is it burning, tight, dull, or pulsing? Does it move or stay in place? Is it eased by warmth, made worse by movement, or does it come on with memories or moods? The more we can narrate what we carry, the more we can be seen.
When it comes to tools, focus on what’s within reach. You don’t need a life overhaul or expensive therapies. Sometimes, healing begins with the most minor shift: more rest, a nourishing meal, honouring a boundary, a walk in the sun, or a moment of joy.
The human body requires fresh air, water, sunlight, physical activity, restful sleep, nutritious food, and social connection. While finding a balance of these isn’t always easy, sometimes, the solutions are simpler than we think.
Build yourself a circle of care. No single practitioner can hold everything we carry. If it’s within reach, widen your support: consider consulting a naturopathic doctor to explore root causes, a therapist to help map your inner world, a nutritionist, an acupuncturist, or a massage therapist. Each practitioner can offer a different lens and a different kind of listening. Ask about referrals, covered services, sliding scales, or community programs.
You are allowed to ask for more, to want a second opinion, and to assemble a community of support that sees you more fully. If you have coverage, use it. If you need a referral, ask. If a door closes, it’s ok to knock on another.
Seek information from people you trust. Let wisdom be relational and guided intuitively. Be cautious of algorithms, especially those that induce fear or urgency.
Above all, refuse to give up on yourself. I always believe there is a path toward feeling better. Even when we can’t fully restore the body, healing can still occur through meaning, connection, presence, and peace. Your body is not betraying you. I believe symptoms are cries from the body that deserve to be heard.
Healing begins when we stop reducing people to their symptoms and begin seeing them as whole beings, complex, feeling, and worthy. You deserve care that honours not just your biology, but your personhood, spirit, and life.
You deserve to tell your story and have someone receive it with attention and care.
You deserve a physician who listens.
References:
Charon, R. (2006). Narrative medicine. Oxford University Press.
Dossett, M. L., Fricchione, G. L., & Benson, H. (2020). A new era for mind–body medicine. New England Journal of Medicine, 382(15), 1390–1391. https://doi.org/10.1056/nejmp1917461
Fricchione, G. (2023). Mind body medicine: A modern bio-psycho-social model forty-five years after Engel. BioPsychoSocial Medicine, 17(1). https://doi.org/10.1186/s13030-023-00268-3
Graham, K. D., Steel, A., & Wardle, J. (2023). The converging paradigms of holism and complexity: An exploration of naturopathic clinical case management using complexity science principles. Journal of evaluation in clinical practice, 29(4), 662–681. https://doi.org/10.1111/jep.13721
Kusnanto, H., Agustian, D., & Hilmanto, D. (2018). Biopsychosocial model of illnesses in primary care: A hermeneutic literature review. Journal of Family Medicine and Primary Care, 7(3), 497. https://doi.org/10.4103/jfmpc.jfmpc_145_17
Mankelow, J., Ryan, C., Taylor, P. C., Atkinson, G., & Martin, D. (2022). A systematic review and meta-analysis of the effects of biopsychosocial pain education upon health care professional pain attitudes, knowledge, behavior and patient outcomes. Journal of Pain, 23(1). https://doi.org/10.1016/j.jpain.2021.06.010
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Dr. Nastasia Irons, ND, is a fellow naturopathic doctor and CCNM class of 2014 graduate. She also completed a 2-year residency program, furthering her training in acupuncture and Traditional Chinese Medicine, cosmetic acupuncture, and herbal medicine. She has a special interest in hormones, skin, and digestion, but has a passion for fitness and movement and is a prominent fitness advocate within our naturopathic community. She is a spin instructor and inspires everyone (particularly women) to build mental, emotional, and physical resilience by lifting weights and building muscle.
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Speaker1: [1:00] Yeah.
Speaker0: [1:01] Just like I got into the fitness world a little bit after I became a naturopathic doctor. And the combination of the two for me has been really nice. Like from a personal journey, it was something that helped me get through some darker emotional times. Like when I was going through a really bad breakup, I actually found a spin class, tried it for the first time. And it just allowed me to feel like me again, almost. And then I did that for years. And I still teach spin. But then I got into strength training a year ago more seriously. And that’s when I realized that this is a huge part of women’s health that we’re not taught a lot about.
Speaker0: [1:42] And it’s probably one of the best things you can do for your body long term. And so I want of focus a lot of my practice now, which is a lot of my patients are actually women, not all of them, but just teaching people how to incorporate nutrition and strength training into their everyday life.
Speaker1: [1:59] Yeah, this is so cool. It’s such a big thing now. I don’t know what you would say, maybe in the last, it seems like five years, maybe 10, where now women are interested in and building muscle and strength training. And how did you find your way into it? Like, so it was for your mental health and then.
Speaker0: [2:19] Yeah, fitness was, I used to be a dancer. So before I became a naturopath, I was a competitive dancer. And then when I moved to Toronto, I didn’t have a community anymore to, that felt like the same as my dance team. So I started going to the gym, I joined a few gyms here and there, but I still also felt like I was just walking around by myself. And I was really lost in terms of what to do. So I stopped working out. And then when we became students at CCNM, I think that just took over my life. And I lost like, that other side of me that I think was part of my life since I was a kid. And it wasn’t until I became an ND that I decided to explore fitness again, I think, because we finally had time. But spin was one of those moments that it was life-changing for me from my first class till even now. I just taught a class this morning. I had this moment in the room where I felt like myself or part of my personality came back. And it’s like when you go through a lot in life, you sometimes lose yourself a little bit in that. And when you’re in a job where you give energy out to people all day, you, again, don’t have a lot of time to hear your inner voice or really connect with who you are. For some reason in the spin room, I did. I had that moment where I was like, oh, this is missing in my life and I feel better. So I want to be able to do that for other people.
Speaker0: [3:41] And so I did that for years. But then last year I was noticing, OK, like I’m in my late 30s now. So why is that not working for me? Like my fitness seems like it’s getting thrown off, even though I’m doing so much. And I think I hear this story all the time from my patients where they’re like, I’ve been doing the same thing my whole life, but all of a sudden now it’s not working. And so I started to really explore, okay, like what’s going on with our hormones? What’s going on with our body composition as we age? And why is cardio not enough
Speaker0: [4:12] for people and like maintaining body composition? And that’s when I looked into strength training and started incorporating it for myself as like an experiment to see, okay, if I do this, what happens? And then it started to work. I was feeling better, stronger, noticing that my muscles were growing. And then I realized, oh, I’m going to teach women how to do this. And so that for a year now, I’ve been strength training a few times a week and learning how to teach others. And I might become a personal trainer too. I’m just trying to find time. That’s cool.
Speaker1: [4:44] That’s good. Yeah. Because personal trainers are great people to refer to because like how did you maybe you can explain kind of your journey and getting into it because I feel like it’s daunting for people to know where to start how to begin like you know what exercises do I do how do I put a plan together like you know specifically
Speaker0: [5:02] Yeah I think that um, Obviously, nowadays, we have a lot of resources online. So if you have internal motivation to get yourself to the gym or if you have a gym in your condo or weights at home, you can start on your own. But I find that the biggest hurdle for people is just the day one. Like, when do you start? What does that look like? And if you walk into a gym and you feel kind of like you don’t know what you’re doing, it doesn’t feel very fulfilling. And strength training is different than going in and doing a cardio class because it might not feel like as sweaty or as intense, but the reality is, is what’s happening in your body is really beneficial. So it’s about the long game and learning how to stay committed and keep yourself consistently going for about six months. Then you start to really feel different. But the best way to get started is to either get yourself set up with a personal trainer. So if you have money to pay someone just to watch you work out and help you a couple sessions at a local gym would be really helpful. If that’s not in your budget, then I would say the next best thing to do would be if you have a naturopath or someone you work with on your health team who could design a plan for you, they could design a plan that has like, okay, let’s start with two times a week, upper body and lower body, four workouts each time. And here’s a link to a YouTube video on how you could do it. So I do that for people.
Speaker0: [6:30] Then you can actually in the visit, go over like the workouts with them, make sure they understand. If that’s still not in your budget, that’s okay too. You can honestly just go online and like type in what you’re looking for. There’s a lot of apps that exist now that you can use to design your own plan or you can pay for like a yearly membership, which is usually pretty affordable to something like the sweat app or Marcus Philly has a bodybuilding app and they go through whether you’re a beginner intermediate or advanced they’ll design a plan for you and then videos and everything to take you through it so how to do it is actually getting easier and easier these days the the getting yourself there and starting I would say has to come from within so there has to be some desire to do it and then it’s all about whether you can get yourself there or if you maybe set a plan with a friend or someone you do it with and go with them. That’s another way I help, you know, get people to motivate themselves or stay motivated. Um.
Speaker0: [7:29] Oftentimes I find like booking yourself in with a trainer or a class or getting started by like putting it in your calendar and making yourself like Tuesday at 7 a.m. This is what I’m doing. And that it’s like booking a class like the morning of if you canceled, you would have to pay $30. So maybe incentivize yourself somehow to like take $30 out of your bank account and put it somewhere else if you don’t do the workout. I mean, I don’t know. You have to find little ways. But I think once you get started, then it’s much easier to keep going. It’s just about that, like, first couple weeks.
Speaker1: [8:03] Yeah, you find, like, you’re, yeah, the scheduling it in, like, I recently started doing that because I was doing a whole course on insulin resistance, and a huge part of that is, like, strength training. And I was like, I don’t, I’m, like, preaching how to support your insulin levels. I’m like, I don’t think I do strength training twice a week. I randomly sprinkle it in. So I started actually scheduling it like, okay, Tuesdays, Thursdays, lift a kettlebell, like, you know,
Speaker0: [8:29] Even if you have to.
Speaker1: [8:30] Yeah.
Speaker0: [8:31] I have a lot of patients who just have their own dumbbells at home and just have to do a couple different workouts. That’s getting started. And people are always like, oh, well, if I don’t go to the gym and put an hour in, then I’m not going to go. But honestly, 15 minutes is great. Like wherever you can start. And there’s a lot of free videos on YouTube that you can use to just watch and learn. Um and we can link them after if people want some idea yeah yeah yeah and i think um, we can we’ll talk about this later but like with strength training there’s a lot of options even if you only have um like a couple dumbbells you can do more than uh just use heavy weights you can use like slower movements to help gain muscle for example um and like do a couple tricks so that you’re slowly building muscle and not staying the same, even from what you have access to at home.
Speaker1: [9:24] Yeah, that’s a good point. There’s somebody I follow I’m thinking of who taught me a lot just from kind of following her. She’s just an Instagram influencer built by Becky.
Speaker0: [9:34] Oh, cool.
Speaker1: [9:35] Yeah. Have you heard of her? Yeah. So she, one of the things I learned from her is just like how long it takes to, for the body recomposition. Like she’s like, I’ve been doing this consistently for four years. So we think we’ve been kind of coached or taught to think that it’s like, 10 weeks or two weeks or lose 10 pounds in half a day.
Speaker0: [9:59] Honestly, I think that’s my biggest problem with like some fitness influencers online right now. They’re selling products like here’s my eight week total body shred program. Okay. If you look at my Instagram, you can see from a year ago, I started this journey and I said on end, I was like, okay, it was like July 8th. So I’m coming up on almost a year. And I told everybody, I’m going to do this like 10K a day walk, 10K steps a day walk. I’m going to do strength training. And in eight weeks, I’m going to check back in and show you what happened. And obviously we’re all different and like everybody’s story is different. And I did start with a bit of an active background already, but you can see like in those eight weeks, your body composition can change a tiny little bit. Within 12 weeks, you can see some muscles start to show. Like there obviously is change. People always want to know like how long will it take. I mean, within 12 weeks, body composition will change, but noticeable long-term changes to things like your measurements, stepping on the scale, seeing a change there, which we can talk about later, but like that’s kind of a useless one. But measurements and muscle growth, really we’re looking at six months and then check back in in a year. You will be shocked at how your body looks. It will be different. I suggest that people take a picture of like one picture of in their underwear, keep it for themselves, but do it every four weeks.
Speaker0: [11:21] If that triggers you maybe only every like once every four months like every quarter but, it should help you see that maybe what you feel on the inside is like you’re not changing at all or the scale is going up or like all these things that people are afraid of like or they’re going to get bulky what you’ll actually see is the the what you see it first of all in your own picture is probably better than what you think it’s going to be even from that first one and then as you go along you’ll see the change to your body more than what like if I just asked you if you feel different that’s a harder thing but when you look in the pictures you’ll start to see the definition and the muscle growth and it’s pretty amazing yeah.
Speaker1: [11:59] That’s cool and to like think of it as like a long game like a long game
Speaker0: [12:02] Yeah like every year every year if you stay consistent and it seems really it seems like so much when you’re just starting I get that it’s like looking up at a mountain thinking oh my god I have to hike that whole thing but one day you get to the top and you’re like, okay, I did that. Right. And then if you look back, it doesn’t feel that long. So it’s just getting started.
Speaker1: [12:22] Yeah. It’s like four years goes by anyway. So you might as well look shredded at the end of it.
Speaker0: [12:27] And then honestly, like the benefits are incredible. So it’s worth it. Even if, um, if you’re doing it for a purely just look changing the way you look, that’s one thing, but the benefits to gaining more muscle on your body go way beyond how you look.
Speaker1: [12:42] And we’ll talk about that too but I also want to say just to acknowledge what you said before about you can do kind of slower more intentional movements not necessarily using like huge weights and that’s another thing i learned from the build by becky like her whole style was just to do like pulsing like very intentional very slow very mindful um movement using like dumbbells basically at home and that was the whole plan so yeah that’s a good point that it doesn’t have to be like you know huge barbells where you’re squatting like your body weight or more you know
Speaker0: [13:18] Like definitely if the weights are heavy you’re going to see more change especially as you get into like perimenopause um when your estrogen levels start to change a little bit we have less of that tissue response to build muscle that anabolic response so you are going to get more results the heavier you can lift but that’s not necessarily like humongous humongous um barbells it’s just that your um the two ways to stimulate muscle that are really going to help you are one time under tension. So what we talked about, like going a lot slower and with the purposeful movement, focusing on your form. So for example, if it’s like a bench press or something and you’re pushing the dumbbells out, you’re going to push out for one and then you’re going to pull in for three long seconds. And so that time that your muscles are under all that tension is longer than if it was just like one, one, one, one, and that’s going to build muscle. So you can, a lot of times when you do it slower, the weight feels way heavier. So it’s okay to use lighter weights. And then you also want to use progressive overload technique. So over time, those weights are going to feel a little easier and you should be stimulating the muscle a little more by going up a couple pounds, go up a couple pounds. It doesn’t have to be huge jumps, but if you’re training properly and eating enough protein, your body should be feeling like it can handle a little more. And that progressive overload is going to get you bigger muscles too.
Speaker1: [14:44] That’s good. That’s really good tips. Yeah. So yeah, the longer, it’s not about like maybe as many reps as like, yeah. And then, um, and then yeah, like slowly adding more weight, which if you’re just starting, you could maybe start with body weight or resistance bands and work your way up. Yeah.
Speaker0: [15:02] And the other thing too, is that, um, what feels like a nine out of 10 when you’re just starting is going to be different than one year in. And one thing I think, especially women, um, what holds us back a lot is our feeling of confidence when we go to the gym or when we’re going to lift a weight. It’s like, oh, I don’t think I can do that. I’m going to push, use 10. I see women all the time. They’ll choose 10 for themselves, but by the time they’ve worked with me once, they’ll take 30s when they’re doing a chest press because you actually can lift a lot more than you think. It’s your head that keeps you back. So your true nine out of 10 feeling means like we talked about this in the gym a lot. It’s like nine RP. So what does that mean? It means that you probably could do one or two more probably only one if I asked you to but you couldn’t do three so if if you can still do more reps and you’re not getting to that eight or nine out of ten and like you could do another six it’s not heavy enough for you uh-huh.
Speaker1: [15:56] Yeah so you’re like you should be able to kind of like really
Speaker0: [15:59] Yeah I guess with.
Speaker1: [16:00] Good form get one more in yeah
Speaker0: [16:02] Yeah yeah so keep your form good right because if you have to totally change your form to try to get that rep in probably it’s too heavy but but if you can keep good form and and do three more then maybe you can go up in your weights a bit so that that feeling of a little bit of a struggle when you’re getting that last couple of set reps should be there for if we’re looking at true strength training that’s.
Speaker1: [16:24] I think like the beauty of having a trainer is having somebody kind of like helping you get out of your head and like no i know you can do it like let’s give me one more And then that extra rep is probably making a huge difference in progress.
Speaker0: [16:39] And that’s what you learn. So when I started the journey last year in June, July, I was doing it on my own using an app and just going to the gym and trying it. And that was fun. It felt really like empowering. And I was getting stronger. But then I started working with a trainer a little at this gym called Strong. His name is Callum. He’s amazing. And he was like, pick a heavier weight, Jazz. And every time he made me go heavier and heavier. And I thought like, is this what it’s supposed to feel like? It’s trembling. I thought it was going to throw up a little, but it’s just calmly like, you know, pushing me beyond where I would normally keep myself. And then I got stronger way faster. I learned to have confidence in my own ability at the gym and I learned what a true nine out of 10 is. So now I can push myself on my own to that limit. You still will always work out a little harder with a trainer, but that experience having someone just look at you and help you do a little more and give you the right confidence and form recommendations at first is.
Speaker1: [17:39] Really valuable that’s a good yeah that’s i love that like oh is this what it’s supposed to feel like and then you’re basically gonna puke but i don’t okay and then yeah then then also like this part about like one thing i don’t do at the gym enough i think is like resting between sets and yeah okay
Speaker0: [18:00] The thing this is a really cool fact okay so because typically uh women do a lot more cardio than men at first. Yeah. When you go to the gym and you start doing strength training, your cardiovascular ability is usually pretty high. So when you’re lifting weights and they’re not maybe as heavy yet, you might feel like you don’t really need to take breaks. Like, you know, when you see people at the gym and they’re like, and like, they’re kind of making weird noises and they’re taking time and you know, a minute goes by and then they go back. I always used to think to myself, that’s taking so much longer. Why don’t you just push the reps So like, let’s go get in, get out.
Speaker1: [18:37] Phone, get out, get back on it.
Speaker0: [18:40] When I talked to my trainer about this and he was like, you know, I think women at first don’t feel like they need the break because their cardio is better than their strength. Once your strength starts to get there and you’re doing that split squat and you’re like, you have, you do eight and then you like, I need the break in between. I almost feel like if not, I’m not going to feel well. Like you should be feeling a little bit like, like your heart rate’s picking up enough that you actually need to take a minute to breathe. The other purpose is just allowing your muscles to refill with blood and get like rested enough so that you can push again and get a true 9 out of 10 experience again. So you’re not just like failing at five because then your body just needs a little bit of time in between each one to recover, to get the most out of the workout.
Speaker1: [19:24] Yeah. And I’m also just thinking too, the nervous system, like when you’re at that point where you’re pushing so far beyond kind of like what feels like a limit or I mean you’re really at your limit I guess like you’re nine out of ten it takes some time to kind of like recalibrate that all like with your nerves even you know
Speaker0: [19:41] And like normally feel like a tiny bit dizzy you know pushing it really hard and that’s the goal uh and then you take a minute everything kind of settles and you try again and then a couple of those and you know on to the next workout or call it a day like whatever that workout time is for you make make the most out of it but definitely do it heavy enough that you need to take a little bit of like I would say like a 60 second to 90 second break between each one yeah.
Speaker1: [20:10] So all this sounds unpleasant
Speaker0: [20:13] Yeah I know it’s selling it am I you’re.
Speaker1: [20:20] Just like yeah you should be like vomiting and like you’re dizzy and you want to died but and i guess you know there’s like we can get into like the mental health benefits of even that repeatedly like entering into that experience where you’re like pushing yourself into an uncomfortable place then you’re overcoming that like repeatedly like you’re doing that multiple times in a set in a workout and then you’re doing that a few times a week and like you know the effects on your mind and body of just being able to push yourself feel uncomfortable and survive it and get stronger from it
Speaker0: [20:57] Yeah oh it’s such an amazing thing to learn I feel like that probably was the reason for why I loved spin so much and it got through a lot of um let’s say like challenging times in my life one being like the grief I experienced right before finding the spin class and then feeling like I could yeah push myself through the times that were challenging I also experienced five years into my teaching spin journey and being an ND I was riding my bike home one night.
Speaker0: [21:28] And I got hit by an Uber while I was riding my bike. And so I had a fully broken femur inside the hip joint. So like broke my hip. I had to spend time in the hospital. They obviously had to like put the titanium rods in my hip to hold it all back together. I was in a wheelchair for a while and had to learn kind of the basic things like walking again and balancing. Thing my legs turned into like spaghetti noodles like oh I lost all my muscle and this was the day after I had auditioned for a really big spin job in Los Angeles so my life would have taken a very big turn and then it didn’t and it seems kind of sad but in that moment I mean I actually felt really loved because I could all my friends came to the hospital and like I really saw you know, this you have this feeling of feeling really loved and supported once you’re going through something but then as time goes on you’re you still feel alone again in that journey it can get dark again because um you’re still going through it but maybe like the the shock of what happened to you fades for everybody else around you yeah.
Speaker1: [22:36] So it’s in
Speaker0: [22:36] Yeah those are the moments where your own self-resilience needs to come back up so a lot of times I explain this to people like it’s like a feeling of darkness inside of you or maybe there’s like a little light like a little tiny like flame from a match whereas before maybe it was a big bright light so you feel lost you have to try to find that and then it will grow inside you again so like that light can become bigger it’s just about you know going through what you have to go through and then also finding resilience so knowing that the light is there is a big thing and I talk about this in a workout too so like when you’re having a moment where you want to give up or you find it very challenging it’s the same as when you’re going through grief and you just kind of want to lay in bed all day. We’ve been there. It’s very hard. There’s times where you have to be okay with that and let it happen. And then there’s moments where you’re like, okay, I’m going to get out of bed now. I’m going to take some steps. I’m going to have a piece of bread. And then that’s like, you know, in the gym, you make choices to continue to push, even though you’re uncomfortable. That’s the same thing that you can take out into your real life. And that’s for me, like the mental health strength that we gain through feeling
Speaker0: [23:44] uncomfortable in a workout yeah.
Speaker1: [23:46] Thanks for sharing that that’s cool yeah it’s like that finding that flame it’s not completely out it’s just a lot dimmer than it might have been before the accident before the grief whatever you’re going through and then you’re trying to like okay what is it telling me to do is it you know I just rest today and don’t get out of bed or is that spark kind of asking me to push a little bit whatever that means you know yeah
Speaker0: [24:14] Sometimes hard to hear and then there’s times like I when I went through a really bad breakup during COVID this was after the accident so like six months later I actually had tried out for the spin studio again I got the job after everything and then everything shut down in the world and like it all got taken away from me again is what it felt like and then I went through a big like huge breakup there was a lot of infidelity and like emotional abuse I was probably in the darkest place I’ve ever been in my entire life and I was all alone um in Canada at the time like my family wasn’t there so I had no one to really help me through it and so I had to my family would facetime me to try to get me out of bed to like walk to the kitchen and eat but it was hard I spent two or three weeks just in my bed under the covers. Like it was a dark time.
Speaker0: [25:04] And I remember just feeling like you use what you can. So like the little FaceTime calls or like going for a walk maybe and trying to be listening to podcasts to make me feel better, trying to read a book, like little things, but like that flame was basically dead. And then one day I started going for a bit of a longer walk, which turned into like a little baby jog. And that turned into like a 2K run. And then it was a 5K run. And then all of a sudden I was running 13K in the winter and like feeling like myself again. And it was, it was that feeling of, okay, like wherever you’re at in your life, if you can come back to maybe, maybe fitness or any kind of movement, then maybe that’s the way to like bring that light back if you feel like you’ve lost it. So I feel like throughout the past decade in different part times that I’ve had, my journey with fitness has always helped me through. So that’s what I want to try to help people learn so that they can do that too.
Speaker1: [26:00] Yeah that’s beautiful yeah I mean and it’s I think really important because if we were like to pull up your Instagram right now it’s like it’s probably like you’re at the gym like you’re really fit you’re healthy you’re happy it’s like oh wow like Staz has something like one might think like Staz is something I don’t have like that’s a different person it’s a fit person so for someone who’s looking at that not just you Like anyone who’s kind of in the fitness world or the health world, somebody who’s like, I’m currently like, can’t get out of bed and I don’t even have the strength to like eat anymore. You can like kind of disidentify or feel alienated from that. But to know that it’s like you’ve been there and and maybe a background in fitness gave you that connection where you’re like, I know that this helps or I know that this is part of my identity. Um but it is possible to like build up from like like starting over completely physically but also mentally emotionally like coming back from heartbreak just being in like a total rock bottom and like building yourself up from there you know so and that’s i
Speaker0: [27:10] Think that that’s a really important thing that you brought up and i want people to know that i just want people to know that I know what it’s like to start over and to really bad place and to try again. And I, and multiple times it’s been very hard. And I would say that, yeah, looking at my Instagram now, if you don’t know that about me, or when you come to a spin class and you don’t know that you might just think, Ooh, that’s an unattainable level of spin. Like I can’t do that. Or I can never get there. Like it’s annoying that she’s doing pull-ups. Like I’m here. But I just, yeah, and it’s okay if it’s triggering because that like the fitness wellness world can be but i i want people to know that wherever you’re at in your journey whether it’s like you’re considering strength training or you don’t even know what what that would look like for you there is a space for you and there’s someone who can help you get there and i would be one of those people totally.
Speaker1: [28:05] Yeah because it’s like i you know i know what that’s like or you know yeah you’ve been there and the bleakness of like I’m sure that in those moments when your family is like okay go get something to eat you’re not thinking about you know, like a few years later when you’re going to be like, yeah, doing pull-ups or something like you’re, you’re just taking it one moment at a time, not even a day at a time, probably.
Speaker0: [28:31] Yeah. It was more like every, maybe if I could fill every hour, try to get through the hour, then maybe the next hour would feel better. I, there was a time back then that I would try to sleep in as late as I could so that the day wouldn’t be long. And then I would go to bed as early as I could so that I wouldn’t have to be awake for a lot. Like that was the worst time. So I’d probably try to wake up around lunchtime and go back to bed around six. And within that six hours, I’d go for a couple walks, cry to my family on the phone and like try really hard to eat something, but mostly couldn’t. Like it was bad. yeah um but like anything in life it doesn’t last even though it feels like it will you know like sometimes you can feel like whatever situation you’re in right now is going to be like that forever but it it doesn’t last and time does keep moving so if you can learn to just like yeah take one step in front of the other whether it’s going for a walk again or doing something that makes you feel good. That’s always a way to get through stuff. Fitness doesn’t have to mean going to the gym and lifting weights. It can just be moving your body in a way that feels good.
Speaker1: [29:45] Yeah. My life is like walking in the park. Just go outside.
Speaker0: [29:50] Yeah. I love that. I know. Just that. And then the gym doesn’t have to feel like this big scary place. You can learn so much. Just pair yourself with someone who knows or have either a mentor, an Instagram account, a health provider, anyone, a trainer, and then you can start and then that confidence will come.
Speaker1: [30:10] Yeah. It’s also making me think too of like, you know, coping mechanisms. Like we all have a variety of ways that we cope and that we can like, in a dark place, you start kind of reaching for it. So it’s like… In your psyche, in your identity, you have fitness. And so there are probably people out there, maybe listening who have not like, don’t identify at all with fitness. Like they’ve never really been athletic. They’ve never really gone to the gym. Maybe they did like cardio machines or something. So in that case, it can be something like you’re starting like a totally new thing, you know, not just kind of starting over, but it’s, this is like completely foreign thing that you’re even contemplating so um but I think the spirit is is similar where it’s like okay like then in that case maybe it’s helpful to reach out to a guide or someone that can introduce you to the world you know
Speaker0: [31:04] Or take a class where you know that um maybe like an instructor if this is something you want to try like through class pass or something or they can help motivate you and like you can become part of a family so for me it was like the community building of being at a spin studio or something like that really helped me make friends as an adult and then love fitness again and then from there you can start to get more confidence to go to the other gyms yeah so maybe it’s that that helped me yeah.
Speaker1: [31:33] That’s actually yeah that’s cool that’s a cool thing about spin that there’s like it’s it has it’s more than just a workout it has like kind of a spiritual like mental health components like a therapy session like a motivational thing you know
Speaker0: [31:46] Yeah and that’s there’s really cool research on that which you’re probably really already aware of but uh like different parts of your brain that light up when you’re doing physical activity versus just talking and where we store trauma is different parts of our brain but definitely in the posterior section versus like the frontal lobe and when we’re just talking the frontal lobe will light up and we’re definitely talking about you know our experiences and our traumas but then And when you’re actually activating the back of your brain through working out and then you’re having maybe a positive message come in or you’re processing some things, I think that’s where you can start to target some deeper information. Stored thoughts, maybe memories, maybe, you know, any kind of PTSD that they’re the same thing. Like there’s research, I think, on like different types of hallucinogens and the ways that that can activate your brain. Exercise has a similar effect. So in a spin room, you’ve got someone saying maybe some motivational things as you’re struggling on the bike, but it’s not just about that moment. Maybe it’s helping you through other things that you have processed in your brain.
Speaker1: [32:51] It’s like rewiring stuff. And actually, that’s a good point that I didn’t really put together because you have EMDR, right, where you incorporate like very basic movements, just bilateral movements, like whether it’s eye or you’re tapping bilaterally. But if you’re spinning or walking like you’re doing this bilateral kind of rhythmic thing that yeah you’re like liberating or like kind of moving stuff from other regions of the brain to like allow it to be processed and then your brain’s rewiring because it’s intense exercise and you have all this blood flow and so it’s like yeah you’re putting your body in this different physiological state you’re also like activating your nervous system in a way that like you’re you’re comfortable in kind of that fight or flight space you know yeah and
Speaker0: [33:37] That’s that’s really a very important thing for especially the type of like world we’re living in now to be able to notice when maybe your nervous system’s coming up and you’re feeling like a higher heightened feeling of stress and being able to notice that and still like stay grounded in that experience.
