Current research suggest that gluten can increase systemic inflammation, contributing to a worsening of mental health symptoms, as well as other inflammatory conditions, such as pain and autoimmune disease.
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Hello, you guys, my name is Dr. Talia Marcheggiani and I’m recording to you guys from my clinic in Bloor West Village. It’s call Bloor West Wellness Clinic, in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. And today, I’m going to talk to you guys about how a gluten sensitivity might be the underlying cause of your mental health conditions or other inflammatory conditions such as arthritis, migraines and digestive symptoms like IBS.
One of the reasons that I’m recording this video is because gluten is a really hot topic in the health and wellness industry and you’ve probably encountered your own versions of gluten-free food, or articles on the internet about how gluten is this evil toxin and there’s a lot of misconceptions around this and so I’m going to just talk a little bit about what gluten is and my own journey with cutting gluten out of my diet and how I came to that space where I was willing to do the experimentation and cut it out and see what my results were.
So, gluten isn’t a toxic substance per se, I mean there’s opinion around this in certain circles based on what it can do and how it affects the immune system and the results it can have on digestion, if you have sensitivity to it. But, what gluten is, is it’s a protein complex; it’s a bunch of proteins that are found in grains—wheat, rye and barley. And the protein complex consists of different proteins called gliadins. I might use gliadin and gluten interchangeably; it’s the same thing.
And, so, there is a health condition called Celiac Disease that’s a very serious health condition; it’s an autoimmune condition where the body attacks an enzyme called transglutaminase that’s involved in processing gliadin molecules. So this is not a reaction to gluten, per se, it’s an autoimmune reaction that’s caused by, that’s caused any time the body comes into contact with gliadin or gluten.
And celiac disease is a very serious health condition, it affects about 1% of the population, but there’s some room there for debate. So, some people think that you acquire celiac disease as you go on, and there’s evidence for that. And also, some people think that there’s a great underestimation of how many people are affected by celiac disease, that the number is higher than 1%, but that a lot of the cases do undetected.
And so celiac disease is diagnosed by blood tests. We’re looking at transglutaminase and endomysial antibodies, but the gold standard diagnosis is doing an intestinal biopsy. So, that’s how you find out if you have celiac disease, or not. So some people have done a blood test and they’ve tested negative for celiac disease, but are exhibiting some of the symptoms and so an intestinal biopsy will tell you yes or no definitively whether you have it or not.
Now, whether someone with celiac disease should avoid gluten or not isn’t really the debate here, I mean, that’s obvious. So, if you have celiac disease you have to avoid gluten 100%, it can’t be in your diet. You can’t even have a crumb of it. You have to use special toasters, or toaster bags, for your gluten-free toast. You have to make sure that your oatmeal hasn’t been contaminated by gluten. You can’t shop at Bulk Barn because there could be cross-contamination with gluten-containing substances. So, it’s almost like an allergy, you really have to be careful about coming into contact with gluten. And when people avoid gluten, if they have celiac disease, then that disease is managed.
So, whether someone with celiac should avoid gluten or not is not up for debate. What is is in this grey area, which is what you’ll be reading about online and that you’ll hear certain professional say is kind of myth, is this idea of non-celiac gluten sensitivity or gluten sensitivity. These are people who don’t have celiac disease, but for one reason or another notice that, when they take gluten out of their diet, they feel better. And when they reintroduce gluten they feel worse. And the symptoms are complex, just like in celiac disease. So, in celiac, people can get rashes, they can get joint pain, they can experience brain fog, they can experience brain damage, they can get arthritis, they can start getting other conditions such as thyroid conditions and so the symptoms are so wide-spread because of the inflammation that is triggered by eating gluten, and this is also the case with non-celiac gluten sensitivity—people who avoid gluten.
So, my story was that when I was a student at the naturopathic college, one of the things that I was exposed to in first year was this idea about elimination diets and leaky gut, which I’ll explain in a bit more depth, but you might have heard me write or talk about leaky gut. And, this idea that things like gluten or dairy could be contributing to some symptoms that I was experiencing and that a lot of patients were experiencing, and that taking these foods out in a systematic fashion, so doing a really clean diet, or a “hypoallergenic diet”, or a diet that’s basically chicken, rice and maybe some spinach, that that would heal a lot of the complaints that I and many others were experiencing, but that probably gluten was implicated in that.
So I was really resistant to this for at least two years. So, I wasn’t an early adopter at all to this idea, a lot of my classmates got the information, they went out and they started eliminating a lot of these foods from their pantries and they tried eliminations just for fun—well, for fun and also to experiment and to heal themselves and to “walk the talk”, as we say. But, I was living with my Italian grandmother and I would have toast for breakfast, I’d have pasta for probably lunch and dinner. I was getting gluten in my diet a lot and the idea of taking it out and resisting those familial pressures was—I just didn’t want to deal with it.
But, throughout the first couple of years of school I was also getting migraines on an almost weekly basis. And these migraines would take me out for the entire day. So, for the entire day I’d be throwing up, lying in the dark with a cloth on my head, trying to take some Advil, or something to mitigate it, but this was a chronic thing that I was going through.
Best case scenario, I’d get these once a month, but they were things that I was getting often. And I also had this life-long problem with bloating, these kind of IBS symptoms, like gas and bloating and, when I first started the naturopathic college, it was amazing to me that that was something we were talking about, because I’d kind of written that off as just being something, a peculiarity or particularity about my body that I’d just have to live with and it didn’t even occur to me that something that wasn’t considered a “disease”, per se, could be something that warranted attention and that had a treatment that went along with it, and a cause.
So I was kind of intrigued by that idea, like “oh, you mean I don’t need to be bloated?” and that, even though I’m not sick, like I’m healthy, I don’t have a disease, I don’t have high cholesterol or some of autoimmune disease, or type one diabetes, or something like that, but that the idea that an imbalance, or symptoms that were uncomfortable could be treated was totally new and exciting for me.
And so there was this intrigue in being gluten-free, but also this resistance to it.
And then, I think I was at a talk at school where we were given—it was sort of an information session, we were given free samples of a 7-day detox that involved shakes. And so, I did that because I had this free box, probably worth about $80 and I just decided, “ok, well I’m going to do this detox, it will be good for me. It will be sort of my introduction to eliminating a lot of these foods. It’ll be easy.” And it was really difficult. The first two days I had massive headaches as I was withdrawing from a lot of the things I was addicted to, such as caffeine, sugar and, probably, gluten, as well. But that sort of set the stage because I felt a lot better after that process, even after only that week of eliminating the foods. And so, when I started introducing the things I was eating normally back in, such as pasta and bread, I felt a lot worse. So, that discrepancy kind of woke me up to the idea that maybe these foods aren’t that great for me. And then I began a process of elimination and noticed really good results. I mean I don’t get migraines any more. It’s very very rare, and it’ll be a combination of weather and other factors and stress and overwork. But, that once-a-week, or even once-a-month, being in the dark with a cloth on my head, no noise and vomiting all day: that’s in the past. And now when I reintroduce gluten I can maybe tolerate a bit of it, but I definitely notice a difference in my energy levels, in my digestion, and just in my mental functioning and in my mood when I make a habit of having it more often. So, I’m basically grain and gluten-free and have been so for about 4 or 5 years.
So, why is gluten bad? Why gluten? Why is that an issue? The obvious answer is that it’s so present in our society. So, in North America, gluten is one of the main staples in our diets. So, pasta for lunch, bread or a sandwich for dinner, and toast for breakfast, or cereal. We’re getting gluten as a main source in our diet, in wheat, very often. And so, when we’re exposed to certain foods continually, we become more susceptible to an immune response against those foods.
But also, gluten has, we see in the mechanism of celiac disease, there are these, this genetic predisposition to react to gluten. And so on immune cells, and we know that our digestive system is the gateway between our bodies and the external environment. And so, how our immune system kind of “educates” itself is by sampling things from the environment and deciding what’s us—and we shouldn’t attack ourselves, because that creates an autoimmune issue—what’s us, what’s ourselves and what’s food, what’s useful to the body, what’s supposed to be incorporated into the body as fuel—and what is not helpful for the body, what is toxic, what is foreign, and what we need to defend against, like bacteria and viruses.
So, our digestive system is kind of involved in sampling from the environment, deciding and showing those pieces of the environment to the immune system, and letting the immune system decide what it’s going to do about these things.
So, when we’re eating foods we’re kind of presenting them to the immune system. And our immune cells have different receptors, so they’re called receptors, but they’re sort of like, you can describe them as like locks for keys or little sort of antennae that feel out the environment. And so people with the receptors, HLA-DQ2 and HLA-DQ8 receptors, on their immune cells, those people tend to react and to connect those receptors with gliadin molecules, so gluten molecules, and that signals an immune response from the body. And when the body thinks it’s come into contact with something that it needs to trigger an immune response against, so that means something foreign, something threatening to us and to our health, then a whole inflammatory pathway starts to take place.
So, think about when you get a cold. You come into contact with the virus and the reason that that virus doesn’t kill us is because our immune system reacts to it. When you get a cold, depending on what virus you’re in contact with, you might get the swollen throat, and the pain, and maybe a fever, and maybe some mucus production, some runny nose. You might feel tired because it takes a lot of energy to mount an immune response like that.
So, when we’re experiencing inflammation, it’s really useful for us, because we’re killing off the things that could kill us, basically we’re at war with something from our environment, but it also doesn’t feel great to be in that state. And so we get into trouble when we’re in an inflammatory state and it’s not for the right reasons, like that we’re trying to attack something (acutely) and get rid of it.
So, a lot of people have these receptors. So even though only 1% of people react to gluten in the sense of celiac disease, about 30% of people express these HLA-DQ2/8 receptors on their immune cells. And so, coming into contact with gluten on a regular basis could be problematic for these people and it could trigger some inflammation.
Another thing that gluten does is create a leaky gut situation. So, I’ve talked about leaky gut before. Our intestinal cells, so our intestine is this long tube from our mouth to our anus, and it winds around and it goes from mouth to esophagus, to stomach, to small intestine, large intestine, and then rectum and anus, and different things happen along that process. And in our small intestine, we have these really long, they’re kind of like cylindrical cells. And, on one end, on the end that’s in contact with what we eat, there’s these little fingers, these villi that reach out into the environment and that maximizes our ability to absorb the things that good for us—the foods that we eat. And, in between—so, the villi kind of control, ok we’re going to break down the carbs, and we’re going to break down the amino acids, from proteins and we’re going to break down the fatty acids, and we’re going to absorb all of the ions and the minerals and the vitamins and we’re going to control how we take them in. We’re also going to control how we take in foreign substances, because we’re going to, remember, show them to the immune system and say “take a look, this is what’s in our environment. This is what you guys might need to prepare yourselves to defend against if this becomes a problem for us.”
And so, we really control, tightly, what we’re taking in through our intestine. So our intestine doesn’t just want to open up the gates and let whatever is outside in, it’s got these really specialized mechanisms for letting certain things into the body. And, so, between these intestinal cells. You imagine these cylindrical cells, almost like a hand, with little fingers, and they’re lined up all along your intestine. And between them are something called tight junctions. And so those, they might become more or less permeable depending on the state of the gut, and that’s controlled by something called zonulin.
Zonulin will open up that permeability and let things in between the cells. And lower amounts of zonulin will maintain a more closed environment. And so one thing that gluten has been shown to do, or gliadin, is increase levels of zonulin, which opens up our intestine to the external environment. And think about the things we eat. Think about the things that swallow, by accident or intentionally, the things in our environment that are toxic, or giant pieces of protein from foods. So, protein in and of itself can cause an immune reaction. We have children that are deathly allergic to peanuts and other nuts.
So, it becomes problematic when we have all this stuff just entering our body. And so gluten opens up the gut to allow all these things to enter the body. And so we end up mounting an immune response to things that would otherwise be harmless to us, like dairy, or eggs, those kind of things that are actually nutritious and helpful for our bodies. So, we start to enter this state. When we’re in a leaky gut state we start to enter a state of inflammation. And inflammation has widespread effects. In my case it was migraines and bloating and digestive symptoms, a foggier mind, foggier brain and lower mood as well. And in some people it can be bipolar disorder. It could be worsening of symptoms on the autism spectrum. It could be depression and it could be anxiety. And when we’re in that inflammatory state we have higher amounts of something called, they’re like excitotoxins, or endotoxins. And so these are toxins like lipopolysaccharides, or LPS, as it’s most often referred to, that trigger anxiety, they activate the limbic system, they activate the amygdala; these are fear centres in our brain.