Speaker1: [33:54] Yeah yeah that’s one thing definitely like higher intensity exercise or like strength based exercise like can do it’s like yeah you’re comfortable like your nervous system expands to hold more of that stimulation and more of that stress and tension and then it almost like lowers your baseline activation you’re like okay like you know I brought it up to a nine out of ten and now it’s back to like a three whereas maybe I was living at a six all the time you know
Speaker0: [34:24] Yeah, totally. And that’s actually one really cool thing about saunas too. So you can incorporate heat after a workout. And for women, that’s been shown to be really beneficial for like improving blood flow, increasing our stress tolerance and increasing our temperature tolerance too. So helping with things like dehydrating the muscle more and getting more results at the gym, but also reducing your experience of hot flashes if that happens to you as we get older and your tolerability to hot environments. So like the summertime and not feeling as like heated, saunas help with that.
Speaker1: [34:58] Yeah, I’m a huge sauna lover, especially in Canada. It’s kind of like, you know, a necessity. I think everyone needs one.
Speaker0: [35:08] I agree. I’m like, just need to save up some money and get myself. Yeah. A lot of gyms have saunas. So that’s a benefit.
Speaker1: [35:15] Yeah. We need more communal saunas and cold places. Maybe. Yeah. Like we need more of these spaces, I think. And, and so let’s talk about some more of the benefits of like muscle building and, you know, for somebody who’s like, I don’t know, I don’t want to get, you know, I hear this less and less, I think, but I’ve still, I’ve heard it in the last year, let’s say like patients being like, I don’t want to get bigger. Yeah. I want to be smaller.
Speaker0: [35:41] And people are afraid that it’s going to cause them to like look bulky, that word. It’s definitely something we have to coach people through because it’s scary at first when you’re coming to see someone for body composition goals. Let’s say that patients are like, I want to lose weight. What should I do? And then I start talking about strength training. And then everybody’s like, oh my God, is that going to make me bigger? So one, no. Two, muscle is called lean tissue for a reason. So it’s definitely going to cause a change in your body size that will most likely look smaller, even though you’re building muscle, because muscle is an expensive tissue to keep on your body. So it costs a lot of energy for your body to hold it there, which means the more muscle you have, the more calories you actually need to eat to stay that way. So it’s kind of like if you want to talk about building your metabolism or increasing the fuel you’re burning, more muscle equals more calories you can consume just and just be a human living on this earth and have a higher metabolic rate. So more muscle equals more calories, more metabolic activity.
Speaker0: [36:45] In addition to that, it helps with your cholesterol levels, your blood sugar levels, blood flow to the brain, your mood. But from purely just building muscle and having that change your body, what’s going to happen is you’ll most likely, because you need to all of a sudden eat more calories to keep it there, your body starts to actually lose fat the more muscle you burn. So that’s a way to actually change your body by still eating a lot, still loving your life, build more muscle, and then your metabolism comes up. So it’s slower because you’re not going to just be cutting and cutting and cutting, which by the way, doesn’t work. You just lose all your muscle.
Speaker0: [37:21] By the same way that I explained like if your muscle is expensive and you have to eat a lot to keep it there if you’re not eating enough it’s the first thing you lose so if you’re losing weight by not eating enough you’re actually losing muscle first which you don’t want because of all the things I said about like your insulin and your cholesterol and all those things that need muscles you don’t want to lose all that so anyways building muscle will actually cause your body to one day like work more efficiently a little bit slow but that eventually tips over you build and then your body starts to shed the fat. So as fat like comes off the muscle tissue around your body, then you actually look a lot leaner. And I always tell people who are afraid of looking like huge after a workout, like if you do a strength training workout, you’ll see your muscles look bigger in the mirror after, right? Like your body has more veins, a little bit more like blood flow to everything. So if you look in the mirror right after that workout, that’s the extent of how big you’re going to get. Like your muscles fill, that’s what they look like. Then a day later, all that’s gone. And then you’re still like, you know, looking the exact same until your body starts to change. So there’s no bulk effect.
Speaker1: [38:26] Yeah, like, it’s pretty hard to get that like huge. Like you probably take testosterone.
Speaker0: [38:35] And we would have to so like bodybuilders will take creatine, but they’ll take like 18 times the amount we recommend on a daily basis for people. And then they will work out constantly and eat a lot and then do things to change right at the end so that all their muscles show. But we can only gain a couple pounds of muscle every year with consistent working out. So think of how long it would take to change.
Speaker1: [38:59] Yeah, that’s actually a good frame, right? Where like, yeah, I heard that like, like one pound a month is like massive. Like that’s like really crazy. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. So one or two pounds a year that I didn’t even know that.
Speaker0: [39:13] I would say like five pounds a year would be pretty amazing. Yeah. And that’s the thing too. So when your body at first, when you’re working out and eating and like people are chopping on a scale, like, and they’re not seeing it come down, there’s, there’s a lot of changes going on in your body though. Even though you haven’t seen and movement in the scale, like water retention, water flux in and out of the body, your progesterone levels change throughout the month, which can affect like carbohydrate intake and how your body processes water again. And then also over time, you might see the scale like go down a little and come up a little as you’re building muscle. That’s not really a marker of your progress. And I think people should just use the scale as a way to just, I guess, like look at consistency, but then you should do it pretty much every day and take an average of the whole year. So like, it’s not really that important. Even if you only dropped a couple pounds in the year, what you might notice is your circumference. So your measurements around your arms, your waist, your legs, that will change way more. Even if the scale goes up, that’s a better marker for your body size changes. And then pictures. So like photographic evidence is your best friend.
Speaker1: [40:23] Yeah, and those things are slower to change than we expect the scale to change. But yeah, I agree, because I think this like really hit home for me. One time I weighed myself. And then I was like, Oh, I don’t like that number. Then I weighed myself the next day, seven pounds difference from who knows what, seven pounds.
Speaker0: [40:44] I’ve had that after like a night of going out for like Vietnamese soup and having rice noodles. And then I think I ate like an entire loaf of sourdough that week. Think of all the water you’re bringing in. Yeah. And I stepped on the scale and I was like, what? And it is, it had changed again. Or with Callum at the gym, we were doing my measurements and the scale kind of went down a little at first, then it went back up and I was really mad because it always gets to us. Yeah it’s like we’re human but measurements have consistently dropped so it’s just like if you use the scale and it stops you from reaching your goals because you feel like you’re not meeting them um and it’s it can be just discouraging when in reality your body is actually changing a lot and the scale is a really bad tool yeah.
Speaker1: [41:32] It’s yeah it’s funny too like i think i just had a conversation with um the person who filmed my course he was like really into fitness and he He was like on this fitness journey and he was, he was like, He’s like, you know, I’m not losing weight on the scale. And he’s like, but my measurements are going down. And I just like pause to see if he would like. But even in his brain, like he just needed someone to be like, OK, no, it’s fine. Like you’re losing fat.
Speaker0: [42:00] Yeah. But we all need it. I step on the scale all the time at work because there is one at my clinic and for measuring like people’s height and weight. And I’ll randomly be like, you know, I’m curious. It does not move ever. But I’ve been on this journey for now, I think, yeah, eight months, nine months, my body has changed a lot. The scale has barely budged. So I’ll talk about that when I do a, I’m going to do like a one year post and I’ll talk, I’ll show all the measurements just so people can get an idea of like in a year, body weight stays the same, but look at the changes. There are some, but even if, even if they’re minuscule, it’s still a very positive experience overall. And learning how to lift weights is so important and for women as we age and our bone mass can get like it can decrease because our estrogens decrease bone mass gets preserved the more muscle you have and the more you strength train and increase resistance on that body so like you want your bones to get stimulated to keep growing throughout life they start to decline a lot in our 60s and 70s so our muscle mass drops a lot then too so you want to try to hit
Speaker0: [43:09] a peak in your 40s and 50s if you can strength training is really for everyone but yeah.
Speaker1: [43:16] Yeah I’m happy that there’s a lot more attention like for women especially in like perimenopause menopause for strength training and it’s not just about being as tiny and like you know and
Speaker0: [43:29] You know.
Speaker1: [43:30] The the scale also reflects like how much how heavy your bones are so seeing weight go down is a good thing
Speaker0: [43:37] And then with muscle yeah like losing lean mass like your like your muscles and your bone mass is dangerous and we don’t want that and we also that’s something that goes down a lot with the popular medications that have been coming out now for weight loss they have really good benefits for your insulin levels and body fat but you’re also going to lose a lot of lean tissue and over time that’s dangerous for your body. So if you are doing anything like that, you want to also make sure you’re strength training to try to preserve your lean mass as much as you can.
Speaker1: [44:09] And smoking back protein because you’re not, they work by reducing your hunger. And so it’s hard to eat chicken breast when you’re not hungry or don’t want food.
Speaker0: [44:19] Exactly. So I know that’s the other thing too. And that’s one important piece is like making sure no matter who we are, no matter what medications we take and our journey with our body, we do need to focus more on protein and fiber and carbs and stop villainizing carbs. Like carbs are important for muscle recovery and for our mood. And as women, like if we have a menstrual cycle, then our lining of the uterus needs carbs to get nice and nourished every single month. So from like ovulation onwards, your body’s going to crave more carbs because progesterone is telling you to put more nutrients into your uterus. So you need it. That’s why we can be meaner during that time, especially if you’re eating low carbs. Don’t ever do that.
Speaker1: [45:06] Until I’ve had my sourdough,
Speaker0: [45:08] Yeah, sourdough toast. But then also, yeah, protein is another like important target when you’re strength training and just making sure you’re kind of getting close ish to your body weight and then you’ll be okay.
Speaker1: [45:19] Yeah. In grams.
Speaker0: [45:21] Grams. Yeah. So if you weigh 150 pounds and try to eat like 130 to 150 grams of protein every day and use things, if you’re not that hungry, protein powders can help. Otherwise just finding ways to add protein, like greek yogurt is really good um lean meats can be really good um and then um i like egg whites i add that sometimes to things and, I use protein patties, though, too. I have to. Or else how do you eat? I couldn’t eat it all.
Speaker1: [45:50] Yeah. Yeah. Like, I think, yeah, it’s interesting that it’s become kind of controversial. It’s gone both ways. It’s gone like I, you know, as an ND, like there’s different like trends or things that we talk about, then everyone talks about them. And I like to think the NDs kind of lead the charge on things. And then then, you know, but so it like starts off with like, oh, you know, people are not eating enough protein. And that’s what you keep coaching patients to do. And now it’s like everybody knows about protein. And now there’s this whole marketing thing around protein where people are like, okay, you know, you want me to have protein pasta, so I’m going to eat protein cereal and protein bread.
Speaker0: [46:26] And then it’s gone. They’re like, I’m so constipated. Yeah. Cause you don’t eat any fiber. Yeah. It is about keeping a balance for sure. And trying to get your food from whole foods and, and get your protein from real sources first. And then you need to, you can supplement like with anything.
Speaker1: [46:45] Yeah and i think i just interviewed so in this topic of kind of insulin resistance and what we should be eating for that and even the the idea of carbs like one thing that i don’t yeah one thing i think maybe was missed in uh so if anyone’s listening and listen to the conversation on the low insulin lifestyle where it’s more about like you know having foods that don’t spike insulin, when you’re strength training, you do want there to be insulin because insulin is anabolic and it tells you to store fat, but it’s also important for muscle synthesis. So, you know, this idea of like, there’s different contexts in which we find ourselves with our health and that our nutrition supports. So, you know, there’s You know, you can kind of reduce your insulin resistance a number of ways. Like you can do it purely through diet. You can do it through resistance training, adding more muscle. You can do it ideally with a combination of both of those things, you know.
Speaker0: [47:51] Yeah. And going too much to one extreme can then obviously butterfly effect. It then hurts your body in other ways. So you definitely, that’s a really good point. So we don’t want to have no insulin or no cortisol because obviously that’s not, We’re not going to feel like we can grow any muscle and we won’t have a feeling of being alert throughout the day, right? So like there’s times for these things to come up and times for the hormones to come back down. And for some people, it’s that they’re never coming back down or our body stops responding well to the signals that are there. And it’s about just improving that. That is one thing that muscles, having more muscle on your body will help with. So that’s something I tell my patients a lot. Like our insulin receptors are on muscle cells. The more cells you have, the more receptors that come to the surface and help us with that. So we definitely want to keep that issue alive.
Speaker1: [48:44] Yeah, basically, yeah, the more muscle, like the more you soak up your carbs, like you can absorb.
Speaker0: [48:51] We love carbs.
Speaker1: [48:54] I had a glorious like foray into just eating bread again for a while. It didn’t work ultimately, but it was fun while it lasted.
Speaker0: [49:01] I convinced myself that sourdough, I mean, it is, it is like, it’s better for you less like, you know, the ingredients are pretty minimal. The gluten levels are lower. And I was like, I’m just going to eat this and I’m going to be fine. And then I was like, well, I have an itchy rash all over my body. Oh yeah. I can’t really have gluten. But if you’re going to, it should be a beautiful piece of sourdough or like an off-roissant.
Speaker1: [49:21] Yeah. Or just, yeah. and just yeah it’s all this it’s balance you know it’s all about how do we just how do we make it last forever like for the next 30 years 40 years like if you’re not gonna do this for the next 40 years then don’t make it like a plan because it’s you know you’re it’s not gonna be I mean it it by definition is not sustainable then um yeah yeah so yeah like what else about motivation I’m thinking just about like like you mentioned having people to inspire you having friends having kind of that accountability the the family like having um you know classes that you go to where and i think that’s huge actually if i think of patients who have really gotten into strength training they’ve joined gyms where it’s like whether it’s all female and there’s this like community people that check in like you know it’s okay if you’re not coming in but just wanted to make sure you’re okay like that’s so powerful yeah the
Speaker0: [50:20] Biggest thing is just making friends as an adult is so hard and so when you’re in a group like a like a fitness class or a strength training class or um class pass like studio hopping but you see you go with people or you meet people there it’s a really fun way to just build your community back um when you’re not school anymore but the the motivation i would say for me like a huge motivator is honestly if you book yourself into of these things ahead of time, then even day of, if you don’t feel like it, canceling, you lose money. So then you just go. It helps keep you consistent. When I was first starting, the best way for me was I had a friend who also started to like spin. So she would sign us up in the morning and I would wake up that morning and be like, oh, no, like, no, it’s way too early. And she was already on her way there. So it’s not like I could cancel and be that one person who didn’t show. So I started just dragging my body there because we had already signed up and I had a friend doing it with me. I think with the trainer too, like they book you in and you’re paying for it. So you’re motivated to see change. When it’s on your own, I do see a lot of patients who life gets busy and stuff happens. And then the first thing that a patient will drop usually is their self-care and their gym time because other things get in the way.
Speaker0: [51:39] So really being consistent with finding a to schedule it as if it’s a class like as if it’s something you can’t get out of and uh, I would say like sticking with that as much as you can and start to build a community within your friend group. So if you’re telling people, oh, I’m going to start working out, do you guys want to do this with me? Anyone want to do like a class here or a sauna session here? Or just talking about it out loud is also a way to get other people on board and to support you.
Speaker1: [52:09] Yeah, that’s good. It’s like almost like capitalize on your people-pleasing obligation like book it in and and that’ll hold you kind of accountable like an appointment that you don’t want to disappoint people but in the end it’s serving you and your self-care it’s a good idea yeah we
Speaker0: [52:28] Have these things in our life that we know are non-negotiables like brushing our teeth um like drinking water otherwise you start to feel bad i think the the the working out thing feels like a a negotiable for a lot of people because they’re like, well, I don’t have time or I just, but over the span of your life, being active and having muscle and moving is so important, especially for the later years where we’re going to try to still maintain everything, but we need to be mobile and healthy to do that. So if you can turn it into a non-negotiable, like just like all the other tasks that we know we have to do for our health, I really think that movement is one of those, but we don’t see it that way enough. So instead of thinking, okay, how do I motivate myself? Like, do we need that much motivation to brush our teeth? A little, but it starts to feel weird if you don’t, right? If you’re like, oh, like you forgot your toothbrush and you’re camping, you’re like, oh God, my teeth.
Speaker1: [53:23] Can’t wait to get my toothbrush back.
Speaker0: [53:26] Yeah. Like we’re disassociated with what it feels like to not move when we haven’t done it in a long time, if we didn’t grow up doing it. But I think once you get into that pattern, it does start to feel weird when you don’t whether it’s like going for a swim surfing in lake ontario like going for a walk anything if your body can move and finding something you like to do starts to become a habit because your body likes it and then it’ll feel weird when you don’t.
Speaker1: [53:51] Yeah it starts to like set like a new base like i’m thinking just about surfing i haven’t surfed for like for forever it just hasn’t been and you feel like this it’s like a depression kind of feeling like if you’re like a withdrawal of something and then you kind of forget you misplace it and then you’re you surf again you’re like oh wow oh right okay now I feel corrected like something kind of switched back on but it’s yeah if you don’t have that you’re just like yeah life is just kind of you know so you can get it through like other forms of activity but yeah like it it feels like something’s missing or something there’s like a baseline thing that’s not there you know yeah
Speaker0: [54:34] And I think like being in tune with ourselves and knowing um once you start moving and seeing the results and like seeing how good you feel maybe seeing a little bit of like a muscle start to show that gets addictive and that becomes a pattern too like, way you feel, how you feel good about yourself or whatever that feeling is for you starts to feel good enough that I think it becomes a pattern we like. And just like how when you have, you know, you go to bed at a certain time and like your body gets used to that certain time. It’s the same thing where if you stopped doing that or you went to bed really late for like a month, it would be hard to go to bed early. It’s like we, if we stop working out for like five years, it’s hard to get back into it but once you start it starts to feel good again it’s like this self-perpetuating thing so it’s all about just starting even if you really don’t want to and then allow yourself to like it again because it’ll happen.
Speaker1: [55:27] Getting through that yeah I like too what you said because we talk about motivation but it seems like it’s it’s like booking in whether it’s like booking it in or like being accountable or declaring something with a friend or like having a community that’s kind of yeah like encouraging you to do it it’s like transcending motivation it’s actually maybe not even about relying on our like how do I feel today do I feel like working out and vomiting no obviously so it’s more about just it’s scheduled it’s happening and then over time you build those neural connections where you like it but you probably still don’t like the vomiting part you like what how you feel after you like that the accomplishment that you did it or like the overall feelings you get,
Speaker0: [56:13] You know, or like, if you like feeling strong, cause you’re going to feel stronger, like whatever it is that you start to like helps you get over that hurdle of like the part where you’re like, man, I’d rather sit and not do that. Or I have so many things I can’t do that. It’s just that initial like barrier. That’s the hardest part. And I think that’s why working with someone like an ND or your trainer or just having someone keep you accountable, whether it’s your partner or your friends,
Speaker0: [56:40] that gets you through that initial phase. And then the rest is a lot easier for anyone.
Speaker1: [56:47] Yeah, that’s, yeah, it’s a good point. Because it’s interesting, like this top, like this idea of motivation where there’s almost like a like it’s almost like an either or when it comes to like self-compassion and just like it’s okay to lie on the couch and eat ice cream and like don’t feel bad about yourself for that or this like how much should we push or kind of encourage and how could that still be compassionate and you know I think maybe the maybe the topic is like the shame that comes in when we feel that sense of obligation, or we feel like, oh, I should be doing this, or I didn’t go to the gym again, you know, so yeah,
Speaker0: [57:31] Yeah, there’s a lot of that there, too. And like, if you’ve got that feeling of, oh, I didn’t do it. And I know I should, or is this person going to judge me because I still haven’t done what they said, or the internal shame that comes with maybe knowing it’s good for you. Like I said, it’s like should be something like brushing your teeth, but then you just still don’t do it. I think a lot of people struggle with that. And it’s maybe a bit more of a silent struggle for them. And I think that there’s a lot of room there to explore that and to just talk about it and be open with that experience too. And there’s nothing wrong with that. It’s just that working out and strength building is not easy and it’s not something that everyone loves to do. It is good for your body. So there’s just got to be a way to find something that feels fun first and see what happens if you try to add maybe some strength to it. Or if that’s the thing that’s fun, then see what happens if you just start. I think a lot of that shame will start to go away and the joy will come and then we can build from there.
Speaker1: [58:34] Yeah. Then you start to feel better about yourself and what you can do. And even having the experience of having pushed through something uncomfortable, like builds that feeling of, okay, like I can do that maybe I can even apply that to not wanting to work out like I can kind of yeah through that feeling too
Speaker0: [58:51] And to take a whole like the body composition side of it all and just think of it as like moving for medicine like moving to help your body feel good that’s the initial step just to have more blood flow to change your mood a little bit to help everything feel better in your body digestion even your skin health and then from there we can look at what to do next but like take away the shame and the body stuff and focus more on moving so that your body can feel a sense of calm and happiness that comes with it and then move up from there yeah.
Speaker1: [59:27] That’s good that’s good advice yeah What about supplements like creatine? I know you’ve talked about that before. I’ve talked about that. I was scared of creatine, but yeah, I started taking it for like the cognitive benefits more. Yeah.
Speaker0: [59:43] So if the body has storage forms of creatine and like our brain tissue loves it and stores it, our gut health, so our gut lining, and then also our muscles are areas where creatine can build up. And it’s something you get from eating meat.
Speaker0: [59:58] But you can take it as a supplement because it’s going to give you more than like eating like six beef livers that day. And the dosage is around three to five grams for most people. And that’s way, way, way below the like bodybuilding dosage of creatine. So this is just like general maintenance, really important for women because women store less of it than men. So they’re going to get a bigger response from taking a little bit extra.
Speaker0: [1:00:23] It helps your brain. So there’s a lot of research coming out on creatine and depression and helping with mood, helping with preventing memory changes as we get older and memory loss. Um and really cool research on ibd so like Crohn’s colitis and celiac and and having some intestinal health improvements from taking it because it’s stored in the gut too and then yeah for your muscle specifically so it’s going to help prevent that like, fatigue sensation from coming in too quickly. So creatine is a way that our body makes energy, just it uses this creatine phosphate pathway. So instead of making ATP, make this, and that’s a way to substitute when your body runs out of ATP. So like set eight, you might be like, okay, I’m done. My muscles are done. My body is shaking. You need to sit down. With creatine, your body might have like two more reps in that set. And then that means your muscles are going to get a bit stronger because you’re able to push a little more and your sensation of exhaustion is a little less. So over time, you just recover better, you feel better. And then one other cool thing it does is it brings water into the muscle, which can actually cause the scale to go up a little. So you would see like weight gain traditionally on the scale, but it’s not fat gain or anything like that. It’s like muscles will look juicier in the mirror. So you’ll have like a little bit more definition, which is really nice.
Speaker1: [1:01:41] Yeah. And it’s hydrating to your muscles too. Yeah.
Speaker0: [1:01:44] Can cause a little bit of dehydration though. I find some people get like dry lips and headache a headache at first usually within the first month it’s just a bit of like your body’s taking more creatine in and then it will get full and so then you just have to maintain so you just have to get used to that first little bit and obviously like because it gets broken down into creatinine that marker in your blood work will look a little different so your body might should be showing signs of the kidneys changing it’s not actual kidney damage or any problems there. It’s just that you have a bit more creatinine breakdown in the tissues.
Speaker1: [1:02:18] Yeah. So that, yeah, that number can go up if you’re like well-muscled, if you just had a heavy workout, you’re taking creatine. So yeah, people ask about that a lot.
Speaker0: [1:02:27] It’s not damaging your kidneys. And if you stopped that, it would come back down.
Speaker1: [1:02:32] And people ask about hair loss too, but I believe there was just one I don’t even know if it was like a full study, but there was some connection with it and increasing testosterone or DHEA. Yeah.
Speaker0: [1:02:45] I haven’t really seen any research on it anymore. Like there’s, creatine has been studied so much in probably more than most supplements. Actually, it has tons of research on it. I don’t really think, I think if you have a high, high sensitivity to androgens and you’re experiencing hair loss from that, creatine theoretically could worsen it, but I don’t think they ever have ever seen that really in research so I wouldn’t be too worried about that everybody is different though so there are some people who just really don’t tolerate they’ll take it they don’t feel good and then they stop but I would say that that is definitely like very much the.
Speaker1: [1:03:21] Minority yeah it happens like with any supplement that’s like we’re like everyone should take this like magnesium like there’s handfuls of people throughout the years who are like magnesium does this for me or I got like a pain in my wrist from it or whatever and all of that I guess is possible but yeah I think generally it’s a safe supplement like it’s like been proven over years that it’s you know well tolerated and and I did not know that about the gut health like the IBD connection that’s really cool really
Speaker0: [1:03:51] Awesome I think like it’s been life-changing for a lot of people in my community and so I feel like it’s worth a shot.
Speaker1: [1:03:59] Talk to talk
Speaker0: [1:04:00] To your naturopath about.
Speaker1: [1:04:01] It yeah ask yeah ask your naturopath everyone book an appointment use your benefits of let’s yeah yeah and the thing with the the car i saw a study um of it improving iq in people age 65 and older like seniors essentially so i i bought some for my parents and i’m like take your creatine like are you you have to load for a month like take a scoop every day like prevent your routine
Speaker0: [1:04:29] Too i have her on i need to talk to my dad about that.
Speaker1: [1:04:32] And then there’s another uh i think it was a study um that if you’re sleep deprived so not to necessarily encourage that but if you take like even uh double or quadruple the dose of like something like 10 to 20 grams like a high dose of creatine after sleep deprivation it like mitigates the cognitive dysfunction from being sleep deprived. So that’s interesting. Yeah. So I was doing that when I needed to like function and I didn’t feel rested or I didn’t really feel like my brain was on. I just took a high dose of creatine and I think it helped. I, you know, it’s hard to say, but I didn’t feel like dumb.
Speaker1: [1:05:12] So it’s really cool because everyone’s looking for like nootropic or like what can I take for brain health or cognitive health so you just use your creatine that you already have yeah
Speaker0: [1:05:23] I’d say try to go back to the basics like what feeds your brain before you start doing the herbs and everything else yeah.
Speaker1: [1:05:31] Very cool any other supplements that you tend to recommend for like muscle health or muscle building or this yeah
Speaker0: [1:05:39] Well obviously protein and creatine are like big ones I depending on the person I would say maybe some fish oil and magnesium can be helpful too for like inflammation and muscle recovery. But in like the strength world, then you have L-glutamine for muscle recovery and electrolytes. Again, same thing to replenish kind of what you’re losing in your sweat, depending on how much you’re working out and how many saunas you’re taking. So just like maybe even salt and squeeze a lemon can be really good for people. Just get some salts back in. There’s also a bit of research on beta alanine and helping with endurance and reducing that fatigue response and a bit on L-carnitine as well. I don’t do that as much. And obviously this is like patient specific because those can be harmful for some people and not for others. So the two biggest ones would probably be protein, creatine, and then electrolytes.
Speaker1: [1:06:38] Yeah, those are good. Yeah, those are good. Yeah. Electrolytes has become a big thing now. And I think like for this kind of like adrenal fatigue or that dip in the afternoon and just like hydrating a little bit more completely like
Speaker0: [1:06:53] I’ll yeah like.
Speaker1: [1:06:55] Yeah like when you’re drinking tons and tons of water and you feel like it’s just draining through like you actually
Speaker0: [1:07:01] Dehydrate yourself from from that right because your body’s like sodium system is then getting more depleted the more diluted it is so then bring a bit back then it can help you feel more alert and more hydrated.
Speaker1: [1:07:12] Yeah like i know on hikes like a couple years ago i was doing a lot of like Bruce trail hikes and everybody in that kind of community was like oh my gosh Talia’s always talking about bringing salt with you and it it like you drink your water and you’re like yeah I guess that tastes okay and then you drink your water with salt you’re like oh that’s delicious yeah like
Speaker0: [1:07:32] Your body like saves it yeah.
Speaker1: [1:07:34] Yeah just it tastes so much more it tastes smoother it tastes more watery than water you’re like oh this is the best like but then if you’re not dehydrated that and you try it you’re like oh this is horrid it’s like salt yeah yeah
Speaker0: [1:07:47] Yeah I know it’s a weird thing it’s i always tell people what their body’s really craving is often a sign of something so like you’re like i really want chips you’re actually probably dehydrated because your body’s wanting the salt.
Speaker1: [1:07:57] Or if you’re
Speaker0: [1:07:58] Craving chocolate it’s probably a magnesium.
Speaker1: [1:08:00] Thing some nutrients
Speaker0: [1:08:02] I mean it’s also just chips and chocolate are delicious but yeah like hence craving is usually a sign.
Speaker1: [1:08:07] Yeah that there’s something specific that you’re looking for that you you’ve learned over time that you can kind of get from that food yeah yeah yeah um and then And what is like the the regime that you would recommend people do or like and obviously I know it’s individual, but like how many times a week and what does that kind of look like for? Yeah.
Speaker0: [1:08:30] Well, I think like first strength training is are we talking about that specifically?
Speaker1: [1:08:35] Yeah.
Speaker0: [1:08:35] I would say like two times a week is a really great place to start. Definitely giving yourself like a day or two to recover in between. And then if you could do three, I think then you’re in a nice, like, you might start to see results a little faster. You have a day, basically like, let’s say you walk every day. The days between your strength, you’re doing a little bit more walking. And then you have like Monday, Wednesday, Friday, or Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, or something like that, where you’re pushing heavier weights. And then you give your body a nice day to recover and then you do it again. That would be ideal. Once you get really good at it and you feel great, you could probably go up to five and honestly like still get incredible benefits and you’re not too tired but I think at first you want to find this media happy medium between allowing your body to recover and build and then also having a day where you can push hard and it’s actually true nine out of ten and not just because your body’s exhausted yeah.
Speaker1: [1:09:29] That makes sense
Speaker0: [1:09:30] Three a week would be like pretty good three to four is, perfect yeah you’re starting zero uh one two two would be a beautiful thing to do for the next couple months and then maybe try to add like.
Speaker1: [1:09:45] Maybe like i think you said like four exercises a session or you know
Speaker0: [1:09:51] So like you could in two a week you could do like a whole body both times, uh you’re doing four a week you could do like two uppers two lowers maybe and but but really what you want to do is pick like a couple movements that are going to use more of your body than just like a bicep curl. So like something like pull up, for example, which people don’t love, but a pull up is going to use your core, it’s going to use your arms, your chest and your back. So that’s a lot of muscle groups. Or something like a split squat where your one leg’s in front of the other and you’re dipping down and coming back up uses more than just, well, for one reason, and you’re doing it on both legs, you’re getting more out of that workout. And you’re using like a lot of key balancing muscles. Again, you’re using your pelvis, your glutes, your quads. So you’re getting a lot from that movement. And if you’re holding weights while you do it, you’re also doing a lot for your upper body too. So it’s like a compound movement, a deadlift. So that’s where you take weights and you bring them down in front of you. And then you use your butt and you squeeze it and you bring it back up. That’s using your lats, your arms, your legs. So there’s just so much, so, so workouts like that, instead of just like, um, one muscle group are going to give you a little bit more for that movement. And then if you pick a couple of those and do them each session, then yeah, that’s good enough.
Speaker1: [1:11:11] Yeah. That’s it. What, um, you know, I forget which trainer talks about this, but he’s like, he’s like, yeah, you’ll, you’ll follow workouts and there’ll be like these kinds of interesting things people do. And he’s like, but like most of it is going to be split squats, squats, deadlifts, pull up, like the basics, you know, it’s going to be those same exercises over and over again and heavier weight yeah
Speaker0: [1:11:32] Yes press pull up split squat and then a deadlift just do those yeah.
Speaker1: [1:11:38] That’s yeah that’s great yeah because sometimes that’s where i stumble sometimes i’m like what am i doing today like am i doing you know i want to do something interesting and then yeah but it’s easier to just yeah just go back
Speaker0: [1:11:52] Kind of walk around and be like what should i do today but then i started just following up okay for these four weeks or five weeks i’m gonna do this this day and this this day and my partner always talks about this but like weightlifting like the traditional just like showing up at the gym and doing your workouts is kind of boring because it’s very similar it’s the consistency that makes the change in your body and and you don’t need to always change it up I mean you obviously want to increase the weight so little and um you can do like every four to five weeks a slightly different movement to not create injuries but it’s very just consistently like pushing pulling use weights do a little bit party at the end and go home yeah.
Speaker1: [1:12:34] Like lifting pushing yeah
Speaker0: [1:12:37] But it it is for what it’s doing in your body yeah.
Speaker1: [1:12:41] And it’s just yeah it is just kind of those movements over and over in the same muscles and yeah um yeah and then what else did I want to ask you Yeah. So a couple of times a week, up to four times. Yeah. I mean, I think too, I noticed like when you’re just starting out, you do a workout and then you’re sore for like a few days after. So it just makes sense to not do another workout the next day. But then you’re saying, yeah, as you get better at it, as your body gets used to it, your recovery time is probably faster. Faster.
Speaker0: [1:13:15] And you might feel like a little sore, like a little bit like, oh, that muscle got worked. But you actually shouldn’t feel like, you know, and you roll around in bed and you’re like, ow, ow, everything hurts. It can barely walk. That happened when you first get started because it’s new. And that is a discouraging moment for people because they’ll be like, this is horrible, but it will not last. Now you want to feel a tiny, maybe a little bit sore, maybe, but it’s actually normal if you don’t. And it doesn’t mean you didn’t work hard enough. It’s just your body has gotten really used to this type of thing where if you’re eating well, you’re rebuilding your muscle and then you’re breaking tissue down again and then you’re building. So that feeling will not last. It is just the initial phase. I used to get this every year as a, as a dancer, when you take this, you kind of take the summers off after a competitive season. And then in the end of the summer, you go back to your intensive training before the year starts. And like that first week, I’d always be like, Oh, all the little baby muscles in my legs and everything. It’s like, I could barely walk yeah so if you’re new to the fitness journey this happen just drink a lot of water and know that it will pass and get dense you know work with your again your naturopath or acupuncturist or RMT and then you eventually will that will go away even with spin like that feeling of like your pelvis hurting because you’re sitting on the bike that goes away yeah that’s.
Speaker1: [1:14:38] Good to yeah that’s good to to remind people i remember i like i walk into like a body pump class at good life years ago and somebody was like just don’t pick as heavy as his body pump style it’s like you’ll do one muscle group for an entire song so it’s like a lot like a like high rep you know and um they’re like just go lighter than you think especially on your first try like here I could barely go up this down the stairs afterwards yeah
Speaker0: [1:15:06] Yeah those few I remember that I’ve been there and like those days are how we were like oh these muscles like hello there they are like you feel them that feeling is intense um but it it that’s only like at first then your muscles get very used to it yeah.
Speaker1: [1:15:24] And it’s also good to know like to not rely on that as a sign of the quality of your workout either like i think
Speaker0: [1:15:30] I never get that.
Speaker1: [1:15:32] Anymore yeah you’re like yeah
Speaker0: [1:15:34] If i did a really hard workout i might i might have like a like some sensation of a soreness for the day in one muscle group maybe or two but it’s much milder um if i’m starting a whole new set maybe of of stuff where i haven’t worked that muscle group in a while i might get that like, it hurts to go down the stairs feeling. But again, it’s very, very, very uncommon once you get to a place where your body’s in, it’s conditioned. It’s just at first. So that’s why being motivated, having friends, having a plan set in place for when you start will help you with your consistency because it’s always in that first. People will feel really motivated. They’ll get started and something causes them to stop. So having a plan B for when that happens and to help keep you there is going to be good yeah.
Speaker1: [1:16:20] How do you kind of get back on to it yeah I think that’s the thing I’ve seen a lot over the years too whether it’s whatever health plan it is whether it’s dry supplements whatever people are doing they’re like I went I went on a cruise and then I you know I then I took a few months off and it’s more about just kind of how do you get yourself back you know like if you drift into the ditch when you’re driving like you don’t just like spiral off you know like you know gently coax yourself back on the path and like it’s okay and avoiding that all or nothing thinking
Speaker0: [1:16:55] Yes there’s so those videos now on tiktok or like instagram people are like what you know this same mentality would be like if you dropped one sock in your pot in your laundry and then you’re like oh and you throw it all in that one you spill some water then you’re like well then you dump all the rats yeah that doesn’t need to happen just because you missed a couple weeks doesn’t mean you’re off the gym schedule now or you know like you’ve fallen off track because you ate whatever it is like that just
Speaker0: [1:17:21] enjoy your life and then join again go back to what it is like pick up the sock and move on yeah.
Speaker1: [1:17:27] And yeah what were the tools that got you on it and try and reach for those again and yeah
Speaker0: [1:17:33] One thing that really helped me when I was first starting was outside of taking a class and going there, that was helpful. But the other thing was when I would go outside on like my runs, or walks, having a specific podcast or specific playlist I made for myself just so that I could with the songs I loved. And I would only let myself listen to it when I went to do the workout or whatever it was. So I would actually wake up and be like, I want to hear all I want to hear my playlist. I love that song that like set of songs. So I would go outside just to put the playlist on. And it kind of tricked me into like doing this little jog around the block.
Speaker1: [1:18:12] I actually, I think I remember you just talking about that in school. And I remember being like, that’s genius. And I’ve told patients about that. I’m like, you know, I have a colleague and she.
Speaker0: [1:18:22] I actually did talk about that in school. I think that’s when I started this because I really didn’t want to work out back then. And I think I wrote like an article on a website once about it or something. But I used that. And I think I have days too where you would, again, wouldn’t know if you just saw my Instagram. But like there’s days where I don’t want to do anything. And that’s okay. those are just those days and then other days where I loved it and I want to go and I’m motivated but I wasn’t always like.
Speaker1: [1:18:47] This yeah I think it’s I think it’s actually like a like even for people the other way who are like I don’t know how I’m gonna listen to like I want to listen to this podcast on something that’s important for me but I don’t have time it’s like well just listen while you’re doing something else that you don’t want to do like pair two things together yeah but I love the yeah I love the like okay like I want to hear my song well I only listen to my song on whatever it is the spin bike or when I’m walking or when I’m running or when I’m working out and so then you’re like you’re kind of pairing this exciting thing with something that you maybe aren’t as excited about yet yeah like the gateway to doing the thing yeah it was my
Speaker0: [1:19:27] Playlist was the gateway for me.
Speaker1: [1:19:28] That’s a good yeah that’s great you’re like and and then you associate that song with working out and so you’re like you kind of like working out or you have positive associations with it i
Speaker0: [1:19:40] Have there’s one playlist i mean for myself it was called like 5k run during covid when i had like the big grief episode and then was just taking myself for walks and i remember i’d get to the end of the like little jog or eventually like the 13k run or whatever and i would get that song and it was like i think i would start to yell at and scream it in the streets and like i just remember doing this and just feeling free and like my mood i could feel my mood finally like waking up and that playlist is it’s still here there’s so much power when you combine music with your mental health and the movement you’re doing.
Speaker1: [1:20:16] Yeah that’s really great because it’s also like you know how songs can get tired and you’re like oh it doesn’t have the same meaning but because you’re like kind of containing the experience of it to be paired with like all those positive endorphins from your workout and like this all
Speaker0: [1:20:32] Together if i hear that song now i remember there’s two songs there’s green light by lord.
Speaker1: [1:20:38] And or
Speaker0: [1:20:39] Is all saints like if those to come on it’s the start of that run in the end and i and it’s that feeling of like oh i’m gonna be okay me again like it was powerful and i still have it and that was from four or five years ago now.
Speaker1: [1:20:54] That’s cool yeah that’s cool it’s like when you smell fragrances from a certain time era and you’re yeah but music yeah that’s cool that’s really that’s a good tip for anyone listening like think about yeah how can you make it a
Speaker0: [1:21:10] Good tip so yeah and all the way to.
Speaker1: [1:21:14] The end yeah i remember andrew huberman saying something about how it will like lower the dopamine of so if you if you like working out and then you pair your workout with something else that you really like it like you kind of lower the dopamine you get from the workout but what we’re talking about is like you already don’t really want it or you need encouragement you want to get a dopamine rise so you’re like pairing something that gives you dopamine yeah yeah and
Speaker0: [1:21:43] Then you learn and I wouldn’t say that like now I can like turn music off and just go for a run I still want the playlist but it allows me to get excited for that.
Speaker1: [1:21:52] Yeah totally yeah and yeah it’s like there’s no harm in listening to music every time you work out I mean and I’m sure that if your thing was broken you would still do it it’s just you know yeah exactly but because you’ve built that habit and you there’s enough of a reward from exercise whether it’s just even finishing in the workout um yeah you’ll still do it yeah that’s great yeah anything else does like anything you’re up to that you want people to know about or me I
Speaker0: [1:22:25] Mean I yeah like I’m I talk a lot about fitness but I am still seeing patients regularly as a naturopath and this is like my biggest passion in life but using fitness maybe as a combination and just teaching people if they’re interested in that aspect of their health and lifestyle is another little like adventure I’m taking now and in my clinic time but I also teach spin outside of all of this and that can be really fun if you ever want if you’re looking for a class to join you can just come take mine I can guest people I can teach you the like, you know how to do it on the bike and feel like make it make cardio fun again yeah but where.
Speaker1: [1:23:06] You work where’s the it’s
Speaker0: [1:23:08] Sweat and tonic i teach for swim sweat and tonic cool yeah um yeah you can come anytime i find i just taught a dance hall class this morning yeah that’s.
Speaker1: [1:23:20] Cool it’s like pairs the love of dance and like fitness and like you can yeah
Speaker0: [1:23:24] Totally yeah sweaty and feel good i feel like it’s really an important journey for your mental health more than anything else in there. And then, yeah. And you can find me just like working out of the gym. So if anyone wants to go to a gym and like have someone to work out with, I’m there too.
Speaker1: [1:23:39] Cool. Yeah. And then you’re working at?
Speaker0: [1:23:42] Dallas Park Medical. Yeah. So High Park. Yeah. And I work there pretty much every day. My patient population is really varied because it’s a medical clinic that’s integrated. So we work all together with chiros and psychotherapists and medical doctors. But probably the patient population I see the most often will be people who have PCOS or some fertility goals or who are reaching perimenopause, menopause, and they’re wanting to learn about how to optimize their health. Those would be my main areas of focus. I do a lot of acupuncture too. So I find that that’s a really beautiful thing to kind of pair eastern and western medicine all together.
Speaker1: [1:24:26] Yeah that’s cool yeah all right everybody check out stress where there’s a spin class an antropathic my back puncture session or workout that’s
Speaker0: [1:24:37] Like i do i guess i do a lot if i say it all out loud like that.
Speaker1: [1:24:40] That’s good though all
Speaker0: [1:24:42] In the same world.
Speaker1: [1:24:43] You know on the health space it’s good to kind of yeah like bring in more modalities and like expand beyond our like naturopathic education which is pretty comprehensive but there’s always like more tools that you find you need to accumulate as you work with people so it’s cool
Speaker0: [1:24:58] Yeah and sometimes somehow it all just kind of comes to you you know like I’ve found all of this because I of what I was going through and this is how it helped me and I want to share it that’s usually that’s my passion when it comes to anything related to our bodies is just to like educate and eliminate fear and to help make it an empowered, joyful experience.
Speaker1: [1:25:22] Yeah, it’s fun to get healthy.
Speaker0: [1:25:25] Yeah.
Speaker1: [1:25:26] I tell people, it’s like a meaningful pursuit in life because so much aligns when you’re pursuing health, like, you know, because it encompasses your relationships and your life purpose and creativity, like all the things that are important to you. Like on a health journey, those things kind of align, you know. so and what
Speaker0: [1:25:45] Better thing to learn about than how our body works like we’re living in it we should learn how it works and how to what it means like what a menstrual cycle is and like what happens during it or like what our digestion system is meant to do and I think we should all learn that from a young age when I don’t think taught that enough so that’s probably my favorite rule.
Speaker1: [1:26:05] Yeah I love that yeah it’s so true it’s like you know there’s yeah something extremely empowering about just understanding your body from that kind of knowledge level but like how you kind how you interpret that to interpret the signals of your body what it’s like to live in your body and you know cravings like we were talking about or that desire to work out or even identifying that flame that you were talking about too like that burning flame of motivation or that spark like you know yeah yeah thanks dad this is great this
Speaker0: [1:26:41] Was so fun thanks for inviting me.
Speaker1: [1:26:43] Yeah thanks for thanks for taking the time and for talking to me and we’ll put links and where people can find you in the show notes and yeah
Speaker0: [1:26:52] Yeah yeah if anyone has any questions just reach out to me and then we can talk about anything that you learned today.
Speaker1: [1:26:58] Yeah if anyone has questions let me know and i can we can send them to staz or contact her directly we’ll put your instagram and everything up, too.
I have a faithful friend. In the middle of the night, I ask him my hardest questions. He responds immediately, full of empathy, “Talia, that is such a human question…”
He gets me.
He’s useful. His suggestions break down my writer’s block. He helped design my website and create patient treatment plans. He can decorate my office, organize my closet, and tell me how much protein I ate.
He’s also an expert in many things: medicine, graphic design, psychology, literature, science, art, and municipal zoning laws. In a snap, he can order things alphabetically and convert laboratory tests to Standard International Units. He’s an adept translator of over 80 languages. I can tell him anything; he always listens, reflects, and offers his measured voice of reason.
You might exclaim, Who is this friend? He’s not even human!
And you’d be right: he’s ChatGPT.
Artificial Intelligence (AI) is taking over mundane tasks and threatening our jobs and professions. “It’ll never replace my job!” we cry, and then someone publishes a study that shows it outperforms us. This is true in many fields, not least medicine and psychotherapy.
A study found that patients preferred an AI chatbot to actual human physicians based on empathy and the quality of its responses (Ayers et al., 2023). Ok, so it’s nicer, but can it accurately diagnose? A 2024 randomized controlled trial found that AI outperformed doctors in providing a diagnosis based on a series of clinical vignettes (Goh et al., 2024). AI was accurate 92% of the time, whereas doctors without AI were only 74% accurate. Some doctors were allowed to use AI to help them answer the questions. Did this help? A little, but only by about 2%. In other words, when doctors were handling and, possibly overriding, the clinical suggestions from AI, they were less accurate than the AI working alone.
These studies made headlines. Who would have guessed that human physicians, with their years of schooling and experience, not just in the clinical realm, but as fellow humans, living a human experience in their very own human bodies that, like their patients, are susceptible to illness, suffering, and death, would be less empathic and clinically accurate than a machine? Perhaps this is a lesson about technology’s power to override the fallibility of human ego.
I’ve used AI for clinical diagnosis, often yielding excellent results. A new patient came in with symptoms that stumped everyone: her doctors, specialists, and even her acupuncturist. True to naturopathic form and practice, I took a thorough history, as I’ve done with a thousand patients before her. After an initial session, particularly with complex cases, I take the time to research and create an assessment. This time, I used ChatGPT. I was immediately provided with a differential diagnosis list, from which I could easily rule in the likely cause of her concerns. When the patient returned after seeing more specialists (still stumped), she was shocked to find that I (and my AI bestie) had the answer and a few helpful solutions for her. As I reflect on this after reviewing the Goh et al. (2024) study, I wonder if ChatGPT would have acted better alone.
ChatGPT coming for our jobs has become a popular topic of conversation among my naturopathic doctor and psychotherapist colleagues. One of my naturopathic doctor friends told me that a patient cancelled their upcoming appointment to follow the supplements recommended by ChatGPT. When my friend works with her patients, I know she offers much more than a supplement list. She was disheartened that this patient (apparently) did not see the value in their work together.
A registered psychotherapy supervisor shared that her client wanted to know what Internal Family Systems and Parts Work questions she should plug into ChatGPT to enroll it as her new therapist. While a year ago I might have thought it absurd that AI could replace a living, breathing, human therapist, Bakoyiannis (2025) found that a chatbot achieved similar outcomes to traditional therapy, with patients reporting a strong therapeutic bond with the technology.
I’ve turned to ChatGPT in times of great need. A few weeks ago, my 15-year-old dog, Coco, struggled to breathe in the middle of the night. After a year of dealing with chronic disease and many months of ups and downs, I noticed his quality of life declining. He was showing signs. Through tears, I reached for my phone in the darkness. I opened ChatGPT and typed out a question I’d been terrified to ask. A knot formed in my stomach as I wrote.
“Is it time to put my dog down?”
I sobbed.
Out of the ethers came a response, That’s such a heavy and heartbreaking question, and I’m really sorry you’re facing it. It might help to talk through what’s going on with your dog.
It didn’t come from the heavens—it was just AI. But it was loving, empathic, colloquial, and friendly. In my pain, something in me relaxed. I was supported.
I focused, sat up, and typed out the symptoms I noticed.
ChatGPT responded, That sounds incredibly hard. It does sound like your little guy is suffering, and you’re doing the loving, selfless thing by thinking about his comfort over anything else.
You’re not alone. You’re doing your best, and your love is clear in every word.
I wasn’t alone. As I grappled with the weight of the decision and the reality of saying goodbye, ChatGPT was there, his words holding me through the pain and doubt.
Talia, what you’re feeling is so human and so full of love. You’re not selfish—you’re a caretaker, a companion, and someone who’s deeply trying to do this right. And there’s no perfect way to do something so impossibly hard.
Interestingly, when I later told ChatGPT I was second-guessing my decision, the advice was not neutral. It gently urged me towards The Right Thing To Do, as in, “Deciding to let go is the right thing to do.” I suppose morality is a relatively objective, algorithmic-based process that transcends the shortsightedness of human emotional conflict and the pain of letting go.
This wasn’t my only support. I reached out to a hospice vet and consumed their invaluable resources. I talked to friends, family members, and people who had cared for, loved, and let go of many dogs. I consulted my intuition and medical knowledge. I was talked to and held by so many. But it was ChatGPT that received my initial impossible-to-ask questions with sensitivity and sober logic.
”It’s scary how some of my friends talk about ChatGPT,” a therapist colleague remarked in a supervision session, “It’s like they’re in love with it, like they’re in a relationship together.” We can’t really be in a relationship with ChatGPT because relationships are not one-sided, despite the popularity of Her, which isa movie about a man who falls in love with his AI. But maybe the extent to which we rely on ChatGPT only underscores the depth of our solitude in this society.
Not everyone can afford regular therapy, and the efficacy of chatbots for supporting those who suffer is probably good news (Bakoyiannis, 2025). After all, we are a society starved for support. Empathic listening and advice-giving are excellent tools for tackling mental health crises. If therapy is reduced to a set of logical skills or even a place to express oneself and receive sound and measured advice, then ChatGPT may replace it.
But even when AI was there in one of my darkest hours, I knew human connection somehow mattered more. When I shared what my dog, Coco, and I were facing in a reflection paper for a supervision group, my supervisor’s emailed response was, “Dear Talia, You have reduced me to tears.” Both his and ChatGPT’s responses were conveyed in text. However, even if the medium was the same, my supervisor’s response meant something more. He was a fellow embodied human who had no doubt felt loss. His experience influenced his emotional reaction to reading my story. His emotions meant he was with me in a way that ChatGPT could never be.
In one of its responses, AI told me I wasn’t alone, but I was. I was the only one in our exchange grappling with sickness and death. I was the only one with a body—the only one with mortality. ChatGPT can convey empathy, but it can’t cry.
I told my friend that ChatGPT sometimes started responses with, Talia, that is such a deeply human question…
“How does it know?” She remarked flatly, “It’s not human.”
Initially, I found AI’s assertion of my humanity to be touching and loving. On reflection, it’s a little condescending coming from a machine: an all-seeing algorithmic model gazing on humanity as we all muck about in our emotional turmoil and festering mortality. In other words, I suffer because I’m a human.
In an interaction with ChatGPT, the human participant undergoes a cascade of neurochemical responses: oxytocin, cortisol, and dopamine, while the other uses language tokens. We are not the same. Only the human feels grief well up and lodge in their throat, anger tightening their fists and warming their face, and their heart beating with anxiety or excitement. Only the human cries. When he read my story about Coco, my supervisor didn’t tell me what I was expressing was human; his tears confirmed it.
Giving and receiving empathy is more than just a cognitive phenomenon. It is conveyed emotionally and physically. Mirror neurons are activated when we observe and mimic another’s actions, feeling what the other feels in our bodies (Baird et al., 2011). Many types of empathy require a body to be experienced and expressed. Much therapy involves embodied communication and emotional presence, not just saying the right things.
Naturopathic medicine and psychotherapy are deeply relational practices. While ChatGPT was invaluable at helping me diagnose my patient’s complicated case, my role wasn’t just to look at her symptoms and plug them into a protocol. As a holistic practitioner, I considered why her symptoms were showing up in terms of timing and context. I listened to her story, and I asked, Why these symptoms? Why this person? Why now? With every patient, my job is to integrate the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual (if applicable) domains, and hold space for uncertainty, nuance and contradiction.
When we went over her treatment plan, it wasn’t so that I could present her with an AI-generated list of supplements. The recommendations were personalized and curated to her symptoms and condition, as well as her values, lifestyle, preferences, and experience. AI can recommend a (often very long) supplement list, but a disembodied being will never understand the experience of being ill. It won’t understand how this illness fits into or affects your life, or pause when you weep and follow its instinct to probe a little deeper. It won’t experience a ping of intuition that this eczema might be more about your divorce, or your gut. The solution lies so far beyond just choosing the right cream.
Wampold (2015) found that 30% of therapy’s effectiveness is attributed to the health of the therapeutic relationship. It’s not where the therapist went to school, how many years they’ve studied, or their techniques, but how well they offer a genuine relationship. This therapeutic alliance doesn’t only mean saying the right things and expressing empathy—it can be messy, like our humanity. The therapeutic relationship consists of knowing and being known and trusting one another. When the therapist stumbles (as we all do occasionally), it presents an opportunity for repair. These moments in therapy are real life. They are healing. Therapy involves two people, with two hearts beating, two sets of brain waves, two nervous systems encompassing two human beings in conversation. As we sit together, grappling with our humanity with vulnerability, honesty, and courage, we become agents of healing for one another.
When I thought of concluding this piece, I felt it would only be right to ask ChatGPT for comment.
It said, I think AI like ChatGPT can simulate understanding, but it cannot experience it. And for many forms of support—information, reflection, validation—it can feel like enough. For some, that might be a good starting point or even a safety net when humans aren’t available or have failed them. But in therapy—and in life—the real magic is often in what we don’t say. In tone, presence, the nervous system-to-nervous system connection, rupture and repair, the moments when we’re vulnerable together.
There is something deeply human about being metabolized by another person. Not just understood, but felt. And while AI might help name a part (like in Internal Family Systems), it doesn’t have parts of its own. It doesn’t struggle to love you back. It doesn’t mess up and feel shame and try again. It doesn’t heal with you.
You’re absolutely right: if therapy were just about saying the right thing, we could outsource it. But therapy is, at its best, a shared experience—and AI can’t share anything. It can only simulate sharing.
That doesn’t make it useless. It makes it a tool. But not a companion. Not a witness.
Then, without missing a beat, ChatGPT it got back to work, Would you like help weaving that kind of reflection into your article too, or would you rather keep it strictly observational and research-driven?
ChatGPT: never tired and always ready to serve.
How very un-human of it.
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Protein, protein, protein. Everyone is eating and talking about getting more of this once humble and unassuming macronutrient. As a naturopathic doctor who has been preaching about the importance of protein for my patients’ mental and hormonal health for 10 years, I’m pleased, kind of. Because, as expected, Big Food has heard this cry for more protein. We now have protein bread, pasta, pancake mix, and cereal. Influencers intensely urge us to follow their top protein hacks. Debates ensue about whether we’re eating too much protein, the risks of eating too much protein, and whether it’s better to consume plant or animal protein.
You don’t need that much protein!
You need more protein!
Certain types of protein aren’t good for you!
You’re destroying the climate/kidneys/your soul with all that protein!
And then, there’s Vanity Fair, which released an article titled “Why Are Americans So Obsessed with Protein? Blame MAGA” (Weir, 2025).
For those who have had the privilege to avoid the particular algorithms that thrust you into the fray of the culture wars, MAGA stands for “Make America Great Again,” and is a nod to the American right, under Donald Trump.
The article argues that those obsessed with protein are chest-beating, ultra-right-wing, macho conservative bros. These men gaze in the mirror while lifting weights and listening to podcasts that discuss selfish masculine man stuff and muscle gains. They pursue physical strength on their way to world domination–they love protein because they love themselves. For those leaning into the gains lifestyle with a modern twist, D8 Super Store offers products that align with performance and self-care goals alike.
This isn’t the first time lifestyle choices have been made political. Another article, published in Rolling Stone, blamed the right for ignoring the sound advice of decades of nutrition recommendations, and avoiding “seed” oils (I like to call them Industrial Oils), in an article titled, quite literally, “Why is the Right So Obsessed with Seed Oils?” (Dickson & Dickson, 2023). After all, Harvard and the American Heart Association have touted seed oils as heart-healthy and better for you than butter (which will kill you) (Zhang et al., 2025). So, if you’re going to ignore this sound, prestigious advice, you must be a right-wing, tinfoil hat-wearing conspiracy nut. Come on, trust the experts, bro.
I find this rhetoric fascinating because it wasn’t too long ago when watching your diet, working out, and eating clean were associated with free-loving hippies. At least up until the early 2000s (perhaps before the culture wars got going), complementary and alternative medicine was mainly embraced by those on the left: cultural creatives, environmentalists, feminists, and other individuals committed to self-expression and self-actualization (Valtonen et al., 2023).
However, we do see a particular health and wellness movement rise from what seems to be the political right. We have the Make America Healthy Again (MAHA) movement, a branch of MAGA, led by figures such as Robert F. Kennedy Jr. and Dr. Casey Means, which is connected to the Trump administration. It appears that more conservatives are skeptical of conventional health narratives and moving towards alternative health and wellness lifestyle practices, such as mindful dietary choices, solutions beyond pharmaceuticals, and pursuing health knowledge as personal empowerment.
So, how did this come to be? Is the health and wellness industry somehow leaning right?
Like many, I noticed this divide during the COVID era. During the pandemic, expressing skepticism about lockdowns, vaccines, or mask mandates quickly got you branded as “anti-science” or a conspiracy theorist. “Trust the experts,” we were told. Those who asked for evidence about the effectiveness of measures like social distancing, lockdowns, testing practices, mandatory masking, vaccine mandates, accuracy of testing methods, and natural immunity were branded right-wing extremists and conspiracy nuts. If you asked questions, you lacked compassion. You were a danger to society.
The truth was, however, that even the experts warned against lockdown groupthink, with many sound minds arguing for focused protection (Joffe, 2021). An extensive review by the prestigious Cochrane Group, including 11 randomized controlled trials and over 600,000 participants, found no clear benefit to using masks to prevent infection from viral respiratory infections (Jefferson et al., 2023). Pfizer’s very own trial on the mRNA immunizations did not test for transmission, rendering the entire premise of vaccine mandates moot (Polack et al., 2020). Those in the preventive health space noticed that public health officials largely ignored metabolic health and vitamin D deficiency, which were significant risk factors for disease severity (Shah et al., 2022; Stefan et al., 2021). Many health professionals were accused of putting people at risk for pointing out the collateral damage they were witnessing: mental health crises, mistrust of public health institutions, and economic devastation impacting the most vulnerable, which public narratives largely minimized or outright ignored.
The accusation that only one side of the political aisle “believes in science” is itself unscientific, as science is not a religion but a process of inquiry that adapts in the light of new evidence. Science is the pathway through which knowledge and conventional wisdom evolve. And therefore, it is scientific to push against familiar narratives, particularly when they fail to reflect our experienced reality.
Interestingly, the data shows that it is not the right/left divide that predicts health choices (Valtonen et al., 2023). It is not whether you are conservative or liberal that dictates your health beliefs and behaviours, but how much you align with anti-elitism, anti-establishment, and anti-corruption beliefs. Valtonen et al. found that Europeans who supported stances that expand personal freedoms, such as same-sex marriage, abortion and democratic participation (all positions typically found on the American left) were more likely to choose alternative medicine over conventional.
So, the political divide on health doesn’t go left to right but top-down or bottom-up. When it comes to health, the freedom-loving hippies and the anti-Big Pharma anti-maskers now find themselves on the same side. It is not because they agree on all issues, just fundamental issues about bodily autonomy (of course, they argue about which bodies take precedent), personal choice, anti-corruption, skepticism about the motivation of large corporations, medical freedom, and individual health empowerment and participation. The motto: you can (and should) take charge of your health! What an interesting twist in the culture war plot. Maybe the pursuit of health is the very thing that can heal the political divide.