We also have something called the Blood Brain Barrier (BBB). And that’s really similar to the intestinal barrier with the tight junctions, and that prevents things from getting into our brain that are in our bloodstream. So, it’s like we have this second wall of defence because our brain is so important to our survival and fluctuations in our brain chemistry have really disastrous effects. So we have this extra sort of layer called the BBB that prevents things from getting into our brain. And when we’re in a high inflammatory state, like when we’re exposed to gluten, we get these cross-reactions where what keeps our blood brain barrier intact starts to separate, so we get this leaky brain picture. So we’ve got a leaky gut and also a leaky brain happening. And so we’re getting these toxins, and we’re getting inflammatory mediators entering the brain.
And more research into depression and other mental health conditions has shown that inflammation might play a giant role in low mood. There was one study done with patient who were hospitalized for bipolar disorder. So, these were people who were in a psychiatric facility. And they measure their blood for antibodies against gliadin. And they found that there were elevated antibodies in these people. So, there wasn’t a control group, they weren’t testing against non-bipolar, or people that didn’t have a bipolar diagnosis, but they found that every single patient, who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and was hospitalized, so their symptoms were severe enough to require hospitalization, had elevated levels of antibodies to gliadin. Then they retested them some time later and found that having high levels of gliadin, or even further rises in gliadin antibodies, predicted whether they were rehospitalized. So, we can infer from that that their symptoms worsened. And so we know that there is this connection between mental health conditions, you know, depression and anxiety and bipolar and even psychosis (and gluten sensitivity). Another study showed that there were high levels of antibodies in people who had psychosis and psychotic symptoms.
So, we know that there is this connection with mental health and with inflammation and that this inflammation can be worsened by a gluten sensitivity or gluten reactivity and that maybe 30% or more of people are susceptible to reacting to gluten in some kind of way. And that gluten just in and of itself might cause this leaky brain situation or leaky gut situation. So, one thing I do is that I don’t do this with every single patient that I see who comes in with depression or anxiety or stress. I mean I don’t jump right into prying gluten from their hands, because my own experience was that it took me literally two years to think about removing it and I had to come to it on my own. But, I might plant the seed, or we might do something like a trial run. Especially someone who’s got mental health symptoms, or is coming to me for mental wellness, and they also have digestive symptoms. I mean, those two things together are a clue that doing some elimination diet, or some leaky gut healing or removing foods like gluten could be a good idea.
But I might present the option to them. We find that most treatment does really need to have 100% compliance rate. So, some patients will come back and say, “you know, I kind of took gluten out, maybe 70-80%” and that’s really great, because I think that it sort of sets the stage for creating a gluten-free lifestyle and doing a gluten-free trial, but really what the research is showing is that we need to 100% take it out to allow the gut healing and the brain healing to occur and to lower those inflammatory mediators.
But, the good news is that it usually takes about 2 to 4 weeks to get symptoms to really come down. So, it’s not like you’re on this trial for life and you can go back to your pasta—if you don’t notice any change after 2 to 4 weeks, at all, then you can go back to your pasta with the peace of mind that this isn’t an issue for you. But, if you do notice some improvement after removing it, then it is something that we can investigate either down the line, when you’re ready, or something that you might want to consider. It’s sort of like planting that seed. But, I don’t pry out of my patients’ kicking and screaming hands. It will be something that we might work on down the road, and something that is always kind of on the table or on the back burner for future attempts and experimentation.
And so, the gold standard, when it comes to treating gluten sensitivity, is just to do an elimination, so take gluten out of your diet for about a month, 100% out, as best you can. There are blood tests that you can do and those can show an elevated antibody response to gluten or gliadin or wheat as well as other foods. The one I do on my patients looks at about 120 different foods. And this is great because having a piece of paper that shows you what your immune system is dealing with in the moment that you got the blood work done is useful. And people tend to, when it’s a blood test, it tends to hold more authority than simply the subjectivity of symptoms. But, really, the best way to see how gluten affects you or how certain foods are affecting you in your immune system is to do an elimination diet, remove it 100% from your diet, give your body some time to heal and then reintroduce it and see what it does to you once you’ve healed from the state that it’s put you in.
Doing that removal is important because the antibodies are only one part of the immune system and so when I’ve done a food sensitivity test on myself, I felt crappy because you have to eat the food for a while. So I was reintroducing gluten into my diet and I didn’t have a high gluten antibody. I had antibodies to other foods, but not gluten. So I kind of psychologically was like, “well, I guess I’m ok to eat it, then.” And went back to eating it a bit more regularly and then experienced really terrible symptoms and my mental health took a decline and then I had to take it out again.
So, the labs don’t necessarily tell the whole story. What does tell the whole story are your symptoms. So, taking gluten out for 2 or 4 weeks is what I recommend most people do. And, so how do you take it out? So, really what the goal is, because, and I’m saying this piece now because there were some articles that were floating around, it was a few months ago, but I’m sure they’re still around, that said, “going gluten-free is unhealthy. It’s dangerous.” And I was really confused by that because I was like, it’s not like wheat is this really important food in our diet that’s giving us all kind of nutrients. We fortify grains with things like folic acid and other B vitamins, like riboflavin. But, they’re not super nutritionally dense, and it’s not like we have a calorie deficiency where we need to get more carbs and calories. I’m not telling people to avoid spinach, or something that is really giving them a lot of nutritional currency, so why would it be harmful to take gluten out?
And then I realized how it’s often being taken out. So, you go to the grocery store and you find that there’s a whole gluten-free section. They basically have gluten-free breads or gluten-free Oreo cookies. And those gluten-free Oreo cookies are for, like, celiac children that want to join in with the rest of the group. They’re not like, “oh, I’m eating these gluten-free Oreo cookies. These are a healthy choice that I’m making.” It’s a substitute for a junky food. You’re substituting one junky food for another junky food, but the only thing is that you’re still maintaining your gluten-free status while on the substitution.
And when it comes to gluten-free breads vs. whole grain breads or whole wheat breads. Probably whole wheat breads have more nutritional bang for their buck; they’re higher in fibre, they have more nutrients. And gluten is a protein, which is what causes the immune system reactivity that it does, but if you don’t react to proteins, they’re healthy for us and we need them, because they contain the amino acids and they fill us up, and they do all the other things that proteins from other foods do. So, usually gluten-free bread doesn’t have very many proteins in it.
So, yeah, if you’re choosing between nutritional value of a gluten-free bread versus a whole wheat bread, then the whole wheat bread is better for you. So, we see this in people that do gluten eliminations and they’re kind of like, ok I’m going to take my wheat pasta and I’m going to have rice pasta instead. I’m going to take my gluten-free toast in the morning, or my gluten toast, my wheat toast in the morning and have gluten-free toast instead. So, that’s not the healthiest way to go about it. It might be a good way to transition when you’re trying to do an elimination. It gives you peace of mind, it allows you to still have your Oreos. It’s not creating a giant change, then that could be helpful. But really what we’re aiming to do is not just substitute wheat products, or gluten-containing products, for non-gluten-containing products and leave it at that, we’re trying to shift into a more traditional diet, like a Mediterranean diet or a Paleo diet, that’s higher in the fruits and the vegetables, and that’s higher in the healthy fats and that’s more protein-rich, and that the proteins are from better, cleaner sources. So, that’s the end goal. So, it’s not that we’re happy with patients eating rice flour and tapioca bread. It’s about switching to a cleaner and more sustainable diet that our bodies evolved to thrive on.
However, the immuno-reactivity of gluten is really what we’re trying to deal with when we’re going on a gluten-free diet, especially the 2 to 4 week trial run. And so what you’re doing on that 2 to 4 week period that’s allowing you to stay on gluten, if that involves gluten-free rice bread, then that’s another story and I think, as a naturopathic doctor working with people who are struggling to get rid of gluten and see if that’s an issue for them, I think that’s ok for the short term.
So, it’s not that going off gluten is bad for you, it’s how we do it. Are we changing our habits for better ones or are we kind of sustaining some of the same Standard North American Diet habits and just cutting the gluten out and thinking that that’s healthy for us, or that that’s going to cause weight loss, or whatever.
No, this is a different thing that I’m talking about. I’m talking about gluten as a root cause of inflammation that then leads to psychiatric disorders, such as bipolar, depression, and anxiety.
And, so one thing I’m going to say as well is that sometimes it’s not enough just to take out gluten and so what I do—or other foods that are suspect, right, so dairy could be another culprit in this or things like eggs, or soy. There’s many things that we could react to. But we often start with gluten. So, often taking the food out isn’t enough and we need to do some gut healing with things like l-glutamine, which I mention in my amino acid talk and also restoring the probiotic balance and doing some things that are just helping repair the gut, getting digestion back on track, getting your digestive motility moving through things like digestive enzymes and bitter herbs and things that like. And so, I’m just going to mention three probiotics that have been shown—they’re called “psychobiotics”. They’re nicknamed that because of the beneficial effects on mental health and in another lecture I was also talking about how the probiotics in our gut are also responsible for producing serotonin that our body has available to it, which we know is the “happy hormone”, that’s what the selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors work on. So, getting the right balance of bugs in your gut could be just as effective, potentially, as taking an antidepressant medication. So, that’s really cool. But the three bugs that a lot of research has been done on are the Lactobacillus casei, Bifidobacteria longum and Lactobacillus helveticus, which has been shown in studies to actually decrease anxiety and to lower levels of cortisol, which we know is also implicated in depression and anxiety and probably other more serious psychiatric disorders.
So, I hope that was enlightening. We talked about how gluten can contribute to inflammation, leaky gut and thereby exacerbate or create mental health issues. How going gluten-free is not the same as going “whole foods” and how going gluten-free might be the answer or at least a part of your self-care process in healing from mental health conditions.
Thanks a lot, guys. I hope you’re having a good New Year, a good 2017, and I’ll see you soon.
My website is taliand.com and you can contact me at connect@taliand.com. I’m a naturopathic doctor and I focus on mental health and I work in Toronto, Ontario, at Bloorwest Wellness Clinic.
Certain amino acids, when taken therapeutically, can affect our body’s ability to produce neurotransmitters that can greatly impact our mental and emotional health. These therapies can help treat depression, food addictions, alcoholism, psychosis and anxiety, among other things.
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Hello, everybody, my name is Dr. Talia Marcheggiani. I am a naturopathic doctor and I work in Toronto and I focus on mental health and hormones, especially women’s hormones.
Today I want to talk to you guys about amino acid therapy and amino acid supplementation in preventing cravings, particularly for substance addictions or sugar addiction, but also for improving our mood and mental health and for treating specific psychiatric conditions.
Amino acids are the building blocks of protein. If you think of a string of beads, amino acids are the individual beads that get connected in a string and then folded up into the proteins that make up our body. Our body is basically just a hunk of protein and water. And these proteins set the stage for all of the chemical reactions, as well as the structure of our body.
When it comes to addictions and mental health conditions, there’s a lot of debate around what sets the stage for someone to experience addiction, or struggle with addictions throughout their life. And one of the things that gets a lot of blame, that also fits the pharmaceutical model, especially when it comes to depression and the prescription of serotonin re-uptake inhibitors, is this idea that mental health and addiction is something innate, that we’re born with and that needs to be corrected chemically with something like a drug like an SSRI. And we know that there’s obviously a genetic component to addictions and mental health and it’s certainly not the fault or moral failing in the person that’s suffering from these kind of things, but we also know that our genes don’t write the entire story of our experience and that, for many people, there’s lifestyle changes that can really influence genetic predispositions.
So a study that was done in rats who had a built-in genetic predisposition to addiction, to cocaine addiction, particularly, because they had a deficiency in a hormone called “dopamine”, or issues with their dopamine synthesis, and cocaine is a really potent stimulator of dopamine, which is kind of like a pleasure and reward hormone, or neurotransmitter, in our brains. These kinds of rats that were treated with amino acids, they didn’t display addictive behaviours, so they were essentially cured and their genetics were no longer relevant in terms of how they were acting out, or their behaviour, which is really promising because it was just amino acid therapy.
So neurotransmitters are hormones that work in our brain; they’re produced and act in the brain. Well, we know now with more research, I mean that’s the traditional definition of neurotransmitter, but from more research we’ve found that there’s evidence for the gut producing certain neurotransmitters like serotonin. So you can watch another video where I talk about the gut and how important it is to have a healthy gut when it comes to managing mental health, especially in depression and anxiety.
There’s a few neurotransmitters that are really, that really influence our behaviour and our mental health status and so the first one I already mentioned is dopamine, which gives us that sense of reward and gives us a sense of pleasure. So, dopamine is active when you’re doing something that is really internally motivating. You’re engrossed in a task. In terms of addictions, it’s that seeking behaviour. So a lot of people will experience pleasure in seeking out their substance of choice or thinking about indulging in sugar when they get home from work. So, that’s dopamine, that’s sort of our—the pleasure that we get from acting in the world and it definitely runs part of the show when it comes to addictions.