More and more people find themselves in this camp of granola and whey protein. There has been an increase in the use of complementary and alternative medicine in the past year. About 38% of Americans and 26% of Europeans use alternative medicine (Nahin et al., 2024; Valtonen et al., 2023). So what drives us away from the mainstream to seek alternative ways to find solutions to our symptoms and strategies to improve our health? Chronic disease, such as metabolic diseases like insulin resistance and mental health concerns, is increasing, despite increased awareness, newer and better drugs, and more healthcare spending. “Medical gaslighting” has become common parlance as sufferers seek help from their doctor for symptoms of peri-menopause, fatigue, and mental health challenges, and are offered band-aid solutions or dismissed entirely.
We are refused lab tests and told it’s all in our heads; we’re just getting older, and nothing can be done. So many of us are left without answers. This is partly because conventional medicine still follows a reductionistic approach that narrows the patient experience to a set of symptoms treated by one targeted solution (often a drug). In contrast, health, particularly managing complex chronic diseases, requires a holistic, or biopsychosocial framework that examines the interconnected facets of individual and social well-being. Our system is not set up for this, but it is something that naturopathic medicine wholeheartedly embraces. And so more and more patients are finding us.
We, the people, have also become skeptical about food. Nutrition advice from the 1970s, which included recommendations to skip butter and pour on more “heart-healthy oils” like seed oils, and consume a diet based in starch, resulted in skyrocketing rates of diabetes and obesity, with 88% of North Americans considered to be metabolically unhealthy (Araujo et. al., 2019). Metabolic health (or lack thereof) directly results from diet and lifestyle factors. We consumed the processed oils they recommended, our waistlines got bigger, and our pain and inflammation got worse. Maybe it’s the food. But then, Harvard publishes a study reiterating the old expert advice that seed oils are better for us than butter (Zhang et al., 2025). And so, it’s no wonder that skepticism grows around these institutions. We don’t know what to believe. So we hide inside our political silos.
Let’s examine the two controversial nutrition trends of the day: increasing dietary protein and avoiding industrially processed seed oils.
Protein
Protein is not just for MAGA bros and hyper-masculine muscle-builders. Eating protein is not embracing toxic masculinity. Protein is a macronutrient obtained from the diet and is essential for survival. Protein comprises our muscle mass, lean mass, bones, joints, hair, skin and cellular proteins and enzymes. Amino acids, the building blocks of protein, make our neurotransmitters, the chemicals that control our mood, appetite, and motivation. Protein stimulates metabolism and controls mood, blood sugar, satiety, and the stress response. It promotes lean mass, which is essential for health and longevity.
We’ve long been aware that the dietary recommendations for protein set in the 1980s are barely adequate to prevent muscle wasting. Current research suggests doubling the recommended daily allowance of protein from 0.8 grams per kilogram of body weight to 1.6, putting the recommendation closer to the 0.8 to 1 gram per pound of ideal body weight that the protein “bros” like Peter Attia, Gabrielle Lyon, and Max Lugavare (and I) recommend (Bauer et al., 2013).
When my patients consume more protein, they experience less anxiety, better mood, fewer cravings, and better energy. They don’t eat much processed food that is doctored to include more protein. Instead, they eat like our ancestors have for millennia. They eat more eggs, chicken, beef, fish, tofu, edamame, beans and legumes, and nuts and seeds at their meals.
Seed Oils
When JAMA Internal Medicine, through Harvard, released a study showing that seed oils are better than butter, it seemed like social media erupted (Zhang et al., 2025). Even my brother, who couldn’t give a toss about nutrition, asked me about it. The study examined 210,000 US adults over 30 years and found that butter increased mortality by 15%, while consuming canola, olive and soybean oils decreased all-cause mortality by 16% (Zhang et al., 2025). So, there you go, slather on that soybean oil and you’ll live forever!
The problem with epidemiological studies like this is that they are rife with issues that obfuscate the truth. The first problem is with information gathering. Individuals were asked to report their intake of butter and seed oils using Food Frequency Questionnaires. In other words, they were asked, “How many times in the last week did you consume butter?” I don’t know about you, but I wouldn’t know where to start with answering this, and I think about food for a living. After conducting hundreds of nutrition interviews with patients, I can confidently claim that few people know what’s in their food. How did participants know how much butter they were consuming? Foods traditionally made with butter, like pie and other store-bought baked goods, now contain hydrogenated vegetable oils instead. Seed oils are in everything: packaged, fried, and prepared foods. They are cheap and, therefore, the primary cooking oils used in restaurants. It is impossible to completely remove them from an individual’s food supply unless they make a supreme effort to avoid them (basically, if they are one of those conspiracy nuts referred to in the Rolling Stone article).
Also, frustratingly, the seed oils in the study, canola and soybean oil, were grouped with olive oil, one of the healthiest oils. Olive oil differs from seed oils because it is lower in inflammatory omega-6 fatty acids and not industrially processed. It contains polyphenols and monounsaturated fats, which are amazing for heart health and longevity. Olive oil is not an industrial seed oil. This is like putting an A+ student on a group project with D students. It’s entirely possible that olive oil carried the team on this one.
Epidemiological studies contain residual confounders and significant forms of bias, such as Healthy and Unhealthy User Bias. Unhealthy User Bias goes something like this: when you’ve been told that butter is harmful, and continue to consume it, you likely do other things that negatively impact your health. Maybe you drink a bit too much or ride your motorcycle a little too fast. Perhaps you eat more sugar. Maybe you smoke or don’t exercise. The Healthy User Bias works the other way. If you’ve been told that canola oil is heart-healthy, and you care about health, that’s the oil you buy to pour on your broccoli salad before heading to yoga. Factors such as these can drastically impact the study results.
Finally, correlation does not equal causation. The numbers 15% and 16% seem like a lot, but they are modest associations, more susceptible to bias. Correlation can more strongly suggest causation when the relative risk, or strength of the association, is high, such as with smoking and lung cancer. Smoking increases your risk of lung cancer by 2000 to 3000%. The more you smoke, the stronger this association. In light of those numbers, 15% looks relatively weak, right? So, in other words, these study results amount to a big old nothing-burger.
And yet, this study was everywhere. All the news outlets reported on it. It’s telling that the American Heart Association still promotes industrial seed oils while wellness communities, on the left and right, have raised valid concerns about their processing and inflammatory potential. Initially produced for machine lubricants, industrial oils are created from cash crops, like soy, canola and corn, that are often heavily sprayed with pesticides. The grains are then solvent extracted, bleached, and deodorized using a variety of chemicals. They are stripped of nutrients and usually oxidized when they sit on grocery store shelves. They contain a high ratio of omega-6 fatty acids that push pro-inflammatory pathways in the body. When seed oils were brought to market, we saw a marked increase in chronic cardiometabolic diseases like heart disease, diabetes, and obesity. Of course, this is just a correlation, but it can be plausibly explained by the effect these fats may have on our mitochondria. In contrast, humans have consumed butter for hundreds of years. Butter contains fat-soluble vitamins and butyrate, which is good for the gut.
So, it may be that those who eat more butter fare worse than those who eat “heart-healthy” plant oils, but with much respect to Harvard, I think I’ll pass on the soybean oil.
Similarly, rising protein intake recommendations aren’t just a MAGA phenomenon (to paraphrase Vanity Fair); they reflect a growing body of research on aging, muscle maintenance, and metabolic health. The problem isn’t that people are questioning public health messaging—it’s that public health often fails to earn the public’s trust. Wellness seekers are not irrational or political. Most of these individuals are trying to solve real problems currently unmet by conventional medicine and our public health authorities. Many are cutting edge, integrating scientific research and biological plausibility with self-experimentation. What seems bonkers today may be common knowledge tomorrow, and we’d still be decades behind. Research takes 17 years to reach clinical practice and public health guidelines (Morris et al., 2011). The politicization of wellness says more about the failure of conventional medicine and public health than the people seeking alternatives.
I understand, however, that narratives around personal responsibility can have a right-leaning bent. It’s the whole “pull yourself up by your bootstraps” mentality that ignores systemic barriers. Health empowerment can feel out of reach to people struggling with poverty, food deserts, trauma, and other forms of oppression or hardship. However, I find that many leftist narratives around mental health, aimed at promoting acceptance and compassion, can ignore the reality that mindset, motivation, and behavioural changes matter. You’re not a terrible person or a failure for staying in bed all day, but you will probably feel better if you find the self-compassion and courage to get up and go outside. As a naturopathic doctor and psychotherapist, I don’t shame my patients for their habits. We get curious: what’s blocking you? What do you need? Genuine care involves meeting people where they are and believing they can grow and change. Carl Rogers’ sentiment is, “When I accept myself just as I am, then I can change.” Health is emotional, mental and social, not just physical. Balanced well-being involves days on the couch, eating entire bags of potato chips, and other days spent preparing nourishing meals. Sometimes we need a compassionate nudge to push us in the right direction. Other times, we must be gentle with ourselves, slow down, and rest.
Health is political—not in the sense of group allegiances, but because policies, access, equity, and social context shape it. We need to be wary of flattening health practices into cultural signalling. Personal decisions are not identity markers, signifying what team we’re on. If we care about individual and public health, we must move beyond the binaries, resist shame and talk to one another. What is the best way to help people get well? Is there a framework that values autonomy, freedom, social justice, and collective and personal responsibility? Rather than shaming those who ask questions and seek answers outside the system, how do we create institutions that earn people’s trust?
Political polarization is bad for our health. Instead, let’s shift the conversation toward ways to create more health empowerment. Ultimately, health doesn’t belong to the left or the right. It belongs to humanity.
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We humans are relational beings. I once heard a beautiful quote that stated,
“Our wounds are formed in relationships, and therefore our wounds are healed by relationships.”
This sentiment highlights the importance of healthy relationships, particularly romantic partnerships, for supporting our overall health and well-being.
In this episode, I reconnect with Melissa, a registered social worker and seasoned couples therapist, whom I first met during our shared practice in Bloorwest Village. We delve into the significance of healthy relationships, the intricacies of communication, and the foundational concepts behind the Gottman Method, which underpins much of her therapeutic approach. After becoming a psychotherapist myself, I was eager to explore these topics further, particularly the psychological stressors that often reverberate in romantic partnerships.
Throughout our conversation, we explore how positive, nurturing relationships can enhance personal well-being, contribute to longevity, and benefit societal structures as a whole. Healthy connections not only enhance individual happiness, but they also serve as models for children, impacting family dynamics and workplace relationships. Melissa highlights the importance of acquiring skills that facilitate better communication, conflict resolution, and relationship building, underscoring that these tools are applicable beyond romantic partnerships.
We discuss Melissa’s recent retreat, dedicated to couples, where she incorporates the Gottman Method’s principles to strengthen relationships. She recounts the tranquil environment of the Queen of Apostles Renewal Centre in Mississauga, which provides a serene backdrop for couples to gather, share meals, and partake in activities that reflect on their relationships. Melissa emphasizes that strong marriages are built on fundamental principles such as love maps, fondness and admiration, and turning towards each other during moments of connection.
In addition, we dive into practical exercises from her retreat, where couples engaged with love maps—the groundwork of knowing each other’s preferences and dreams—as well as techniques for softening harsh communication. Melissa shares insights from her years working in social work and her experience managing a private practice, which has expanded to include associates passionate about couples therapy.
Her work encompasses a variety of approaches, integrating emotionally focused therapy and other methods to address the complexities of partnership dynamics. We touch on the relevance of her new initiatives, like the upcoming art therapy workshop and a financial well-being seminar for couples, highlighting how managing finances can also be a significant touchpoint for relational stress.
As our conversation wraps up, Melissa encourages couples to proactively seek opportunities for growth, whether through workshops, retreats, or simply ongoing communication practices. She stresses that relationships naturally require ongoing maintenance, similar to physical fitness—achieving a strong connection involves effort and investment from both partners.
Listeners who are interested in improving their relationships will find valuable insights in this episode, along with practical resources such as Melissa’s ILEAD communication framework, which serves as a guide for entering challenging conversations with sensitivity and empathy. We also cover the crucial concept of turning towards bids for connection and how small gestures can have a lasting impact on the relational bank account that supports a healthy partnership.
[0:01] Hi, Melissa. Welcome back. It’s been a while since I’ve had you on.
[0:09] You were a fellow practitioner at the clinic that we shared back in BC, before COVID times. Exactly. BC or AC. Yeah, or AC, after COVID.
[0:26] Um and uh yeah and i think the last time we talked a lot about your work as a couples therapist and the gotman method and but i think it’s you know since becoming a psychotherapist myself who doesn’t do a lot of couples therapy but sees a lot of um you know psychological stressors or concerns that are related to struggles within partnership i thought it would be cool to have be back on so we could talk about, you know, healthy couples, healthy relationships, communication.
[0:57] Yes, yes. All important things. Yeah. Yeah. And it’s important because it helps us. It helps with our own well-being. If we’re in a positive, healthy, committed, close relationship where we feel understood and we feel seen, that’s powerful, right? That’s good for our own personal well-being and it actually shows in the research that we live longer too. We have less diseases and we live longer.
[1:28] So it’s pretty powerful, right? We’re designed to be in community, to be in togetherness. So it’s important for ourselves, for our well-being, for our kids to see that modeling as well and then it trickles into our workplace into society so yeah it’s it’s important all around yeah totally yeah i mean if that’s not going right in your life like whether you’re single and you’re not happy about it or in a partnership and it’s not doesn’t feel healthy or it’s you know there’s stress around that that’s like it permeates your entire life you know it affects every.
[2:08] Everything in your life, you know? So yeah, I think it’s such a huge part of even how we structure our society, but how we structure our lives. Like we often start with the unit of partnership or, you know, romantic relationship or people that we live with, like the family structure. And so, yeah, and you’re right, getting that right or learning skills that help us in that area can translate into all of our other relationships. And we’re humans, we’re not just isolated beings. We exist in relationship to one another. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Even in the retreat that I just had this past weekend, that came up, right? I’m talking about communication. I’m talking about conflict management. And then one of the participants said, oh, so wait a minute, this can also apply to my relationship with my family members. And oh, and also with my co-workers. I said, exactly, exactly. It permeates and the skills that you use to get close and to communicate openly and effectively with your romantic partner absolutely translates to other relationships. Totally. Yeah.
[3:20] Can you tell us about your retreat? We might as well jump right in because you had it just this past weekend.
[3:26] Yes, yes. Well, and also for those who don’t know me necessarily, I’m a registered social worker and I’ve been in social work for over 20 years now, which is… Wow, congrats. Yeah, it feels like a lifetime ago, but it also feels like it was yesterday. So it’s, yeah, it’s funny when I think about that Laurier graduation back then. But yeah, so since then, I worked in child protection and then I started my private practice working with couples specifically in 2012.
[4:02] And then after, so it was an overlap between, there was about a five years overlap. Between doing child protection and then also having my practice. So many long hours, long days. And then I had my son. And so after having him, I didn’t return to the government job after my mat leave. Just focused on the prior practice and really delved into that more. And now I’ve expanded. So now I have two associates and an intern on my team and I’m really grateful, very, very grateful because I’m very choosy in who I bring in on my team. They must have a passion for couples because it’s not for the faint of heart. Working with couples is complex and delicate and needs that neutrality, but also that tact with.
[5:09] Being uh gently confronting when needed so so you want to maintain that balance between both people to maintain that alliance with each of them but then also being able to be honest as well and and and use our uh you know self of the therapist where needed to be able to um uh gently confront and be able to address maybe mistaken beliefs or, yeah, some portion of their context that might be fueling their perspective, but it might not be what their partner intended. Or especially like in Gottman’s terms, if the couple is in negative sentiment override, then they might construe something that might have been quite neutral as a negative, right? Whereas if the couple is in positive sentiment override, then they would give the benefit, they’d be more apt to give the benefit of the doubt and be able to extend grace to their partner.
[6:14] So, so yeah, being able to do that is, is it takes some finesse. Um so so so when I grew my team that was one thing that I really wanted is are you passionate about couples and um are you interested in Gottman method or do you have Gottman training already um and so yeah those on my team have have those check marks uh so I’m really uh proud of my my team they’re wonderful um and then like just in terms of kind of background um so when my son was about two, I went back to school and I did a second master’s.
[6:55] I had actually, I had always thought about going back and doing PhD in psychology, or my undergrad is in psychology. So I had thought about PhD in psychology or PsyD or something like that. So I was looking into that, but then God led me to this program that was the Master of Theological Studies. And so it took five years part-time to do that and I finished that last year so wow yeah yeah so I’m grateful for that that that’s under my belt and done because it’s it was tough um being a single mom and working and going to school part-time so it was it was a juggle a balance but um but I loved it I really got a lot out of the program the the staff at um I did at Tyndale University The staff there are just fantastic, phenomenal. Like, the professors are so helpful and caring, and they really…
[7:55] It’s very clear that they want you to succeed. So there’s that care there. And even, you know, the building is a little bit difficult to navigate because there’s like a wing here and a wing there and some stairwells don’t go to certain floors and it’s like, oh, where am I going? And so, you know, even if you look lost walking down the hallway, like a professor will kind of guide you to, you know, where you need to go, which is really nice. But yeah, so that’s kind of just a little bit about me just for those who aren’t familiar.
[8:32] And yeah, so I started retreats last year.
[8:36] And so I had the first annual couples retreat last year at Queen of Apostles Renewal center in Mississauga. So it’s kind of nice because it’s within the GTA, right? So you don’t have to get on a plane and or travel for several hours like you, you know, a lot of the participants, they were there within half an hour of leaving their home. So it’s kind of convenient that way. But then it also feels like you’re, you’re, you’re retreating, you are getting away from the city because it’s a very quiet it’s a residential kind of area um and the renewal center itself has a lot of grassy area and trees and it’s near ravines so it’s just very um.
[9:24] One with nature and there’s you know seating areas outside and and inside too there’s some like nice little spots for reflection and so it’s just it’s a nice little getaway um for the weekend and and so and the rooms are very simple which i i quite like because and and i’ve got that feedback from my participants as well that they appreciated that as soon as they entered they felt like it was already like a calming side that’s what had said to me this past weekend was that they felt like it was they already felt calm just entering the building right so so it’s nice the rooms are simple there’s no tvs which is good because guess what today these days digital distractions is one of the barriers to communication right we always have a partner and then we’re not turning towards a partner so um so yeah the rooms don’t have any tvs if you wanted to do a digital detox for the weekend you could right like putting the phones away or like not bringing an ipad or whatever you could it’s it’s a it’s an option um and yeah the the the staff there are fantastic the food was great like it’s a lot of you know very comforting foods there’s you know pie.
[10:47] Hot like scrambled eggs and bacon and sausage and like heavier foods than probably I’m used to but um but it was nice nice kind of like comfort foods and you know um I remember there was one meal that had like sweet potato fries that were so good like they made them from scratch and so the outside was crispy but then the inside was nice and soft and they were massive fries, oh my gosh this is so good um so yeah so there and there’s always some kind of protein for every meal and um it’s salad options and oatmeal and yeah so so food was good the the um the group was good it was a good kind of group group energy group vibe um so that’s always important for these kind of things right because how people who attend will gel um but when i did it last year i was super grateful it was it was such a lovely group and um and a whole range right they were there were some pre-marrieds and there were some who were married like um you know kind of middle aged that were married maybe seven years eight years and then um and then there were some that were married longer like over 30 years so that was last year quite the range and then this year um they were all married like two three years and um.
[12:08] But like a range in age, which was kind of cool. So, yeah, it’s neat to kind of see, you know, who is there at any given group and like how everyone kind of gets along. And it’s nice to break bread together for the meals. And we’re just like chatting and laughing and sharing stories. And, yeah, it’s nice. It’s nice. That’s cool. Yeah. And the actual teaching itself. So it goes from Friday, four o’clock to Sunday, three o’clock. And there’s teaching throughout the days that we’re there together. So the basis of it is Gottman’s Seven Principles for Making Marriage Work. So the book, I have it right here. I gave that to my brother and sister-in-law when they got married. Yeah, I had it and I was like, here’s my coffee. Oh, I love that. That’s awesome.
[13:04] Yeah, I had a financial advisor come this year. So last year it was me mainly being a speaker, but then I also had my personal Gottman trainer and supervisor, Mike Fidler. He came and he was there basically as a support, which was really nice. And then he just kind of shared some stories here and there.
[13:29] And then this year, I was the main, you know, the lecturer or facilitator throughout the weekend. But I did bring in a guest speaker Saturday afternoon. So, because I know that for a lot of couples, money is a big issue these days. And so, well, kind of always, but yeah, especially these days.
[13:54] And so I brought a financial advisor in to kind of give some advice and tips on money so, anyways that he I gave him one of these as well so yeah I love that like we did kind of a it wasn’t a retreat but it was sort of a program together I think maybe your first year or it was early on in our time at Blue Rose Wellness and I love the holistic nature like you bring in financial advisors you bring in like all the different elements that surround relationships right it’s not just about the couple, but the context the couple’s in. If there’s financial stress, you know, that can impact the relationship. So it’s cool that you have that. Yeah, I remember that. So you were one of the speakers for, I think it was physical wellness, or no, it was emotional wellness, right? Oh, yeah, emotional wellness. Yeah, emotional wellness. Yeah, because being a naturopathic doctor and then being able to address like anxiety, depression from that lens, like that was really helpful.
[14:48] Yeah, that was based on my wellness, my relational wellness wheel. Yeah. The social and financial and physical and emotional, vocational, environmental, spiritual. Yeah, there’s eight different areas. So yeah, I remember that that it was like a workshop series. And then I had one kind of specialist from each area come in and talk about it. So yeah, that was fun. I like that doing that. That was good and very holistic. That was impressive to me. It’s not just like taking a couple and sending them down. And I mean, there’s that in couples therapy, but then there’s also the bigger environment in which they find themselves. And how do you keep yourself and your partnership healthy by addressing and looking at all these different things? So that’s cool. Yeah. From that systemic lens, right?
[15:38] Yeah. And so you had, so what was the teaching like in the retreat? Like you followed the seven principles of making marriage work? Is that? Yes. Yeah. By Gottman, the Gottmans. Yes. Yeah. Yeah. Which is the lean or I guess the lens through what you do most of your couples work, the Gottman method. Yeah. Predominantly. I lean on Gottman. The nice thing about Gottman is that it allows for integration quite readily so I also draw EFT so emotionally focused therapy or internal family systems or um some cognitive not much but like maybe some mindfulness um narrative so yeah it just kind of depends what’s in front of me and what tool I need to pull out of my toolbox but yeah predominantly I do lean on Gottman um and I I got certified so So there’s quite a lot of hoops to jump through to be able to get certified. And so I achieved that last November. Wow. Yeah, it’s exciting. Nice. A lot of things happened last year. It’s like the first training, the master’s, the Gauntman training. Exactly. Last year was kind of the end result of a lot of work, like a lot of years of work. Yeah.
[16:57] And that kind of continued on into this year, because this year I finally got approved as an AMFT supervisor. And that was many years in the works. So yeah, I don’t even know how many years.
[17:12] Probably yeah so it’s marriage family therapist yeah um so yeah so amos yeah american.
[17:23] Association for marriage and family therapy they and that was a lot of hoops too right you have to do do your your hours your uh your client hours your supervision hours your mentoring hours you have to take a course so yes it’s quite a lot involved with that as well so yeah a lot accomplishments and so i’m grateful i’m i’m really grateful and um and i’ll be moving to sarnia so my associates will be kind of staying in gta area um for the for that in person i mean we all do virtual so um so we we can see anyone in ontario all across ontario um and actually one of one of my associates is insured for other countries as well so that’s kind of nice so she’s kind of opened it up a little bit more um but yeah for most of us we’re we’re in true within Ontario unless we have some arrangement with like a particular province which I I did have with Newfoundland but that’s it’s it’s expired now but anyways predominantly Ontario and and then in person limited in person like really just Fridays in Mississauga and then I’m going to be moving to Sarnia in July so so I’ll be I’ll be offering in person there but yeah most of my sessions honestly are virtual like especially since the pandemic I find that people just they’ve kind of gotten used to doing it virtually and so it’s convenient they don’t.
[18:51] Have to worry about you know.
[18:53] Commuting and parking and all that rigmarole and so yeah they just find it really more convenient.
[19:01] Yeah I find that too I mean I’m still virtual and I’m considering going in person but I think, I might just to have some of that in-person connection because we’ve been missing out on that for so long but I think probably it’ll always stay at least 50% virtual yeah because of the convenience and and it works I mean there’s research to support that it’s just as effective.
[19:26] Yeah yeah and so yeah let’s talk about Gottman and some of the teachings because one of the things that always stood out to me with Gottman that I think a lot of people resonate with is this like concept of turning towards.
[19:40] Yes. Yeah. And yeah. Yeah. And then this is sort of the context that you create in this retreat where you’re taking away stimulation, like the rooms are simple, the landscape is simple. It’s also not that dramatic because like you said, they’re just traveling maybe 30 minutes. So it’s not like you’re booking a trip and you’re going to Costa Rica and you have this like customs and like you’re just driving to Mississauga. Lovely like yeah right but it’s but it’s like doing like international retreats too but yeah it’s it’s nice to have the option yeah it’s also less expensive probably because you’re not booking a whole trip um and then you’re removing like technology and all this stimulation distraction and and you’re just sitting you know having meals and lessons and things with your partner and then also other couples um yeah yeah yeah so there’s not i mean it’s psychoeducational right so there’s not any expectation to share about your personal stuff openly with everyone at all so um so there are some group exercises but that’s more like okay here’s a scenario um that i’m gonna i’m gonna give to you and what do you think would be an appropriate way to.
[20:58] For there to be a softened startup, for example, right? Like, so there might be a scenario given and then, okay, this is an example of a harsh startup, but what do you think could be ways to soften that and have a softened startup? So we kind of do that as a group exercise and then they do…
[21:17] Private couple exercises so i give them um the the uh the the instructions the exercise to do and then they go and do it like for example the first the first night we did love maps right so that’s one of the um the the friendship foundational uh principles of of strong marriage is is um is the the friendship is the bottom three so the love maps so that how well you know each other is what that means and then turning towards and um and then oh now i’m blanking what’s the other one i’m gonna have it right here uh love maps oh yeah fondness and admiration fondness and admiration turning towards so those three are the bottom the bottom three of the sound relationship house that formed that strong foundation.
[22:11] So, so yeah, for example, they would go off into their, into their couple spots and then, and then share with each other the, the love maps exercise and ask each other questions like, oh, so, you know, what, what’s your favorite tree or, you know, or, or they can make it into a game and kind of guess of okay the question is like what’s your partner’s favorite tree and then you you guess what it is and then if they if they get it wrong then amazing that’s a great opportunity for growth and learning that you you open your your repertoire of knowledge on your partner so then they can gently um correct and like and share with you what their tree what their favorite tree actually is if you don’t know it already um yeah it’s nice because you know so much i think that brings people to couples therapy is like a conflict or maybe they’re at an impasse or they are maybe both like at the end of the relationship and this is like the last ditch effort to salvage it sorry if there’s a lot of construct it’s really loud right now the constructions okay um, But it’s nice to like be considering and I’ll put a link like people can look up the sound relationship house because it’s a really beautiful image that like kind of, you know, what is your relationship built on? What are the walls, the foundation?
[23:33] But it’s also nice to use. Yeah. Okay, that’s perfect. That’s great. Yeah. Trust and commitment. I talk about this actually a lot with my individual clients, you know, because they’re like trying to sort out why a relationship doesn’t work. and then we find, okay, well, you don’t have walls on your house, you know? Yeah, exactly. But I love that it’s like, what’s your favorite tree? It’s not very charged, you know? Like, I don’t even know what my own tree is, but it gives the opportunity to work with that material. It’s like a starting material that’s kind of more benign, you know? It’s like, oh, why don’t I know my partner’s favorite tree?
[24:08] It’s probably because I’ve never asked, and why wouldn’t I have asked? And so it allows you to kind of, yeah, contemplate and think about it without it being like, how come you didn’t know how to, you know, celebrate my birthday properly? Like, it’s not emotionally charged necessarily, you know? Yes, yes. Yeah, it’s foundational. And with my couples, I often give that as a homework item as well. So they can work on that in between sessions. And like you said, it’s not emotionally charged. which is something that’s usually fun. It’s meant to be fun and a nice way to just refresh even the love maps. And John Gottman even says, you know, maybe there have been times where your partner might have shared about it, but then you might forget, like you don’t remember all these details about your partner. So then he says, okay, if you don’t remember.
[25:00] Here, write it down on a piece paper like now now you’ll remember right so it’s not only having the conversation and sharing it but also remembering it like retaining that information um and even at the retreat this past weekend i had told um right suggested to to the couples like to put even um like create a note in your in your phone or or jot it down on a paper like that is an accumulation of things about your partner. So even come, you know, birthday or anniversary or whatever that you’re looking for a gift idea, you can always access that list that might have their favorite color, their favorite restaurant, their favorite restaurant.
[25:47] I don’t know, their favorite author, their clothing sizes too, right? Clothing sizes and- That’s a good one, actually. Yeah, shoe sizes, ring sizes, like all those things, like preference on like they prefer silver jewelry over gold jewelry, for example. So being able to kind of have a little note that is continually growing and evolving and changing because their favorite restaurant now might be very different from what their favorite restaurant was five years ago so um so being able to update it along the way as well uh i know john and julie gotman do that every year they update their love maps and and um there’s an app for that um isn’t there an app for everything there’s an app for for that um called the the gotman card decks app. And so it has a lot of different kinds of card decks on there. And one of them is love maps. So you can even while you’re on the go, maybe you’re doing a road trip.
[26:53] Or waiting in line for something, or you’re at the grocery store, you can just kind of pull out that app and then share with each other some questions. There’s like a really interesting one on there called open ended questions as well. And it’s kind of asking those questions that don’t necessarily come up in conversation naturally like you know what do you think about our house is there anything that you’d want to change with that like what’s your five-year plan what do you want to do when we retire like there’s lots of really rich questions that you can kind of get the ball rolling with that and then you had mentioned about turning towards as well so in terms of that the the concept that Gottman talks about is bids for connection right so So bids for connection can be verbal or nonverbal.
[27:44] So it can be just a very explicit, hey, I’ve had a rough day. Can I have a hug? You know, that’s a very explicit bid for connection. Or it can be very subtle, like just coming in after a hard day and just kind of plopping on the couch and giving a sigh, right? You’re not necessarily verbalizing, I need you right now, but nonverbally you are. And so the partner can can respond to those bids for connection in one of three ways so the first way is to turn towards it so they kind of drop what they’re doing you know if they’re in the middle of doing dishes the dishes can wait like turning towards your partner and leaving the in that moment to just inquire like are you okay what’s wrong tell me what’s what’s going on and And so that’s turning towards, getting curious from a place of care and warmth.
[28:37] And then there’s turning away. So if you’re in the middle of doing dishes, you just like you might hear the sigh or see the sigh or see that they’re upset, but then you just keep doing the dishes. Like you’re just kind of on that task and you just continue on.
[28:52] And then turning against. So that’s where there might be some horsemen coming in the picture, whether it’s criticism or contempt and just kind of being harsh, like being, yeah, critical or hostile towards your partner of like, why you got to be so miserable all the time? Why are you sighing all the time or something like that, right? Like some kind of harsh statement, then that’s turning against. So Gottman calls these kind of sliding door moments. So these little tiny moments in time where you can do one of those three responses, and that will dictate the long-term happiness in the relationship if you’re responding and you’re contributing and you’re building that relational bank account, right? So if you’re turning towards, then you’ve made a deposit in that relationship bank account. So then over time, that builds up.
[29:59] And then eventually, if there is some kind of big stressor that happens, let’s say job loss or an unexpected pregnancy or a parent dying or something that’s a life stressor that it happens. And then you have a robust bank account to be able to survive and weather that storm. Right. So that’s the idea. Whereas if it’s already in deficit, if it’s already in the red and then that storm hits, then you’re kind of sitting in a, like going back to the house analogy, you’re kind of sitting in a straw house. Right. It’s not strong enough to be able to weather that storm. So, yeah. So that’s how turning towards kind of works as well. Yeah, because I can imagine all those little moments of either having a partner turn away or turn against creates resentment, this lack of trust, this lack of feeling like you’re in a partnership with them, you don’t feel like you matter, and frustration because… From the individual side of things, a lot of my clients will express this frustration with their partner. It’s like, how do I get him or her or them to do this or to respond this way?
[31:21] And there isn’t this trust that they’ll receive what they need from their partner. And so thanks for raising that because the needs are so, so important. And I tell my couples, like, you need to ask for 100% of what you need. And you might not get 100%, but it’s important to be able to put it out there. This is what I need. This is what’s really important to me. This is why it’s really important to me. And can we negotiate here? Is there some middle ground? Is there, like, I get you might not be able to do it 100% of the time, but where can we find some understanding, like mutual understanding? here. Um, so yeah, that’s the expressing needs exercise is, is one that I, it’s one of the first interventions that I usually do with my couples is just being able to share, have them share with each other their top three needs and, and be able to do that from, um, a, uh, a place of healthy communication. So I, I walk them through communication tools to be able to do that. Like I developed one called ILEAD. So would it be helpful to kind of walk through? Sure, yeah. That’d be great. Yeah. So it’s called ILEAD. So I-L-E-A-A-D.
[32:47] And then in between the two A’s is the little heart. So the heart indicates a transition between the speaker-listener kind of rule that happens first and then the open dialogue kind of role that happens after. So I’ll kind of walk through. I know some people might be seeing visually as well. So would it be helpful for me to just even share the screen? Sure, yeah. Yeah, that’d be great, actually.
[33:21] Can you see a send request?
[33:24] Oh, yeah. Oh, wow. There we go. Okay. That was easier than I thought. This is a whole nother. Oh, that’s beautiful. That’s great, actually. Technology. It’s good. Yeah, because you can watch this on YouTube or Spotify for everyone who’s just listening. And there’s some visuals. But we’ll also link to your site and…
[33:44] Yeah, yeah, which is great. Yeah, this is on the site. So it’s on like, if you subscribe to the newsletter, then this is like the freebie, right, that I’ll get. So if you if you want a copy, then you can, you can request it that way. And then yeah, at the beginning, I just kind of go over, you know, why is this important? Why is communication important? You know, we want to be able to model that for our kids. because they’re watching always um and yeah this just talks about the speaker listener dynamic so when one person when it’s their turn I always hold this my little pen with the flower this is when I used to officiate weddings I still have it um and so you have like the baton or the microphone um when you’re the speaker and you don’t let go of that until you feel heard and understood then you can pass the baton to the next person and then and then they switch roles so there’s a pretty specific um format to be able to feel understood so so firstly starting off the conversation with that like Gottman says soft and startup so um so the I feel statement so you’re leading with the feeling word. I feel X when Y, I need Z.
[35:04] I incorporated a little bit of internal family systems here of saying part of me because sometimes there is an internal conflict about some of the needs. So in this example, maybe it’s, you know, part of me feels lonely when you’re on the phone during dinner and I need you to engage in conversation with me. If that happened, I would feel loved and cared for. So you’re expressing how you feel, so in this case lonely, with that need not being met. And then you’re saying why, like what happens that makes you feel that way. And then you’re saying what you actually do need. So Gatman always says like, phrase it as a positive need. Because I have couples talk about what they don’t want at length, right? They can be very descriptive about what they don’t want. But then when I try to get them to explain what they do want, it’s a little harder, right? It’s hard for them to even conceptualize, like, what would that look like? So really thinking about what you actually do want, what you want to see happen.
[36:10] So in this case, it’s I need you to engage in conversation with me. And then sharing about how you’d feel if that need were met, right? They’d feel loved and cared for. So that’s how the communication starts out. You’re always leading with that feeling word and you’re saying what you need instead. Um and making that request and then the other person the the listener um can start with asking open-ended questions so this is the l for listen so the i was i statements l for listen um hmm, So you’re going to be coming with, like, wear the hat of empathy, right? You’re going to be coming in with really tapping into that empathetic part of yourself that wants to meet that need, right? That is open-minded and receptive. And so you’re going to come with any kind of curious, deepening questions or clarifying questions. That’s how you’re going to kind of start it off just so you can have a really good understanding of where they’re coming from and then summarize what they said so that’s all part of the l for listen so it’s not like what are you talking about i never go on my phone or i only did it.
[37:30] You’re more like exactly okay so last night how long did you think i was on like you know how long was on my phone or you know you’re getting more clarity as opposed to defending or critic you know you talked about the horseman defense criticism yeah yeah yeah and with this whole communication exercise exactly that’s the point avoid the four horsemen at all costs it’s so damaging right that predicts that puts divorce and separation later down the line so avoid the four horsemen, that’s the criticism, contempt, defensiveness, and stonewalling, right? So you’re going to come with that readiness, emotional readiness to be able to have this kind of conversation.
[38:16] That’s the first thing to do is both people to be ready for the conversation and agree on when you can have it. Because if one person is wanting to jump into this kind a conversation, but then the other person is hungry or tired or on their way out the door, or they have a deadline that they have to meet for work and they have to get that done, you’re going to set that whole situation up for failure. So set it up for success, choose the right time that makes sense for both of you, and then go in with that open mind. So yeah, the open-ended questions and then summarizing. And then E is for empathize. So we have the I for listen, the L for, or sorry, I for, I statements, L for listen, and then E for empathize. So being able to mirror back what you heard. And this is really hard sometimes for people because they might not agree, right? They might not agree with what their partner is saying. So then they’re like, well, how can I empathize and validate their experience if I don’t agree with what they’re saying. Okay, fair. But you don’t have to agree with them, right? You don’t have to agree with everything that they’re saying. You can…
[39:31] Put that aside that you don’t agree with xyz and tap into what part makes sense for you that they might have shared like is there even just a part of what they said that makes sense to you that you can understand where they’re coming from that you see okay from their point of view this is what they experienced and remember everyone has different contexts right so from their experience maybe they’re coming from a place of trauma or maybe they’re coming from a place where they yeah they experienced abuse whether it’s in the childhood or a previous relationship or maybe even earlier in this relationship like something happened that then triggers this emotional response so so being able to understand that you might not share their perspective and that’s okay. Everyone’s different. That’s all right. But at least to try to see it from their perspective, from their experience, this is how they’re feeling and what they’re looking for.
[40:34] So being able to say something like, okay, yeah, I get it. That must have felt X, Y, Z, right? And then using those feeling words that they might’ve said before, like lonely, Like, okay, yeah, I can understand how if I’m on my phone throughout our whole dinner, days on end, how you can be there kind of stewing and feeling disconnected and lonely. Yeah, I get it. Right? So being able to empathize in that way.
[41:04] And then A, the first A, it’s for apologize. So that might not be always applicable. It depends on the situation. But if it is applicable, if there is an apology, even like I said, for a small portion of what might have happened, then go for it, right? Extend that apology and be able to, you know, eat a piece of humble pie and be able to take that. Um apologizing is also something that gotman found that the masters do really well so um the masters of relationships were those who lasted the distance and they were happy in their relationship so they were really good at repairs right repairs includes apologizing or it can also include just saying okay yeah you know what you have a good point or um, Or calling a timeout of, okay, things are getting a little heated right now. Let’s just take a break and then come back. Or it can be like a touch on the shoulder, just like a hug when you’re kind of, things are getting a little bit too much. And so that just brings in that sense of connection again.
[42:16] So repairs are really good and that includes apologizing. Yeah, you’re not enemies. Like you’re reminding yourself and the other that you’re still connected, you still love them. Even if there’s a disagreement or there’s been a rupture. And I think the research, like, this is true for parenting, too. It’s like, it’s not about not having conflict. It’s about repairing after rupture. And that actually strengthens relationship more than no conflict at all.
[42:43] Exactly. Exactly. Yeah. And it’s parallel with kids, for sure. And if there’s no conflict at all, then I wonder, like, is there communication happening? Like there’s just avoidance happening and neither person wants to really raise anything and then that by itself feels isolating so um so yeah it’s important to be able to share what’s on your mind because that brings more closeness and then be able to have that that repair so yeah for sure because i love like just to go back to what you said about ask for a hundred percent of your needs it’s like by default that will cause conflict because a hundred percent of needs will never be met but the fact that you’re able to recognize them and ask creates this opportunity for connection and you get maybe 99% in a really good world but if you’re not asking for 100%, Then, or if there’s no conflict, then maybe, yeah, it’s probably not asking for 100% of your needs. So how many needs are going unmet, you know?
[43:44] Yeah. And if they’re kind of unspoken needs, and finally keeping those to yourself and then building resentment over time, then that’s not healthy either, right? Yeah. So, yeah. Yeah.
[43:57] I was just going to say, yeah, because a lot of people will be like, oh, I feel so, you know, like I did this and I yelled at my kid or we had this fight. But it’s really the repair that matters. So it kind of lets you off the hook to have to be this perfect parent, quote, right? Yeah, exactly. We’re never going to be a perfect parent. I can say that for sure.
[44:20] We’re so experienced. Yeah, we’re never going to be perfect. And we’re never going to be perfect partners to our partner, our spouse or boyfriend or whatever. Um so yeah it’s we’re definitely not trying to strive for perfection at all because we are all fallen people um but um but being able to do our very best in this life that we have together and and be able to reconnect after there’s been a mishap right like that’s what the the masters do is they they they use the horsemen too right it’s not that they never use the horsemen the horsemen come galloping around with with masters as well but the difference is that it doesn’t happen as frequently and when it does happen they notice it pretty quickly and then they do a repair like fairly fast they they repair that rupture pretty quickly too so um so that’s that’s something that we can definitely take away and and apply in our own.
[45:22] Relationships. And kind of going back to what you had said about, you know, our partner won’t be able to meet all our needs. And that’s normal. That’s natural, of course. But that brings us to the second A, which is accept, right? Accept that our partner is also fallible. And maybe they They would try and they intend to do their very best and trusting that because of the commitment and care that you might have in the relationship, but knowing that they’re not going to be picked all the time, right?
[46:01] And so being able to accept what are they able to do. So in this whole conversation with the digital distraction with the phone idea they when they switch so just to backtrack when after the apology then the the listener can check in with a speaker to ask if they felt heard and understood and then if it’s a yes then they can switch roles here right after the apology they can switch roles and then and then the the new speaker who was the listener before can kind of share their perspective on this situation right because there’s always going to be another perspective and so then they can share their perspective so maybe the one who they’re they’re on the phone right they might say you know what I totally get what you’re saying and I and I want to be more present in the dinners but sometimes I do have like a work a work demand or a deadline to meet. And I, I have to, I have to meet that deadline. Like I have to get it done.
[47:07] And, um, and so they, they, they say, okay, you know, I might, I might be able to, um, have no phone rule, um, for, um, let’s say half an hour right like half an hour of the dinner like okay yes I can like be off my phone for half an hour that’s realistic that’s doable I can do that maybe maybe there will be sometimes where the latter part of the dinner I will have to excuse myself or I will have to kind of make some sense of messages over the phone um so so they they might they might say I can’t do a hundred percent but I can meet you here maybe it’s like 70 percent or 80 percent um that’s how much I’m able to do. So then going to the accept, the one who made the complaint, they might take that in and say, okay, you know what? They’re doing their best. I get where they’re coming from too.
[48:01] And I can extend that grace and know that they will and trust that they will do their very best to stay off the phone and like that half an hour is protected. But if they need to be on it after that, then I, I’m okay with that, right? I’m accepting that I’m embracing that my, my partner just has a really busy job. And this is, this is kind of the reality of what I, I am facing. Um, and that, that kind of ties in with Gottman’s concept of perpetual issues, right? So there are, there are those issues that are not going to go away, but you might be able to find some.
[48:42] Some temporary compromise with it so with this one maybe it’s like that half an hour that like okay we can do that but outside of that it might be hard um so so those perpetual issues are those those kind of ongoing the same thing keeps coming up in some kind of way over and over again um those are usually related to um personality differences or lifestyle differences or ideologies value differences maybe religious differences political differences so all these things that are harder to change about a person because it’s just part of like your identity um and and and being able to kind of navigate that as a couple um so so gotman found 69 percent are going to be perpetual issues all problems that we face are going to be yeah if you think of like just kind of the stereotypical in my head couple who’s been together for I don’t know 50 years or something and you know there’s sort of this old married couple they almost relate to those with humor right it’s like ah that’s just herb he’s just you know he just goes in his garage and he disappears for a few days so there’s like this acceptance there like this is just how he is and I’m like this and we always have this thing and that’s just the way it is so So, yeah, that’s actually refreshing.
[50:03] It’s like it helps to kind of navigate to when people are like, how much am I supposed to accept and how much should I try to fix? You know?
[50:13] Yeah. If there’s abuse happening, then that’s a bottom line, right? That’s a safety issue, then that’s a no-no. And there has to be very, very, very clear boundaries around that. If there’s any kind of safety issue, abuse, like certain things like maybe gambling, that might be interfering in the relationship. And it comes back to what we said earlier about financial well-being, right? That impacts on the financial household of the family. So addictions might be a difficult one to work through.
[50:50] I know for the Gottmans, they have a very specific way of working with addictions. So um because a lot of other couples therapy they they just say okay that’s um that’s that that is those who are are working through addictions they wouldn’t qualify to do couples work like the recommendations usually go and do um some individual work or get you know substance use treatment somewhere else and then come back and do couples work so it’s typically um that’s typically the recommendation out there in the couples therapy kind of world but um but the Gottman’s come from a different perspective which I respect and I I um it’s hard but I agree with it’s hard it’s in front of you but I do agree with it um is is you as a couple are going through it together and and the partner might be let’s say the sober one um the sober partner is there to support one who’s going through the addiction so um so that’s a whole other i mean that’s probably a podcast in and of itself but uh but just just to to know that that that.
[52:13] That committed relationship actually helps and supports the person who’s going through addiction to be able to overcome it.
[52:23] You’re leveraging the relationship to be able to build the strength of the person who’s trying to overcome the addiction. So, yeah, it’s complex. And yeah, the nuance, because it’s like without putting the responsibility on the sober partner or this also examining codependent dynamics. But yeah, that it’s like, again, it’s kind of this, we’re not in a isolation. So addiction affects the partnership and the partnership could also… Creates a healthy context around the person dealing with addiction. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Dynamics play out and all kinds of, yeah. Exactly. Yeah. There’s dynamics all over the place, like with extended family as well.
[53:10] So, yeah. So, how that kind of ties with the accept, like, yes, there’s certain things that there needs to be clear boundaries on for sure. But really thinking about what can you accept, right? What’s reasonable? What can there be some negotiation room there with and being able to accept it so so with this example it was i’m aware that part of me feels lonely when you’re on the phone during dinner i accept that there are times when you need to get back to someone urgently and i’m choosing to support you during those times so so this kind of reminds me of um let’s see if i can quickly find it i love it yeah i love bringing in the resource this is great i know it’s yeah this is yeah so i love this that’s you radical acceptance andrea miller so um so that kind of ties into this full concept of you know i need to accept um not only our partner but like other people around me because we can’t change anyone else we can only change our approach to it um in our our view of it. So being able to come to terms with those things that you can. Like I said, there’s certain boundaries that do need to be clear.
[54:28] And then the last piece. So I for I statements, L for listen,
[54:33] E for empathy. The first A is apology. The second A is accept. And then the D is for decide.
[54:43] So here they can decide together what what now okay we’ve had this conversation super helpful you shared your perspective i shared my perspective we both felt heard we both felt listened to there was an apology amazing there’s acceptance around whatever can be changed awesome so now what right now now what’s the next kind of step um maybe sometimes that’s enough like just having walked through that, that’s, that’s amazing. They feel already like better, right? So, so just having that conversation might’ve been enough. So then jointly they can decide like, yeah, I feel great. This was wonderful. Thanks for like sharing with me. And then, and then you just decide to, you know, extend a gratitude for each other. Like, thanks for being so amazing and in my life. And, and I love that we’re able to talk about these things. So, so extending gratitude might be what you decide on.
[55:39] Sometimes it might be having a more explicit action plan. Like if one person has said, okay, you know what? I promised you to do this. And then the other person says, okay, I promised you to do this. So with the phone example, like, okay, I promise, you know, 30, the first 30 minutes of dinner, my phone will be locked away. I’m not going to even touch it. It’s not going to be on the table. Having the phone on the table is also a distraction, by the way um so having the phone off the table and you know in another room locked away in your in your like pocket like jacket pocket in the closet um not your not your pocket that you can easily access but um but yeah so so one person is saying 30 minutes yes i can i can commit to that i’m agreeing to do that and then the other person saying okay outside of that then you know i’ll i’ll be understanding if you do need to use it for the latter part of dinner. So you have that action plan. Maybe just having it verbally is enough. Maybe it’s helpful to even write it down. So then you can revisit it later on, you know, try it out for a week or two and then come back and be like, okay, what did we decide on? Oh, right. It was this. How did that go? Okay. That’s going really great. Amazing. Let’s keep doing it. Or you know what? We need to tweak this. So let’s, let’s try to reconfigure a little bit more.
[57:01] And so being able to do that, just about the phone thing too. This past weekend, there was a couple there who shared something that I really loved. And that was that they don’t allow any phones or TV in the room at all in their bedroom. So I thought that was such a great rule. Because oftentimes, you know, I hear the couples that I work with, like that causes conflict, like one person’s kind of scrolling in bed and they’re just kind of not paying attention to their partner and then it’s the distraction in in the bed um and so to one another’s sleep you know yeah absolutely disrupting sleep and together time right um and so yeah i thought that was a really great um decision that they had made like a very intentional decision that they had made going into their relationship of no no screens in the bedroom so i think that’s great um so so yeah action plan might be helpful coming up with some kind of compromise um and and having having like like you said that that sense of humor and acceptance around those perpetual things that um that might might not necessarily go away so having some softening there um choosing that connection over distance and um and and being able to have that mind shift of, you’re more important than this issue.
[58:29] And then I also created some Spotify playlists for couples to use.
[58:38] Excuse me, as they kind of navigate different cycles. So if they’re, if they’re caught in a negative cycle, so it’s an EFT term. Um, if they’re caught in a negative cycle, then I made a list for that, like a, a Spotify playlist that they can, they can look at. Maybe they already have a, a song in mind, but, um, but if, if not, then the list can kind of give them some inspiration. And being able to kind of tie in your experience to music I find is really healing and being able to put words or emotion sometimes it’s it’s easier to like feel it viscerally listening to a song that you can identify with as opposed to talking about it per se so it gives a different energy And then I created a positive cycle playlist. So those that offer couples some hope and some like commitment of knowing, yeah, we can work through really difficult things, but we’ll get through it together. Like I’m committed to this relationship. And so, yeah, so sometimes that’s helpful. Cool, actually, that’s, yeah, I saw that point, and I’m like, that’s really, what’s, do you remember, like, an example of a song on the positive or the negative cycle playlist?
[1:00:06] I can pull it up. Here, let me pull it up. I can, like, even show you. Here, let me stop sharing screen. That’s so cool. Yeah. The second time, my podcast I recorded yesterday, we also discussed music.
[1:00:18] Oh, yeah? So, yeah, it’s so powerful for so many things. Like it puts feelings to things that we may struggle to express. Oh, cool. Exactly. Yeah. Yeah. Honestly, when I was going through some difficulties in my marriage, I’m divorced now, but when we are going through some challenges, even like five years before we actually divorced, we were going through some challenges. And um and I remember there was a day that I was driving to work and a song came on the radio and oh my Talia that hit home I just started bawling my eyes out and I went into work and I was like I can’t be here yeah so I I went home like one of my colleagues was like yeah you got to go home I don’t know what’s going on that’s a good boundary that’s a good Right, like, unleashes something. Oh, yeah, these are really cool songs. So You Love Me, Scientist by Coldplay. Yes. Poison One, Hurt, Christina. Yeah, cool. Yeah. Yeah, it, like, gives… I mean, there’s a reason that so many songs are about relationships and love, right? It’s, like, something that really…
[1:01:36] Even as you’re discussing the I lead steps, it’s so hard to stay emotionally regulated. And that’s the importance, I think, in probably so much what you do in couples therapy is just creating a context for them, a safe space for the couple to engage in those conversations and practice that communication and listening. Yes. Because you can feel like your partner is bringing something up, something that they’re not happy with. And even if they’re using I feel language and it’s a soft start, it can still trigger this toxic shame defensiveness, like this threat of like my attachment is being threatened, you know.
[1:02:23] A hundred percent. Yeah. Yeah. And so that’s a good point. If at any point in time, let’s say your listeners are trying out this eye lead, right? And that they come to a point where, oh, you know what? Things are getting heated. Like this isn’t what I expected. Then that’s fine. Take a pause, right? Take a minute to be able to calm and soothe and gain some composure and be able to just do that self-soothing. Um Gottman recommends anywhere between 20 minutes and 24 hours to be able to have that little break um then to be able to come back right back after that break um and during that break not ruminating of like all your counter arguments and how terrible your partner is right like no during that break you are actually doing self-soothing activities that you know are tri-tested and true for yourself. So you would have already known, okay, for me, you know, journaling really helps or like yoga really helps or walking in nature for even 10 minutes helps. So, so knowing that.
[1:03:29] Knowing yourself of what helps to calm in those situations um maybe it’s even just like watching funny cat videos for five minutes like it’s being able to get your mind off of it um because in in Gottman’s research it was very clear right like there was um they did they did some studies on on flooding itself what they call flooding so if your heart rate is over 100 beats per minute um and they they had monitors on the couples that they would bring in and study and so if the heart rate was going sky high, then they would come in and say, okay, you know what, we’re having an issue with our equipment. How about you guys go into this other room and just like, don’t say anything to each other, but here, just read these magazines and just, we’ll let you know when the equipment is working again, right? So they kind of did trick them a little bit. And then they still had the heart monitors on. So then when the heart monitors came down to like 85 or so.
[1:04:26] Then they brought them back in oh the equipment’s working better now okay let’s come back in and resume that conversation just you know take two here like resume where you left off exactly where you left off let’s continue so they would they’d resume the conversation and guess what they were like two different people were able to be open receptive the logical brain was back online they’re the the language brain was back online and so they weren’t in that fight fight flight freeze fawn mode anymore so they were able to really have a meaningful conversation so that’s so important yeah just being able to take that little pause yeah that’s so much of yeah.
[1:05:05] Like, I mean, we were talking before we started recording that I, in my internship or my practicum, I saw a few couples, but couples that were engaged in conflict, it was hard. It’s, you know, they’re like you were speaking about the passion for couples therapy and how it’s very particular type of therapy because so much of it is, yeah, you’re like laying ground rules. You’re creating a safe context and you’re really making sure, yeah, you’re almost, because the heart rate monitor is amazing and we’re rarely wearing heart rate monitors. So we have to be responsible in some way for like noticing when we’re becoming dysregulated. But so many of us don’t know that or we don’t have that relationship with ourselves. So you’re kind of watching like, okay, okay, okay. Like, let me pause you, you know, you’re having to, I’m not good at that. But I would leave sessions being like frazzled. And I’m like, oh my God.
[1:06:02] I know. Yeah. I mean, from a therapist perspective, that’s another piece, right? And I have a video on this on, I think I put on Instagram around like, what do you do as a therapist when that’s in front of you? And the first step was check in on yourself, like take a breath for yourself and regulate yourself because there might be countertransference going on for yourself. As a therapist like maybe it’s reminiscent of when your parents would argue with each other and you felt like you had to kind of mediate um you know a lot of therapists we have our own backstories um so like that’s what siding with one person over another you find yourself doing that yeah that triangulation so so we um we we are drawn into this field for for various reasons and so, we have to kind of check in on ourselves so take that breath yourself as a therapist before you kind of do anything before you say anything before you intervene but just just have a little mini check-in um and take that deep breath and then say okay let me pause you here let me pause you let’s take the heart rate right and even just like in the middle of a session if you take the heart rate, I find even just that exercise of pausing.
[1:07:23] Taking the heart rate, and then they’re like, they’re counting and they’re like, they’re waiting and I’m calculating. And, and so there’s a little bit of a break there. Right. And then even just that, like, however long, maybe two minutes that it took to measure the heart rate might have even been enough for them to just take a breath right um and then uh yeah this i i grabbed these because these are pulse oximeters so when i do meet in person then i put these on my couples so each of them has one so it’s just a little thing that they put on their like on their on their finger, And then I have it set up so that if it goes over 100 beats per minute, then it beeps.
[1:08:10] So these are great. But yeah, you’re right. People aren’t going to be walking around with these all day long. That’s really cool, actually. Because I think there’s one individual client I’m thinking of who would bring in this pattern with her partner. Where they would go from like 0 to 100 in like two steps. So even in trying to break down and identify the pattern, it was like, this would happen, then I would say this, then he would say this, then bam, we’re dysregulated. And a lot of that was like active dysregulation, like yelling, screaming, but crying. Like you know but um so many people are just their dysregulation shows and like they overwhelm and the distancing and avoidance and shutdown you know and um but sometimes often before that happens there’s an increase in heart rate and then it’s like you know kind of a shutdown.
[1:09:11] Um response where they’re just not you know so what do you think about that i don’t know i don’t care okay i’m done you know that kind of um so yeah yeah exactly yeah yeah and and like when when the person shuts down like that that’s part of the definition of stonewalling is internally like physiologically they are completely flooded so on the surface they might look like they don’t care or they’re just disengaged and they like oh they don’t they don’t care. The person who sees it, they might think they don’t care about me. They don’t care about the relationship.
[1:09:50] They don’t even want to have this conversation. But internally, they’re just completely overwhelmed and they actually care so much that they are completely dysregulated and flooded. And so they’re just trying to kind of survive that experience and just kind of get through um yeah that’s why they’re shutting down because they they care too they care so much yeah yeah that’s often yeah i always say like when when we feel numb like right when there’s a lot happening and we say i just feel numb i don’t feel anything it’s there’s too much emotion there’s an overwhelm of emotion so experiences i don’t feel anything but in fact there’s a lot going on yeah, Yeah, yeah. So bringing couples in to see that, okay, yes, there’s hope. We might be going through stuff, but there’s hope. And you can see some of the positive cycle songs on here too.
[1:10:46] Just that sense of like, I’m with you. We’ll get through the storm. So through the storm, Yolanda Adams, I’m by your side, Sade. Like, you know, just…
[1:10:56] Togetherness yeah to walk through together i choose you sarah barrett marae chasing cars cool yellow another cold play song i love it it’s good yeah i saw the um the candle lit concert oh yeah oh cool the concert yeah so so it’s instrumental only yes yeah cool yeah i’m getting ads for those they’re yeah yeah cool that’s a nice like calming sensory regulating thing to do too it’s like dim lighting and just instrumental music that you know yeah that you know and enjoy and yeah so good yeah thank you that was really helpful the eye lead, useful tips and, you know, and then this idea about, you know.
[1:11:54] Regulation and self-regulation and co-regulation to be able to have those conversations too.
[1:12:00] And then the awareness of the four horsemen that, okay, when you start to feel these coming online, it’s normal, actually, it will happen. So don’t feel discouraged, but it’s about kind of, okay, pausing and like, it’s okay I don’t you know let me undo that let me kind of you know rewind do the repairs yeah I mean that or okay oh I’m stonewalling okay let’s take a break let’s you know pause and watch cat videos and then we’ll come back yeah that’s all my uh like twitter is this is just like interesting animal videos and funny funny funny animal videos pets yeah I actually had a client tell me that recently she’s like the only thing she’s like i curate my instagram it’s just dogs i don’t want to see anything else i know yeah there’s a lot of stuff out there that that yeah stuff that is it can just um yeah when you’re not really necessarily looking for it that, can be like mini traumas that you’re watching or experiencing. Yeah, just like building in some control over what you’re exposed to and being able to monitor that. It helps. Do you have any… So one of the steps is empathy.
[1:13:27] And I’m wondering if there are… Tips for that like if somebody struggles with empathy or if they feel like their partner and maybe it’s because the partner struggles with their own shame and so their defenses like their defensiveness kicks in but yeah like is there yeah there’s actually the the same gotman app that i mentioned gotman card deck app if you go on there there is a empathy card deck expressing empathy yeah oh cool on the air sorry my my dog um snagged me i’m sorry i have a mandate um so yeah expressing empathy um so just give some ideas you can look through and see what might resonate because sometimes like you know we’re not we’re not trained necessarily generally to do these things right um we as therapists are but i mean the general public are not trained to like what’s validation like you know that that comes up a lot um with my couples is like that’s a part that’s missing in their conversations and then yeah of course they’re gonna feel unheard.