To quote another study in rats, so dopamine is really prevalent in our hypothalamus and so, with rats, you can give them a lever where they can direct cocaine directly into that area, and so it gives them a giant hit of dopamine. And rats that are given that option, will choose that option over food and so they’ll just stimulate their brain until they die. They’ll drink some water here and there but most of the time all they do is stimulate their dopamine. So that’s how pleasurable it is. It’s pretty much the influence of how we behave in the world and what goals we set for ourselves in the world as well. It’s how we get our delayed gratification, it’s how we work towards pleasurable tasks and how we engage in things like study or work goals or things like that.
Another neurotransmitter, serotonin, which I’ve talked about before, and that’s what the SSRIs, so selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors are working on. And those are the most widely prescribed psychiatric medications. And that’s the hypothesis that people with depression and anxiety have a deficiency in serotonin: just this kind of innate serotonin deficiency where they either don’t make enough or they’re metabolizing it more quickly than other people. So serotonin is kind of our happy hormone, that’s what gives us a sense of well-being and pleasure. And, there’s no evidence for this hypothesis, however know that through stimulating serotonin pathways, to an extent, we can get some favourable outcomes. We also know that SSRI medications deplete serotonin, and that there’s a connection between serotonin and sugar addictions, because eating sugar will increase serotonin. So a lot of women with sugar cravings during PMS. So a couple of weeks, sometimes up to two weeks before their periods, some women will get really intense cravings for sugar and carbs, and that’s indication of a fall in serotonin before their period, which is causing them to seek out these things to boost their serotonin levels. And that can be treated with amino acids.
And then a third is acetylcholine. So acetylcholine is involved in memory and cognition and sort of that feeling of being engrossed in a task. Not so much involved in pleasure, but in our ability to stay focussed and to concentrate.
A fourth neurotransmitter is called GABA. GABA suppresses our nervous system. So, this is relevant in people with anxiety and this is what the drug class benzodiazepines work on, is GABA receptors. So, in our limbic system, GABA kind of calms down that fight or flight, or that fear state in our body. And oftentimes people who have a heightened nervous system or stress response could use some GABA to calm them down.
So there’s a few amino acids that work on these neurotransmitters. So these neurotransmitters are built with an amino acid backbone. By giving these amino acids, we’re kind of like—if you think of all these neurotransmitters assembled on a factory line, the amino acid is the starting point. So if you’re giving a lot of the supplies, then you’re more likely to cause in increase in production of the thing that you’re increasing the supply for.
We also know that there can be deficiencies in amino acids and therefore, if there’s a shortage of supplies for the key ingredients for the things you’re producing in a factory, you’re not going to get the end result because there’s just not enough of the raw materials to make what you’re trying to make.
So, we can have things like serotonin deficiency not so much because there’s a genetic predisposition, or an issue with the brain’s ability to metabolize it or make it, but maybe that there’s a deficiency in the amino acids, or the vitamins and minerals that are needed to create serotonin.
When it comes to naturopathic medicine and functional medicine, we kind of look at this. We try and see how we can influence the body’s biochemical pathways to get more of what we’re noticing is lacking. And so one of the ways that we can find out which neurotransmitters are lacking is by running some functional tests. That’s not really a big part of my practice because of the cost involved in that, but we can tell a lot through symptoms. So we can tell a lot by asking, are people getting sugar cravings, what’s their drug of choice, are they heading towards cocaine or are they calming their nervous system down and stimulating their GABA pathways with alcohol. Are they trying to get that pleasure sensation with something like heroin? Are they going for stimulants or central nervous system depressants? So, based on what someone is addicted to, or looking at and really breaking down their addictive behaviours, we can find out more about which neurotransmitters might be off. And in a lot of cases there’s a deficiency in many of them.
One of the first things to recommend, just generally, is to increase more protein in the diet, because we know that these amino acids are contained in proteins. And, strangely enough, we don’t get a lot of high-quality protein in our diet in the Standard American Diet, so you think of a bacon and eggs breakfast and McDonald’s lunch and you’re like, ‘well, there’s protein in those foods…’ But, in something like eggs, we’re only getting about 6 grams of protein an egg, whereas I recommend more like 20 to 30 grams of protein in the morning for breakfast. And the reason for this is, of course, to just increase the amount of amino acids that your body can then use to make neurotransmitters, but also to keep blood sugar stable, because drops in blood sugar are going to cause stress hormones to be released and potentially for these neurotransmitters to be altered, worsening addictions, especially addictions to sugar and alcohol, which boost our blood sugar.
So the first thing, dopamine, that amino acid that creates dopamine is tyrosine. So, for some people, and tyrosine is a very stimulating amino acid, so people that kind of have that 2 pm slump, sometimes benefit with some tyrosine, or tyrosine in the morning when they’re feeling really low. And so these people kind of suffer from boredom, they really like stimulants, so they’ll do the caffeine, or they’ll use cocaine on the weekends, or they’re really involved in pleasure-seeking behaviour like, maybe they had a diagnosis of ADHD as a kid, or adult-onset ADHD, which is more involved in traumatic experiences and mental health and neurotransmitter imbalance than it is some genetic predisposition.
Sometimes with these people, supplementing with tyrosine can help, just give them that dopamine boost and keep their nervous system more stimulated so that they don’t need to stimulate it with substances.
For serotonin, the building block is l-tryptophan, which is then made into something called 5-HTP. So some naturopaths will prescribe l-tryptophan as a supplement, I tend to go more with 5-HTP because it passes a step so that your body has to do less work. 5-HTP is really great to help with sleep. It’s good to help with boosting mood, to a certain level, and it’s also really great for PMS sugar cravings, and alcohol cravings. I find myself, personally, so this Christmas I’m going sugar and alcohol free. I’ve been sugar and alcohol free for a few months, but I’m going to carry that on through the holidays, so I’ve had to turn to 5-HTP before my period because I realized how many sugar cravings I get before then. And, miraculously, just with a few hundred milligrams of 5-HTP, I’ve noticed a giant change in the foods that I was craving and in my ability to hold off on having sugar and alcohol. So, pretty powerful.
So, in order to make serotonin, 5-HTP also needs some B vitamins and magnesium. So, people that are deficient in things like B6 and B12 and folate, so I’m looking at vegetarians who often have B12 deficiencies, or vegans. And, actually I see a lot of B12 deficiency or suboptimal B12 in people that eat meat as well, so this isn’t necessarily something is only applicable to vegetarians.
But it’s important for a lot of people to supplement then with these other cofactors that help make serotonin, especially if they’re on an SSRI already. And I don’t advise just doing this on your own, it’s better to do this with a professional who can figure out what’s the underlying cause of a neurotransmitter imbalance and then help prescribe a comprehensive treatment plan that will get you to better neurotransmitter synthesis and treat your symptoms, or the underlying condition.
Something else that I find really helpful, and this is one of my favourite nutrients in psychiatry and in women’s health and something I take is something called N-acetyl cysteine, or NAC, “NAC”. And NAC is from the amino acid cysteine and it produces something called glutathione. So glutathione is the primary antioxidant in the body. This is what our body uses to neutralize all of the free radicals, that is kind of a buzzword—people will tell you to drink green tea, eat blueberries, to get antioxidants, well, the main antioxidant our body uses is something called glutathione, and NAC helps produce glutathione.
It helps our liver detoxify and, in hospitals medical professionals will give people intravenous NAC to treat Tylenol overdose, which we know is liver toxic, so it’s widely recognized that NAC can treat toxicity of the liver. It’s also a powerful antioxidant for the lungs so I prescribe it to patients who are smokers or recovering from smoking or aren’t really ready to quit smoking yet but are experiencing some of the bronchitis, the emphysema, or the increased phlegm or lung issues that go along with a chronic habit of smoking. So, it’s a powerful antioxidant and it has an affinity for the lungs and for excess mucus production. It also helps balance estrogen because of the liver detoxification, so it helps us detoxify estrogen through the liver, and is really helpful for a condition called polycystic ovarian syndrome, which is when the ovaries are producing testosterone and not responding to other hormones properly, so this is really helpful. It also helps with blood sugar balance. NAC’s the best. And so, there’s lots of research for NAC in things like bipolar disorder and schizophrenia and psychosis and OCD. So these more serious psychiatric conditions, NAC can really help balance. And we’re not sure exactly why but one of the hypothesis is that, because it creates glutathione, it helps lower inflammation, and we know that inflammation is implicated in mental health conditions and so that’s why NAC might be so useful. It doesn’t interact with psychiatric medications and so it’s a really big part of my practice.
New research has shown that NAC can help with addictions and cravings for things like nicotine, cannabis, food, so binge eating, cocaine and gambling, interestingly enough. And then there’s a new study that NAC can help treat porn addiction. So, it’s involved in helping lower that desire for, not necessarily substances, or food, but behavioural addictions as well, which is useful. And there’s studies in trichotillomania, so that’s like, compulsive hair plucking—so people will pluck their eyelashes or pluck their hair—or skin picking, and NAC can work pretty rapidly in bringing down those desires and stopping those behaviours.
GABA is something you also might have heard of. So, GABA was a neurotransmitter that I cited before, that calms the nervous system down. GABA, there’s debate about whether it crosses the blood brain barrier. So, our brain has this really tight wall that it prevents certain substances from crossing. That’s to protect our brain tissue from toxins and foreign objects, or foreign substances. So we’re not sure, necessarily, if GABA’s acting on the brain unless there’s a leaky brain situation happening, so kind of like leaky gut, we can also have that with our blood brain barrier. But there’s herbal combinations that help stimulate GABA, that I implement in my practice sometimes to help people that are experiencing panic attacks or anxiety, to get them to a level where they can then make the changes that are going to sustain them. So, things like valerian and hops, and passionflower and something that I prescribe a lot, kava, another herb called lemon balm. So, sometimes combinations of these, or just one of these things can help, especially before bed. And so, one of the indications for GABA deficiency is a craving for wine, especially at the end of the day, and particularly white wine. I guess it has more GABA-stimulating properties. I have a lot of patients, many of them female patients, that just really crave a glass of wine at the end of the day. And a few other patients that will have an after-work beer. So, just doing some GABA, or some GABA herbs, on the way home from work might be enough to decrease that need to reward and balance that nervous system, because the alcohol does have a GABA-stimulating effect and calms people down. It’s us looking for a way to self-medicate and trying to balance our neurotransmitters through the actions that we’re familiar with that don’t necessarily set us up for powerful health because they perpetuate further addictions, like turning to alcohol to calm ourselves back down, or as a reward and stress relief.
And the last neurotransmitter I’m going to talk about is something called l-glutamine. So, glutamine is a fuel for brain cells and for gut cells, as well as kidney cells. It’s another amino acid, it’s involved in creating the neurotransmitter glutamate, which is excitatory. So, this is something that increases our nervous system tone.
So, glutamine we prescribe as naturopaths a lot for leaky gut because it helps feed our enterocytes, or our gut cells, it can help repair them. So, somebody with celiac disease who’s experienced a lot of intestinal damage and has now taken out gluten, might need some glutamine, some l-glutamine to repair the gut cells that were damaged or increase that cell turnover so that they’re no longer experiencing symptoms.
L-glutamine has kind of got a sugary taste, but it doesn’t stimulate us like sugar does, and so one thing that people do when they’re experiencing sugar and alcohol cravings is to take some glutamine powder or open up a capsule of l-glutamine and let it dissolve under their tongue. And they experience a remarkable decrease in their sugar and alcohol cravings, those physiological cravings—the emotional cravings are another piece, obviously—but the physical cravings where our body is really asking for these foods, the l-glutamine can really help calm that down powerfully. So this is something that I’m going to experiment with myself and with some patients that I know could really benefit from this.
So I wanted to give this talk, just to give you guys some easy things to try over the holidays, especially when you’re experiencing some of those sugar or alcohol cravings or getting into a situation where your vices are playing out in excess. I know that this is going to be helpful for me, because of my commitment to no sugar or alcohol this holiday season, which is actually easier than it sounds. And one thing to note too, is that with amino acids, because we’re pushing pathways, they don’t work necessarily like drugs that can take, like an SSRI can take 4 to 6 weeks before it’s effect comes on. These work within days. So, when I was experiencing sugar cravings before my period last month, and I started to take 5-HTP, which remember stimulates serotonin, or helps us produce serotonin, and can help with sugar cravings, and carb cravings. When I started to take 5-HTP, I noticed this sense of well-being and uplifted mood within a few days and it was a noticeable effect, as well as deepened sleep. My sugar cravings immediately dissipated when I started taking it. So it took a few doses to eliminate my sugar cravings and then a few days to increase my mood, which I didn’t even realize was kind of falling, based on that serotonin deficiency before my period. So, these are really powerful therapies that you can try. I don’t advise doing it on your own, but seeking the help of a professional, but these are things that can really help balance brain chemistry during the holiday season and set you up for better mental health.