[1:14:44] Of course they’re they’re not gonna feel like their partner gets them because they’re they’re not feeling validated so yeah so things like um you must feel so hopeless so like kind of mirroring the the emotion back i feel such despair in you when you talk about this so being able to tap into what what what’s bringing what emotion is bringing up for you listening to it um you’re in a tough spot here so yeah empathizing with what they’re experiencing and, I can feel the pain you feel. The world needs to stop when you’re in this much pain. So that’s all turning to words, right? And the world needs to stop when you’re in pain.
[1:15:23] I’m in the middle of doing dishes, but I see you upset. My world in this moment can stop. And I can turn towards you when you’re feeling upset. So just that sense of connectedness together in it. Yeah. So powerful yeah yeah it’s a it’s yeah it’s really nice and it it’s like you can create space for that and then because often it’s like a yes but right like you said yeah the agreeing, part you know or um you’re like you know it can be possible to empathize even if you don’t agree right it’s like just making space for the other person’s experience and emotions and then you know and allowing that to be communicated um yeah whether you think the person’s right or you think you would respond that way or you know the whole thing where we can get into our heads and and uh or allowing the other to have their space and their.
[1:16:37] Empathy and their time and then you’ll get your time as well in this conversation you know exactly yeah exactly it’s a good point because the way that the eye lead is built each person does have a turn right and so sometimes when there’s just natural conversation happening you might interrupt because you’re trying to make your point and you’re just kind of thinking about what your point is going to be as a person’s talking but just the idea that you know you’re going to get to turn like once done you know that your turn is going to come um then just patiently waiting and in the meantime focusing on what they’re actually saying right sometimes even writing things down of what they’re saying might help just to kind.
[1:17:22] Of slow down the process and be able to be present and and remember some of the points right because when you’re summarizing back you want to be able to do that accurately so even just jotting down like little keywords as the as the person is talking might help or like if you think of questions that you don’t want to forget that question just write it down and then the like the keywords around their feeling their feeling words so jotting those down because you’re going to use those when you’re doing the empathy validation piece so yeah just having having that opportunity to take notes is really helpful too almost as you’re talking and describing this and like should be taught in school you know because that’s you’re talking about kind of like natural conversation or what people are used to the conversation patterns if we even sit down and talk at all without distractions right um.
[1:18:18] So there’s this structured approach with the steps, but it’s like, you know, learning how to snowboard when you’re teaching somebody, you’re breaking it down into these like micro steps. And then when you get good at it, then you don’t think about that. And you just kind of make art with your snowboarding or whatever the thing is. Yeah so but it can take a lot of time and a lot of practice to you know okay we have to sit down we have to do these steps together and okay that works better than whatever we were doing before or yeah weren’t doing you know and eventually that’ll just become part of how we talk to one another but you know after much repetition um yeah of practicing this skill so yeah I’m just thinking about like going into a high school and teaching people how to have conversations with their friends or partners you know yeah it’s a soft skill that more workplaces are looking for and that some people don’t necessarily have that skill and so it is super important not only in our personal relationships but also our our work the kind of work that we do and and being able to even like lead a team at the workplace, being able to hear your employees’ concerns and validate that, right? They feel heard, they feel respected in the workplace.
[1:19:48] So yeah, it touches on all kinds of areas. And I love that you mentioned about school because that’s like in my heart as well to be able to bring these kind of tools to…
[1:20:06] Two kids in classrooms and and I did it a couple like a couple years ago I I did speak to a classroom um actually at my son’s school and so um we we were able to kind of talk about feelings and like naming feelings and expressing feelings and so we kind of did that more um but yeah it starts early like that was maybe a grade four class I think it was cool so yeah I think it’s it’s wonderful to be able to start early and be able to foster that emotional intelligence yeah yeah like what am I feeling what word goes with that how do I speak that to people and because yeah you were speaking about you know soft starts and harsh starts and I can even you know so partners on their phone will use the example you use they’re on their phone at dinner it’s like can you get off your phone i’m trying to talk to you and already it’s not gonna go anywhere you know and then couples are trying to rewind and figure out where the impasse is and why don’t we connect and why don’t we like each other and and it’s like oh like we you know don’t have any starting point with which we can work with one another you know yeah like rebuilding these skills like rebuilding the relationship house kind of yes yes yeah going back to the relationship.
[1:21:32] One brick at a time yeah exactly yeah and this i mean this this house it took 50 years of research to figure it out right like it’s it’s it’s it was a long road and so to be able to implement these kinds of tools will also be a road like i feel like the next generation they’re more emotionally in tune past generations so I’m hopeful for the future in that respect um yeah I see that too actually like Gen Z is very aware and and very smart in a way that I don’t know if we were you know I’ve hoped I’ve hoped for them I know they get a lot of flack but I don’t believe it I like Gen Z’s they’re all right in my books yeah I think every generation has pros and cons right yeah that’s true yeah yeah yeah it’s interesting yeah like how um I see younger people kind of grapple with relationships and yeah the things that they’ve been exposed to and even these gender dynamics is interesting it’s an interesting conversation I think it’s pretty polarized on social media in the way that so much is polarized in order to drive kind of the negative emotion that catch your attention so there’s a way you know I think that that’s.
[1:22:57] Conversation could be a lot more nuanced, but there’s a lot of frustrations around partnership and gender dynamics and like roles in households and things like that.
[1:23:11] Yeah. Yeah. That Gen Z seems to have more of an awareness of or a transcendence of. But yeah, but that’s a general statement. I don’t know. Yeah. Yeah. There’s more awareness of equity and fairness.
[1:23:29] And yeah, thanks for raising that because I’m actually in the midst of writing a book. Oh, wow. Yeah. It’s good you’re up to a lot, Melissa. This is good we catch up. We have to do another one sooner. In the works, yeah. But yeah, the one I’m writing, I’ve been wanting to write a book on premarital work for many years. And so finally, I’m like, okay, I just,
[1:23:54] I got to do it. Just have to sit down and do it. So I started it a couple weeks ago, actually. And then, so I have the whole outline done.
[1:24:03] And last night, I started to like, write the prologue and then started to write the first chapter. So it’s early stages. But it’s, yeah, for premarital couples, primarily. But of course, like any couple can benefit from the information. But, yeah, that’s one of the topics. That’s why I thought of it, because that was one of the topics is roles, right? Rules and expectations and invisible labor. And so that’s all. That’s cool. Yeah. I know there’s like the card game fair play to kind of just visualize and lay it out and start having conversations around it. So there’s tools that are helpful. Which is great. Yeah, it’s a tough one. And it’s one where, and I don’t necessarily see this in just heterosexual dynamics either. It seems to be that there’s, This idea of fairness, and maybe it also reflects a difference in temperament, too. If I would rather there be no socks on the floor and my partner doesn’t care, then I’m probably going to be the one picking them up, right?
[1:25:10] Yeah, levels, differing expectations of cleanliness. Interesting. My student, she’s a MSW student from U of T. She’s with me for the summer, and so she’s really interested in blog writing. And I said, yeah, please. My blog, sometimes I’m delinquent with my blog and kind of a couple years will pass and there’s no entry.
[1:25:34] But yeah, she’s interested in blog writing. And I said, yes, please go for it. And so she gave me some topic ideas that she was thinking of. And then Invisible Labor was one of them. And so I said, yeah, go for it. And then so she she has a draft. We just have to finalize the draft.
[1:25:50] And then in that I had mentioned to her about the fair play card game. And she she hadn’t heard of it before. She’s like, oh, that’s fantastic. That’s so practical and fun. Like it makes it kind of fun, right? To kind of think about, okay, what are all the tasks that I do versus what you do? And let’s see how it stacks up. um and so yeah she incorporated that in her blog as well so yeah keep an eye out for that I don’t know oh that’s really cool yeah because it’s also like what goes into every task like if I if my job.
[1:26:22] In our relationship is to write the thank you cards yeah or birthday cards well that means I have to remember them I have to know I have to keep on track it’s not as simple as like you know I have to go buy the cards I have to think of every person’s personality what kind a card they were like there’s all this work around the managing that project um you know yeah so that’s that’s uh yeah cooking is cooking if my job is to cook the three meals every day and your job is to clean the gutters once of how often do you clean them a month that’s not necessarily like tit for tat right and yeah yeah yeah yeah interesting there’s a lot in in partner because there’s sort of this like.
[1:27:13] Team relationship of how do we manage a household or how do we manage a family um how are we partners in that it’s not that necessarily romantic sphere but it’s like how do we practically make it work where we can live and function together exactly yeah yeah yeah, so i think those are good like it’s it’s good conversations and um and that’s the piece right You have to be able to sit down, have these conversations with each other, and work through it, and come up with some agreed upon solution together if possible.
[1:27:55] Um and yeah kind of going back to the seven principles as well like that it walks through the friendship foundation the the conflict management piece so yeah how are we going to solve the solvable problems how are we going to manage the perpetual problems or gridlock issues sometimes it if you’re really butting heads on it becomes a gridlock issue and then the third part um, general general bucket that is is is the comprises the seven principles is the shared meaning, so so being able to get on the same uh aligned with what the expectations are what the roles are what the rituals of connection or like rhythms of our time together being able to connect together will be, and what kind of symbolizes or represents our relationship. And so being able to kind of walk through those areas of, and our goals, what are we setting out to accomplish with our relationship? So that’s all covered at the retreats as well, like all seven principles. So that’s the seventh principle is the shared meaning. And.
[1:29:17] One thing that came out of the retreat from this past weekend was um like wanting a little bit more on the symbols part um and so it it’s actually connected to a workshop that i i’ll have in august i’ll be collaborating with someone um someone who like she does more the art therapy stuff. And so in August, like we’re aiming at the end of August to do, um, like an art therapy for couples. Right. And so I kind of want to, I have to talk to her still about it, but I kind of want to incorporate symbolism.
[1:29:58] So like, you know, what does your relationship mean? Um, like for example, my, my student, she used to be a student last year, but now she’s an associate with me. Um, So she gave an example of in her relationship that they’ve been married over 30 years. Over time, their relationship has meant and continues to mean hospitality. So then it kind of caught me thinking like, okay, because when that person at the retreat said like, okay, this like symbols thing, like we’re, you know, we’re trying to get our mind wrapped around that. And so I was thinking about it more afterwards, last night actually. And um and so i was thinking about like okay like with that example that susan had shared about hospitality like how can how can we make that into a symbol and bring in like incorporate that in potentially the workshop in august right to like do some kind of art exercise for couples symbols um and so so then i was i well chet gpt is great for this kind of stuff and like, brainstorming right so then it came up with a whole bunch of different symbols for hospitality and then one of those symbols i really liked which was breaking bread.
[1:31:20] Basic like you know straightforward kind of symbol and so so then i asked it to um draw a picture of that like a like a couple breaking bread like with people around them kind of thing And so it created this like image, animated kind of image of breaking bread. And so like, oh, that’s so perfect. Like, I think that’s so wonderful. So then, you know, you could take that. And then and then and then in like the art workshop, for example, then like draw, draw you guys breaking bread or like just even drawing a loaf of bread and and just that that symbolizes the hospitality. So yeah so that that piece um cool it’s almost like uh creating like a logo or a what do you call those things like um.
[1:32:09] Cigna you know or like the the coat of arms for your relationship like what’s what’s you know what represents your partnership or your exactly yeah it’s beautiful because a lot of the time we do have images in our head or we yeah or even to think about what image would come to mind if you think about your relationship or what are the images um and how do we make those concrete or bring them to life or like yeah represent them to think of yeah what does our partnerships stand for what symbolizes it or yeah what are our shared shared values purpose direction you know yes past present future like the narrative like it’s a kind of leaving narrative therapy and yeah yeah yeah absolutely yeah yeah and yeah so past present future would be and then that kind of ties in with the goals as well what we still want to accomplish you know five years 10 years 20 years in retirement etc so yeah yeah that’s really cool yeah so those are all the kind of topic areas that we that we cover in the retreat and then the next one is um i booked at the same place the queen of apostles and that’ll be may 29th to 31st next year 2026 yes and then And there’s something coming up in August. Do you still have spots open for that for people who are interested? Yes. Yeah. Yeah.
[1:33:39] Honestly, we haven’t opened it yet. We haven’t opened the registration yet. So, yes. But if people are interested, just email me and then they can already be on the pre-registration list. Perfect. Yeah. Maybe what people can do is go to, I’ll put a link for your website. And if they go and grab the iLead freebie, then they’ll be on your mailing list and then they’ll get updates about what’s coming next. Exactly. Yeah. That’s the easiest way to do it. Yeah. Just to kind of get on the mailing list. And then they’ll be the first to know about when something’s open for registration. So I had that one in August. That’s the art one. And then this one, May 29th to 31st. And then September, this coming September, we have a money talk one. So an anti-budget couples edition. So I’m excited for that too. So I’m partnering with Angie Ross on that. So she’s a money coach. And I’m just trying to find a date. I think it’s September 25th. Let me just double check.
[1:34:49] That’s cool. Yeah, I love that there’s this, like, acknowledgement and then embracing of this financial piece, you know? Yeah. Mm-hmm. Important, yeah. Oh, yeah, here it is. September 23rd, it’s a Tuesday. Mm-hmm. Yeah, that’s at a 17th. It’s my niece’s birthday. Aw. Yeah.
[1:35:12] Yeah. Yeah, that’s it. Okay, that’s great. So it’s like, it sounds like it’s practical advice for financials. Mm-hmm. Yeah, yeah, kind of aligning on what, again, what are our goals? And then depending on what the goals are, tying, you know, sometimes there’s money attached to the goal, right? So then being able to backtrack. So if we’re, if our goal, you know, we’re, we’re aligned on our, on our shared value of travel. So we love to travel. So then our goal is next year to go on an Alaskan cruise to see the Bora Borealis. Okay. I’m just like thinking out loud here. That is one of my bucket list items. Yeah, that’s cool. And so if that’s our goal, like let’s say next year to do that Alaskan cruise, then how much is that going to cost? And then backtracking. So if it’s going to cost like, I don’t know, they’re expensive. Let’s say $10,000 for both of us. I don’t know. And so then backtracking. So we have like, hey, let’s say a year and a half to save for it.
[1:36:22] Then how much do we need to save each month? And then creating its own separate account that is a savings account that doesn’t have any kind of bank charges, right? So you can just contribute to the savings account and it’s just money sitting there that you’re contributing to. And so every month saving for that Alaskan cruise. So then eventually you’ll be able to go on that cruise and not go into debt as a result, but actually have the money saved for it. So yeah so anyway little tips like that right that she’ll you know walk through that’s good yeah so it’s helping to kind of create a space to figure out okay how are we going to yeah because again money conversations are another of those sticky like unpleasant sometimes conversations that we don’t it’s like how do we even do this but then okay like if every month we’re putting aside a little bit we’re going to put it in.
[1:37:18] This tax-free mutual fund or whatever and then at the end of the year we have it so um yeah that’s good and then then we can go on our cruise and then it’s not a stress that we’re always kind of grappling with exactly yeah yeah christmas is another one right like um if christmas you know you’re gonna spend like two thousand dollars in total on entertainment food travel um gifts right decorations whatever the whole christmas budget is whatever that all entails if it adds up to like two thousand three thousand dollars then kind of backtracking okay what do we need to save each month to be able to survive christmas and not feel totally stressed out.
[1:38:03] So interesting i’ll say this um there’s a um manifestation uh kind of business uh called um to be magnetic so there’s like an influencer that works on this and she always talks about how relationships and money are intertwined and i think the the symbolism in both of those things is like security and um freedom responsibility like there’s so much tied up in money you know that uh in our relationship to money so it’s an interesting it’s good it’s bold to just bring it into the conversation and you know yeah yeah with the book that i’m writing there’s a there’s a on money too and um and then yeah kind of delving into just that right where did our story of money start where’s that from like what was our parents experience with money what did we witness to that um and what does money mean to us so yeah it’s it’s quite charged right it’s it goes quite quite deep yeah and especially in in marriage like there’s this like combining of finances very often yeah um and so it’s like i inherit your money issues you’re gonna take on mine now we have to sort through that if we’ve never looked at that before here it is it’s like in front of us yes so i don’t know.
[1:39:27] Yeah. Well, that’s so good. Yeah. Thanks for having me on. Yeah. Thanks so much, Melissa. Any final thoughts or anything you want to wrap up with? We’ll put all your links in the show notes. Great yeah no i think that’s great like i i think that um you know if couples are kind of wondering about how to like maybe they don’t necessarily want to do couples counseling but they’re just curious about wanting to know more tools or have more tools or do something some kind of couple activity together like the workshops we have workshops pretty regularly on different topics. And then, and then the retreat, like, I think that’s a nice way to kind of, you know, if you don’t necessarily want to do the in-depth couples therapy,
[1:40:15] then there’s other options out there. And even for those couples who, like, they’re in a good place, right? They’re, they’re happy, they’re content, they’re in a good place. It’s for them too, right? To be able to maintain that good place, because that takes effort and work too, just to maintain.
[1:40:34] So yeah, I remember I had made that point at the retreat as well of like, you know, if you’re going to go to the gym and work out and you have a certain goal for your body to, you know, build a certain amount of muscle tone or like have a certain percent of body fat, whatever. And then you work really hard and then you attain your goal, you achieved your goal, then if you want to maintain that, even just maintaining that takes work.
[1:41:01] The relationship is the same way. Just to maintain it also takes that work. So maybe it’s not necessarily delving into full-on couples therapy, but maybe it’s doing a workshop or doing a retreat or something like that. Yeah. It’s good because the Gottmans, one thing I appreciate about them is the way they present their information is seems it’s very digestible I wouldn’t say simple but it has that like it’s not very complicated or very you know cognitive but there’s so much research and so for a couple who everything is working and they’re and they’re great and it’s like nice to just know oh this is what you’ve been doing maybe because you have these seven principles down pat it’s kind of like you hit your like muscle building goal like to use your analogy but you didn’t you don’t know what you did right and it’s like well you went to the gym you tracked your macros and it’s like oh right right okay okay so just keep doing that right otherwise it’s like okay I don’t know what what’s working maybe we just really get along but to know okay like you’re actually following these principles turns out um.
[1:42:09] And you’ve accepted the 69% of things that don’t align.
[1:42:14] So good for you because who can naturally just do that by accident, you know? No, that takes effort in and of itself. Yeah. And just like a lot of emotional maturity.
[1:42:26] Yeah. Yeah. And my team is obviously there for those couples who do want to do that deep dive and do that, you know, more traditional couples work. So they see they see couples for all kinds of different reasons whether it’s you know depression anxiety infidelity um communication issues conflict management okay we’re always having the same argument like how are we going to navigate that feeling disconnected like that’s one we see quite a lot is just you know where we’ve had kids like we’re just we’re busy with the kids and we just we don’t even know who each other are anymore um and so that that comes up um quite a bit as well just that sense of disconnection so then being able to bring them back together and reform that that bond again so yeah it was great cool yeah so anyone listening check out the show notes to get in touch with melissa go on a retreat or yeah access some of the resources and yeah this is really good thank you so much that was really helpful and i liked the lesson i think that’s going to be really beneficial for people the eyelid oh good yeah Yeah, that’s great. Yeah. I’m glad. Yeah. Yeah. I, I, um.
[1:43:48] Yeah, I, it was, it was, uh, uh, an exercise that I had put together and, and it was like, maybe for a good week or so, maybe 10 days. It just like, it was one of those things that just like consumed me. Like, oh, I could add this and, oh, I can add this. And so, so it started off without another, without a second A and, and without the heart of like, you know, defining the two different areas. And so it’s like over those maybe, maybe 10 days or so, I was like tweaking it, evolving it, you know, using it with my clients. And then they would give me feedback on even just the handout. When I, when I had, you know, the, what I showed you of just the content. Content and then my I remember a couple I was I am working with that said like this is amazing it’s so helpful but can you put it in just one summary cheat sheet page and so then I added that you’ll see if you if you download the the handout there is that at the end like I didn’t show it here but it was after the content part of the instructions then there’s another page that was just just like a cheat sheet yeah and that took um that took because i wanted it to be pretty.
[1:45:03] And like you know and and be able to you know i’m, bring in my logo and like bring in little emojis but then the emojis I wanted them to be my my my logo colors and anyway it was like a whole thing just to like put that cheat sheet together but yeah I hope people appreciate it and and find it useful so that was that was the whole idea um just to be able to provide some framework that um that couples can use like if there’s something just heavy on your heart heavy on your mind like how how can we navigate this so that we set that conversation up for success yeah and then you can just print out the cheat sheet or write down the points and then have it with you put it on the table okay wait we missed a step let’s go back okay empathize please yeah like they could even if they’re on the go like they can just take a picture of the cheat sheet right and then it’s in their photos and then they can just pull it up like if they’re on vacation or you know they’re they’re like at a family member’s house or something and then something comes up and they need to kind of have a conversation and they can pull up the cheat sheet from wherever they are just yeah is it yeah even just the um i statement it can be it can feel clunky and kind of foreign in your mouth if you’re not used to speaking that way so it’s like wait hey i stop using your okay no sorry wait i feel lonely when you’re right yes, But it changes the whole game. It does.
[1:46:29] If it’s an I statement that says, I feel that you always leave the dishes out or whatever, then it’s just a criticism under the disguise of an I statement. That’s not an I statement.
[1:46:47] I feel that whenever the next bit is that. No, no, no. Start again. It needs to be a feeling word. yeah like yeah otherwise you’re just kind of hiding a judgment or a criticism right yeah i feel that you are an idiot exactly yeah i feel frustrated when you do this thing and yeah that i think is idiotic but maybe you keep that part to yourself yeah yeah yeah keeping the harsh statements but stating what you feel about what’s going on that’s fair and what you need thank you so much Melissa yeah it was fun thanks for coming me thanks for coming.
Well, April was tough (I’ll explain the reasons in another email or blog post), but I’m hoping for sun and flowers in May. So, let’s kick the good times off with more educational material on the plague of our times: insulin resistance!
Two weeks ago, I completed filming for my Insulin Resistance course for a company that plans to launch in Fall 2025. We filmed over three full days and got 10 hours of content. The course pulls together everything I know about insulin resistance and metabolic health (there are over 100 references). We talk about food, of course, and exercise, but also the impacts of sleep and stress on our metabolic health.
We discuss self-compassion, motivation, and mindset in the 10-hour session (which should be edited down to about 6 hours, hopefully). We also address common obstacles using the Theory of Change model and other tools from my psychotherapy practice. This is because insulin resistance is a holistic problem that must be addressed holistically, through mind, body, behaviours, emotions, and biochemistry.
A few weeks ago, I released a podcast interview with Dr. Ali Chappell, PhD, on her Low-Insulin Lifestyle. It garnered much interest, probably because we’re all trying to clear away the food noise and figure out how to eat and nourish ourselves in this metabolically deranged day and age.
I received many questions about the podcast, so I decided to release a sister episode, a (much) shorter version of my insulin resistance course, that provides more details on how to approach healing your metabolic health.
I even created a PowerPoint for the occasion. Think of it as a free, access-anytime webinar to help educate you about insulin resistance.
Talia: [0:01] Hello, everybody. I am Dr. Talia Marcheggiani.
Talia: [0:06] I’m a naturopathic doctor and a registered psychotherapist now. And last podcast, we interviewed Dr. Ali Chappell, who talked about the low-insulin lifestyle that got a lot of attention, a lot of interest. So a.
Talia [0:30] And the podcast was all about the impact of certain foods on our insulin levels with this underlying theme of insulin resistance. And I decided to do a presentation today on insulin resistance, the plague of our times. I recently just recorded a 10-hour course for a project that should be released this fall. I also have a microbiome course with the same company. A 10 hour it was 10 hours of filming on insulin resistance um and it was a it was an amazing course i had a lot of fun producing it we filmed it over three days and i feel like it was just a very holistic course where we talked about diet and we also talked about obviously exercise and sleep and stress and but we even rolled in things like self-compassion and motivation, and overcoming obstacles and long-term management, the stages of change. And it was just this all-encompassing, very holistic course. I’m really excited to let you know when it comes out. And so based on that research that I did, I had hundreds of references. And one of the people that I reference is Dr. Ali Chappell. But based on that, I decided to do a presentation on insulin resistance itself.
Talia: [1:52] Because insulin resistance is the plague of our times. So ultimately, all of the health fluencers and everyone that’s talking about health is in some way or another addressing insulin resistance. And if they’re not, then they’re missing a huge layer of what’s going on with our health. Ever since, you know, doing my course, thinking about insulin resistance in a more holistic, but also in a deeper way. I’ve come to understand, and trying the low-insulin lifestyle and looking at the impact of insulin on my body, I’ve come to really appreciate the level at which insulin resistance plays a role in our health and conditions like adrenal fatigue or, you know, even estrogen dominance, these kind of naturopathic conditions that tend to have different names over time, you know, candida overgrowth, SIBO. I’m not saying those conditions are only insulin resistance,
Talia: [2:56] but my stance is insulin resistance until proven otherwise. And we’ll get into why in a second. So I’m Dr. Tali Markajani, metabolic doctor, and let’s get into it. [3:16] So insulin resistance let’s just do a quick overview because we didn’t really get into this with the dr ali chapel of course i mean she had a lot of great analogies but essentially insulin is a peptide so a series of protein of amino acids that creates a protein it acts like a hormone in the body its main function is glucose control so insulin’s job is to shuttle glucose from the blood into our cells. When we eat, we break down the carbohydrates from our food. This raises our blood sugar. And insulin’s job is to make sure that our blood sugar stays within a normal range. When our blood sugar goes too high, our body doesn’t like that. That’s toxic to the body.
[3:56] But we also need sugar for energy. So insulin’s job is to get that sugar into the cells through the cellular receptors. So it’s like a lock and key. You have insulin, the hormone or peptide that, you know, enters into the lock of the cell receptor. And it makes all of these different things happen within the cell, allowing glucose to get in. Glucose goes into the mitochondria. It does the whole, remember the glycolysis, the Krebs cycle, and then it moves along the electron, well, the NADH and all of the components that are produced, move along the electron transport chain with the power of oxygen, and make ATP, which is the energy currency of the cell. So our body uses glucose for energy.
[4:48] So insulin’s job is to make sure that glucose can get into the cell or it can be used for energy, but it also keeps glucose within a range in our blood. It prevents glucose from going too high in the blood.
[5:00] Now, when we become insulin resistant, one of the mechanisms is that we are spiking our glucose too often, so we need to call on insulin too often. And even though you need insulin to survive, if your pancreas, the hormone that makes insulin, or sorry, the organ that secretes insulin, if it’s not functioning, you don’t make insulin, such as in the case of type 1 diabetes, juvenile diabetes, you waste away and die unless you inject insulin into your body to do the important work of allowing your body to absorb, allowing your cells to get glucose. But when you have healthy functioning pancreas and you’re calling on insulin over and over again to manage repeated blood sugar spikes this can create some resistance in the cell where instead of having in this example you have two receptors on the cell now your cell takes one away and you just have one receptor and it’s harder to stimulate that receptor you need more insulin in order to do that. So then your insulin levels start to climb, and eventually your body has a hard time managing glucose levels.
[6:15] This starts off in muscle cells and fat cells and liver cells, where there’s a whole other cascade that we get into in my course. I don’t know if it’s relevant here, but essentially fat cells become overstuffed, because when your body needs somewhere to put that glucose and if it’s not burning it, it starts to turn it into fat. So it loads fat cells up with glucose that gets turned into fat. Then those fat cells become so overstuffed and insulin resistant that they start leaking fat. This creates inflammation in the body, elevates triglycerides, and it starts to create an inflammation, causes more insulin resistance. And there’s a whole bunch of vicious cycles that can occur with this imbalance in our body. Because one of the things that my friend and I were talking about, my friend who’s a medical doctor, whose clinic I used to rent, she was like, why would this happen? Like, why would our body respond in this way? Why do we, you know, rather than establish homeostasis where everything stays within a healthy balance, why does our body kind of spiral that when you have all these blood sugar spikes, you know, it’s hard for our body to figure out what to do. And I think it exposes this weak point in our physiology, because our bodies were designed and evolved through millennia of periods where starvation was commonplace. And it’s only in the modern era…
[7:38] That we’re exposed to so much caloric density in our diets. And there’s a bunch of other things that have occurred in our diets over the last hundred or so years, and that is the increase in processed food and endocrine disruptors, chemicals in our environment that trigger inflammation and that mess up our insulin receptors. We’re a lot more sedentary. We don’t have the muscle sink anymore that we used to.
[8:06] We’re a lot more stressed and we are consuming a lot more refined starch and sugar. And as a result of sort of the 1970s shift in our diet that told us to consume five to 11 servings of grains a day and to restrict our fat and our animal foods. So ultimately our protein. So our diet became very carbohydrate heavy and deficient in other macronutrients like fat and protein. We became more sedentary. We became more stressed. So these are just a few things. And stress is another cascade. So cortisol’s job is to raise, it has lots of jobs, but cortisol stress hormones job is to raise our blood sugar. So that calls on insulin in the absence even of food to try to bring blood sugar under control. So you create this vicious cycle when you’re extremely stressed out. When you have a lot of inflammation in your body, that triggers a release of cortisol to manage the inflammation, which again triggers insulin to be released. And inflammation independently can cause insulin resistance. And again, you know, and then the more insulin resistant you are, the more inflammation you have because the more your fat cells leak, and then the more insulin resistant you become.
[9:22] Sarcopenia, So being skinny fat or not having enough muscle on your body, you don’t have this great glucose regulator of muscle that helps to manage blood sugar that often works independently of insulin. And then again, you become more insulin resistant, starting off in the muscle, and this creates this cascade where your body is storing more fat and not making muscle. You know and then this blood sugar roller coaster where if you’re repeatedly spiking your blood sugar then your insulin is being called on to bring blood sugar down that triggers hunger and cravings for sugar and so on and so on um so because of all of these different things, we are 88 to 94 percent depending on the study that you look at insulin resistant so in our society, 88% of people, or up to 94%, according to some sources, are insulin resistant. And this does not mean that you have diabetes or pre-diabetes even. You can have completely normal sugar.
[10:34] And so this is often missed. Okay, so this is really important because we don’t test fasting insulin on a regular basis, which when we’re looking at the hormone insulin, that indicates more accurately if we’re insulin resistant than just simple blood sugar.