So, next talk I’m going to talk about leaky gut and leaky brain and how avoiding gluten can help with mental health conditions. So, have a great holiday, everyone and I’ll see you next time. My name is Dr. Talia Marcheggiani, and I’m a naturopathic doctor who practices in Toronto. If you have any questions give me a shout on my email at connect@taliand.com. Happy Holidays.
My mother tells a story about my childhood where she is standing in the kitchen, preparing dinner. I stand below her, tugging at her shirt, and begging for food.
“I’m hungry”, I say, according to her recollection of that moment and many others like it; she says that as a child I was always preoccupied with food. My constant yearning for something munch got to the point where every time she tried to cook dinner, I’d follow her to the kitchen, like a hungry dog, and persistently beg for food. I was insatiable, she claims. But, as an adult looking back I wonder, insatiable for what?
I remember that moment, but from the third person perspective. So I wonder if it’s as past events sometimes go, where the telling of a memory from an outsider’s perspective serves to reshape it in the imagination. I can feel the emotions, however, watching my 4-year old form tugging on my mother’s clothing, her body towering over me, her face far away. She stands at the stove. I remember feeling full of… what was that yearning? Was it for food? Was it hunger for physical sustenance or nutrition from some other source? I wonder if the constant, nagging hunger was an articulation, in 4-year old vocabulary, of the need for something else: attention, affection or reprieve from boredom. I remember being told at one point that my favourite show was on and felt some of the anxiety of missing what I was lacking dissipate: a clue.
As a child, adults occupy the gateway to food. As adults, the gateways take on another form. Perhaps it is anxiety about body shape or the guilt of knowing that eating too much of a certain kind of thing isn’t nutritious. Perhaps the barrier to sustenance is financial. However, when I stand now in the kitchen, bent over the fridge, arm slung over the open door, contemplating a snack, I know that I am making a choice. And, for myself, as for many others, it’s not always clear whether the call to eat is hunger and physiologically based.
In the west, we have an abundance problem. More and more adults are reaching obese proportions. Metabolic diseases of excess like diabetes and cardiovascular disease are increasing and more and more women are experiencing the hormonal dysregulation that can come from carrying more body fat.
While I don’t recommend aspiring to the emaciated standard that we see plastered on magazines, Pinterest ads or runways, I do think that, for many people, balancing energy intake with energy output could be beneficial for optimal health and hormonal signalling. Body fat is metabolically active. It also stores toxins and alters that way our body metabolizes and responds to hormones, insulin being just one example, estrogen being another. Therefore, conditions like PCOS, infertility, diabetes, PMS and dysmenorrhea, or certain inflammatory conditions might benefit from a certain amount of weight loss.
An addition here: this post is not about body-shame or even necessarily about weight loss per se. It’s about overcoming emotional eating patterns that might even derive from the same disordered patterns that manifest in anorexia or bulimia. The goal of this post is to bring more awareness to how we operate within the complex relationships many of have with food and with our own bodies.
There are many reasons why we eat and physiological hunger is only one of them. Tangled up in the cognitive understanding of “hunger” is a desire for pleasure, a desire to experiment, to taste, to experience a food, to share with family and friends, to enjoy life. There are also deeply emotional reasons for wanting food: to nurture oneself, as reward, to combat boredom and to smother one’s emotions like anxiety, depression, ennui, yearning for something else— we often eat to avoid feeling.
Health issues aside, I believe that Emotional Eating (as it’s so-called) is problematic because it dampens our experience of living. By stuffing down our emotions by stuffing our faces we prevent ourselves from feeling emotions that it might be beneficial for us to feel in order to move through live in ways that are more self-aware, mature, self-developed and meaningful. While some emotional reasons to eat might be legitimate (acknowledging your beloved grandmother’s hard work by having a few bites of her handmade gnocchi, for instance), many of the reasons we eat linger below the surface of our conscious mind, resulting in us suffering from the consequences of psychological mechanisms that we are unaware of. I believe in making choices from a place of conscious awareness, rather than a place of subconscious suffering.
In heading directly into the reasons I am tempted to emotionally eat, I’ve learned quite a lot about myself. I’ve ended up eating less, as I’ve become more aware of the non-hunger-related reasons that I reach for a snack, but that doesn’t have to be the end goal for everyone. I believe that just understanding ourselves through uncovering and analyzing the emotions that influence our everyday behaviours can have life-changing effects; it allows us to know ourselves better.
As I work through the process of understanding why I overeat, I’ve realized there are a few steps to address. I believe that there are layers to the reasons we enact unconscious behaviours and first, it is important to untangle the physiological from the emotional reasons for eating, understand what real hunger feels like, address the “logical” reasons for overeating and then, when ready, head straight into the emotions that might cause overeating to occur
Distinguishing between physiological hunger and emotional hunger:
The first step, of course, is to distinguish between physiological/physical hunger—the body’s cry for food, calories and nourishment—and emotional hunger. Typically, physiological hunger comes on slowly. It starts with a slow burn of the stomach, growling, a feeling of slight gnawing. It grows as the hours pass. For some it might feel like a drop in blood sugar (more on this later): feeling lower energy, dizzy and perhaps irritable. Physiological hunger occurs hours after the last meal, provided the last meal was sufficient. Usually, if one drinks water at this time, the physiological hunger subsides and then returns. Essentially, eating a meal or snack will result in the hunger vanishing and returning again still hours later.
Emotional hunger, however, is different. It starts with an upper body desire to eat. It might be triggered by commercials, social situations, or certain strong emotions. There might be cognitive reasons to eat (“I might be hungry later” or, “Oh! We’re passing by that taco place I like!”) that are not directly guided by the physical desire for sustenance. Emotional eating is often felt in the mouth, rather than the stomach. It might be brought on by the desire to taste or experience the food, rather than to fill oneself. The cravings might be specific, or for a certain food-source, such as cookies (this is not a hard and fast rule, however). Emotional hunger does not vanish from drinking water. Emotional hunger comes on suddenly, and is often not relieved by eating the prescribed amount of food (having a full meal); oftentimes we finish lunch only to find ourselves unable to get the cookies at the downstairs coffee shop out of our heads.
2. Settling hormonal reasons for overeating: serotonin, insulin, cortisol:
Not all physiological hunger, however, is experienced as the slow, gnawing, slightly burning, grumbling stomach sensation described above. Sometimes we experience the need to eat because our blood sugar has crashed, or our neurological needs for serotonin have gone up. We might eat because stress hormones have caused blood sugar to spike and then crash. We might also experience certain cravings for food because our physiological needs for macronutrients; like carbs, fat or protein; or micronutrients, like sodium or magnesium, have not been met.
Therefore, it becomes essential to address the hormonal imbalances and nutritional deficiencies that might be causing us to overeat. Oftentimes, getting off the blood sugar rollercoaster is the first step. This often involves a combination of substituting sugar and refined flours for whole grains, increasing fats and protein, and, of course, avoiding eating carbohydrate or sugar-rich foods on their own. It often involves having a protein-rich breakfast. I tend to address this step first whenever my patients come in and express feeling “hangry”: irritable and angry between mealtimes.
Often drops in brain-levels of serotonin cause us to crave carbohydrate-rich foods. This is very common for women experiencing PMS. In this case, balancing hormones, and perhaps supplementing with amino acids like l-glutamine, tryptophan and 5-HTP, can go a long way.
One of the questions I ask my patients who crave a snack at 2-3 pm (a mere 2-3 hours after their lunchtime meal), assuming their lunch contained adequate nutrients, is “Do you crave, sugar, caffeine, salt or a combination of the above?” Cravings for sugar or salt at this time might indicate a drop in cortisol and give us a clue, combined with the presence of other symptoms, that this person is in a state of chronic stress, burnout or adrenal fatigue. In this case, it is essential to support the adrenal glands with herbs, nutrients, rest, and consuming adequate protein during the afternoon crash.
Finally, when it comes to cravings for foods like chocolate, meat or nuts, or even specific vegetables (when living in South America I would experience over-whelming cravings for broccoli, funnily enough), I find it important to identify any nutrient deficiencies. It is common to experience a deficiency in something like magnesium, iron, selenium, zinc, and the fat-soluble vitamins A, D, E and K; and our bodies will do their best to beg us for the specific foods they’ve come to learn contain these nutrients. Either consciously eating more of these foods (like brazil nuts in order to obtain more selenium), preferably in their healthiest form (such as dark chocolate, as opposed to milk chocolate, to obtain magnesium), or directly supplementing (in the case of severe deficiency), often results in the cravings diminishing.
3. The Hunger Scale and food diaries:
One of the first things I have patients do is understand the Hunger Scale. There are a variety of these scales on the internet that help us cognitively understand the stages the body goes through on its quest to ask for food and it’s attempt to communicate fullness. Being able to point to certain levels of hunger and fullness and pinpoint those physiological feelings on the Hunger Scale allows us to further flush out the subtleties between a physical or emotional desire for food.
Food diaries, I find, can help bring more awareness to one’s daily habits. Oftentimes, keeping a food diary for a few weeks is enough for some patients to drop their unwanted eating behaviours altogether. Other times, it can help us detect food sensitivities and unhealthier eating patterns or food choices. It also helps me, as a practitioner, work off of a map that illustrates a patient’s diet and lifestyle routines in order to avoid imposing my own ideas in way that may not be sustainable or workable for that particular individual.
A word about diet diaries, however: when recording food for the purpose of uncovering emotional eating behaviours, I often stress that it is important to record every single food. Sometimes people will avoid writing in their diary after a binge, or outlining each food eating when they feel that they’ve lost control, writing instead “junk food”. Guilt can keep us from fully confronting certain behaviours we’d rather not have acted out. However, I want to emphasize that the diary is not a confession. It’s not, nor should it be, an account of perfect eating or evidence that we have healed. Keeping a diet diary is simply a tool to slow down our actions and examine them. It’s a means of finding out how things are, not immediately changing them into what we’d like them to be. This is an important reminder. The best place to start any investigation into being is from a place of curiosity. Remember that the point of this exercise is to observe and record, not necessarily to change, not yet; it is very difficult or even, I would argue, impossible to completely eradicate a behaviour if the reasons for engaging in that behaviour escape our conscious awareness.
Therefore, recording food allows us to begin to poke at the fortress that contains the subconscious mind. We start to slow down and uncouple the thoughts and emotions from the actions that they precede and, in doing so, develop some insights into how we work. It can also help to start jotting down other relevant points that might intersect with what was eaten. These pieces of information might include time of day, where you were, what thoughts were popping into your head, and how you felt before and after eating the food. As we observe, more information begins to enter our conscious experience, allowing us to better understand ourselves.
4. Pealing back the layers: Understanding the “practical” and logical reasons for overeating:
One of the things that I have noticed, through my own work with addressing emotional eating, is that there are often layers to the “reasons” one might overeat. Some of the first layers I encountered were cognitive, or seemingly “logical” reasons. For example, I noticed that before eating without hunger I might justify it by thinking “I need to finish the rest of these, I don’t want them to go to waste”, or “I’ll finish these in order to clean out the container”, or “I should eat something now so I won’t be hungry later”, or “I didn’t eat enough (insert type of food) today so I’ll just eat something now, for my health”, or “If I don’t have some (blank) at so and so’s house, she’ll be offended”.
When looking more closely into these justifications, I found them to be flawed. However, they were logical enough for me to eat for reasons other than to satisfy a legitimate, physiological yearning for nutrients. It’s interesting to see how the mind often tries to trick us into certain behaviours and how we comply with its logic without argument.
5. Addressing the practical reasons: Planning:
In order to address the first layer of rationale for eating when not hungry, I decided to do the following: I would plan my next meal and either have it ready in the fridge, or pack it with me to go, and then I would wait all day until I was hungry enough to eat it. I would repeatedly ask myself, every time I thought of reaching for my portions, “Am I hungry now?” And would answer that question with, “Is there a rumbling in my stomach? No? Then it’s not time to eat.”
I found it would often be a several hours later before my body would genuinely ask for the food. I also found that eating satisfied the physical hunger often much sooner than it took me to finish the food. I realized how I often eat much more food and much more often, than I genuinely need.
However, holding off eating until physical hunger arises takes a conscious effort that is often unsustainable. Few of us can move through our busy lives constantly asking ourselves how hungry we are and when, and then have food at the ready to satisfy that hunger with appropriate, healthy choices. Therefore, I used this practice as a mere stepping stone to move through the deeper layers of emotional eating. By addressing the rational and logical reasons for overeating, I was able to get in touch with the deeper, emotional (and, arguably, real) reasons for which I was eating without hunger.
6. Pealing back the layers: Understanding the deeper, emotional reasons for overeating:
For a while I would wake up, make myself a coffee, and then wait until I felt hungry. Sometimes the feeling would arise in a few minutes, sometimes it would take hours. Depending on what I’d eaten the previous day and what my activity levels were, I would often not get hungry until well into the afternoon. However, the thoughts of eating something would frequently persist. And when the thoughts came up, whereas before they would be satisfied by me having something to eat, I now resisted them. When I resisted the thoughts, their associated emotions would strengthen. I then decided to journal before reaching for food, especially when I wasn’t sure if I was actually hungry or not.