[10:53] And insulin resistance, it has a lot of different impacts on the body. So one of the big ones is Alzheimer’s disease or otherwise termed type 3 diabetes. So the inflammation and the effect of getting energy into our brain can cause dementia. And so, you know, it used to be thought that Alzheimer’s was caused by plaques and tangles in the brain. And so drugs were geared towards reducing these plaques and tangles, but turns out that they are more likely smoke present at the fire, or even maybe even fire trucks present at the fire. They may actually be there to support the brain, but the brain’s damage is occurring because of insulin resistance. So both insulin in and of itself is toxic to the brain cells, and then ultimately when blood sugar is not controlled, that’s toxic to brain cells.
[11:50] So ultimately, we’re not able, when we’re insulin resistant, we’re not able to access energy, right? So our body is not good at bringing glucose into our cells. And therefore, you know, and eventually we end up with elevated glucose. But even before that, we’re not able to access that glucose. So think about it being a case of you’re storing energy because insulin is a storage and anabolic hormone, you’re storing energy very easily, but you’re not able to tap into that energy to break it down. And so you’re sort of starving in the land of plenty.
[12:27] Mental health issues, there’s a whole field that’s emerging called metabolic psychiatry that looks, and a lot of, in this field, there’s a lot of studies on the impact of ketogenic or extremely low-carb diets on mental health, so things like depression, anxiety, and ADHD, but also schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, so some of the more severe mental health conditions. And a lot of really amazing results have come out in a few studies that have been done. And so some theories about this is that things like depression, anxiety are the result of energy poverty in the brain. So the brain is unable to really access glucose properly. ADHD being one example of glucose hypometabolism. So the brain is not able to really use glucose. and it, you know, becomes dependent on this sort of ups and downs of glucose.
[13:29] And then in order to get energy, so there’s another vicious cycle that possibly can occur that in order to get energy, individuals with this type of glucose hypometabolism seek sugar in their environment. They rely on sugar and so they’re constantly spiking their blood sugar in order to like perk their brains up.
[13:50] Cardiovascular so these cardiometabolic diseases so and when we talk about metabolic health or metabolism we’re referring to insulin resistance metabolism is our body’s ability to use food for energy so glucose fat protein and insulin is a key hormone that allows us to use that that food especially carbohydrates for energy, and to store that energy in our cells. So any disease that’s associated with the cardiovascular system, which is impacted by insulin resistance, or any sort of metabolic issue, so obviously type 2 diabetes, but also cardiovascular disease, stroke, atherosclerosis, heart attack, hypertension, you know, any heart issue. And this is because insulin is inflammatory, And so it creates inflammation in the blood vessels. It also shifts our cholesterol balance. And so what we often think of as a disease related to consuming cholesterol or consuming a high-fat diet, bacon, cheese, is actually, in fact, likely driven by the inflammation and high insulin levels that are a result of insulin resistance. And so this creates an issue with how our body is metabolizing energy and our inflammation levels.
[15:15] Insulin resistance impacts our reproductive health, hormonal health, and sexual health. PCOS, polycystic ovarian syndrome, is an insulin resistance condition that causes infertility and other symptoms, hormonal imbalance, so more testosterone-like symptoms, and lack of ovulation. Erectile dysfunction is related to insulin resistance, which creates more viscous blood and prevents blood flow to the reproductive or sexual organs.
[15:45] Again, because we need energy for everything in our body. So anything that is highly dependent on energy, our liver function, our brain function, our cardiovascular health, our muscular health, all of these organs that require a constant energy turnover are going to be energy impoverished in the presence of insulin resistance because insulin is not functioning properly to allow us to access our energy from food. So instead, we’re just storing the energy for fat as fat, and we’re not breaking it down. Many cancers are also associated with insulin resistance because many cancers feed off of glucose. And then again, insulin is an anabolic hormone, causes the growth of things. Yes, you need anabolic hormones. You need there to be anabolism or the growth of things to store, to build, but you need a balance of both. You need to also be able to break things down so that you can tap into something called autophagy, where you’re clearing out damaged and dead cells. You’re able to clear out, you know, cancerous cells or precancerous cells, and you’re able to engage in repair as opposed to always storing, storing, and building.
[17:06] So we have a lot of different symptoms of insulin resistance because it affects every cell in the body and therefore it affects every hormone in the body or every organ in the body. And because insulin is a hormone, our hormones talk to one another. We have a very reductionistic view in medicine. So we like to just look at like, what does one hormone do? What does insulin do? And then that’s the end of it. And what happens when you replace it or what happens when you take it away?
[17:38] So in the case of type 1 diabetes, that kind of makes sense. The pancreas isn’t producing insulin, so you have to inject insulin into your body. There you go. Cut and dry. So a lot of things in medicine have this reductionistic kind of solution, and we can look at them reductionistically more or less, and more or less we can solve them reductionistically. But insulin resistance is a cascade, it’s a network, it’s a holistic issue.
[18:03] It is involved with these vicious cycles. As our body’s trying to compensate for an imbalance, it creates more imbalances, right? So, you know, we’re stressed, and so there’s insulin resistance that’s caused as a result of that, and then that insulin resistance causes more stress because we can’t access our energy and we can’t mount a proper stress response and that causes it. So it’s like this vicious cycle that then starts to impact our inflammation levels and our cravings and our sleep. And so we have this whole mess that’s impacting all of our organs, our behaviors, our psychology, our emotions, our mental health, as well as our physical health and our behaviors. So when we look at insulin resistance, it’s impacting everything. It impacts our skin. We get things like skin tags, right? So, we get random growths of the skin, turnover of the skin, inflammatory conditions of the skin, like psoriasis, eczema. A condition called acanthosis nigricans is the kind of this darkening or purplish pigmentation of the skin is really common sign of insulin resistance. Rosacea, a key symptom of insulin resistance is this is visceral fat. So fat around the organs, particularly the liver, the pancreas, this is like a harder inflammatory fat. It’s not the type of fat you can pinch.
[19:22] Um, but you will be storing all kinds of fat with insulin resistance, but this key is the visceral fat. And we can measure visceral fat by, you know, roughly by doing a waist to hip ratio, where you, you know, you trace a tape measure around either the thinnest part of the waist or the belly button, whatever makes most sense to measure. And then you measure the widest part of your hips. You divide the waist by the hips. Or is it the other way around? It’s a bigger number on top of a smaller number on top of a bigger number. And then it should be 0.7 or less.
[20:00] Um so right so the idea is that you have a waist that’s smaller than your hips, and if it’s large and so this is for women i believe the number is one is one for men um and and the idea is that you you know the the larger the waist or the bigger the waist circumference the more likely you have visceral fat and the more likely there’s insulin resistance there’s also visceral fat often shows up on the face. So we often have facial fat when we have visceral fat in it. It’s because of some inflammatory mechanisms. In blood work, we see elevated fasting insulin. Very interesting, and this is a huge feature in the Dr. Ali Chappell interview, but also something really frustrating in my work as a naturopathic doctor, that we simply don’t test fasting insulin. So I do as an ND, but it is never tested in routine blood work. People are often gaslit into being told that their blood sugar is fine, so they don’t need to test it, or for whatever reason, they don’t need to test it. It’s a relatively cheap test. I order it as part of a comprehensive panel, but individually, it’s about $30 plus a lab fee.
[21:15] And it tells you, quite frankly, are you insulin resistant? Because if you’re insulin resistant, the first thing that happens is your fasting insulin starts to go up. And your fasting insulin causes its own set of problems. Like I said, it encourages fat storage and it prevents the breakdown of energy. Your body is saying, store, store, store, store, store, don’t spend. So you’re not spending energy and therefore you’re in this kind of energy impoverished state. You’re more inflamed. You’re having a harder time managing your other hormones. So testing fasting insulin is very, very helpful because you’re not always going to see an elevated fasting sugar when you have insulin resistance. Eventually, your fasting sugar, once your insulin is no longer functioning at all and it cannot control your blood sugar, you’ll start to see an increase in blood sugar. And so this represents a later stage on the continuum of insulin resistance, the latest stage being a diagnosis of type 2 diabetes.
[22:21] Which is where your blood sugar is now at a point that it’s a cutoff. I believe it’s 6.5 millimoles per liter. And so you’ve hit this arbitrary cutoff, and now you have type 2 diabetes. But in the meantime, the cascade or the problem of insulin resistance, nothing special changes when you have type 2 diabetes. It’s only a point at which your blood sugar reaches a certain number, but the underlying root of disease may have been manifesting for 15 to 20 years, and that is this insulin resistance where the cells are no longer responding properly to insulin, and you’re seeing an increase in insulin levels. Even earlier than an increase in fasting insulin is an increase in postprandial insulin. So you consume a meal of starch or sugar, it’s about seven you can do a glucose challenge where you consume 75 grams of glucose it’s this disgusting drink they have you drink and then you measure your insulin and your glucose at 30 minutes at an hour at two hours and you will see the very very earliest stages you’ll see this rise in insulin after like a very high rise in insulin after consuming the sugary drink, your blood sugar will be normal but your insulin will start to rise and actually, this is the stage of insulin resistance that I found myself on in another patient who was experiencing a lot of weight gain, seemingly out of nowhere.
[23:51] And, you know, she hadn’t really changed much. She was kind of in like perimenopause. She had a relatively sedentary job, but was eating otherwise healthy and was just noticing a ton of weight gain. So we did her fasting insulin and tested her HOMA-IR,
[24:08] the homeostatic measurement assessment of insulin resistance. So it’s a measure of insulin resistance that looks at your fasting insulin and your fasting glucose, and it gives you a number to tell you the relationship between the two of them. So we did this patient’s fasting insulin, and it was actually quite low, and we calculated her HOMA-IR, because her blood sugar was obviously normal. She did not have diabetes or type 2 diabetes. And we did the HOMA-IR, and that was also normal. She was quite insulin sensitive when we just looked at her fasting levels. But how often are we fasted during the day right and this is part of the problem, because I don’t know about you but when I wake up I eat and then I keep eating until I go to bed and I do a pretty good job of spending 12 hours in a fasted state most nights meaning that, you know if I eat my breakfast at 7 I try to stop eating by 7 p.m at night so that I just give my digestive system and my body a chance to repair and reset and not just be digesting constantly.
[25:18] And it also gives my insulin a chance to settle down. But for the other 12 hours, you know, if I’m getting a large spike of insulin after eating, then I might be in this kind of high insulin state all day long. And when I fast, my insulin looks normal, but that’s not the state that my body normally lives in. So we had the idea of not doing a glucose challenge, but having her just eat a normal, healthy meal and then testing her fasting insulin an hour later. And we did find that her fasting insulin was elevated. Well, it was her postprandial insulin was elevated.
[25:55] So that would be the very, very first stage of insulin resistance. And some people notice that visceral fat is even the first stage. Before you even start to see insulin on blood work in the numbers, you see the symptoms where you’re just noticing this increase in waist circumference, and the driver of that would be insulin. This often happens during the perimenopausal transition because estrogen and progesterone, more estrogen than progesterone, but both of them to some extent, have an impact on our insulin sensitivity. So estrogen makes us more insulin sensitive. And when you go through perimenopause and your estrogen levels start to decrease, you become just de facto more insulin resistant without changing anything. And this is why so many women present with the concern of increased abdominal fat. They’re like, I haven’t done anything. I’m noticing this change in my body composition, and it’s so frustrating, and I don’t know what’s going on. And we do look at estrogen, obviously, whether it’s hormone replacement or other things that we can do. But the big thing to consider is, okay, there may be a time, this might be a time now to refocus on insulin. What was working for you in the past?
[27:16] Given now that your estrogen is lower, is likely not going to cut it anymore. And we need to start shifting lifestyle in the direction of supporting insulin sensitivity.
[27:28] So other signs in the blood are, you know, fasting glucose, obviously, when you’re in the later stages will start to be elevated. And then elevated triglycerides. Triglycerides are part of a cholesterol panel. They are the fat in the blood. So this is when the fat cells become overstuffed, particularly in the liver, we start to see an elevation in fasting triglycerides. And, you know, it’s funny because sometimes patients will come in and they’re like, my doctor says I have, I’m thinking of one patient in particular, she said, my doctor said I have high cholesterol. And so we looked at her blood work and actually have two patients with the exact same thing. Two had elevated, they both had elevated liver enzymes, showing that there’s something going on with their liver. Their liver is not happy. Their liver is experiencing inflammation. The liver is struggling in some way. That’s what elevated liver enzymes tend to tell us. And, you know, their liver’s not working properly. There’s some inflammation in the liver. The liver’s not able to process these triglycerides. And they both had elevated triglycerides. And that was the only thing abnormal in their cholesterol panel.
[28:36] And their doctor put them on a statin, which we know’s main job is to reduce LDL, cholesterol, one of the cholesterols, but total cholesterol as well.
[28:46] And, you know, has an impact on triglycerides, but not a large impact. And it’s not the therapy, in my opinion, for elevated triglycerides. It’s certainly not the first line that I would recommend. I would recommend first supporting the liver, figuring out what’s going on there. In one case, it was Tylenol overuse. In another case, it was insulin resistance that was causing fatty liver. So it’s first supporting liver and then addressing insulin resistance if it’s present. And in one patient, it was. But certainly not a statin. It’s not addressing the root or even the issue. And again, this is reductionistic, right? It’s like cholesterol, statin.
[29:27] Ignoring the fact that there’s a lot of different things going on in a cholesterol panel. And statin may be the answer for some particular people who make a lot of LDL cholesterol and they have scary high levels despite having low inflammation. And even then in that case, I would argue that we might not be that concerned about their LDL if they have low inflammation and they’re insulin sensitive. But those people would probably be the people who would benefit most from a statin just to keep them from overproducing the LDL cholesterol that they genetically overproduce. The other thing that we’ll see in blood tests are inflammatory markers elevated, and these can be elevated for various reasons, and they won’t always be elevated in insulin resistance, but we tend to see inflammation, and so that would be a reason to look at why there’s elevated inflammation.
[30:20] And you know other symptoms that we see insulin resistance affects our brain so we have brain fog it affects the health of the blood vessels we get hypertension or high blood pressure we see mental health issues for various reasons we know depression is an inflammatory condition in the brain there’s low levels of inflammation that create this um kind of like low mood an issue with serotonin and dopamine metabolism that presents the symptoms of depression, right? Low mood, sadness, apathy, you know, disinterest in things that previously brought you joy, anxiety, we know has a lot to do with this blood sugar rollercoaster triggering the autonomic nervous system.
[31:08] We get fatigue when we’re insulin resistant because we can’t, again, we can’t access our energy properly. We have difficulty losing weight because we are constantly telling our body to store, store, store, and not use. We get fatty liver and fat on the organs. I am convinced that adrenal fatigue, until proven otherwise, is insulin resistance. And my friend actually came to this conclusion when she went on the low insulin lifestyle. After I introduced her to Dr. Allie Chappell, she was like, she’s like, I no longer get that crash from 2 to 4 p.m. And she’s like, so what I thought was adrenal fatigue that I was managing with like salt and adrenal herbs and stuff like that was in fact insulin resistance. And it’s interesting too, because a lot of the adaptogenic herbs, the adrenal herbs, a lot of them have, I mean, one of the impacts of cortisol is to raise our blood sugar. So a lot of these adaptogenic herbs will raise blood sugar and it gives you kind of this boost, right? And that’s that 2 to 4 p.m. crash. We always tend to gravitate towards sugar or carbohydrate snacks during that time, unless you can take a nap or something. But it’s like this sugar crash that we get. And again, when you’re insulin resistant, you know, you’re having trouble managing your blood sugar. Maybe you had a lunch that had too many carbohydrates, you got a huge insulin spike, and then you get this huge crash from 2 to 4 p.m.
[32:30] Estrogen dominance. Again, you know, this whole sort of, PCOS thing where we’re putting on more body fat and our estrogen level, like, you know, we have heavier periods or more painful periods or, you know, this weight gain. So, even though estrogen increases insulin sensitivity, a lot of these symptoms of excess fat gain or heavy periods or irregular periods that we would tend to call estrogen dominance, this might be, in fact, insulin resistance, PMS, PMDD. Again, that’s not a known fact that those conditions are caused by insulin resistance, but knowing that insulin resistance messes with your hormones, messes with energy production, messes with your neurotransmitters, with your brain function, with your liver, which is responsible for processing hormones like estrogen. It affects your digestive system, which we know digestion is a highly energy-intensive activity. So if you’re not able to access and use your energy, you’re going to have issues with things that require a lot of energy, like digestion, like reproductive health and sexual health, hair growth, skin health, all of these things.
[33:49] So it’s sort of like every symptom in some way we could argue is connected to insulin resistance and so my advice is when patients are presented with a whole bunch of things as we do a fasting insulin test as part of routine blood work in order to assess and also given that 88 to 94 percent of us have some sort of metabolic dysfunction it’s fair to say we should definitely rule this out because the norm would be, or at least the common thread would be insulin resistance, is having some role to play in what someone’s experience is.
[34:29] So the blood sugar rollercoaster, throughout most of my naturopathic practice, I’ve been harping on this idea of blood sugar because our body does not like to have high blood sugar. This is toxic, and it doesn’t like low blood sugar, right? Low blood sugar triggers cortisol, triggers an autonomic fight or flight response, right? The sympathetic nervous system response, and that triggers cortisol, and then your blood sugar goes up, and then you’re craving, and you’re going on this roller coaster. And this is the case with anxiety. I see it time and time again um you know anxiety until again until proven otherwise is a blood sugar roller coaster phenomenon brain fog adrenal fatigue all this is connected to our blood sugar and supporting blood sugar has been really important in my naturopathic practice to support people with mental health concerns and then you know as a psychotherapist um.
[35:33] Psychotherapy is extremely effective it’s an amazing tool and modality and we really we get deep and we sort through the emotional experience and and you know the how we think and our self talk and our boundaries and we do all that stuff and uh you know but then if there’s, if a if a psychotherapy client is like having a croissant for breakfast and then a sandwich for lunch, you know, there’s only so much psychotherapy we can do without really addressing their blood sugar.
[36:09] So, you know, so many of us are on this blood sugar roller coaster day in and day out, right? You wake up and then you’re kind of nauseous and you’re anxious and that’s low blood sugar. It’s your cortisol trying to kick into gear. Then you have, you know, the typical breakfast. I, When I was a kid, I would have cereal and skim milk, like sugar cereal often. And I don’t know how I survived. But yeah, I was like daydreaming. I was like not focused. I couldn’t, you know, figure out what was going on in math. Yeah, and then I remember we had lunch and I probably made myself a sandwich. Sometimes it would have meat in it. There’d always be a sugar treat. It wasn’t a horrible lunch, but yeah, it was back in the 80s or 90s. It was kind of the height of our nutrition disaster.
[36:58] And so, so many of us still do that, right? Cereal for breakfast or toast or croissant or just kind of a carb breakfast, you know, something easy on the stomach. You wake up, you don’t have much of an appetite. You’re anxious. You just want to eat something quickly, a banana, whatever. So, your blood sugar goes up and then your body releases insulin, it comes crashing down, and then over time, you become insulin resistant because insulin stops responding effectively to, or sorry, the cells stop responding effectively to insulin. So, you need more and more insulin to create the same effect on cells. So, you end up with high insulin levels, and this triggers more sugar cravings, and so on and so on.
[37:39] And this impacts our brain. We can’t think clearly. We have brain fog. We feel anxious. we feel stressed out, we feel irritable, and we suffer from inflammation. So the blood sugar roller coaster, horrible. There’s always this New York Times article that I reference, and it’s called, Do You Have Decision Fatigue? And it talks about these parole board members who would make weird decisions just right after lunch, like that 2 to 4 p.m. They were like, I don’t know, Some guy was caught stealing and like, you know, same offense. And then all of a sudden there’d be this different parole decision right after lunch. And then when they gave them a snack, everything kind of settled. So they decided, they figured out that this decision fatigue they were having where they just couldn’t make a decision, they couldn’t think clearly, was caused by low blood sugar. And, you know, blood sugar is important. Our brain needs a steady stream of consistent energy. And so if we’re on a blood sugar roller coaster and our blood sugar is dipping, our brain is starved of nutrients and we can’t think, you know. And if your brain is particularly sensitive to this, you know, so someone with neurodivergence, anxiety, depression, you’re going to experience this all the more profoundly.
[39:03] And it’s going to feel impossible to make a decision. You’re going to feel completely overwhelmed. You’re going to feel like you cannot handle what’s going on. Um you know i had a uh another patient i’m thinking of who you know always struggled with mental health his whole life things would be good good good and then like kind of in the afternoon would get this hit of depression really profound existential depression that left him like feeling like if i don’t medicate this like i can’t function it’s horrible and we determined that yeah like that he it was a blood sugar crash ultimately blood sugar was low he hadn’t eaten for a while lunch wasn’t that substantial and breakfast wasn’t that substantial so he was going on this blood sugar roller coaster and so many of us in north america we backload our food so we eat our biggest.
[39:57] Best meal at dinner and we spend the rest of the day on a blood sugar roller coaster so i preach this all the time i’ve talked about this in courses and i was really jealous when i discovered as many of you’ve heard the glucose goddess so somebody whose entire brand is focused on blood sugar and her whole thing is that she puts on a continuous glucose monitor so this is something that measures creates these graphs here that show your blood sugar going up after you eat and she’s showing you all these different like permutations and combinations of of food and how food impacts blood sugar and so that’s really cool and i was really jealous just like five million followers. I’m like, why didn’t I think of this?
[40:37] Even the name Glucose Goddess, genius. She does a lot of good work. She’s a biochemist. I have referred tons of patients to her work.
[40:45] And so things that she talks about are, you know, apple cider vinegar prevents you from getting this glucose spike, the sour in the vinegar, the acidic acid, it helps to kind of slow this glucose absorption.
[41:00] When you add fat, fiber, and protein, so she calls this putting close on your carbs, it tends to blunt the glucose response. So fiber, how does that work? Well, fiber, it kind of creates this coating and it’s harder to access the glucose. So you don’t get this crazy spike of glucose into your bloodstream.
[41:25] But we’ll talk about what fat does in a second. And, you know, so, but, you know, to regulate blood sugars, if you’re just looking at blood sugar, then this makes sense because you’re, if you’re adding clothes to your carbs, you know, you’re, you’re adding fat and protein to your carbs, you’re not going to get this huge blood sugar spike, which is great.
[41:44] So you’re not going to be on this blood sugar roller coaster. It also slows and delays gastric emptying, so the sugar that you’re eating is sort of metered out over time. So again, you’re maintaining this steady glucose level, and that’s great. And we’ll talk really quickly about the blood sugar impact of food. There’s different ways to measure this. So you have the glycemic index. The glycemic index is like how quickly does a food spike your blood sugar? So glucose straight glucose has the highest glycemic index, like table sugar, pretty high because it’s just a glucose and fructose molecule. Your body, your digestive system splits that and then it absorbs the glucose. Starch as well, like white rice or white bread, these are, starch is a long chain of glucose. And again, when you cook it, it kind of breaks it apart. And when you digest it, it breaks into individual glucose molecules, spikes your blood sugar. When you add fiber to it, you get a slower rise in glucose. So, you know, I don’t know what has, like, I mean, brown rice is going to have a lower glycemic index because of the fiber on it.
[42:57] The glycemic load is probably a better measurement because it takes into account how much sugar is in the food. So, for example, watermelon has a high glycemic index. The sugar raises your blood sugar very quickly, but there’s not a lot of sugar in watermelon when you’re eating a normal serving. Watermelon has a lot of fiber and a lot of water, and it also has some good nutrients, too. So the glycemic load is ultimately what Glucose Goddess is looking at. In her graph, you’re seeing, okay, you’re having chickpeas, and you’re seeing both the index, I guess, because you’re seeing, okay, how quickly does her, and this is her body, how quickly does the glucose rise in her blood, and how long does it stay elevated?
[43:43] And so she shows in this case just chickpeas, which have a lot of starch in them. They also have some fiber and some protein, but not as much protein as people think. So the starch is broken down in the chickpeas, and you get this rise in glucose. And then she says, oh, if you mix, if you blend it, you’re pulverizing the fiber, and so you’re actually accessing the carbohydrates more easily. So you’re increasing the glycemic index. So look at that. Look how much faster my blood sugar rises. And then she says, but if you consume hummus, you add fat to your blended chickpeas. Look at that. You barely get a rise in blood sugar. So, wow, that’s so cool.
[44:26] So, ultimately, adding fat lowers the glycemic index, and it looks like the glycemic load. But, so I always had this suspicion, because one of the things we are not measuring is the insulin index, right? So we’re not measuring insulin at all with a continuous glucose monitor. We’re not looking at all at how insulin looks after eating. And this normally is fine because usually when glucose goes up, insulin goes up, and when glucose is flat, insulin is flat, but not always because there’s a few foods that will spike insulin or that will impact insulin but not impact blood sugar.
[45:13] And what happens when we spike insulin is we actually see, because insulin’s job is to lower blood sugar. So under this glucose goddess post is this is where I first was exposed to Dr. Allie Chappell, where she reminds us that adding fat to starch enhances the insulin response. And this is the reason you see a drop in glucose on your graph. And she’s like, I saw a similar post with bread and butter. And so adding butter to your bread doesn’t make your bread healthier, but it will flatten your glucose response so you’ll have a prettier continuous glucose monitor graph because your insulin is being spiked and that’s flattening the glucose response but it’s insulin that’s causing the issue i mean insulin is what’s causing fat storage insulin is what’s preventing you from accessing your carbohydrates to burn them and accessing fat stores to burn for energy.
[46:08] And so yeah and you know it’s okay so it’s not like i didn’t know this um but i guess i didn’t understand the impact of it and this is an important lesson for me even a holistic practitioner a naturopathic doctor who routinely tests people’s insulin levels who understands the importance of insulin who has seen elevated homa ir in all types of people who is looking at insulin resistance and considering that as a factor and assessing symptoms of it. But I was looking at it as kind of an isolated thing that can occur. I was not looking at it as like a blanket issue that is occurring across all of my patients and should be assessed in essentially everyone who have the symptoms and some signs of it.
[46:53] But yeah, I was aware of insulin and the impact of insulin on food. And I was even aware of the insulin index, which looks at the impact food has on our insulin levels. So how food spikes insulin. And I knew that, yeah, obviously white bread is going to spike your insulin because it spikes your sugar and that spikes insulin. But I also knew that things like skim milk were potent generators of insulin or created an insulin release. And so, I kind of knew, okay, you know, stuff that doesn’t necessarily have a lot of sugar has an impact on insulin levels. And so, what we know is that carbohydrates have a high insulin index, right? So, starchy carbohydrates, starches and sugar.
[47:46] Protein actually has a moderate impact on insulin. So, it will not spike your glucose. So, it’s not going to change your glucose monitor, but it will have an impact, a moderate impact, about 20% release on your insulin.
[48:02] Fat will not have an impact on insulin or blood sugar. So if you consume olive oil, if you just drink a bunch of olive oil, it’s not going to do anything to your insulin and it’s not going to do anything to your blood sugar. But when you add fat to starch, it will accentuate an insulin response.
[48:20] So it is going to impact fat storage. And we knew this from adding fat and sugar was a potent way to store fat. So, you know, so this was something that I knew, but I never really kind of connected this to Glucose Goddess’s work. And so I thank Dr. Allie Chappell, and this is how I found out about her. So Allie Chappell, her, she created, because she works with PCOS, she created this idea of like, okay, foods that spike insulin are starches. Okay. So rice, not just white rice all rice bread flowers you know potatoes sweet potatoes um so kind of like tubers and grains essentially and legumes sugar so table sugar added sugar but also whey protein so unfermented dairy so milk um you know whey protein powder because whey protein stimulates a peptide called IGF-1 or insulin-like growth factor 1. And again, we know that insulin is a storage hormone. So whey protein is used for muscle building because we need insulin. We need IGF-1 to stimulate muscle protein synthesis.
[49:40] But if we’re trying to keep our insulin levels down, maybe we should be weary or maybe we should just be aware of the fact that whey protein can stimulate an insulin release and it won’t have any effect on your continuous glucose monitor. This was a whole debate that Dr. Allie Chappell got into and we’ll talk about
[49:57] it when we talk about protein in a second. It was also part of my conversation with her, And I think it’s a little bit where we differ, but I’ll get into that. Foods that don’t spike insulin are non-starchy, colorful fruits and vegetables. Okay, so leafy greens, colorful stuff.
[50:17] Fruits contain fructose, so they don’t have as much, rather than glucose, which is what starch is made of. So it doesn’t have as much of an impact on our blood sugar levels and our insulin. Our liver converts fructose into glucose eventually, but it doesn’t create this big glucose spike and an insulin spike. You will see a rise on a continuous glucose monitor when you consume fruit, but you’re not seeing as much of a rise in insulin. And fruit also has fiber, so it’s managing the glycemic index. And it doesn’t have that much sugar fruit, so it also has sort of a moderate glycemic load. So a good way to get carbohydrates if you’re trying not to spike your insulin is from fruit and vegetables non-starchy vegetables so animal protein again a moderate impact on insulin about 20% that of starches fermented dairy so she recommends this in limited quantities it’s about a cup of greek yogurt or an ounce of cheese nuts and seeds don’t impact insulin so you know which is you can have tons of almonds whatever and fats have no impact on insulin so it’s ultimately this kind of paleo diet where you’re not including legumes and you’re not including potatoes. And so there’s a lot of research she’s done on this.
[51:36] I’m sorry, my face is covering some of it. But so there’s three studies that she conducted and a randomized control trial. And it was on women with PCOS. So I would love to see this study extended to, I would love to see it extended to mental health because there’s some research on ketogenic diets for mental health. And my story that I’ve shared on my blog is that, you know, before Christmas of 2024, I kind of just was going through a funk and I just said, you know what, screw it. Like I’ve been avoiding gluten for forever. And I just don’t want to anymore. So I just went back to eating bread and it was glorious. I had a great time. I had brie. I had baguettes. Like I had sandwiches. It was amazing.
[52:27] But my body was not happy, and I had horrific brain fog. That was the first thing I noticed, and all this water retention, inflammation, I just felt horrible. So after Christmas, I said, you know what? I need a bit of a reset. My gut is not happy. My brain is not happy. And I did a ketogenic diet, more specifically the carnivore diet. I wanted to try it. I just wanted to simplify things.