Journalling can help us pull up, process and make sense of some of our emotions. I would write about what I might be feeling—what I might be asking for that wasn’t food. Through doing this, emotional reasons for hunger began to surface. The more I held off eating, the stronger and more clear the emotions became. It was a deeply uncomfortable process. This is why we emotionally eat—removing the emotions is often far more pleasant than dealing with them.
Emotions that surfaced were anxiety, ennui, boredom, loneliness and sometimes even anger. However, boredom and a listless, almost nihilistic, sense of ennui were among the two most common emotions I realized that eating medicated for me. For me, eating was entertainment. It broke up the monotony of the day and gave my senses something to experience. It gave my body something to do: chewing, tasting and digestion. Not eating made that sense of boredom grow stronger.
7. Addressing the emotional reasons: Nurturing and preventing:
Knowing more about the root emotional causes for overeating allowed me to work more closely with the source of my behaviour. I find that the closer we get to the source, to the roots, the more effective we are at removing the weeds, or behaviours, from our lives. I knew now that if I didn’t want to overeat, I would have to prevent myself from getting bored. I would have to have checklists of things to do. I would stay active and engaged in life: in my work, my friendships, and the other non-food-related things that brought meaning to my life.
During this time, I did more yoga and meditated. I journaled and wrote. I also meditated on boredom. I traced it back to where I might have felt it in my life before and noticed themes of boredom in my childhood. I realized that the child tugging on her mother’s shirt and asking when dinner was ready was probably a child who needed something to do, a child who was bored.
8. Pealing back the layers further: Working directly with core emotions:
Going even further, we can begin to peal back the layers of the emotional reasons for overeating in order to avoid replacing one “addiction” with another—such as replacing overeating with over-busying oneself, distraction or overworking. I began to find other emotions that ran deeper than mere boredom. I also realized that whenever I had felt boredom in the past, there was a threshold, often filled with discomfort, that I would eventually surpass. Once surpassing this threshold, a well of creativity, or a plethora of interesting insights, would spring forth. I remember as a child I would create stories, or lie on my bed and stare that the ceiling of my bedroom, contemplating the nature of the universe. These beautiful moments had been made possible by boredom and my courage to not distract myself from it.
Working with a therapist, or doing some deep inner work, we can access the core beliefs and emotions that might cause these emotional reasons for overeating to exist. Oftentimes we encounter core beliefs whose effects spill out into other areas of our lives, preventing us from living fully and consciously. Working through these beliefs can be deeply satisfying and help us experience transformational self-growth.
9. Setbacks: Understanding Change Theory:
Finally, engaging in this process of self-discovery doesn’t follow the same pattern in every person. Some people may find that their reasons for overeating are dissolved as soon as they start recording the foods they eat (this is surprisingly common). Others might find that years of working with a therapist have resulted in a mere dent in their ability to eat in response to hunger and to stop unwanted eating behaviours. In most everyone progress is not linear.
Change Theory and the Stages of Change schema depicts the alteration of behaviours as cyclical, rather than linear. As we move through the stages, we enter a cycle of pre-contemplation, contemplation, planning, action and maintenance. Sometimes we fall out of the cycle and relapse. Many people working with behavioural changes and addictions prefer to rename relapse “prolapse”, claiming that prolapse is a necessary stage for continuing the cycle of change and that much is to be learned from failing at something. It is through observing how the world produces unexpected results, and then attempting to understand the unexpected while trying again, where learning takes place. We don’t really learn if we don’t fail.
Sometimes addictive behaviours, emotional eating included, worsen at a time when someone is on the verge of making a massive breakthrough. Sometimes poking at a new layer of the source of unwanted behaviour accompanies an exacerbation in the practice of that behaviour. Having curiosity and self-compassion throughout the process is essential. Savouring the increased self-awareness that comes with any effort to effect change in one’s life is part of the enjoyment of the experience.
In response to my very popular article about the Mirena IUD and how that can upset hormone balance, or further an existing imbalance, I talk about a condition called “estrogen dominance” can result in hormonal symptoms, such as PMS, infertility, weight gain and anxiety.
Hello everyone, my name is Dr. Talia Marcheggiani. I’m a naturopathic doctor with a special focus in mental health and hormones, especially women’s hormones.
So, today I’m going to talk about an article I wrote about a year and a half ago that gotten a lot of activity online and it’s called “Let’s Talk Mirena: Anxiety and Hormone Imbalance”. I wrote the article because I was seeing a few patients who had the Mirena IUD and a series of similar symptoms. So, anxiety, panic attacks, and just a general sense of hormone imbalance. And when we ran their labs, when I looked at the levels of progesterone in their blood, they had very low progesterone. So I wrote an article about this and about the phenomenon of “estrogen dominance” that we naturopaths talk about a lot. And I got this resounding response online, so even today, sometimes, I’ll get a couple emails a day of people expressing their experiences and their agreement with the article and their confusion and frustration and anxiety around some of the symptoms that they’ve been experiencing since getting the IUD.
So, the reason I wrote the article is not because I don’t agree with the Mirena IUD. I’ve written another article called “Having a Healthy Birth Control Experience” in which I state that as a form of contraception, a hormonal birth control and a hormonal implant such as the IUD can be really great measures against unwanted pregnancy, because their efficacies are very very high—I think the Mirena IUDis about 99%pregnancy avoidance— and you don’t need to think about it, you don’t need to take a pill every day, so for some women this is ideal.
The issue is that a lot of women are being prescribed the Mirena IUD as a solution for Estrogen Dominance. And so what I find in my clinical practice, and I’ll talk more about estrogen dominance in the course of this video, but what I find in my clinical practice is, because it doesn’t address the underlying cause, and because it’s hormonal in and of itself, and it adds more hormones to the body, in a specific location, the uterus, and because it doesn’t address the underlying imbalance, it either worsens or ignores the condition of estrogen dominance, causing symptoms to get worse and women to feel frustrated and lost and then write to me.
Mirena is often prescribed to women with heavy and painful menstrual bleeding. So, this could be a diagnosis of endometriosis, or ovarian cysts, or just symptoms that they’re experiencing. So a lot of them might be experiencing iron deficiency because of the heaviness of the bleeding and a lot of women are out of commission for a couple of days every month because their period is so heavy and uncomfortable and they feel weak and they’re in pain and maybe they deal with really intense PMS. Some of my patients deal with PMS for 2 weeks out of the month, which is crazy and super uncomfortable.
Conventional medical doctors prescribe the Mirena IUD to combat these symptoms because with birth control and the IUD, one of the side effects is really light periods and some people don’t even get their period at all on Mirena and so you can imagine, if you’re period is this time of the month where you can’t go to work and you’re just basically hemorrhaging from the insides, then it would be a massive relief to not have to deal with a period anymore for 5 years, which is how long the hormones last in Mirena.
But one of the issues is that we need to look at the cause of these symptoms. Oftentimes these symptoms are caused by a difference in estrogen and progesterone, so these are two of the main female sex hormones. One of the things that happens in conditions like endometriosis or heavy and painful periods is that the estrogen is high in relation to the progesterone in the body. And so this is really apparent in a condition like endometriosis where there’s often high estrogen and also fibroids. So both of those cause terrible periods, and they need to be ruled out when periods are heavy and uncomfortable. And then there’s ways that we can deal with that as naturopaths.
But even without an underlying health condition, just primary dysmenorrhea, that’s not caused by another diagnosis is often the result of estrogen dominance.
And so the Mirena, because it’s made of only progesterone, can help with the uterine symptoms of estrogen dominance, which would be the heavy and painful periods. However, we have estrogen and progesterone receptors all over our body, not just in our uterus, and so when we’re putting hormones in one part of the body, and they’re not ending up in the rest of the body, we start to worsen that deficiency, or that relative deficiency in progesterone.
So women will mention, and one of the most common symptoms is anxiety and panic attacks, because progesterone this kind of calming effect on the central nervous system, on the brain, so it kind of chills you out and helps you handle stress.
Estrogen is a hormone that causes women to ovulate, so it’s a pro-ovulatory hormone and it also helps build up the uterine lining. So the more estrogen we have, the thicker the lining and therefore when we shed the lining during our period, the more we have to shed. So, more estrogen, the thicker the lining, the heavier and, by proxy, more painful the period.
Progesterone is a hormone that, in terms of reproduction, it helps us maintain the lining (of the uterus). So, if you ovulate and then that egg gets fertilized by sperm, then the egg gets implanted in the uterus and progesterone starts to increase, so pregnancy is a very progesterone dominant condition and one of the signs of a low progesterone state is when women who have been pregnant say that that’s the most balanced they’ve ever felt because progesterone is naturally higher in pregnancy.
Progesterone starts to rise when you become pregnant and that maintains the lining throughout the 9 months and then, after the 9 months, you have your baby. If the egg doesn’t become fertilized then progesterone rises for the last 2 weeks of the cycle and then it falls, along with estrogen, you shed your lining and then you have a period.
And for some women, they sail right into their periods. They have no PMS symptoms, they might feel a little bit bloated a couple of hours before and then they go to the washroom and go, “ok, look, there’s blood I’m having my period.” And for other women, it’s not the case, they get warning signs, like i said, before two weeks, so pretty much from ovulation to when their period happens. So, half of their life: 2 weeks out of every month.
And so, what happens with a lot of women is that there’s higher estrogen in relation to progesterone. So we call this “Estrogen Dominance”. And there can be three possibilities in this state. One is that estrogen is abnormally high and progesterone is normal, or optimal. Another is that estrogen is normal or optimal, progesterone is low, and a third option is that you have both at the same time: so estrogen is high and abnormal and progesterone is low and that’s more common than you think in a lot of women who are dealing with really severe symptoms, that divide between the two hormones is really off. And, as I mentioned before, prescribing birth control pill or Mirena IUD are not solutions because they’re not correcting the underlying imbalance. They’re not looking at the cause of why this imbalance is happening in the first place. Instead, they introduce foreign, fake or synthetic hormones into the system to try and correct the balance, but our body has a delicate balance and a delicate ecology and so when we try and shift that balance artificially sometimes we pay the price and we don’t necessarily feel balanced.
So, why does this occur? Why do people get estrogen dominance and how do you fix it? So, when it comes to the first situation, high estrogen, and normal progesterone, there’s a couple of reasons why estrogen might be high. So the first is exposure to foreign estrogen, or excess estrogens in the environment. And, so many of you may have heard of these “xenoestrogens”, or toxic estrogens, from sources such as BPA, so the lining of tin cans, or those plastic water bottles or baby bottles that everyone was throwing out and replacing with glass and stainless steel, which is a great idea. So, we’re in contact with these in the environment through the cosmetics, cleaning products, and some of the plastics that we hold and interact with on a daily basis. And paper receipts have this as well. So cashiers and people that handle receipts regularly are in contact with BPA. And it’s absorbed through the skin. So just this exposure to these toxic estrogens can activate estrogen receptors and it increases estrogen in the body. And that’s problematic. We know that these can also set the stage for hormonal cancers, like breast cancer, you might have heard of estrogen-receptor positive breast cancer, or ovarian cancer and endometrial cancer and cervical cancer. So these are all kind of these foreign estrogens influence the body’s hormones in a negative way causing growths.
The second reason why estrogen might be high is the reduced ability of the body to detoxify estrogens. So, when we’re done using the estrogen that we need, our liver cleans our blood of estrogen, then we dump the estrogen biproducts into the colon and then we eliminate them by having a bowel movement. And this is a normal process in lowering the toxic estrogen or the estrogen metabolites, the estrogen we don’t need anymore. And so when this process is either over-burdened by too many xenoestrogens, so those plastic estrogens, or limited in some way because our liver is trying to detoxify other things, such as alcohol, or tylenol, or some of these over-the-counter drugs, the liver just can’t handle the burden and so, in terms of treatment we need to bolster the liver’s detoxification abilities. And a lot of the time those two things exist at the same time: you’re getting too many foreign estrogens, we need to clean up the environment and the diet and make sure everything you’re getting is promoting a healthy estrogen metabolism.
And then, why progesterone might be low, which is the other arm or possibility of this estrogen dominance condition that I’m speaking of is stress, mainly. So, when we’re stressed out, and we’re dealing with a lot our body produces a hormone called cortisol and that’s the “stress hormone” that helps us deal with high amounts of pressure and stress. And a lot of the time stress is not perceived so, just this feeling of being tired and wired, disrupted sleep, sugar cravings around 3-4pm, having a difficult time getting up in the morning, feeling a little bit stretched thin, maybe feeling a drop in motivation, are all signs of chronic stress. So what happens is our adrenal glands, these pyramid-shaped endocrine glands that sit on top of the kidneys, they make cortisol. And when our body has more cortisol than it needs, or when it needs to make progesterone, it takes the cortisol and it makes progesterone with it. So it’s kind of like leftover cortisol that it’s not using gets made into progesterone. After ovulation, the ovaries also produce progesterone, but part of the progesterone production in the body come from the adrenal glands.
So you can imagine: if you’re stressed out and you’re spending all of your adrenal function on making cortisol you’re not going to have enough time or resources to make progesterone. So a lot of bringing up progesterone balance is by either lowering environmental stress or increasing adrenal function. We also look a nutrient deficiencies and we can also look at bringing pituitary balance by using an herb called vitex, which can help balance hormones and kind of right that estrogen-progesterone imbalance that might be going on.
So what happens when you give the Mirena, or you give an oral contraceptive to deal with this? Well, what happens is, there’s an imbalance and you induce another imbalance kind of over top. So, the body is still not making enough progesterone, there’s still too much estrogen, toxic estrogen, and what you’re doing is giving synthetic progesterone, which doesn’t have the same effects, progestins, synthetic progesterone, it doesn’t have the same effects as regular progesterone and often doesn’t work on the brain, so it doesn’t have that low anxiety effect, that calming effect, and it doesn’t prevent the estrogen-dominant cancers, it doesn’t help with ovarian cysts, it doesn’t manage endometriosis, other than stopping your periods, perhaps, if you’re reacting to it. And then you’re also, if you’re doing a combined oral contraceptive pill, you’re introducing more xenoestrogens to the body that your liver then has to clear out and that are going to cause more of those estrogen-dominant symptoms. And, in the colon we know that oral contraceptives can cause a bacterial imbalance, so a dysbiosis in the gut and potentially constipation and so that throws off our whole system. I’ve talked about how important that gut bacteria is for mental health and mood and just digestion and everything. So, more cells are in our gut than in the rest of our body. So our gut microbiome is super important to our health and well-being.
So, how does a naturopathic doctor address estrogen dominance? This is a big part of my practice especially because I see a lot of women with month-long PMS, acne, polycystic ovarian syndrome, so irregular periods, or missed periods, or they have a family history of hormone-dominant cancers and they’re trying to prevent these things from happening down the line, or they’re just having terrible periods. They’re having weight gain, or bloating, or anxiety that’s related to the period or really bad PMS, so mood swings, depression around their period or a condition called PMDD, which is really really severe depression right before the period.
So the first thing I do is order labs. And so your medical doctor might have done labs, gotten your estrogen and progesterone measured in your blood and your doctor might have said, “oh, it’s fine, it’s normal”, and this is true to the extent that when your medical doctor is evaluating your labs, they’re looking at massive reference ranges. So our reference ranges are a bit more narrow because we’re trying to look at the optimal levels for fertility and for feeling like your optimal, amazing self. We’re looking at, “is your estrogen within an optimal range, is your estrogen on the high side, and therefore, could be brought down? And does that match your symptom picture? Do you have estrogen dominance symptoms and a relatively high estrogen level? Is your progesterone lower than optimal to maintain a uterine lining in pregnancy, to not have a miscarriage in the first trimesters, etc. etc.” So we look at labs, and then we, using our natural therapies, we prescribe diet, supplements, and some lifestyle changes to help re-establish that hormonal balance.
So, if you have any more questions, just send me an email, at connect@taliand.com or check out some of the articles that I mentioned in this video.
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I’m tired of hearing mental health conditions blamed on a “chemical imbalance”. Patients everywhere are being told that their mental health conditions are, literally, “all in their heads”. With this diagnosis—often distributed insensitively, and without much attention to the complex factors in thoughts, beliefs, emotions, the environment, biology, nutritional status, mental and emotional as well as physical stressors, and life circumstances (just to name a few) that can contribute to mental health imbalances—patients are left with the message that they are somehow damaged, broken, or that their condition arose out of an inherent weakness that they somehow possess. Through the numerous conversations I’ve had with those struggling with mental health symptoms, I have come to understand that oftentimes there are phrases that rob power more than the term “brain/chemical imbalance”.
Fortunately, there is still more to emerge in the wonderful world of science. Very little actual evidence supports the chemical imbalance theory of depression and researchers and clinicians alike are forced to admit that symptoms of conditions such as depression and anxiety are often the result of multiple factors that come together. Contrary to the common narrative of mental illness being a sign of weakness, evolutionary biologists are uncovering evidence that symptoms of depression might be the result of a highly adaptive strength based on preserving the body during times of great mental, emotional and physiological stress—showing, in fact, that depression and anxiety might in fact be afflictions of the strong, not the weak.
In my practice, I approach depression and anxiety from a functional medicine standpoint. This means, simply, that I look not at the title of the condition my patients come in with (I care very little if you have depression, or anxiety, or bipolar disorder, etc.—the name is not the thing itself), but how the condition occurs uniquely for them. By paying close attention to the multitude of symptoms, thoughts, and factors that influence the mood and emotions, I am able to uncover underlying pathways that point to imbalance in the body and dig up the roots from where the symptoms might have arisen in the first place. Through this method, focussing on the functioning of the body rather than it’s pathology, we’re able to bring the body back into a state of balance and reverse symptoms permanently, rather than simply slapping a band-aid over them.
When it comes to mental health, it is important to emphasize that depression and anxiety (as well as other mental health diagnoses) are not diseases at all; they are symptoms. When presented with low mood, feelings of sadness and worthlessness, lack of motivation, lethargy, brain fog, changes in appetite and weight, abysmal self-esteem and so on—all symptoms that many patients with depression face—we need to follow the threads of symptoms back to the point where things began unraveling. It is necessary to backtrack to the biological imbalances where symptoms first began.
There is an overwhelming amount of research coming out in the field of mental health that links the gut and digestive health to mental health symptoms, indicating that depression might not be a brain chemical imbalance at all, but a gut chemical imbalance. Where there is depression and anxiety, there is more often than not, a digestive issue.
We have always known that the digestive track and brain have an intimate bond. From the vagus nerve that enervates the gut and begins in the cranium, to the mood-regulating neurotransmitters that are created in the gut, we all have the experienced the tummy aches linked to grief or the power of anxiety to loosen our bowels. We’ve all noted the phenomenon that great ideas or moments of clarity seem to spontaneously arise from, not the brain, where we always assumed our thoughts were formed, but the gut (hence the term, “gut feeling”, which we use to characterize intuitive insights).
When it comes to issues with the brain—thoughts, moods, emotions, feelings, etc., where else should we look for answers than our brain’s close cousin, friend and confidant, the gut. Mental health symptoms can arise from impaired digestion in a number of ways:
A failure of the gut cells (enterocytes) to create neurotransmitters. The majority of serotonin (the “Happy Hormone”) is produced in the gut. Inflamed and unhappy gut cells are often unable to make serotonin.
An imbalance in the healthy gut bacteria that influences whole-body health. We have 10x more cells in our gut than in our body in the form of almost 5 lbs of symbiotic gut bacteria. This bacteria ensures our well-being by helping us digest our food, soothing inflammation, educating our immune system, killing off harmful pathogens, creating bulk for our stools and, relevant to the field of mental health, producing neurotransmitters important for regulating mood, such as serotonin and dopamine.
Research has gone into the connection between a low-level of inflammation in the brain and its affect on mood. Inflammation is usually a product of our diet, stress and food sensitivities. In naturopathic medicine and functional medicine we treat inflammation with the assumption that nearly all inflammation begins in the gut. A condition called “Leaky Gut” is a failure of the important seal between the intestinal walls and the rest of the body. When this seal is broken, toxins, proteins and other debris are free to enter the bloodstream, wrecking havoc, setting the immune system off course and, eventually, triggering symptoms of inflammation, autoimmunity and mental health issues.
Our body requires many building blocks to maintain its complex fortress. Difficulties in the digestive cells’ ability to absorb essential fats, amino acids and vitamins required for brain health, hormone regulation, detoxification and immunity, among the thousands of other chemical reactions in the body, will result in impairment in overall functional. Nutrient deficiencies are more common, even in developed societies, than one might think. Deficiencies arise from: impaired absorption, inadequate diet, increased amounts of stress and the ingestion of foods or medications the deplete the body of nutrients. In any case, optimizing the gut’s ability to digest and absorb the nutrients we’re either eating or supplementing is key for improving health and mood.
When it comes to understanding mental health issues I, as a clinician, realize it is hardly ever just one factor involved. Properly helping someone with anxiety or depression heal involves understanding the constellation of potential causes and how they inter-connect and relate to one another. Through this detective work, we can begin the journey of unraveling the imbalances and restoring the body’s ability to function and heal.
Treatment plans usually involve a combination of replenishing essential nutrients that patients are deficient in (deficiency can be detected through blood work, health history or symptoms), repairing the gut’s ability to absorb, restoring the body’s balance of healthy gut bacteria, removing food sensitivities and healing digestive inflammation, balancing hormones, and managing lifestyle stress and environmental factors that may be contributing to low mood.
My patients make impressive commitments to healing and are willing to examine their bodies and past experiences, in order to do the hard work of healing. Beyond my role as a doctor, I am committed to working as a facilitator, teacher and guide. My job is not to tell people the right path to walk, but to help them understand their body’s complex language, listen to the signals and messages that arise from it, and understand what those signals are asking of them.
For more information, click here. I run a practice with a special focus in mental health, youth mental health and hormonal conditions. I work in Bloor West Village in Toronto, Canada.
The gut-brain connection has gotten the attention of researchers and functional medical practitioners. I discuss, briefly, what research has shown us in regards to the complex realm of the microbiome and how depression may be a result of inflammation in the brain, stemming from inflammation in the gut.
My name is Dr. Talia Marcheggiani and I am a naturopathic doctor and mental health expert in Toronto.
Today we’re going to talk about the gut-brain connection and how that can influence your mental health symptoms.
I think we intuitively know that the gut and brain are connected. When you feel mental symptoms of anxiety we immediately notice the effects on our gut.
During times of stress, we know that we have indigestion, we’re more predisposed to things like diarrhea and irritable bowel syndrome.
Even anatomically there’s a nerve, called the Vagus nerve, that directly connects the brain to our digestive system.
This nerve is responsible for putting into that “rest and digest” state.
When this nerve is stimulated, our bodies start to secrete digestive enzymes, saliva starts to be secreted and we’re able to break down our food and absorb the nutrients from the food that we’re eating.
A lot of research has been going on, that you might be aware of, about healthy gut bacteria. And more and more people, especially medical doctors, happily, are prescribing probiotics anytime someone is prescribed antibiotics for a bacterial infection.
Scientists have started to study more about these gut bacteria. We know we have, like, 5 lbs of gut bacteria, sitting in our digestive systems. Over 100 trillion cells, this is more than 10x the amount of cells we have in our physical bodies, and more DNA than we have in our body.
We’re more bacteria than we are human!
And these gut bacteria, we can’t survive without without them, they influence the very physiology we experience and they definitely impact our health.
These bacteria are responsible for helping us digest our food, and for our mental and emotional wellness as well as keeping our immune system in check.
So, a disbalance in bacteria, or an increase in that negative, bad bacteria and not good strains of healthy bacteria, can lead to diseases like autoimmune disease or multiple sclerosis, or things like chronic fatigue syndrome as we’re seeing in research.
Scientists are starting to study more about how the bacterial balance in our gut can influence our mood and mental health.
These gut bacteria can actually produce serotonin. So that’s the happy hormone in the brain. And you may have heard of serotonin, especially if you suffer from depression or anxiety because your doctor might have recommended a kind of medication called SSRIs, or Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors, or a similar drug, SNRIs, like Venlafaxine, which is a Selective Serotonin and Norepinephrine Reuptake inhibitors.
This is based on on the Monoamine Hypothesis that there is this chemical imbalance in the brain. That your body is either not making enough, or absorbing enough or reacting to serotonin enough.
When we’re given these antidepressants, the idea is that we’re recorrecting this brain imbalance and that’s as much of the story as we’ve got. We don’t know why these brain imbalances are around.
So I think that, if we’re going to stick with this hypothesis, which is still controversial in science, we should look to the gut bacteria because we know that gut bacteria produces a significant amount of serotonin and, if we’re blaming depression and anxiety on serotonin deficiencies, why not look at the gut and find out how we can influence the balance of healthy gut bacteria so that we’re producing enough serotonin. Especially if we’re relying on drugs to correct the imbalance and we don’t have enough serotonin for the drugs to work properly.
Gut cells on their own produce 95% of the serotonin in the body so basically every single chemical that we have in our brain is produced or exists in the gut.
So, we need to be able to feed the gut cells so that they’re producing healthy amount of hormone we need to experience a healthy mood and live our lives in ways that are stress-free and energized and happy so that we can effective in our lives.