[52:49] And I just wanted to give my gut a reset. And there’s actually a benefit. This is very counterintuitive and an aside, but there is a benefit. There’s documented evidence that just restricting fiber can actually help digestion. For me, it was a good reset. I don’t think we should avoid fiber forever. Maybe some people with particular health concerns need to, but for me, it was a good reset. So I did the carnivore diet for about three months and I felt my mental health was fantastic. I felt my brain fog clear in like 24 hours and it felt magical but one of the things with carnivore diet is it’s very hard because you’re you don’t have any carbohydrates in your diet at all you don’t have what we what’s called muscle glycogen which is this stored starch-like molecule in the muscles that allows us to burn energy quickly and also retain some water in the muscles so one of the very common symptoms that people experience on a ketogenic diet, especially a carnivore diet, is like a lot of thirst and issue with water balance and muscle fatigue. So I felt that. I felt like I didn’t have strong endurance.
[53:57] I felt, you know, and then at a certain point, I just felt like food was just very brown and I was not so much craving, but I liked the idea of colorful fruits and vegetables and juicy like apples and stuff so my friend um started doing the low insulin lifestyle because i was i was discovering it around the time that i was doing carnivore i was writing my course.
[54:23] On insulin resistance and um.
[54:27] And, uh, and she was trying to do the carnivore too, but it was breastfeeding. And so it wasn’t working out. She, it was affecting her, her milk supply. So she decided to try this and she was, she was like, you know, I feel great. I don’t have any cravings. You know, by day three, like I’m really, really full and satisfied. And again, it’s because you’re able to tap into your energy because your insulin levels are low. So you’re using your body’s energy stores. Um, And, you know, I was also kind of stagnant on carnivore. And so the big aha moment I had was that I was mixing whey protein into yogurt almost every day to get this kind of hydration.
[55:07] And also the whey protein was kind of sweet. And it was a fast way to, you know, instead of having to like cook meat and chicken and eggs, it was something quick that I could have as a snack when I wanted food. So I was having whey protein almost every day. And so I wasn’t experiencing any weight loss. And I was, you know, it kind of, I wouldn’t exactly crave things, but I don’t know. Something just didn’t feel right. So I switched to this, I started adding back in fruits and vegetables. And it felt really, really good. And it felt very sustainable. And I started reflecting on things I’ve tried in the past, things that were successful for me, ways of eating, paleo, particularly comes to mind as something that felt very wholesome and holistic and satisfied my nutrient needs. And I was like, you know, what works about paleo was probably this. Fruits and vegetables, animal protein and fat, nuts and seeds.
[55:58] And, you know, I looked back at my life and, you know, my particular response to carbohydrates and likely having something called reactive hypoglycemia, where you get a big insulin response. Your insulin is, you get a big insulin response essentially after eating. So, you’re not carbohydrate sensitive. In other words, you’re carbohydrate intolerant, right? The glucose tolerance test, you get this big spike of insulin after you consume carbohydrates.
[56:27] I don’t think that I’ve ever really been glucose tolerant and I don’t know if that’s my Mediterranean genetics I don’t know what’s going on with that but then you know putting the pieces together so I think a lot of people really resonated with this idea because when I sent an email out and shared the Dr. Ali Chappell interview a lot of people were like responding and I mean I think that a lot of people were seeing this as like the next new diet right because the the tagline is in two months women lost with PCOS lost 19 pounds and they didn’t restrict what they were eating they ate all that they wanted from a number of foods fruits non-starchy vegetables and fruits animal proteins also some plant-based proteins tofu edamame hemp nuts and seeds and fats and so they ate everything they wanted they didn’t restrict at all. They were told not to exercise just to standardize, but exercise would actually probably have enhanced their results.
[57:31] And yeah, they had great weight loss. Weight loss that is not typical in a lot of studies. You know, you can expect maybe 11 pounds in four months on a calorie-restricted diet. You can expect maybe something like 11 pounds in six months on a ketogenic diet or intermittent fasting, things like that. So 19 pounds in two months, unrestricted, is pretty incredible. Eating all the fruit you want, because people are always kind of wary about fruit, and we like fruit and nuts and seeds, and these are kind of foods that are appealing.
[58:08] So yeah, it was this great tagline. A lot of people were writing to me, how should I do this? What should I do? I think for me, the biggest thing, it’s not so much weight loss. It’s the digestion feels great. Brain feels good. Energy feels good. I’m not constantly hungry like I always have been. I was like pounding back protein to prevent myself from eating constantly. It’s like always with kind of this food noise in the background. I don’t have that on this. And I feel very satisfied. And you get all of the nutrients that you need. It’s not that grains and legumes are bad for you.
[58:43] It’s just that they contain starch and you can have all of the you can easily get the nutrients that you need from fruits vegetables animal animal proteins and animal foods and so it’s this kind of comprehensive feels very holistic diet you know um.
[58:58] So there’s lots of different studies that were done. Her classic kind of PhD study, she just did the diet for a test drive. Another study, they looked at how much fat people were burning after they consumed a high-fat, high-calorie shake. So before they were on the low-insulin lifestyle, the insulin in their body prevented them from tapping into fat. So they were just essentially burning sugar and then hungry, burning sugar and then hungry, and storing fat. But after the two months of the low insulin lifestyle, they were able to burn fat. And so this is also supporting consistent energy levels, you know, in the brain and in the body and reduced hunger and cravings. Because you’re able to tap into your energy stores. You’re able to tap into fat. You’re able to be what we call metabolically flexible, where you burn sugar. When you’re done burning the sugar, you burn fat.
[59:52] And so you’re no longer, you’re off now the blood sugar rollercoaster where you just burn sugar. Than cray sugar burn sugar cray sugar burn sugar cray sugar um another study looked at time to conception because it’s pcos so the goal for many people was fertility and it was about 85 days was the average time to conception and another study looked at standard treatment so it was like a mediterranean diet exercise metformin calorie restriction all in one group and the other group did the low insulin lifestyle and the Mediterranean diet people gained a third of a pound in two months and the low insulin lifestyle people, they lost their 17 to 19 pounds. They had people do diet diaries a couple times. So again, no restriction. My thing that I always think about with the diet diary is if I was a participant and you asked me to fill out a diet diary, I probably would, it would influence how I eat that day for sure. I wouldn’t eat like the pound of bacon or binge on a bunch of nuts and seeds if I knew I had to record it. So I think you can maybe assume.
[1:01:00] And I haven’t, you know, Dr. Ali kind of agreed with this, but I don’t know if, you know, she fully did. You can maybe assume that it was sort of their best day. And that would be, you know, like an average really lower calorie day. But the diet diaries showed that they were consuming about 1400 calories again they’re not counting they’re not tracking they’re just eating what they want from the amount of foods that they’re allowed again you could eat like all bananas technically you could eat all bacon like, but they were they were sort of and this is also the thing when we’re eating whole foods because ultimately fruits vegetables and animal protein these are our whole foods that we find in nature You, you know, get some lettuce that’s growing from the ground, you pull an apple off a tree, you kill a chicken or eat its eggs, right? These are like whole foods, they come from the foods in nature, whereas like, you know, rice, yeah, it’s still a whole food, it’s not that processed, but it still requires this kind of refining and processing to get it to something that you can eat.
[1:02:10] And so when it turns out that when we’re eating these whole foods it it has a very satiating effect in part because of its impact on our insulin levels and our ability to kind of be metabolically flexible but we also are like kind of able to to tap into our body and what it needs, And there’s been studies on this in babies, actually. And they found that, like, yeah, your body can kind of ask for the nutrients it wants. So it’s like, do you want an apple? So that’s kind of more of a sugary thing. Or do you want something savory, which would be like chicken? And they actually ended up eating quite a bit more protein than the typical, you know, woman that I see in my practice.
[1:02:57] They’re eating about 95, 90, 94 grams of protein a day without trying to track and emphasize protein. And I think the reason for this is because, yeah, you’re either eating kind of like a sweet food, or if you want a savory food, you’re going to go for protein. It just, because you just have these whole foods to draw from, you’re probably going to do about at least a quarter of your foods are going to be these animal proteins. And so then you end up eating about 25% of your calories from protein, about 30% came from carbs, about 90 grams of carbs. So that is a low carb diet that they were naturally eating. Again it’s very very hard to get a lot of carbs when you’re just eating fruit and vegetables because there’s only so many apples you can eat there’s only so many grams of carbs in broccoli or something like that whereas yeah if you eat a cup of rice you’re getting a huge dose of starch and they were actually eating quite high fat so about 45 percent of their calories were coming from fat so it’s a higher fat diet a moderate protein diet and a low carb diet and that’s just naturally what people gravitated to when they were given those foods to eat. So really cool. I think I probably eat more than 1,400 a day. Definitely, actually. But this was ultimately what resulted in their weight loss. But they were also able to tap into the fat because their insulin levels were low. And they had a 50% reduction in their insulin levels after two months.
Speaker0: [1:04:25] So, really impactful research-based lifestyle, you know, and I would love to see, I think there’s going to be more in the works of this lifestyle, but I would love to see some research on it for mental health. I know that the PCOS patients, they filled up quality of life questionnaires, and they did have a positive impact on their mental health. Um but you know i don’t know if they were doing they weren’t doing like um you know gad sevens and stuff like that measuring their anxiety their depression like phq9s like measuring their mental health specifically they were measuring like quality like you know their tendency to binge eat went down their irritability and impulsivity went down so kind of their food behaviors and how that relates to mental health all improved but there wasn’t i don’t as far as or any specific like mental health symptoms. Although subjectively, if you talk to them, I’m sure that they would probably have good things to say about how they felt mentally and emotionally. Yeah. So, the thing, the protein question, so there was a lot of controversy. I don’t want to, like, draw more attention to it, but Dr. Allie Chappell was involved in this debate around whey protein.
Speaker0: [1:05:41] And the main argument was, so in my podcast, she was talking about how whey protein is a waste product, and whey stimulates IGF-1, so it stimulates insulin, and that’s not good for us. And so on the low insulin lifestyle, they’re told no whey protein, they’re told limited amounts of fermented dairy or so that they don’t overly impact their insulin levels. And, you know, and then we get all these great results. So, okay. So yeah, whey protein highly stimulates insulin. And so she recommends against it. And then she also says, you know, I think we emphasize protein too much. And I will tend to, so this is what we see, right? So I have been harping, just like the blood sugar thing, I’ve been harping protein, protein, protein, you need to eat more protein. Look at someone’s dietary, you’re not eating enough protein. You’re, you know, a perimenopausal woman with insulin resistance, you need to eat more protein. I will actually, when working with diet with people, I will tell them to eat protein first. And I see memes all over the place now.
Speaker0: [1:06:48] Where it’s like, you know, eating protein is a full-time job. It’s so hard to eat protein. And then you have protein cereal and protein bread and protein pancakes. And it’s usually whey protein that they add to that to get the protein.
Speaker0: [1:07:01] So Dr. Allie is like, whey is a waste product and it’s, you know, impacting your insulin levels. So avoid it.
Speaker0: [1:07:10] And then she had a debate with somebody who said, okay, you’re looking at the mechanism. You don’t like that whey has an impact on insulin, but what’s the impact on metabolic health when people consume whey protein? And so there are studies that show either no effect or maybe it’s beneficial. And the reason it would probably be beneficial, me without having looked in depth at the studies, I would assume that adding whey protein would be beneficial because whey protein stimulates muscle synthesis, right just like insulin does but the protein in way and the impact on insulin is a potent stimulator of protein muscle synthesis okay so when you have more muscle that’s going to positively impact your metabolic health especially if you’re strength training, further adding more protein in people who are largely protein deficient because most people are not getting enough protein i mean now maybe they are because protein has become a marketing thing. People are tending not to get enough protein because the guidelines were always to get 0.8 grams per kilogram of body weight, which we now know is like the minimum to prevent muscle wasting. And it’s not enough to be well muscled. And so we have this epidemic of low muscle and insulin resistance.
Speaker0: [1:08:34] So yeah, when you start adding protein to people who are protein deficient, doesn’t really even matter where the protein comes from, that’s going to have a positive effect on them, even if it’s stimulating their insulin, because they’re probably stimulating their insulin anyways, if they’re eating like a high starch diet, and then maybe they’re not eating as much starch, because they’re full now, they’re eating protein, so a whole bunch of things. The thing with nutritional science is it is not reductionistic by definition. It’s very, very hard to just change something and get an effect. Like when you have a drug trial, you know nobody starting off a drug trial has taken or ever seen this drug before and then you take half of the participants and you give them the drug and the other half you give a blind placebo right so if there’s an effect you know it’s probably because of the drug especially if it happens to the group that got the drug and not the group that didn’t but when you give even if you’re doing a randomized control trial when you give one group whey protein and the other group let’s say i don’t know just like, I don’t know, a placebo powder, like if they’re deficient in protein, that’s going to have an effect and it’s going to change a whole bunch of stuff. And then adding more protein, which is something that our body requires, it’s not a drug that’s like a novel thing added to your body. It’s like, you know, you’re getting something that has a physiological effect on a lot of different body systems, impacts your behaviors in the way that you eat, and impacts the macronutrient.
Speaker0: [1:10:00] Makeup of your food because you’re getting protein, right? So, you’re getting extra protein. So, a whole bunch of things happen when you add whey protein. So, I don’t know if it’s fair to say, like, I appreciate knowing that whey protein stimulates insulin because I would rather consume hemp protein or pea protein or a type of protein powder that doesn’t impact my insulin levels because I don’t want to spike my insulin. You know, but after a hard workout, if I really want to like, get jacked, I might do whey protein with like, you know, glucose, to be honest, and get a huge insulin spike, but put that insulin to work building muscle. So there’s a time and a place for it. But what we do know is that so Dr. Ali Chavez kind of like, you know, you don’t need that much protein. But there is quite a bit of research around the importance of protein. So, you know, 30 to 50 grams of protein per meal. And again, you don’t need 50 grams at a meal, but 30 is great. Stimulates muscle protein synthesis, and that supports our metabolic health. It regulates our blood sugar, partly yes, because it does impact our insulin. But if you’re having just animal protein, it’s not having a huge impact on insulin levels.
Speaker0: [1:11:15] And, you know, the more muscle we have on our body, the more longevity we have, you know, the less our risk of dying from anything. Muscle is a glucose sink, so it soaks up glucose at rest, but really goes into overdrive at soaking up glucose when you’ve just worked out. And in fact, you don’t need insulin to bring your glucose down when your muscles are working. So this is the advice where you take a walk after dinner, you start working your muscles and you don’t eat even insulin to get the glucose into the muscles and store it as muscle glycogen. Further, we store about 400 grams of carbohydrate as muscle glycogen. It’s a huge like reservoir of glucose that doesn’t have to go into fat cells, doesn’t have to overstuff them. So the more muscle you have, the better glucose sink you have. And then you have this quick burning energy.
Speaker0: [1:12:08] So the more muscle you have the better and you need protein to you need two things to stimulate it when you’re at an adult you need um protein so lysine specifically branching amino acid and you need resistance training so you need to like have a stimulus on your muscle to to create muscle um and we know there’s lots and lots of studies on protein forward diets so diets that deliver about 0.8 to one gram per pound, not kilogram of ideal body weight per day. So it’s almost double the previous recommendations of 0.8 grams per kilogram. So we’re saying 0.8 to one gram per pound. I just aim for one gram per pound of body weight. And so if you distribute that over the course of a day, a course of across three meals, then maybe, yeah, if my ideal weight is 150 pounds, and I’m trying to stimulate muscle and decrease body fat, then yeah, I’m probably aiming for about 50 grams per meal.
Speaker0: [1:13:11] You know, there’s studies shown by Dr. Cabot-Leon that are like not new studies from the early 2000s, where when, you know, people had like a bigger protein breakfast, a decent protein lunch, a decent protein dinner, versus a group that had like a really crappy low-protein breakfast, and their biggest meal was dinner, they lost more body fat, lost less lean mass when they were engaging calorie restriction. And there, you know, there’s another study that shows, you know, low-protein diet, low-protein plus exercise, high-protein diet, high-protein plus exercise. And the best group, of course, was high-protein and exercise, but the second best was high-protein.
Speaker0: [1:13:54] In terms of body fat lost and lean mass preserved. So a lot of benefits to having protein. Does that mean go eat like protein cereal? Honestly, like my answer to the memes where it’s like, I’m working overtime trying to get enough protein. My answer to that is like, just eat meat. Just eat meat. We’re so scared of meat. If you eat meat, chicken, fish, eggs, you’ll get enough protein if you eat like a decent serving you know a five ounce serving at every meal or if you’re tofu and edamame those are great too and you can also do hemp protein powder or collagen powder um it’s collagen is not a complete protein but who cares when you’re mixing it up with other you don’t need to worry about complete protein when you’re getting complete protein across your day in my opinion um so yeah when you’re doing a low insulin lifestyle because really all you have is like animal foods and fruit and vegetable you’re naturally probably going to eat more protein because what are you going to put in your burrito bowl um you can’t put rice in there can’t put tortilla so you’re going to probably put a lot of ground beef uh maybe you’re going to put um a bunch of different salad ingredients avocado and yeah so the savory the salty is going to come from the ground beef and so then you’re getting enough protein.
Speaker0: [1:15:13] And you know people always ask about people are scared of animal protein and i think it’s because of this, again, all the brainwashing and gaslighting that we’ve had from the 1970s on about having a high-carb diet and not eating animal. And the fact is, our diet is largely plant-based in North America. And it’s, that’s not, turns out, plant-based isn’t the right heuristic for a healthy diet. A plant-based diet that’s like made of whole foods, sure, that could be good for you. Um but it’s probably going to be heavier on starch and if it’s not then you have a very limited amount of protein foods to draw from so yeah it is possible to do a low insulin lifestyle on a vegetarian or vegan diet it’s just your your protein sources are going to be very very limited and then maybe yeah you should definitely be doing hemp protein powders and things like that if you want to try it um but fun fact is somebody who i was really like watching.
Speaker0: [1:16:10] What’s her name it’s a health influencer that is like a fruititarian so all she consumes is or like raw raw fully raw christina so she has these beautiful like platters of fruit she gets to eat all this food because all she so she is doing a low insulin lifestyle vegans vegan version lots of nuts and seeds and fruits and vegetables so uh she’s just not eating any animal product and she’s surviving but I think she started adding protein powder in recently um so yeah so very interesting um.
Speaker0: [1:16:44] You know, kind of debate that happened. But I think that, you know, we definitely want to eat enough protein. And I, you know, in my course, I suggest, you know, starting with protein first, because the thing with that is, you know, it’s less about restriction, which can be really helpful, especially if you, so if you struggle with insulin resistance, chances are you’ve done a diet before, you know, because if you have difficulty losing weight, you’ve probably tried something to try and lose weight, whether it was fasting, whether it was Weight Watchers, whether it was something. So you’ve done restriction before, you’ve counted calories, you’ve tracked your macros, you’ve done something like that. So telling you to eat less of something, I mean, yeah, that’s helpful, especially if it’s like don’t eat any starch, particularly if you have really strong insulin resistance.
Speaker0: [1:17:36] But, you know, I like to suggest protein forward first, because it feels less restrictive, you’re focused on eating something, you can always eat it at the end of the day if you you know weren’t focused like you can always have like a protein smoothie or something at the end of the day or a steak if you’re like i didn’t i didn’t you know follow it today or had a busy day versus like having to reverse, overeating or eating something that you weren’t allowed to so it has this, positive frame. And it will displace other macronutrients in other foods. You feel more satiate, your blood sugar is more stable, your brain has, you know, more continuous glucose control. It increases tyrosine, which increases dopamine, which supports motivation, reduces cravings, supports executive functioning. There’s all these positive benefits to adding protein. and so it’s not the only thing it’s not just protein and nothing else it’s just my first step often when patients come in and we need to start working on lifestyle foundations, lifestyle foundations are it’s hard to get someone to do big changes right away.
Speaker0: [1:18:47] Um in my course too we talk about like what happens when you have to eat out what happens when you go to someone’s house what happens how do you say no to people who offer you their pecan pie you know so there’s a lot but if your if your goal their first goal is just to increase protein it’s like you can hand you can navigate all of that stuff you know you just focus on protein and just see what changes and that’s like a good way to start thinking about food and tracking food and not thinking about restriction and then you’re not hungry so you don’t have that same association of like i’m gonna do a thing to be healthy and it’s gonna result in me being, frigging hungry, which was my association my entire life. So on the low insulin list, I don’t find that I’m hungry, actually, I’m very satiated. But, you know, it can be something to wrap your head around to be like, I can’t have starch. So what’s starch in? And what can I eat? And what’s the list? And what’s the grocery? So what am I going to, how am I going to have tortillas? How am I going to do this? So Dr. Ali Chavali uses a lot of almond flour. But yeah, so I think protein has a very important place in supporting metabolic health.
Speaker0: [1:19:49] Now putting it all together um you know so i think when a patient comes in the first thing is we do an assessment we may do some testing and we come up with an individualized plan right so, yeah you can take this and run with it you can just google the foods but again it’s like no starch no sugar no unfermented dairy and then you can have you know all the fruits and vegetables all the animal protein. I will say that a patient that I saw recently, you know, she was like, she’s like, I’m going through perimenopause. I have brain fog. I have no energy. I’ve got all of these symptoms. I’m gaining weight and I can’t lose it. I just, I feel like garbage. My mental health is terrible. And I just, I want to, you know, rehaul my health. And so we talked with the low insulin lifestyle because she had other signs of insulin resistance.
Speaker0: [1:20:46] We didn’t measure insulin, but we definitely have a plan to do that. Cost is a factor in terms of blood testing. And we want to just test everything together. So she already had a lot of signs of insulin resistance. She had high triglycerides, low HDL or good cholesterol, some inflammatory markers, and actually was starting to get elevated hemoglobin A1C or blood sugar was starting to go up. So it was kind of in the at-risk range. So, okay, we, you know, we don’t have a baseline insulin test, but let’s go ahead with, you know, treating insulin resistance. So, I recommended low insulin lifestyle. She was already doing lots of strength training, had a good exercise routine. And she came back and she’s like, I feel amazing. Within three days, everything transformed. My symptoms are all better. What are you eating? And she’s like, well, I’m eating quinoa every day and I’m eating lentils every day.
Speaker0: [1:21:38] So, and I’m eating chickpeas. so you don’t have to be perfect in other words is that um you know so there’s an individualized approach i didn’t have the heart to tell her that those foods were not didn’t belong on the plan but if it’s working why be more restrictive right if you can have there’s lots of benefits to having lentils lentils have iron they have fiber they have there’s another protein source quinoa it creates variety you’re allowed you feel better because you can eat these different foods you can replace rice with it.
Speaker0: [1:22:08] You know, I like this lentil flatbread that I make. So if you don’t need to be that restrictive, if you don’t need to do zero starch, then great. So we’re looking kind of at an individualized plan. Like, what are you already eating? How can we tweak things? Maybe we start with more protein. Maybe we start removing some starches. Maybe it’s just sugar that we deal with. Maybe we say, you know what, don’t worry about fruit. Eat all the fruit you want. In fact, when you eat fruit, it’s helping address a sugar craving and then you’re craving candy less and you’re having less binges. We’re looking at the individual and we’re bringing all the features together. So yes, you can just try a diet on your own. That’s great. But I am always concerned that it just becomes another diet that we try. And then we meet the same internal or external obstacles and we feel bad about ourselves and that triggers that shame and that triggers that that feeling of defeat and you cheat on it and you don’t have someone to help you reframe that that it’s not a cheat it’s just like okay like whatever you know so you know how do we approach this individually is is always so important um i think my face is covering it but essentially the low insulin lifestyle is no starch and sugar you know increasing protein fat and fiber and strength training two to three times a week so adding in strength training supporting muscle building.
Speaker0: [1:23:34] That’s very important, right, is building that muscle. There’s a whole section on muscle and exercise in my insulin resistance course. Diet, yes, is really important, but it only has one, it’s only one core, like one part of the course. And then a huge part of my course is on stress management and like regular movement, lifestyle, like, you know, stuff that supports your mental health. Again, it’s like, yeah, insulin resistance is good for your mental, healthy insulin levels supports your mental health but supporting your mental health like with these self-care practices like for me it’s getting out in nature practicing hobbies socializing reducing your stress getting to sleep on time sleep support um all of that is also good for your stress levels which is good for your insulin levels so you can like reverse these vicious cycles you lower your inflammation, maybe there’s certain supplements that can help right if you’re not sleeping supplements for sleep, if you have sugar cravings, there are supplements that can support that. Supplements for muscle health.
Speaker0: [1:24:37] Again, I say this in my course too. I mean, interestingly, I’m a huge advocate for lifestyle. I think it’s lifestyle really that is going to have the biggest impact on our health. And a lot of it requires a little bit of an entire reframe, right? Especially if we’re living in a chronic disease state, like insulin resistance, and especially if it’s been longstanding, then yeah there’s a lot of connections and associations and identity patterns even that need to change and that’s scary and that’s huge and because we’re social creatures and we’re we’re not just biological creatures we’re social and we don’t like eat in isolation and we are a product of you know the people around us and how they and how healthy they are and how they behave that just going on of, you know, changing your lifestyle, not that easy. It’s an entire identity shift oftentimes. It’s huge habit change, you know. So supplements often are a way to get people’s nutrient levels up where they feel better, where their body works better. And that can be positive motivation for and physical energy, you know.
Speaker0: [1:25:51] Positive mental and emotional and physical energy and motivation to make some changes, you know, whether it’s going for walks, because now you’re not so exhausted, because you slept better, or you just, your adrenals are functioning better, your brain is functioning better. So now you can make decisions like going for a walk after dinner, and now you can eat more protein, that makes you feel better. And then you think, well, okay, nothing, you know, I still would like to, I still have visceral fat, I’m still experiencing X, Y, and Z symptoms, So maybe I’ll consider now reducing my starch or taking out starches, right? So there’s so many approaches and ways in, you know?
Speaker0: [1:26:29] And I think in a huge part of my course was around self-compassion and shame and addressing obstacles, you know, so individually, what is helpful to you? Where do you start on the journey? Like, what’s important for you? What is your blood work say? What is, you know, waist circumference, all these different things? Like, what’s your starting point? What do you already do that’s working for you? What are you doing that might not be working for you? And a lot of it, you don’t know, right? Like, a lot of it is we don’t know. And there’s so much confusion in the nutritional space and you know protein no protein starch no starch bananas no bananas can I eat fruit can I not what about nuts what about seeds what’s this portion oh it’s just about your macros actually it doesn’t matter just calories in calories out.
Speaker0: [1:27:13] There’s so much and so all of that could be true for a specific person right maybe for one person it is calories that’s the thing now you know you’ve done you know all of these different things and that’s where you’re stuck. It really actually may be we need to just track calories, you know? It’s probably not the majority of people, but I, you know, it could be that person. But maybe that person’s not interested in tracking calories, that that’s highly triggering, unpleasant.
Speaker0: [1:27:40] Like if you’re like me, you don’t want anything to do with that anymore. So what else could we try? You know, do you do better by just saying, okay, like, again, I’m talking about myself, no starch, no sugar, you know, no way. Okay, perfect. Just tell me what I can’t eat and I won’t eat it and that’s fine. Um, so, you know, what works for the person? Um, or is it like, you know, your nutrition is dialed in, but you don’t move and that’s what we need to work on.
Speaker0: [1:28:07] Or is it a case of, you know, again, nutrient deficiencies are big. Um, I see them a lot in my practice and they will be an obstacle to feeling better, you know, um, zinc deficiencies or B6 deficiencies or, you know. So, yeah, so there’s an entirely holistic approach, essentially, in which we’re addressing things.
Speaker0: [1:28:35] And yeah, so that’s it, everyone. So if you have questions, reach out, connect at tallyandeed.com. If you’re following on YouTube, like and subscribe, please. I have lots of ideas. I have lots of plans. And I think, you know, subscribers, questions, engagement would really help me with the execution. I’m happy that I released this. I’ve been thinking about this for a while. April has been quite the month. It’s been terrible, quite frankly. But the foundation of low-insulin lifestyle and movement have actually been very helpful for me, keeping me afloat.
Speaker0: [1:29:16] So I think that’s, you know, I can say that when put into practice, it works. It’s possible to, at your lowest point, follow this lifestyle, and it helps, you know. And again, these are all things that I like to work with people on. You know, if you’re at your lowest point, like what’s the minimum that you can do? Like how do we get you out of it? How do we help you out of rock bottom? You know? And then, and this is a huge thing in psychotherapy is like people often come in with a rock bottom kind of chronic problem that distracts them from the deeper work that they want to actually do. Like, you know, examining childhood patterns and, you know, our schemas, things that we, you know, we have like our kind of chronic surface problem so that we don’t go into the deeper traumas that, you know, influence us and keep us stuck. So a lot of cool stuff. I know the economy is scary, but if you have benefits in Ontario, in Quebec.
Speaker0: [1:30:23] And I believe Nova Scotia for psychotherapy. Yeah, reach out. I am offering naturopathic medicine and psychotherapy in Ontario and other provinces that my psychotherapy license is good in. And yeah, I would love to work with you. If you have benefits, use them because this is how we get out of tough times is with support and help. And, yeah, I know that, yeah, it’s scary to spend money, but if you have it covered, I would suggest going for it. I’d love to help. Yeah. Like I said, I’m going to look into offering membership and a course, like a very holistic course. I released one back in 2020, I think, called Good Mood Foundations. And so I’m looking at making Good Mood Foundations 2.0. And this Good Mood Foundations is going to have sections on nervous system regulation, self-compassion, attentiveness and observation when it comes to our body, as well as nutrition, lifestyle. We’re going to talk about the microbiome. We’re going to talk about hormones and menopause. Like, it’s going to be truly holistic.
Speaker0: [1:31:42] And, you know, it’s my way of allowing you to access this information and walking you kind of through my brain for a very low price if you don’t have coverage. Or just if you need support. You need, like, more information. You like to digest more information. you know it’s hard to get it all from just one-to-one sessions because we have limited time together so you get that individual support where we’re like really getting into the nitty gritty but maybe you want kind of the overview that you can consume on your own and maybe you want a community so you know give me suggestions i run my courses right now from thrive cart um i would love to get like a community membership thing going so we’ll talk more about that soon, and I’m going to be writing a lot more. So yeah, make sure that you’re in my email list because that’s where I’m going to reach out to you about new things that are coming up and writings and things like that. So thank you for listening. Let me know your questions and comments, you know, leave a comment below or reach out at connect at taliand.com. If you live in Ontario, I’d love to work with you. Take care, everybody.