Mentally and emotionally, you might know this “gut feeling” that we talk about in language and that’s kind of permeated throughout cultures. So, we know that when we have this feeling in the gut that, it’s almost like an intuition. Some people will say, “I just knew it, because I felt it in my gut.” And I think that we’ve always had this intuition. We’ve always had this connection between what our mental state, our thoughts, beliefs and emotions are telling us and what our gut is telling us.
We think that we think with our brains and that all of the mental symptoms we experience are happening at the level of the brain, but because of this tight gut-brain connection, we know that’s not true.
People that have done brain studies actually find that we have thoughts before we have brain activity a lot of the time so, I wonder if we’re actually thinking with our gut, which is a revolutionary and radical thought, but we’re finding more and more evidence for this in science.
You may have heard of the condition called “Leaky Gut” or the more official, scientific term is “Intestinal Permeability”. Our gut is really selective about what it absorbs for good reason. What happens, though, when we’re experiencing chronic stress, or we use a lot of antibiotics or maybe eat things like high-sugar foods, caffeine, or a lot of alcohol, we can cause gut inflammation, which starts to allow bacteria, food toxins, or whole proteins from food into the blood, into the body by breaking down the integrity of the gut.
So, when it comes to health, for most health conditions, especially when there’s a few symptoms that seem disconnected and it’s hard to find the relationship between them, naturopathic medicine and, now, functional medicine and, hopefully soon, conventional medicine, begins to look at gut health.
So if I’m sitting across from a patient who has a long list of health symptoms that seems like they’re not connected and has digestive symptoms—and 40-60% of the population, in general has some kind of digestive symptom, whether it be bloating after eating, feeling fatigued after eating, just feeling like your food is sitting in your stomach and not really moving through, GERD, so acid reflux, heartburn, diarrhea and constipation, or those IBS symptoms, gas and bloating—when I sit across from a patient with any of those symptoms, the first place we go, in terms of treatment, is to look at the gut.
So how do you keep your gut healthy? There’s a few things. The first is to eliminate anything that’s causing gut inflammation, so this could be excessive caffeine and alcohol, excessive refined sugars, antibiotics without doing a probiotic immediately after or during an antibiotic treatment, chronic mental and emotional stress, or physical stress, and food sensitivities: something we’re eating that’s causing our immune system to react and our gut to become inflamed.
Ensuring a proper bacterial balance by either supplementing with a probiotic or eating a variety of fermented foods such as kefir, yogurt, kombucha or saurkraut, and making sure that we’re eating a variety of whole foods: whole grains, fruits and vegetables, and healthy fibres that are going to feed that healthy gut bacteria.
So, when it comes to mental health, such as depression and anxiety, chronic mental stress, even things like bipolar, OCD, conventional medicine tends to just look at the brain and blame the brain on the host of symptoms that patients might experience.
Naturopathic medicine looks at the entire body. And since we know that the gut and brain are connected, and our patients are simultaneously experiencing mental health symptoms and digestive symptoms, we definitely have to treat the gut.
For more information, you can visit my website at taliand.com, or send me an email at connect@taliand.com.
I work at Bloor West Wellness Clinic in Bloor West Village, in Toronto.
“I was born with an imbalance in my brain,” my patient explains to me, “The medication corrects it—Since I started taking Cipralex, I wake up feeling like a normal person again.”
It is estimated that about 10% of adults in North America are taking a medication to help them cope with anxiety and depression. Many people swear by these substances, others claim that they worsen depression, cause uncomfortable side effects and fail to treat the root cause of symptoms, numbing us to the experience and cause of our emotional pain and physical symptoms. The reality is, however, that prescriptions for these medications is increasing.
What are anti-depressants?
Most anti-depressant medication falls into the pharmaceutical category of SSRI, or Selective-Serotonin Re-uptake Inhibitors, like Prozac or Cipralex. These medications prevent the body from mopping up the “happy hormone”, serotonin, in the brain, making its feel-good effects last longer. The result is thought to be more serotonin in the brain and, therefore, increased feelings of happiness and euphoria. Other drugs work on preventing the re-uptake of other neurotransmitters, brain chemicals dopamine and norepinephrine, which also cause feelings of happiness, pleasure and reward, and give us energy.
The Monoamine Theory of Depression:
The leading theory of depression for decades, the Monoamine Theory, states that in people who suffer from depression, there is an imbalance in serotonin production and signalling in the brain—a “serotonin deficiency”—which SSRI medication corrects. Because this is how anti-depressant medication works, this has taken over as the prevailing theory of depression. However, there has never been a published study that proves that people who suffer from depression or anxiety have issues with brain serotonin production or metabolism. It almost seems that pharmaceutical companies have “reasoned backwards” creating a theory in order to support anti-depressant use.
As patients, we want to believe that the medicine our doctors give us is just that, medicine—something that treats the root cause of disease and makes us healthier, rather than covering up our symptoms while the underlying problem continues to worsen. However, most medications don’t work that way. While Advil may alleviate a headache, we intuitively know that our headache was not caused by an Advil deficiency. Likewise, alcohol may calm down those plagued by social anxiety, but we know that alcohol isn’t a cure for social anxiety; it is a drug that can temporarily help symptoms and relying on it will only cause further health problems down the line. We know that for most health conditions, while a drug may help temporarily, something else is going on inside our bodies that warrants attention.
While the percentage of people who are medicated for depression has increased in recent years, the rate of disability from mental health conditions is steadily on the rise. This is perplexing, especially if these drugs are doing what they’re “supposed to”, which is curing a brain chemical imbalance. Shouldn’t medicating patients with depression result in a cure, or at least a declining rate of disability for mental health concerns? Clearly, something else is going on.
Harnessing the Placebo Effect:
Many patients report the fact that anti-depressant medications saved their lives, radically turning around serious and debilitating symptoms. I’ve heard quite a few stories from individuals who couldn’t get out of bed until they found the right SSRI for their body.
The data shows that SSRI medication has the ability to reduce depressive symptoms by 30% in individuals, a modest reduction at best, but still significant. But, do these medications work as well as the studies claim? A glance at the entire body of research casts doubt on the efficacy of anti-depressant medication:
Firstly, there is a large body of unpublished negative studies. This means that studies that show there is no difference in anti-depressant medication and placebo is left out of the body of literature, favouring a bias for positive publications, publications that find anti-depressants work. Medical research draws conclusions by producing studies over and over again. When the results of several studies are combined, doctors and researchers are able to draw conclusions about whether a medication works or not. When only positive research is published, without negative research to balance it out, it casts medications in a favourable light that they may not necessarily deserve. This is an unfortunate phenomenon in medical science as a whole, and often skews the evidence in favour of drugs that may not be as effective as we hope.
Secondly, the gold standard for evidence, the Randomized Control Trial (RCT) may have design flaws due to the nature of the medications being tested. In RCTs, patients are randomized into two groups. One group is given placebo and the other the active drug that is being tested. The subjects and the people evaluating them are both blinded—neither knows which group is given the drug and which is given the placebo. This reduces the possibility of bias in reporting and observing the effects of the medication. The idea is because an inert pill, or “placebo” may be able to exert the effects of a drug, providing about 30% benefit, according to some sources. However, when patients who are in the active group experience side effects of the medication: gastric symptoms, nausea, headaches, altered sleep and appetite, they quickly become alert to the that fact that they are in the medication group, leaving room for the placebo effect to occur. This is termed the “Active Placebo Effect”. When SSRIs are compared with active placebos—placebos that don’t act as medicine but produce the same side effects—we found their effects rapidly diminished, perhaps because the placebo effect was not taking effect anymore.
What about the people who SSRIs help?
To cast doubt on the efficacy of anti-depressants does not in any way invalidate those who have felt the medications helped them. Every body is different and I believe that it is not for us to say how someone should or shouldn’t be reacting to a medication or therapy. The mysteries of our bodies are vast and there is only so much that we’re aware of in the world of medicine and health. Furthermore, the placebo effect, while often being used to dismiss therapies (“oh, it’s probably just a placebo effect”) should really be viewed as an amazing miracle of medicine and evidence of how powerful our bodies and minds are. The placebo effect shows us that, according to our beliefs, we have the power to heal ourselves. We believe that we’re getting treatment, we believe the treatment will help us, and the very nature of those beliefs heals our physical bodies.
This does not mean that the people who were suffering before taking the medication were “faking it” or should have been able to just snap out of it—that’s not how the placebo effect works. The placebo effect is based on changing our beliefs, which, as you may know, is not something we can simply will ourselves to do. However, the fact that our beliefs hold this kind of healing power, I find, frankly, is amazing. The placebo effect shows us evidence of an almost magical ability of the mind-body connection to heal ourselves, without side effects, and I believe it is something that we should harness and celebrate.
What’s the problem, then?
While anti-depressants may be harnessing the placebo effect to help individuals heal, there are downsides to them as well.
Firstly, SSRI medications have a long list of side effects, from weight gain and fatigue to sexual dysfunction and vitamin deficiencies, being on these medications over the long-term can be unpleasant for some and seriously affect quality of life for others.
Secondly, anti-depressant medications are notoriously difficult to get off of. I have assisted many patients in getting off their medication, with the help of their medical team, but it’s never easy and must always be done slowly and responsibly. Getting off medication involves a slow wean over months with support of natural therapies, psychotherapy and lifestyle changes. Because these drugs force the brain to adapt, causing a very real chemical imbalance, oftentimes the withdrawal effects are so intolerable that patients are not able to come off.
Most patients who decide to try anti-depressant medications are not aware how difficult it will be to stop taking the medication, if they should eventually choose to do so. This is unfortunate, as I believe that full informed consent should be applied to patients so that they may make appropriate decisions about their health—patients should be made aware that they are expected to stay on the medication for life and that weaning will be very difficult and, in some cases, not possible.
Finally, there is a growing body of evidence showing that patients who do not receive medication, but other forms of help such as diet and lifestyle changes, psychotherapy and stress management, do better, have higher rates of remission and less relapse than those who are medicated. As we see with the studies that show that more medication is correlated with more disability from mental health concerns, it is possible that medicating depression is only worsening the problem for most people.
So, what causes anxiety and depression?
Scientists and clinicians are not sure what the cause of depression is. However, the Cytokine Theory of Depression and the Gut-Brain Connection are two areas that are gaining increasing interest from researchers. These theories state that depression may be a cause of inflammation in the body that affects the brain, and that imbalances in gut health, especially with gut bacteria may offset mental health, respectively. Naturopathic doctors also notice a clinical correlation between burnout or “adrenal fatigue” and mental health symptoms.
Healing the mind and body, however, starts with creating a therapeutic relationship with a professional that you trust. After that, I find that healing the gut, correcting inflammation and nutrient deficiencies while addressing harmful core beliefs and stress can have wonderful results for healing depression and anxiety.
Depression is a symptom:
Psychiatry would have us believe that depression and anxiety are conditions that we are born with. Conventional medicine states that perhaps we have a familiar tendency to develop these conditions, perhaps we’ve had them since childhood, but, and in this case it is clear, depression and anxiety are not things that you heal from; they are things you simply manage.
I disagree. I don’t believe that depression and anxiety stand on their own as diseases, but symptoms of a deeper imbalance. Like any symptom, I believe mental health concerns are trying to tell us something. Our bodies have no other way of communicating with us other than through the symptoms they produce: lack of motivation, sore muscles, bloating and diarrhea, headache, joint pain, brain fog, fatigue and so on. As naturopathic doctors, we are trained to listen, not just to our patients, but the messages their bodies are signalling to us through symptoms.
This means that, when I start seeing a patient with depression, whether they are on medication or not, we develop a full work-up, asking in-depth questions about sleep, diet, exercise, digestion, mental status, mood, energy, reproductive health and so on. I connect these symptoms together to find out what is going on beyond what may be immediately visible.
Depression and anxiety often have a root cause. The cause may be stress, childhood trauma, leaky gut, adrenal fatigue, inflammation or even medication and drug use itself. Through uncovering the root of the issue, we are able to treat it, helping the body restore itself to balance and health.
My philosophy of healing is that, sometimes, illness can be a gift, especially if it encourages us to delve deep into our lives and values and make the necessary changes for healing ourselves. Sometimes depression and mental health challenges can be the beginning of a grand and fulfilling journey where we learn to connect more deeply to our bodies, discover our life purpose and a greater sense of happiness and life satisfaction.
I have some amazing news—my patient is better. Whereas only a few short months ago, he was plagued by inexplicable weight gain, debilitating fatigue, depressed mood—convincing him he must be suffering from clinical depression—a sore throat and an inability to regulate his temperature, now he feels normal. A few months ago, his lab results indicated a serious and spiralling case of autoimmune thyroid disease. Now the lab results shows markers that are completely within the normal limits. My patient got to where he is now naturally—he did not take a single medication. His body was unleashing an aggressive attack against his thyroid gland under a year ago. Now, his thyroid is healthy, happy and working normally. My patient is back to work, exercising, traveling, feeling happy, fulfilled and creative. He is no longer suffering.
The Thyroid Gland
The thyroid gland is an important organ. Shaped like a butterfly and located right below the Adam’s Apple on the front of the neck, it has a variety of essential, life-sustaining tasks. The thyroid is responsible for maintaining our body’s metabolic function. It keeps our cells busy, and allows us to convert our food and fat energy into important metabolic functions. It regulates our hormones, cardiovascular system, skin and hair health, contributes to mood, regulates body temperature, balances estrogen and progesterone in females, thereby contributing to healthy fertility, and helps with the functioning of the immune system.
However, as important as the thyroid gland is, it’s also the body’s “canary in the coal mine”, susceptible to the smallest changes in our health status. Physical, mental and emotional stress can contribute to declines in healthy thyroid functioning, as can exposure to environmental toxins, inflammation and deficiencies in important nutrients such as iron, zinc, selenium and iodine. Because of the thyroid’s senstivities, however, we can use impending thyroid symptoms as signs of overall body imbalance. Therefore, treating thyroid symptoms at their root is important for restoring our bodies to mental, emotional and physical health.
Hypothyroidism Symptoms
Most commonly, when the health of the thyroid gland is affected, it’s functions decline, causing hypothyroidism, or under-active thyroid. Hypothyroidism of any cause is the most common thyroid condition and is very common in the general population, affecting about 4-8% of North Americans. The symptoms range from mildly upsetting to debilitating and can show up in a variety of the body’s organ systems. They include feelings of puffiness, especially of the face, caused by water retention; fatigue; dry skin and hair; hair loss; constipation and slow digestion; mental depression and low mood; acne; mental sluggishness, brain fog and poor memory and concentration; menstrual irregularities, heavy or scanty menstrual flow; infertility; cold hands and feet; orange-tinted skin; and, of course, weight gain that is unexplained by changes to diet and activity levels.
Bloating, yeast overgrowth and dysbiosis can occur from hypothyroidism when the core body temperature drops below 37 degrees Celsius. A cooler body temperature due to under-active thyroid can upset the intestinal flora and cause an overgrowth in harmful bacteria and yeast, causing further fatigue, weight gain, depression and digestive symptoms.
Diagnosis and Lab Testing
In the standard medical model, thyroid conditions are screened by testing a hormone called TSH, or Thyroid Stimulating Hormone. TSH is not a thyroid hormone, but a hormone produced by the brain that signals the thyroid to work. Through measuring TSH, doctors can tell indirectly how hard the thyroid is working. Is TSH is high, it can indicate a sluggish thyroid, since it is requiring more stimulation from the brain. Lower TSH levels may indicate that the thyroid is working fine. So, the higher the TSH levels, the more sluggish the thyroid. However, the reference ranges for TSH are from 0.3 to 5 U/ml, which indicates a wide range of possible thyroid states. A TSH under 5 will not be flagged by a medical doctor as being hypothyroid, even though symptoms may be present!
More progressive clinicians start to become concerned about thyroid function when symptoms are present and TSH is above 2.5 U/ml. Therefore, many patients with under-active thyroid and upsetting thyroid symptoms may be told by their doctors that everything is fine, delaying treatment and invalidating their decision to seek help.
When TSH is off, doctors then test the thyroid hormones T4 and T3. (There is also T1, T2 and calcitonin). The thyroid makes the hormones T3 (20%) and T4 (80%) but the active hormone that allows the thyroid to exert it’s effects on the body is T3. T4 must be converted to T3 by the body. Problems of conversion of T4 to T3 can be caused by stress and inflammation. It may be helpful for your doctor to test for reverse T3, a hormone that is created from T4 if the body is in a state of imbalance.
To detect if hypothyroidism is caused by autoimmune disease, also known as Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis, doctors will test for antibodies that attack the thyroid, anti-TPO and anti-thyroglobulin. An imbalance in the immune system and inflammation in the body, often caused by stress, can cause the body’s own immune system to attack the thyroid gland, preventing it from working properly.
Treat the Patient, Not the Disease
Naturopathic and functional medicine aims to use lab testing to detect patterns that are playing out below the surface of the body. We connect signs and symptoms and labs, not to diagnose a disease but to look at patterns of imbalance that are playing out in our patients’ bodies before disease sets in. This allows us to intervene before things are too late and healing becomes more difficult.
The Cause of Hypothyroidism
Gluten: There are numerous studies that link thyroid issues to celiac disease or non-celiac gluten sensitivity. In one study of 100 patients, hypothyroid symptoms were reversed after following a completely gluten-free diet for 6 months.
Goitrogens: Soy, raw cruciferous vegetables (kale, broccoli, cauliflower, spinach, etc.), nightshades (tomatoes, potatoes eggplant, etc.) and coffee can act as “goitrogens”, suppressing the thyroid. Lightly cooking leafy greens, avoiding soy, especially processed, GMO soy, coffee and nightshades is helpful for avoiding the thyroid-suppressive effects of these foods.
Leaky gut: Food sensitivities, bacterial imbalance, antibiotic use, stress, excess alcohol and caffeine and intestinal infections can disrupt the barrier between the intestine and the rest of the body. Termed “intestinal permeability” or “leaky gut” this condition is getting increasing attention for being the root cause of inflammatory and autoimmune conditions. Identifying food sensitivities through an IgG blood test or trial-and-error and then healing the gut for 3-6 months is essential for getting thyroid health on track.
Dysbiosis: There is a close correlation between thyroid health and the health of the gut bacteria. Every human has 4-5 lbs of essential, life-giving bacteria living in their intestinal track. These bacteria help us break down food, help train our immune system and product hormones like thyroid hormone and serotonin, the happy hormone. It is estimated that 20% of thyroid hormones are produced by gut bacteria. Therefore a disruption in gut bacteria can wipe out the body’s ability to regulate the thyroid and metabolism effectively.
Environmental toxins: Toxic estrogens, heavy metals and other environmental toxins can suppress thyroid function. The thyroid gland is a sponge that is susceptible to whatever toxic burden the body is under and therefore, thyroid issues may be the first sign that the body is under toxic stress. 2-3 yearly detoxes are recommended to improve liver health, decrease the toxic burden and support a healthy thyroid. Detoxes are best done by eating a clean, grain-free diet and detoxifying the home by reducing exposure to pesticides, radiation, tobacco smoke, excessive alcohol, mercury from fish and silver fillings, bromide, fluoride and chloride (from swimming pools), which can decrease the body’s ability to absorb iodide.
Stress: Stress can suppress thyroid function by preventing the conversion of T4 to T3, the active form of thyroid hormone. During stress, T4 becomes something called “reverse T3”. Both cortisol and thyroid hormones require the amino acid tyrosine for their production. Therefore, during times of the stress, when the demands on the body for making cortisol are higher, not as many resources may be used to produce thyroid hormones and hypothyroid symptoms may result. Ensuring proper cortisol function and decreasing stress is important for recovering from thyroid symptoms.
Nutrient deficiency: Thyroid hormones are made of tyrosine and iodine. A deficiency in protein and iodine may result in an inability of the body to make thyroid hormone. Selenium is also important for converting T4 to T3. Zinc and iron are also important for proper thyroid functions and, in modern day society, these deficiencies are very common.
Inflammation: Using high omega-3 fatty acids EPA and DHA from fish, rhemannia and turmeric can help bring down systemic inflammation and decrease autoimmunity, thereby working to treat autoimmune Hashimoto’s thyroiditis and restoring thyroid function.
A Word On Medication
Synthroid is a synthetic version of the thyroid hormone T4. When prescribed, it can replace the need for the thyroid to act and help the body get back into balance. However, since T4 must be converted to T3 in order to become active, simply adding Synthroid may not be enough to eradicate thyroid symptoms if there is a problem converting T4 to T3, such as selenium deficiency, dysbiosis, inflammation or stress. Furthermore, when the cause of hypothyroidism is autoimmune, this means that there are antibodies attacking the thyroid, not that there is something wrong with the thyroid itself. Without addressing the underlying autoimmunity and inflammation, patients will only need to eventually continue to increase their Synthroid dosage as the ability of the thyroid to function gradually decreases.
For more information on how to address thyroid symptoms naturally, contact me for a free 15-minute consultation.
I’m tucking away at the cake again because the people who’ve invited me for dinner have dessert. Dessert: the gluten-y, sugar-y, dough-y sweetness of relief from deprivation, the dopamine and serotonin rush when the food smashes against my lips, teeth and tongue and gets swallowed, in massive globs, into my stomach. The desire for more smashes maddeningly around my skull. Getting the next fix is all I can think about. I reach for another slice when no one is looking. I guess some people call this binging, a complete loss of control around “forbidden” foods. All I care about is devouring another bite, and feeling the euphoric blood sugar rush that flushes me with giddiness and good feelings before the shame sets in.
One I’ve begun to indulge, however, the voice demanding more exits stage left and is replaced with a little gremlin who fills my head with sneering and loathsome disparagement. It doesn’t speak in whole sentences, but rather in snippets, sentence fragments and hateful keywords. Sugarrr…. it hisses, gluten, bloating… FAT! Ugly, worthless…No control, no willpower, useless… failure…FAT! Not that the cake contains fat, but fat is what I will become when I allow the cake to become a part of me, the little evil voice suggests. Sometimes I can temporarily drown out his voice by eating more cake, which only makes him louder once all the cake is gone or my stomach groans with fullness.
I’ve come to realize that this cycle can be set off with feelings of boredom, anxiety and, most of all, hunger. A low-calorie diet, detox or a period of controlled eating leaves me susceptible to these binge lapses. It’s taken me the better part of 30 years to figure that out. However, stress can also send me to the pantry, digging out whatever sugary treats I can find. And so the cycle of loss of control followed by self-loathing begins.
The next day, or even within the next few hours, I feel fat.
Fat feels a certain way to me. It feels physical: puffy, bloated and sick. Most of all, it feels like I’ve done something wrong, that I am wrong. It brings with it feelings of lethargy and heaviness, not the light, perkiness I associate with health and femininity. I feel gross, unworthy of good things: attention, love, affection. I feel like I’ve failed. I feel like I’ve lost control of myself. For, if I can’t even control when I shove in my mouth, how can I have power over anything else in life?
However, a person can’t really feel fat. I mean, especially not after only a day of overeating.
And besides, fat is not a feeling.
Perhaps fat was a stand-in feeling for other difficult emotions my childhood brain couldn’t fully comprehend. Like the time I wrote in my diary, at the age of 8 years old, That’s it, I’m fat, I’m going on a diet. From now on, I’m only eating sandwiches. Funny and touching, but also sad, I wonder what 8-year-old me was really feeling when she claimed to feel “fat”. Perhaps she felt helpless, out of control, different from the herd and hopeless about fitting in.
If I pause to peer below the surface of “fat”, I find other words or cognitive connections that underlie it. When I feel “fat” I also feel out of control, worthless, lonely, like a failure. I sometimes feel sad and anxious. Sometimes I simply feel full, like I’ve fed myself, and as I’ve often heard repeated, “It’s important to leave a meal feeling a little bit hungry”, the feeling of being fed can induce feelings of guilt.
Everywhere we look, the media equates “healthy” with thin, glistening bodies. Fitness models with amenorrheic abs, bounce back and forth on splayed legs in front of a full make-up, costume, lighting and camera team to simulate the image of running through a field. “Losing weight” equals “getting fit” equals “being healthy”. As a society we’ve failed to ask ourselves what “health” might mean and instead deliver the whole concept over to impossible standards of beauty, making “health” as unachievable as the stringy bodies that represent it. While I intellectually know that this isn’t the case, that health comes in all sizes—and may actually hover around “plus” sizes, in actual fact—restriction has been imprinted in my brain as a sign of healthy self-control.
But, maybe the definition of health needs to come from digging within and asking the question What does health mean to you? Perhaps the body knows more than the marketing media does about what it needs for health. Maybe, just sometimes, it needs cake to be healthy. Maybe even the act of overindulgence is healthy sometimes.
Perhaps if I give my body enough of the healthy food and fuel it needs, it won’t go crazy the next time it sees cake. When we try to murder ourselves by holding our breath to stop our breathing, we pass out. The body deems us too irresponsible to control the precious task of breathing and so it turns the lights out on conscious breath control. Our very own physiology doesn’t trust our conscious thought if we abuse it. So, when I force my body to survive and thrive on restrictions, self-hate and negative talk, perhaps it induces a binge. Maybe I binge to survive. Or maybe my body loves cake as much as I do.
Instead of feeling like a failure, because I didn’t win the fight against my body, perhaps I should respectfully hand it back the reins and tell it, with my conscious mind, “I trust you, I respect you, I’ll listen to you more carefully from now on.”
And, like Marie Antoinette once granted her people, I can grant my body permission, and let it eat cake.
